Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 33: Whose Poison

I woke up and still saw Fursati squatting in front of me, her complicated eyes spinning in my face. I don't speak, I get up silently. Today is the last day of Turtles, I have packed two NORTHFACE bags and will be meeting with the merchants in the merchants hall in a moment.

Put on your jacket. I touched it by the pillow. I didn't touch it. Pull the pillow open and don't see it. I looked out of bed and I didn't fall. Where did you pull it?

“No need to look.” His low voice rang, “I hid. ”

“You...” I'm in a hurry, "why are you doing this? Give it back!”

“You can't go back to heaven without that bracelet. ”

“You!” He figured it out, too messy! “Throw the time through the watch, no, give me that bracelet back. If you accidentally touch a button, the consequences are unimaginable. ”

“What are the consequences?” He laughs and doesn't care all over his face. "Will I go to heaven too? ”

“No!” He can't go without a radiation jacket. “There will be a strong light, and if you are illuminated, your body will rot in a few days and you will die of pus.” I hope to frighten him by making the death warrant scarier.

“Well, I don't touch anything. But the bracelet will still stay with me.” He stood up and smiled confidently at me, "You're always welcome in my room, as long as you think you can search it. ”

“Fursati, what are you doing?” I couldn't help leaning on the bed, my heart was messed up enough, and he had to mess it up.

“What? Can't you see?” He approached me with blood on his eyes, "I know you're not in love with me yet, I'm just buying time. ”

I bit my lip and looked away at him: “It's no use...”

“Whatever!” He suddenly became grumpy and shouted out loud and loud, "Hurry up, we're going out. ”

“To where? ”

“It's Dry City. My brothers and I will escort you. ”

I was almost put on a carriage by him. Of course I couldn't earn his strength, so I got in the car in a dull mood. He called the brothers of the four guards and climbed my carriage out of the city in front and back.

I wandered all the way, I was stuck in the car, I just felt like I was stuck in a piece of something, I couldn't throw up, I couldn't swallow. I hid in the corner not far from the temple gate when he followed Master first thing yesterday morning. There were many travellers, even the people of the city of Subash came, crowded with monasteries. I can't even see him shaking his head. He rubbed his numb neck until he got on the camel and told himself not to blink. Across the sea, you can still see the loneliness in his eyes. Seeing him show old sandalwood buddha beads in his arms, I subconsciously pulled the Adeles silk around my neck. The humbuckle, he turned around and searched in the crowd, finally lowering his eyes and turning away. The team of clear brown and red monks slowly moved away, gradually moving away, into the distant Tianshan Canyon, disappearing. My tears are still intolerable.

The wagon roamed, and I smelled so little by little in this sway that Fursati told me I was going to set up camp, or was it a trance. Seeing the anger in his eyes, he didn't want to be unreasonable and ate early and went into the tent.

He also drilled in, and I fell asleep with him on my back when he was air. He sat beside me all the time, but he didn't say a word. Not knowing how long later, he sighed heavily and went out.

The next day, when we arrived in Dry City, it was sunset and the sun shone desolately on the broken walls of the city. I looked at the walls and suddenly grieved. I have never had such a general lack of interest in my work, and suddenly I feel that it really makes sense to visit, measure and determine the orientation of this abandoned city after 2,000 years? In any case, how many more people would stop to look at the past when the human footsteps were moving forward in a hurry, the instant of the twenty-first century was changing? Even Rosh, besides Buddhist and historical professionals, how many people knew he existed and contributed? Japanese animation is full of young people's lives, but how many young generations know their familiar words, Ashuro, Tianlong, Night Fork, Dry Lady, Garuda, Garuda Frequency, come from Rosh's translations?

I have to do something right now, whether I like it or not. Otherwise, I think too much and I'm tired. Fursati wants to help me. I turned her down first. But seeing as he hasn't taken the ruler relentlessly, he has to let him go.

I camped in a shattered city at night, and I sat by the fire eating dry, hard wax. After a bite, he let it go and his eyes drifted towards the cold walls of the night sky to cut the shadows. I wonder where he is now. Is he going to be the one who's holding his heart around the fire like me? I remember the first time I saw him, it was October night, and in the desert where no one smoked. He was still a green teenager. Deep eyes stared closely at me, curious and exploring.

“What are you thinking? ”

Hand over a cup of water in front of him, and there is a flaming light in Fursatib's eyes, as if it were his eyes.

I took it, and I warmed my hands unconsciously: "This is the protectorate of the western realm of Banchao back then. After more than 60 years of operation in the West, Ben Chao's father and son finally changed the history of the West, and even the history of Turtles was changed by him. ”

“Hmm.” He sat next to me, staring at the fire: “Tell me his story. ”

“Ben Chao is my most admired hero. His father, Bambiao, brother, Bangu, and sister, Ben Zhao, are all literary writers of the Han Dynasty. He himself was originally from Wen, but he wrote a pen.” I took a sip of water and slowly remembered, "Wu Emperor sent Zhang Jiangtong to the west, and set up his own guard. In the western realm of Hanji, as long as we succumb, instead of making a contribution, we will be rewarded with advanced Hanzi technology. This is different from the fact that Huns used western countries as meat buns, so once the whole western region was at the mercy of the Han Dynasty, the fight against Huns was very strong. But the end of the Han Wang recklessly usurped the Han, the world was in turmoil, and the Huns reared their heads and took control of the West. In the early days of the Kwangwu Emperor, there was nothing left for him to do with the West. It was not until Ming Dynasty, the son of Kuang Wu Dynasty, that a sinus was dispatched to attack North Hun Nu. Made Ben a super brilliant life. ”

The walls were broken in the autumn wind of Cesar, which witnessed the glory of the year. He took 36 men and killed 130 Huns, leaving behind the idiom "not to enter the tiger's cave to reach the tiger's son”. When the Han Zhang Emperor abandoned his orders to return to the West, he insisted on taking all ethnic groups in the West for five years. In fact, his own Han troops and horses were very few, and he relied solely on his personal charm to subjugate the countries of the West.

The efforts of Ben Chao's father and son led Turtles to submit to the Han Dynasty. The Bai family, supported by Ben Chao, ruled Turtles for nearly 800 years. But in this period, Turtles has disobeyed the Nakahara order, leading to military accidents. Rosh's fate is about to turn a huge turn in 11 years...

My heart suddenly split a big hole, ruthlessly dripping blood, even shaking the color of blood in front of my eyes, I closed my eyes.

“Why don't you go on? ”

“Vosativo, you're Turtles. How could you not know about this history?” I opened my eyes and the blood was gone, only his glaring eyes were measuring. Bitter smile, "I'm fine, you don't have to deliberately change my mind. ”

He grabbed his mouth and smiled, not talking.

“Fursati, how's your relationship with Little Uncle Baek? ”

He frowned: “It's okay. Why do you ask? ”

I hesitated, but decided to say, “Can you not be a soldier? ”

He did look at me with some surprise and confusion.

“Fursati, you might think I'm bullshit, but trust me, I'm telling the truth.” I greeted him slowly, word for word: "Turtles will go through a big change in the future, so don't be a soldier anymore, your life will be worried. If you can, to be good with your uncle Baek, he can be your mountain backer later. ”

He was surprised at first and did not speak for a long time. Gradually, his expression began to relax, and he finally hung a slight smile: “Turns out, you'll tell me about my future, too. ”

My surprise could not be revealed. He held my hand without warning. It was extremely gentle of him: "Stay with me and live with me through the ordeal you said, okay?” He held my hand and held it between my hearts, "you are a fairy, with a merciful heart, you cannot watch me suffer. ”

I squeezed my hand embarrassingly, pulled to the wound, shouted for pain, and he immediately let go.

He sighed, a little hurt in his eyes, staring at the crackling fire: “Ai Qing, would you like me if I ran away too? ”

“You!” I was stunned and almost jumped, "What are you talking about? ”

He smiled, “I'm kidding. If I go home, I don't know how many women cry. In order not to make them cry, I will definitely stop. I can't be a Buddha. ”

I grinned, "What do you like about me, Fursati? ”

“I don't know. You're not too pretty, you're not big. What do I like about you? ”

He looked at me and put away his hippie smile and said softly, "Ai Qing, you are pure.” Light grey eyes moved inches over my face, carefully exploring, "eyes so pure, laughing so pure, heart so pure. Being with you makes me feel pure and unwilling to think about those filthy things. ”

He closed his eyes and opened them with a hidden light: "Ai Qing, do you have to go back to heaven? Can't I really keep you in the world? ”

I stood up and said, "It's night, go to sleep. ”

The next morning we went back. I didn't have the heart to work, and I didn't want to be alone with Fursati, so I offered to go home early. I must get back the time to cross the watch. I have spent almost six months in Turtles. It is estimated that when I arrive in Chang 'an, the capital city of Qianjian, a year has arrived. Before I see Qianjian, I have to go back.

Midway camping overnight, the next day you can reach Yancheng. However, it never occurred to me that we would have been able to reach Yencheng that evening, and the afternoon had actually changed while resting in a jungle.

We were just finishing our break and ready to go. I just got in the carriage and I heard a noise coming from outside. The probe just went out, suddenly there was something shaking in front of me, nailed to the door of the car, and my brain reacted quickly, it was an arrow! Versativo shouted, "Ai Qing, get in the car, don't move! ”

I hadn't sat back yet, and suddenly a big fall backwards. There was a painful howl outside, and the carriage ran out at an alarming speed. I was dumped in a bumpy compartment and I crawled to the door as hard as I could. I finally lifted the shaky curtain on the door and saw an arrow sticking in my horse's back, and the driver was gone. There is a desert surrounded by invisible Fursatilla. I was so upside down that I wanted to vomit that I crawled to the door and jumped out with my bow bitten. He rolled over several times, felt the pain of tearing his injured arm, and then hit a cold thing in the head, dark in front of him, and couldn't see a thing.