Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 59: Delay of Intent (2)

According to historical records, Lu Guangguang went back after Rosh's advice. But I don't believe Rosh can have that much influence on him. The hostility between them could not have been eliminated so quickly. He watched the situation in Nakahara, on the one hand, scratching the wealth of Turtles, and on the other. And he didn't leave because he was unscrupulous, but because he was planning to take a plot of land from the former Qin Empire, which had fallen apart. After all, the western region, for geographical reasons, is a small oasis country in the Gobi desert, where individual countries are too small, and the management costs are too high to occupy the entire western region. It is easier to establish a solid regime than Wono Chili in Nakahara. Besides, his soldiers are all from Guan Zhong. After a long time, they will surely return. So, the trade-off goes on and on, and it's a good idea to go. Now, as long as Rosh and Dugin knock from the side, his decision should be decided in the near future.

“Rosh understands. It would be a great pleasure for Turtles to let him go.” Looking out the window at the snowy goose fur, the eyes were pouring out. In two months, he will leave his homeland and will never return. His fingers crossed into his hand, leaning on his shoulder and listening together to the snowfall outside, the last time he saw the beautiful snow scene of Turtles.

Lu Guang did a very lively thing during the New Year of the Han Dynasty. He has been subjected to Han Dynasty for a long time, and his customs are no different from those of the Han Dynasty. The palace was filled with lights and colors. On New Year's Eve, we were invited to the palace for New Year's Eve dinner. Lu Guangguang announced the opening of the spring and returned to Nakahara, where the generals cheered. Lu Guang deliberately said to Rosh, at the order of King Qin Tian, ask Rosh to go to Chang 'an to speak. Rosh calmly nodded. At the start of the song and dance show, Lu Guang did not allow Rosh to leave early, only promised him water for wine. Until midnight, the fireworks in the sky ended and arrived in 385 AD. The biggest historical event of the year was the death of Fu Jian. With his death, Nakahara reshuffled his cards.

This year, Murong, a man with a strong male waiter, was named Emperor, Shi Yan. This Xiyan is not counted among the sixteen countries because of the chaos of the regime and the demise of only one year.

This year, Yao Yao Yao, the first generation of post-Qin kingdoms, strangled Fu Jian with a bow string and attacked to occupy Murongchong in Chang 'an. After entering Chang 'an in the second year, Qin then took Chang 'an as his capital until Qin after Liu Yubei's extinction.

During this year, Xi Xi Freshly inferior people begged Guo Ren to establish power in southern Gansu and northern Qinghai today. Due to its weak power, it is attached to several powerful regimes. It is called only Yu, Dudu Governor, Qin Wang. Shi called Xiqin.

And just this year, on the Inner Mongolian meadow, a hero emerged. Freshly downtrodden, he was led by 16-year-old Takugui to rebuild his country and establish North Wei. In 439 BC, North Wei wiped out the last country of the Sixteen - North Cold, North China - and finally reunified after one hundred and thirty-five years of chaos. From then on, 150 years of confrontation between the North and the South began until the reunification of the country.

I stacked a snowman in the yard with a sought-after swim. The two children were wrapped in rigor and solidity, and Red Tone's little face made people love it. After piling up the snowman to play with scissors and stone cloth, anyone who loses will be blindfolded and hidden, and the crisp laughter in the yard will continue. I deliberately lost a hand, blindfolded as a big gray wolf, and two little red hats played crazy.

“Ha! Gotcha!” Hmm? No, it's definitely not a child. Drop your blindfold and Fursati stands in front of me with a smile. “Axel, you're as stupid as you were more than 20 years ago! ”

He got hit by a snowball, not me, though I'd love to. Yusuke laughed and ran away, and it was Fursati's turn to be the Great Grey Wolf. He played for a while and saw the children all sweaty and asked someone to take them to clean clothes.

And I looked at the kids, and I laughed and I was like, "Oh, I wish I had such a cute kid. ”

“If you'd married me, they'd be your children. ”

He looked up hard and saw him smiling at me with his eyebrows. He was still handsome and forceful. A moment of trance, as if to see him when he said to me, "Would you like your husband to be an ordinary man?" When he saw me not speaking, he coughed and said softly, "Go inside, you'll be sweating before it gets cold. ”

Xiao Xuan is making needle threads while burning fire in the hall. I saw Fursati's wife, she had a good eyebrow, and I picked up his coat.

“These days are very busy. Lu Guangxin was too greedy to move the whole turtle.” He leaves his mouth open and complains dissatisfied, "Wang promised anything to let him go. ”

He walked up to the fire basin and sandwiched a piece of charcoal into it, saying: "Lu Guangguang has set for March 1st. He said that he brought his brother with him in order to preach the law.” He grinned, “Fu Jian has no way of listening. If he falls, the situation in Zhongyuan will surely be chaotic. ”

Looking up at me, my eyes filled with worries: "Ai Qing, you and your brother are going to Nakahara now, it's very dangerous. ”

“How can we make our own decisions?” I look at the burning red pot, "you can rest assured, the road will be fine, we will not walk to Chang 'an, but will stop at the aunt. ”

“Will you come back?” After a moment of silence, I finally asked about this sad topic.

“I don't know, hope so.” I didn't dare look him in the eye, knowing that I had no hope of seeing him again in my life, and my heart ached, "I had to go back later today.” Stand up and say goodbye to Dawn and hurry away.

“Wait!” Fersati grabbed me and her shallow grey eyes kept falling on my face, opening her mouth and not saying anything.

“I...” his chest fluctuated a little, his eyes drifted away and he said, "I'll give you a lift if it's so snowy. ”

“No...” I glanced at him, but Xiao Xuan brought his coat and silently put it on him.

We were walking in the snow, pulling out a short distance. The snow and goose fur drifts down, and it builds up white on your shoulders. Instead of taking the usual path, he detoured into an alley behind the palace. There's nobody in there but us walking back and forth in the snow.

The tall figure walking in front of me paused, and he turned to look at me and said seriously, "Ai Qing, tell me the truth, can I see you again? ”

I closed my eyes and watched him carefully as I opened them again, carving his face in a row in my head, muttering:

“Return to your line of action and stay separate from Junsheng. Over 10,000 miles, each passing through the sky.

The road was blocked and long, and the meeting was well known. Humayi north wind, Vietnamese bird nest south branch.

The days of the past are far away, and the days of clothing belts have slowed. The clouds covered the day, and the travellers ignored the return.

Shijun is old and it is too late. Don't give up donations and try to add meals. ”

“Ai Qing...”

As I cringed out, he breathed heavily and tears gathered in his eyes. Shook my hand out and touched my shoulder. When the last word was finished, he cried silently and held me in his arms. Feel his wide, undulating chest on his shoulders. The snow that flies over my face melts rapidly, mixing in tears and slipping cold, just like my mood.

“Treat Xiaoxuan and the children well...” I swallowed, “I will always miss you...”

“I will...” He helped me wipe away the tears, but I couldn't help myself. The corners of his mouth trembled and he did not spit out the full sentence several times. Breathe hard and try to smile at me: “Take care...”

“I will.” I shout hard too, it seems that this is the only way to express my heart enough, "Fursati, thank you for everything you have done for me...”

Carrying me in my arms again, my arms came up for more than a while: “You know, as long as you're happy, I'll do anything..."

“I'm happy, really, very happy. You brought it for me, thank you...”

I leaned in front of the window, staring at a shiny jade in my hand. Drop a string of fine beads in the mouth of a phoenix made of gold. This was given to me by Fursati when she said goodbye to me, and he remembered my birthday. He had a cold winter kiss on my forehead, just like when I left. A lifelong kiss...

“What are you looking at? ”

Wipe your face with your hands, turn your head and smile at him. His eyes kept falling in my hand, half of them, before pulling a box out of my arms and handing it to me.

I open it, and it's got two tiny gold rings, a simple flower shape, and it's beautiful. He pulled my left hand and put the little one on his unknown finger. Then he reached out to me and smiled at me.

He once asked me what a modern wedding was like. I described it to him and told him that men and women had to exchange wedding rings and wear them on unnamed fingers on their left hand. I didn't expect him to remember.

Put the big one on his nameless finger, and I looked up at him. He still smiled gently, picking up the plug and sticking it in my hair.

“Happy birthday! ”

He patted my ear and sang the song gently. The tune doesn't look good anymore, but you can still hear the birthday song I taught him and Fursati 23 years ago. His gentle voice was like a fairy music, stroking my heart one by one.

“Look how long you've been holding up.” After singing, he held me. "Cry if you want...”

In his warm arms, I finally cried uncontrollably...