At all, my life is a long way off, and I will live again when I am dying. Its vitality and no longer cockroaches...... oops let's not compare ourselves to something unpleasant.
Even this time. He was duly stabbed by a hostile figure and crossed the River Midway. But this is how I return to this world for a long time.
My brain awakened as I felt the gentle palm spacing on my cheeks. I still don't want to open my eyes because it felt so comfortable. I'm dying again, so you could let me enjoy this sweet experience for a while.
And whose is the feel of that gentle palm?
Iris? Yeah, it could be enough.
Ellie, could you have defeated Eliza and come back to the Mansion?
... Well, one of them? I guess it's time to open my eyes.
Light plunges through a slightly empty gap in the eyelid of the right eye. They're still blurry in sight. Still, at this distance, you can tell. The owner of this gentle palm......
"It's Rail!!
I bounce my hands off the bash and the movement hardens quickly because of the severe pain that echoes straight back to my abdomen.
"Ah, ugh..."
"Could I have mistaken you for Mr. Eliza or Mr. Iris? Too bad it was me!
Holy shit! You went for it. Injured opponents don't have good quality.
"I didn't know you were bloody when I came to get the job I was entrusted to do. Well, that's where my genius surgery got me completely cured."
"Don't call yourself a genius."
"Isn't it kind of me to reassure you? You should be doing better than before when you're fully healed."
"If that's really gonna happen, I'm gonna give you the title of genius with Lord Helan's name on it."
"All right, here you go!
When I'm that confident, I'm going to kind of believe it. What? Are you sure it's gonna be better than before? Then you'll get stabbed again, won't you? Are you sure?
"I think I've been asleep for a long time, but I'd like to hear a lot about what's happened since then, so would you call Mr. Rozon?
"You can't do that. I can't allow you to be my attending physician. The wound is quite deep and I ask you to focus on the treatment for a while. The inauguration ceremony of the Autonomous Lords was also postponed for this reason. This has happened, and the king has given me reason to postpone it."
"Well, then it seems like you can rest for a while. Speaking of which, apparently, my memory almost recovered. I can clearly remember the old days."
"Even sweet thoughts with me!?
"It's not"
I also remembered who I was, why I went for a blacksmith, what happened in the school, and all the sacrifices I made to save Helanese territory.
And I also remember Chan about Eliza Doville.
We were in a position to call ourselves comrades who were due to fall, and I felt familiar with it or sympathized with it and sent her flowers if I noticed. And when I realized it, I was attracted to her heart.
Now that I have my memory back, I'm convinced that Eliza Doville has the same personality as Ellie. I knew it was good to remember something so important. I have to thank Dr. Cat for his paid course.
"Is Eliza safe?
"Of course. You helped. I'm in this mansion. When I met him this morning, he looked so calm."
"That's good"
I just figured that out, and I can afford a lot of it in my heart.
"Restoration for a while? Saying you're at peace doesn't keep you in bed all the time, does it? Let me distract you."
"If you want, you can consider it."
"Um, yeah, I like that one. My old memories are back, and I still want to strike my sword."
"You can't do that."
"Again... Then I also want to train in magic. Knowledge is still back, and for further magical mastery..."
"You've decided no!!
Kick, tough. Our attending doctor is very tough.
"Forget it. Let me read it in a book."
"That would be fine. What do you want to read? Horror? Tragedy?
"Why that side only!? I like something that I can acquire knowledge of. Regards, Magic Mastery Book"
"It's good to read, but not if you practice. Absolutely not. If you find a place to practice, you'll sleep with me."
"... Yes"
Let's never find it.
What Rayle brought me was a book he himself was reading. It was aimed at the fusion of magic and medicine, and it was a book of considerable portions. Don't covet me, I was told, but did you alert me to sleep while I read? I'm not going to step on that.
... Ha!?
I called it in and fell asleep early.
Sometimes I had kind of too much expertise and my strength was still being taken to recovery, and I was attacked by unimaginable sleepers.
Is that it? The book...
Ah!! There's a book left open under my face! Oh, no! There's a brilliant salivation trail!
They said they pushed me just in case! I listened appropriately and had an attitude that felt like I wouldn't do that!
Break it!? No, it must be Rail's favorite reading because of how it loads. If I lose not a single page, I'll definitely find out. Do I owe you an honest apology? That might be a good idea. But no for a month, or nearly a year of drooling covetousness, there's a great chance that Rayle will jerk me around with a tick!
It's time for Rayle to come see you soon. What should I do?
In a hurry, I just checked the book once. Some of them were a little interesting. Yeah, let's go with this. I just have to go with this.
Rail came as usual and at a set time. He was the only one allowed to enter the room I was nursing, including a meal. Sometimes he wants someone to talk to, but now he still means rest is best anyway.
"Hey, Rayle!
As soon as he came in, he spoke brightly from me.
"Looks like things are going pretty well. Did you sleep well?
Ugh, it's kind of painful to see through the situation.
"I slept well. That and this, thanks to the book Rail plugged in."
"Whoa? That's unexpected. I thought I'd get bored as soon as I lost interest."
"That's not true. It's just a book that Rayle loads. It's all very interesting. Wonderful!"
"That much? If you like it that much, why don't I give you a new one if you like it? It's an expensive book, but even if I were you, I'd appreciate it if you called me because you wanted to talk to me. Kurli, you must learn a lot from your point of view."
"I want this, not something new!
"Hmm? You're hurting me by the way because I've loaded it for a long time. Fine, I'll give you a new one."
"No! I like this! I want to read this one!
"Don't be too vocal. Because it touches the wound. Fine, I'll give it to you if you want it so badly. Things are kind of weird, okay?"
Yikes! I won my favorite reading from Rail!
She said she still had a replacement, so it didn't hurt her so much, but she still got an important book. Let's just say that for redemption to him, we get a little bit into the content.
"I still have a little bit of trouble reading the whole thing, but I'm particularly concerned about the one that was on the end."
"Could it be about self-treatment?
"Yes, that's it. Interesting where it was written according to the patient's perspective, not the doctor's perspective"
"That chapter is a pretty rough place to argue, but I love that chapter too."
Rail said that people change their opinions considerably depending on what points should be weighed down and treated among doctors.
"This is true of my thoughts and the claims written in this book, but I believe that treatment is of paramount importance to the patient himself. Even if you get the same disease, people heal completely differently. I believe that is the difference due to the will and vitality of the patient. It was your injury this time, Kurli. Normally you're dead."
Don't tell me you're usually dead, straight like that. Because it surprises me.
"But I thought you'd be back. Eliza's waiting, so she said she'd be back. It's a will, and you have a hell of a life force."
"Ugh."
"The will varies from person to person depending on the circumstances, but what about the vitality? Successful bodies, thin-bodied people, it's been brought to our attention that all those dots are vitality, but we have another power, don't we? Yes, even those who can't use magic have magic lurking in their bodies. They began to think that vitality depended not only on the strength of the body, but also on such magic. It is written in this book that by applying it and continuing to apply your magic and healing magic from within, you will recover even faster."
"Ho. That's kind of amazing."
"But of course there are negative opinions. It is a claim that treatment is only for doctors to do. I support the idea of self-treatment, and this book fully supports it. I mean, my opinion is a lot influenced by this book."
"It's funny how people have their own opinions. I'll stand by Rayle. So teach me the magic of self-healing too."
"Don't you just want to try magic in your spare time?
"... No, you don't"
"There was a time! And salute!?
"I don't have that idea, just tell me"
"I wonder if it's true. Well, no. Just the basics. Teaching is."
"Yes, I understand"
Sometimes this injury was already visible on the road to full healing, and Rayle didn't want to teach her very deep knowledge.
This time we start with magic manipulation. I can already do that, so I've been spared the explanation. All I had to do was manipulate that magic and cover the injured area.
"Is it this easy?
"It's not an established cure yet, and that's all I'm gonna make sure it works. Plus, advanced stuff has a lot of questions, to be honest. As long as the doubt remains, we can't let the patient do it. As much as I'd like to meet the author of this book and talk to him in person to dispel my doubts."
I could see my stomach getting warmer with pokapoka while Rayle was talking. Yeah, this works.
"Because of this, why don't you go meet the author?"
"That doesn't work either. It only has a name on it and I don't know who it is, and it's refreshing whether it's alive or dead."
"That's a shame. He said he had great knowledge because of it."
"You're right. People who are truly wonderful all the time often disappear without coming out on the table. Ha, I guess the author of this book, Moran, is also quite a sage. And yet I don't get any more information from looking into it."
Where did you find out? It's a name I know.
"What's Moran, Grandpa Moran?
"Huh?"
"No, Moran means Grandpa Moran?
"Yes?"
"Oh, hey, are you talking about Moran, Grandpa Moran?
"... you know?
"I don't know if he's the same person, but the guy who used to work for me in the library on Helan territory was a guy by the name of Moran. I was deeply knowledgeable and taught much. Grandpa Moran helped me when I broke the Helanese curse."
……
"What are you consolidating? Same name, but I don't know if it's the same person."
"Where is that person now?
"I don't know. It was Grandpa Moran who saved me and Eliza from that catastrophe and treated me in the cocoon. I don't know where he's been since."
"Aren't you looking?
"Even so, I remembered Grandpa Moran only after I woke up on this bed. Grandpa Moran has fulfilled his promise to his dead lover, so he may not return to Helanese territory."
"Really? It's kind of a lonely episode."
"I really am. I admired you like Grandpa... where have you been?"
I'm looking for the author of the book, Rayle, I just want to meet and thank you.
You didn't hear Grandpa Moran's name in any way while someone was waiting for him to return. Maybe he's not in the world anymore......
When I get out of this treatment room, should I ask Mr. Rozon to operate on Grandpa Moran? Or do you want Grandpa Moran to be left alone? Can I ask that after I find it?
"That's right, Rail. I had something to say."
"What?
"You would have covered the wound with magic, wouldn't you? Just now."
"Yeah, you are."
"Something, a scratch, I think it's blocked"
"Oh no... so..., eh? Wait a minute? Why!? Why are there no more scratches!?
Rail is upset as if heaven and earth had been turned upside down. I'm going to summon all the knowledge I can to examine my affected area, but it still looks like it's really healed.
Again, my vitality is cockroach...... let's keep it a weed. The more viable the weed is!