Estranged
Chapter 10 Slowly disappearing scenery and people (2)
Sitting next to her, all this is enough.
Several people, did not say something to eat.
When you eat almost, let's leave the package, take out the letter installed in the envelope. Because I didn't consider Xuanhui in advance, I didn't write. Looking for a discovery of your heart, Xuanji will not be sad?
"I wrote a letter to you. I know that you will not say that I will go, hehe."
Everyone got her own letter. Very light, very heavy.
Xuan Yan looked at Xu Xi, there was no such treatment, some bleak.
Go out of the restaurant. Xiang Yumi is walking in front. Small and Xiaoyu together, trajectory and Ling Yao together.
"Xuanji, repeating to come on. Learn, take a good university next year."
"Know, rest assured. I didn't play well, I must learn well next year."
"Don't be very high, practice, do you know?"
The small road to the road is very short. Let's go to the right, Xuanji wants to go left.
"Don't hug it?" Les up to tell the tone of joke. In fact, she is intended to hug and everyone.
"No, let's laugh, I am sorry to say.
"Well, ok, then go first."
Xuan Yan is swaying, walking, back, smiling.
Ling Yao came over because I have to go left.
"Let's talk."
"Okay, I will send you."
Looking for Ling Yao.
And in front, Xuan Yan is still so clear in the street light. Just, everything will soon disappear.
Small, some are not willing to get rid of you. I know, goodbye to wait for a winter vacation. Through the high school walking together, those happy days are really hard to forget. Your taste and arrogance, strong and sensuality, I have remembered it. I know, you are obsessed with words. See the poem you wrote, so sad. You and I have said that you have to be a writer, I believe that even if others think that you dream at the idiot. Work hard, I can't accompany you. When you sing, don't be nervous. In the future, no matter what is encountered, don't forget to cry.
Only small and loudly walk. Dominous monographs, take a small hand away. However, when all the past, when it became a friend in the past, the friend who was caught in his hand, and it seems that it would disappear sooner or later. Her heart, hurting into a group.
Opposite, the small mother and cousin came over, it was a small grandmother home. Xiaowei can only leave half and let's say goodbye. Laws have not been reluctant. Such a night, quiet summer, seems to be only a quiet enjoyment. Both people feel that noise.
The road from the school walked to home, she took two times a day in the past three years, usually have to go six times. Three years, there will be feelings about this cold ice. The color of the street light, the three years have not changed, and the dust is beautiful. The tree on both sides, is there from this road. Today, the branches are prosperous, cross the road over, the trees on both sides touch the leaves in the air, close to the corridor. This road is also the last way to live in Luban. Today, let's take a familiar way to get the road, solely, just enjoy such a process, a person quietly missing the process.
That Ding Ji, there is still a lot of people come, go. Different people, there is a bid, shoulder and regard, all people are like being in the speech, blurry, repetition, seems to have a mass actor is not enough, to go back and forth, people are annoying, walking The people are tired, the more they don't have an expression, and they will go, forget to find.
Later, no longer say lonely!
I used to densely woven a wonderful dream, walk in a familiar downtown, warm in my heart.
The memory of the memories is full of partners. Seek so, or so greedy. She is greedy: Today is the same as yesterday, even will have a miracle tomorrow.
Today, it is satisfied in a moment.
Once was a beautiful little happiness, I have been willing to reserve. Her little happiness is really sweet. Take all the honey in a moment, there will be acid feelings in your mouth, this is a normal phenomenon. However, the time is also waking up. Youth dreams are awake, but she always reluctantly wakes up, it is really wrong.
In the future, no longer speak. Because there are too many people to accompany her life. Perhaps no one can really accompany anyone who is going to walk, but is just a way, it is enough, isn't it?
The partner in the dream is arranged by God in different intersections, in the road and going, you, me, he ----- always thank you for your partners, thank you for crying, accompany us, accompany us to chase Do not stop, accompany us through the trough, take the scenery of the roadside, and also become the scenery in our lives -------
No longer talking, because of the real love will not be discarded.
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, crowded people standing
People like to set up a prison in their own inner heart, where the dark corner, he can cry, cry, curl, death, and corruption.
Even the cold hell is like a reason why people are still giving themselves in this space. It is also here, people can see the most authentic self, a rebellion, a childish, simple, and weak. Dark, tolerate all sins. And all the decays are no longer decay, all betrayal is no longer reversed.
Life, there is a shrinking, love, accumulates. Humanity will always have a beast face that makes you fear. The beasts of prisoners, will slowly forget the taste of freedom in the cage, but gradually habits to enjoy the house and despise. Forgot the race and whistle, forget the lazy and freedom.
People also like their own cages. There, get your own compassion for yourself. And this will slowly swallow the self-esteem and faith. Gring all the faults found the right reason, plus all the mistakes with beautiful conception. In other than, the mistakes have a bright color, and the sentiment has a beautiful aura.
Suddenly, slowly will let the soul died in this darkness and make a vomiting smell. Finally, I was discarded in my own dead water, and the common stinks were.
All the darkness, will not help but swallow the brilliance of life, achieve huge voids, reveal all the better, all memories, all move.
Both this damn prisoner.
Go back home when you bid farewell to your friends. Dad, mom is watching TV. Sliced watermelon placed on the table, waiting for the lethar.
I want to go, she is uncomfortable. How long does it take to spoiler with your parents, how long I have never forgotten to tell my own depression, how long I have forgotten the taste of Dad and Mom. Some answers have been made.
Sitting on the sofa watching TV. Dad is watching TV in bed. Mom is sitting on the side of the other.
"Mom, I want to sleep with you today."
Mom thought I was so happy, I didn't take a moment.
"How big, don't tease your mother."
"Mom, I am going to go, I just want to be a child, sleep in you."
"The old girl, that's so big, go back to sleep." Dad advised to say.
Like a crying. She just wants to go to my mother, Dad.
I saw letting so much crying, my mother is like a knife. "Her dad, the child wants to live."
"No, it's so big, unlike." Dad insisted. Lively, I'm crying back to the room. Close the door.
Parents have been embarrassed outside for a long time. Mom entered the house.
You can do it on the bed, side of the wall, my mom knows, I don't want to go. It's so big, she didn't leave home. It is a day or two in a relative family. This is too heavy.
"Old girl, let's go, go to the house." Mom went to the fool.
"Don't go!" Is a lively, the task is coming again.
"Good old girl, let's go. Mom knows that you are not willing to go. However, now at this time, you can't still be like the three in the three, you can't bear it."
Loud, you don't talk. Dad came over. "Let's go, the old girl, Dad is wrong."
"" Knowledge smiled. Dad is like this, always likes to give you with you, even if all things, Dad is not wrong.
Like a child, lying on dad, mom. Listening to their breathing, looking at the moonlight on their face through the curtains. This scene, I didn't know how many nights were like this. However, when people grow up, they must leave their parents, one person withstands the wind.
Dad, the familiar smoke, because Dad smoking, so I really don't want to distipe. And it seems to be a familiar, and people are like this, and it will be familiar with a little familiar. Such a taste has not been so quiet many years. Dad and my mother slept. Lix you for your arm with your mother's arm, can't sleep.
Dad, Mom, I really don't want to go. Sometimes, I saw Grandpa, Grandma, I know, one day, you will be so old. And I am really afraid, I will be busy, I will forget you. I think I am selfish. Really selfish. Take the so-called "love" as an excuse, but the people who love my favorite in this world are just you. No more. However, why do I have so confused for someone to give up you, I really damn it. However, I have to go. Growing up, it seems to mean the right to lose it around you. I am tired, it is really tired. Sometimes, when you can't stand up, I really hope that you can still lying on you, you can also make you gently pat me, you can't take a small adjustment, this day is already a luxuriant. I think, the last time, so like a child. In the future, I will be strong to be an adult, one can pick up a lot of people. I have no tears, take a smile.
Sleep until the middle of the night, so I've steals back. Because the bed is too small, three people are squeezed with such a summer, dad, mom is uncomfortable. For your cart, please return to the room. However, still can't sleep. The stream of tears and one line. When I said the happiest, I slept in bed, my mother put the soft bed, so many years of familiar with this big double bed, so many years have already found out the escape. However, people always have to accept some arrangements, even if all the surfaces are autonomous choices and escape. But when everything really wants to act, people will be awkward, will be fearful, will not be resolved.
Still can't sleep. See the binds from the bed. turn on computer. Blue light, a tearing open dark dress, thorns the hut. Black chest. Write blog, I don't know how to write it, it seems that these days are in the blog as an object. Open □□, slide below it, too late, no one online. Good quiet, quiet silence. Looking at Xiaoqi's avatar, Xu Xijing quiet, tears, a line of stream, low on the keyboard.
Crying the E-Mail to Xiaoqi.
meteor:
We really have to escape, but unfortunately I can't take away the apple. I have to go. Failure to say goodbye to you. Maybe we can't see it again. Decided to write an email before going, there is no purpose, just come to say goodbye.
When you go to that corridor, look at the place where we draw an apple together, you write the "We Will Love Forever" in the squat, but our name, the meteor is short.
I am in that corridor, my heart is very painful.
I think you must admit it wrong, as I strange, your sweat is not happy. I don't know, I have a contradiction.
Maybe, I will not love someone, my melancholy is born, I can't add it to people.
As you said, you want to go, no one can stop you. Yeah, I have never want to stop you, you will always be free people, I am unspeakable.
That is a friend, doing people who know, doing face, people who do a stranger, a little fallen, a little forgetting each other.
However, in my heart, you are the prince, because you have made my heart and dish, but also make life more expectations and despair. Before and you, I told myself that this is my last time I believe in love. I even lost this last time, I really failed.
Xiao Qi, do you know? I have never cried after I sent Xiao Nan.
I am a girl who loves to cry, but when Xiao Nan and I will never don't cry, I am not crying. I am very grateful to let me let me have a reason to cry and let me have a heart and sadness although in your heart. I am never her and you don't believe that you are more heavy than Xiao Nan, so we can only disappear from each other's world. I miss you.
The name of the meteor is not good from the horizon. It is so embarrassing, but I will not leave you into my meticulous meet. I have never got the acquaintance. I have to go, I should put it down. Let your freedom, and put my own freedom.
Write happiness on the stone and write sad on the sand.
You have to be happy. Goodbye……
Love your light rain
Walking days, still can't be delayed because of anything. The big box is taken away, and the left is left. Several big bags are placed in the middle of the house, and the extravagant eye. It seems that many things can be packaged away. In response to the sound of a poem that you have smashed: the cold smoke thoroughly turned the head, and the mountain is not a road, and the tears are turned back. Cane scissor is so sweet, and it is difficult to stand if the old fragrance is still in the old. To the end, who is tomb, who is Gaza, who is a hometown. White head, dried up the intestines and nine songs. If you are afraid, you should not smoke, unload anyone package. The panesia is always in the Qing dynasty, why cry is crying.
Striking is not on the shore site, the soul is equal, and it is difficult to dream. The clear screen hurts people, a few degrees of redness, and careful toare. Wake up, or the building, or an old, or a nicker. Gray my heart, my head was scattered. Who is simple to clear, to now today. The drizzle is pleased, but the dust is rich.
Small micro, Nie, ... a lot of people come. However, Xiao Yan did not come.
When you do this, let's not let the letter.
Xiao Yan:
I have been a long time with you, a lot of things, I have never said it. But now, I have to say it.
You like to take a small cheap, we accept it. But now, we have to go, in the future, people you have encountered, will not let you take advantage of our silly. At least someone else will not tolerate. Sometimes, you feel that you and junior high school in high school are a lot. In junior high school, it is very true. However, you have become a little unreal. The college entrance examination came to eight, I thought of a lot of happiness you brought to me. Those days, I have always believed that your friend is old to me. However, now you have more and more sincere, have to say this. I still hope that you go back to your previous, honest and truly treat people around you. If you really have a person who is really for you, you are so cheap, then how do you deal with others in the future? We don't care about money, but you have to make us feel comfortable. Understand?
Also, you and Nie Qi's things. I still hope that you think about it. After all, your gap will get bigger and bigger. Distance and time, sometimes a terrible thing. I really want to bless you, but I have been worried. I have to go now, I should know what I think. You have to leave yourself, love a person, stay three points to love yourself, don't be as stupid as I am. You also know that his mother is not very agreed to you. And your academic qualifications and experience will be very different. Have you thought, if one day you lose your topic, what should I do? What should I do if you don't have the same life circle? What should you do with memories? Everything will not be known. You have to plan for yourself.
Love your sister
Soton
Line is written in writing this letter, it is crying. She writes the most common words, written with the most difficult words, is to stimulate the little. She knows that Xiao Yan must not accept it, but these words must be said. If you walk, you will be like a little sister, but you have to believe that Nie Qiao and she will be able to go beyond the heavy hindrance, so you don't have good friends. Just, in the days of separation, there is no little to send, and you have more cool. For Nie, Xiaoyan, I have done it's true and great, but in front of the reality, Lunmin, I would like to give up, I would rather you have a hard love, not in a long wait. Grab yourself. So, just hope that I will not harm the little harm to Xiao Yan. However, Xiao Yan did not think so much. She has always been a simple person, has never thought so much; she likes, I hate it, I have written it on my face, I have to go to college, how can it? Don't be a little smaller thanks, how much can she take? Not an old friend, how many people can indulge her naken and delicate, so much is too much. However, she didn't want to write a lyrical letter to Xiaoyu, so that she would only touch it later, I will forget it. Only such a letter, let her sadly sad, maybe you can stay in her heart.
Nie Hai has been explained for Xiao Yu. However, let him feel uneasy. He can't understand, what is the so that Xinto has become like this, and he has to go. How do you suddenly be angry.
"Big sister, Xiao Yan is uncomfortable today, ... so let me send you for her ..." Nie Hai said that there is no power. Xiao smile, my heart is painful.
"Nothing, I understand." Soon's painful pain and said.
Although the result of writing, she already knows, but, it is really facing such a result, and it is unrecognizable.
"It doesn't matter, I know it early." Luxedi whispered with yourself, but he listened to Nie Luo ear and face a burst of flush.
"Big sister, or I have to give her a call." Nie Zaimi mediation.
"No. I will go right away. It's really no need."
Small looks on a message, although she is coming, but she doesn't understand so, why do you do this. Xiao Yan is already facing Nie Hai, she hurts her little, and it is too cruel to Xiao Yan.
Nie Yan still called, Xiao Yan was on the phone, Nie Luo repeatedly on the phone. Sookes on the end, smile from the head to the end.
Time is step by step to leave, you are still waiting for Xiao Yan, but it seems that it still can't wait.
The car is coming outside. The family took the car. Friends are sent here.
Three friends who have a hug to send lines, but in the panic, I forgot to hug small.
You have just wanted to get on the car, "I still have me ..." The smaller sound of the latter.
Look, don't know what you are, how can I forget my little. A feet of the car will take the car.
Hold the little, "Sorry. Sorry. Busy forgot."
Two people hug. I used to be so looked for a little crying, and today I changed to a small cry. Lively Subto yourself, you can't cry, you can't lose your tears. However, when I sent a small microcar, I saw that Xiao Wei stood crying in the same place, I really want to cry, I really want to cry. However, if you only cry, Dad, Mom want to bear? She can only cry, with a smile to say goodbye to friends outside the car, those friends who have accompanied her for mistakes, love hate. Whether you are loud or downtown, no loving lovers, no matter what kind of experience she encounters, there is a group of people who don't leave, that is, these good friends.
Don't treat the friendship enjoying as a matter of course, friends are not responsible for you to cover up the wind. He replaces the suffering you, is he is willing to pay, even if you don't return, you have a number in your heart, record your touch.
Listening to sad songs will think of friends crying, then she is already good friends in your heart.
When I was eating, I might be a person who could eat him, you have taken him as a good friend.
When I was sad, I would like to tell my heart and who said, don't mind let who you see your tears, then you have taken him as a good friend.
We encountered such a person who would think of a special person in a special time, because the person in your heart is already a guy with his independent personality and status. You pay attention to him, care about him, even grateful him, is a friend. However, don't use too real shackles to go to friends, because life will always be discovered to be left to yourself.
And friendship, it is a very loyal thing that is interpreted, it is not.
I believe that the last drop in any friendship is dependent.
People are alive, there is always an environment, a group of people play a role around you, those who all the way they are friends.
And to add a good word before your friends, then you need too much shard and test, you need too much tacit and patience. Even if this is difficult, there are still many people become good friends, do good friends for a lifetime.
All wonderful things require a cost, a fair transaction.
Friends are easy to do.
Rain Lin Xie Xun "Friends"
The car opened forward.
Their shadow dotted. Live for the last row of sitting. Looking back at a small movie, the scene is like a time.
At that time, the small microphones went in five. Looking for a small micro. Every time I walk, my little slim is like this, I have been watching her away. Live is also true, you have been back, etc. you can't see the small micro. Unexpectedly, a few years later, such a story was repeated.
{I am gone, everyone will take care. } For Three, you will send a short message to your friends.
{Take care, yam egg, all the way to wind. Waiting for you, we are still like the past. take care of yourself. }, {No matter where you come, you are my friend, take care of yourself, come back to the winter holiday, let's get better. Study hard, and remember to write your book. I am still waiting! ! } {Take your dreams, come on! Because I have already started, I can't send you, sorry. Come on. Waiting for you to come back}, {because you have a lot of happiness in high school. Be strong, but occasionally put a fake. Knowing you is my felection. Come on, small! All the way the wind}, {small, I will call you often. Take care. It turned out that the basic medicine of Harbin Medical University should go to Nankai University for two years. After a few days, I also set off Tianjin. I am afraid of thinking about it. Still you brave. When you come back, let's go to eat spicy, and you still have the story of you to say the business}, {will go so soon? Take care. I will always send you something. The phone will not be hit, long distance, ha. Be careful on the road. Safe arrival remember to tell me, I am worried about the province. The train is optimistic about your own things. Don't sleep, then die} ......
Thorkn is in the eyelids, but she tells you that you can't be so fragile. There are more than a dozen people in the bus. Sister, brother, baby. Aunt, my aunt's sister, sister, aunt, brother, there is a small Di, Grandma, Mom, Dad, and Dad and Mother in Guangzhou waiting for Xiaoyan.
Grandpa and Grandma have not coming to the car. Because of the reason. However, grandfather's tears seem to be lively and don't want to remember. Others can wait for a few times to go back. However, how many spring and autumn can be waiting for an aged grandfather and grandmother? In the past, the big brother went out to work, every time the family gathered, the grandmother sat in the corner. Now, the child has left again. Everyone left, and they were pale them in the same place. The child is cruel, at least loves their families.
And all people, the only baby is the baby. Looking at him, if you know, let's know what your grandmother has said: The human eye is down. People are loved by them.
After half a year, the baby will grow up? Four years? ......
He will be unfamiliar. Even now he is so embarrassed to this old.
He will look at the photo, then listen to my mother to say aunt's story, everything can only hear it.
He will shout on the phone, whispered: "When he is coming back?" Maybe ...
Look at him, the only one who is really a happy smile, I really want to watch him grow up, like my sister, I have seen myself. However, reality is this. If you have to go, what is not left.
Everyone is sitting together and waiting for the separation. Looking for yourself like a dead, it seems that all the dreams when it is. I have listened to my aunt to say Buddha, saying that people will see their previous family before they die. They are coming to pick her. And she is her owed by her. Those people will always call her name, know that she turned back, so she can't go to the world.
At this moment, it is standing behind the name. It is - the deepest person she loves. The voice is so clear, Lu Nan's voice.
If he can call her name, even if it is only a weak, even if he goes to hell, you will not succeed. She is like an angel, I can unplug the wings for the elves in hell, just for reunion.
Missed, missed, she and he had no points.
Bring a photo of yourself and Lu Nan. When you have a photo of the host, there is a big head that Lu Nan is 17 years old. Perhaps this is that Lu Nan can leave all of her.
"I can't give you anything." Lu Nan said. However, now, when I have to leave the old city, he still gives her something that can be taken away.
The photos are always in the time slice of happiness. There is no future in the past. When they press the shutter, they stopped. They can always be young, they can always be together. There is no family gap and the destiny.
Xu Xu only three things around you - take a photo with Lu Nan, and the paintings of Xuanji, write Xiaoqi's diary.
The car quickly opened to the train station. Dad gave everyone a ticket ticket for everyone. How many herself is not to be, but he is lively and know each other, the most warm deception is too here. Looking for the car, everyone helped to put the gifts, stand in the crowded people in the station, their hearts are packed.
Xiao Di is the most sad, maybe, my sister is walking, even people who can talk to it. Xu Yuan stood in front of her husband and the baby, pumping, and rising face. The egg (my sister's sister) is also crying. Dad is strong and laughing so hypocritical. And this laughs, also hangs on the car. Mom and Look together to Guangzhou, watching her husband lonely in the car, smiling, mother's tears.
The train starts to start, I don't want to see, I don't want to see it, but I have to look, I have to look, watch the shadow who loves myself is a line, retreat, after retreating, eliminating the scenery, obscure. The tears secretly slipped. "Dad, take care." At this time, she can only be Dad. Even, others are so sad, but that is the most striking person, which is the most striking person, is also the greatest person.
First, laughing, Muhu burns tears
At the invisible, Valu, the gods
Thirteen years of hometown
Sad, sad
Who knows who is a dream?
Just called people to regret life without anything
Now
People have no reason
Made in the red light
Until three clocks
Also
Have no longer
Locked a savage soap
Endowed another song
Lumen
Dad returned home, standing on the door, he heard it for a long time, taking out the key to open the door. The door opened in the key, and the loneliness of the air swept his whole person. I turned over the pain in my heart.
The room is empty, only one of him is breathing, missing, and suffering from liver intestine.
Walk into a lunch, small room, on the wall, also sticks to Song Chengxian's posters, and those posters are very old, but they are lofty, they like to pick it up. Mother has always feel that that is too old, put it in the room, but Dad will rely on it. Just like the buying of these paints, they attached them on the wall, and Dad looked like these paintings as if you can feel the daughter. Those paintings have fun, and this love is like this because of these pictures of the village, it seems that you are not all Xu Zhuang.
Looking for before leaving, clean up the desk, there is no appearance of the previous one. It seems that it is clean, neat, you don't have the same. Dad's tears are still flowing down, in the daughter's room. He is sitting alone in a funny bed, for a long time, he is not willing to believe that his daughter is going to college, and also went to Guangzhou to University. He does not believe that his daughter is now in the train, one kilometer is away from him, he doesn't know what to do with the future life, and you have been happy in his life, I hope there is still a care. And when she left, all the sadness left him. It seems like Shang Wen's lyrics: You only burn, leave the ashes to me.
Looks with Daddy, you like Daddy, every day, wait for Dad to get off work, still say that Xu Yuan is lifting her, Dad is looked for "Xu Xian, Xu Yanyi; Loud, is a gimmick, Dad is When you please eat, she is always going to follow. When I am four years old, I don't pick it up. A "leeks scrambled eggs" laughed with the father's friends. From then, this dish became dad to cancel Software.
Delivery to school, pass through the farm door, before the third grade, she is too short, only can jump up to touch the stone lion. Later, she couldn't worry about the stone embroidery in the lion, and Dad did not send her to school. Just go out, "careful point" has been continuous; she is always cold when she rebels. When junior high school, the temper is very bad, always quarrel with Dad. However, Dad is still a time to marry her, in his heart, she will always grow big, she wants, she is used to protect; she is being wronged, I don't like to tell my parents. But her expression can always let Dad think of it, understanding that she seems to know yourself, my father doesn't want to fight, even when my daughter will bear the public opinion, when she is not awkward, when she is in her early love, she is falling in love. When you like a story, you don't understand the story of Dad who can't understand your father, but Dad always takes it. Every time I don't know what they are talking about, just sitting quietly. Every time, Dad thinks this is a proud capital. At least yourself is more close than your wife, I will leave more closer yourself; I like to hold the dad's hand walking on the street, she is not growing up in the bones, not long ... ...
Dad's tears seem to be only happy, pure and holy.
Look at the platform, let you cry, so let's let you know that you will stay in your hometown in your hometown, staying in those who have gone with me.
This is a very long train, from Harbin to Guangzhou, each station is the end of different people. And the farthest end point is the most difficult. People hurriedly get on the bus, salute, crowd, tears, windows ... a lot, very chaotic. That low, everything is a settlement. Everyone looks outwards, waving, tears. Look for a single place in front of the window, you can't presented your own existence.
The train bumps are uniney, a bit of a bit of mood. I don't know who I miss, or for a little blank