Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 82 Return to the Research Base (2)

I was very saddened when I stepped into the research base again. It's been 10 years since my boss brought me here at the age of 22. I've been through too much in the last 10 years. Without Little Sh, I didn't even know if it was a dream or a wake-up call. I looked through the glass and saw the crossing machine I was familiar with, and I wanted to cry. I wish I could lay on that table again, break through the space-time barrier, and see my dreamy husband again. Nie sighed and pulled me out of the room.

After passing the medical examination, he actually hugged the honest Nie and jumped happily, making Nie blush. Three months after the trial, the study team arranged for preparation: familiarity with hand tools, learning to draw, strength surgery and combat. I was responsible for refining her historical knowledge and giving her lectures for two hours a day.

I've adapted very well to life at the research base. It's just that I missed Xiaoshu so much. He calls every day and when he hears his crisp voice, his nose is sour. I talked to old Li, and he agreed to let my parents bring Xiaoshu here to accompany me.

Once again, Xiaoshu stepped to his place of birth and was warmly welcomed, hugged almost by everyone at the research base. Especially since he remembers everyone's name. Aunt and uncle didn't have a wrong name. The little mouth is sweeter than honey. Everyone kissed him with joy, and toys and snacks could not put down his own little room. He also had an impression of the place. In less than two days, he took his grandmother's guide and led them to the base.

Five-year-old Shu learns as well as his father, and there are so many experts here who tell him things that ordinary five-year-olds can't even imagine. However, his favorite is Uncle Nie, who often follows Nie through the microscope and makes his own specimens.

Xiaoshu told me that Uncle Nie and Aunt Bai were strange. Aunt Bai always liked to ask Uncle Nie some stupid questions, but Uncle Nie was never angry. He also frequently saw two unknown blushes. I laughed and told him that when Uncle Nie was with Aunt Bai in the future, he had to know to turn away.

Three months later, we had a busy year at the test site. At the beginning of the month, Xiaoshu helped me to have my 33rd birthday, and Xiaoshu, 6, sang me a birthday song. The milky sound of a child reminds me of a couple of brothers who used to spend my birthday for me. In the blink of an eye, it's been ten years.

After New Year's Eve, it was only a week before the crossing test. It was snowy outside, but the room was warmly melted by the heating pads. All day long, hip-hop wanting to cross but strangely becoming more and more silent, not concentrating in class, seemingly thoughtful, always amazing.

“Hey, what are you doing here?” I stopped lecturing and woke her up sleepwalking in front of me.

Looking back, his cheeks were rarely red and dizzy: "Teacher Aye, I was wondering, why should I cross? ”

And I put the book down and I laughed and I said, "Yeah, why are you crossing? ”

She pondered and looked a little dim: “I love history, so I insisted on applying to the Department of History despite my family's objections. But after graduating in two years, it suddenly turned out to be cruel. This profession is so cold, it has to endure loneliness and poverty alleviation. Look at the graduated seniors, really do the job, Cape Phoenix. My family wants me to learn English, learn marketing, and my classmates have plans, and I'm afraid graduation means unemployment. Between reality and ideals, the distance is so far. ”

I nodded and sighed with helplessness. She's right. A lot of students in my class took economics courses from the beginning of college. Reading New Oriental, Koutofo, GRE, GMAT, is hoping to graduate without a history major. I can understand them, but as their guide, I can't help but feel sad when I see their books pressing down on English vocabulary during my professional class.

“I'm emotionally blank, too. Two years in college, not without a male pursuit. But I was disappointed when I tried to get along. Boys nowadays don't like to read to improve their upbringing, they only like killing violence and porn games. My brain is full of sperm bugs. I can't wait to get you to bed without two dates. The oath of love comes with an open mouth, but there is no sincere desire to fulfill it. Talk fast and blow fast. Who else insists on true love? ”

Looking at her disappointed face, she couldn't help but shake her head. I taught students to pair quickly from the beginning of college. There are countless people who haven't been in love in sophomore year. Everyone's face is old and out of step with age. But it's not their fault, they're just adapting to this reality of fast-food society.

He picked up Xintang Book on the table and unwittingly wrapped it around the side of the book. Outdoor light is no longer enough, lights are on, bright, energy-saving lights are on, and bright faces are stained with some paleness.

“I'm disappointed in reality, and I don't get ideals or love. But I'm just an ordinary girl who can't change her destiny. So I was obsessed with reading through novels. Hopefully, like the actress in the novel, what she learned in the 21st century can be regarded as extraordinary abilities in ancient times. Just like me, I can also be appreciated and admired by the best handsome men of ancient times. ”

Stand up and pour water by the water dispenser, adding hot water to me again. Continue: “I hear it really crosses, and that excitement you may not be able to imagine. I'm not like you. For me, crossing is not about academic research, but about wanting to achieve a great deal of love. So from the very beginning, I kept my heart open. If I could fall in love with a handsome, great historical figure, I wouldn't be coming back, and I don't give a shit about changing history. ”

“But I heard your story from Nie Zhongyuan.” She grabbed my hand and her voice suddenly swallowed, "Teacher Aye, I cried. I didn't expect you to experience such a love of life and death. ”

I smiled and handed her a handkerchief. She stabilized her emotions and looked at me red-handedly: "I've been thinking for days. As a girl, I envy you for getting a love that lasts till death, for having an almost perfect husband, for having such a smart and lovely child. But none of this can be obtained for no reason. ”

“If it were me, even if I knew that one person had been waiting tirelessly for me in another space, I would have waited for my life in vain for a short period of time. Do I dare to have such a love? ”

“Teacher Aye, I was suddenly scared. Because I know, I don't dare.” She suddenly lost her sight and stared at the book of Xintang.

“What am I going to do in ancient times? Is it lucky or unfortunate if you really fall in love like you? ”

With a slight sigh, I clapped her hands and said softly, "Well, everyone has their own destiny. When I came here ten years ago, my love was arranged by God. So I fell in love with him, and going through all this, it was inevitable. ”

She looked at her with a smile: "Well, you've come here with your destiny, too. Perhaps a wonderful love has been waiting for you. ”

She looked up, surprised, and asked, "My love? ”

“Mm-hmm.” I lifted my eyebrows and smiled, "Nie and I have known each other for years, and he was a really nice man. He was thirty years old and had not fallen in love, and God had arranged for him to wait for a girl who would make him happy. ”

The white face suddenly turned red. “The nerd..."

“Well, I never regretted it. When love comes, I'm not afraid, I'm brave. And you?” I stood up and stepped in front of the window. Outside the house in the evening, Xiaoshu and Xiaoni are piling snowmen, and the red and yellow cotton padded jacket is very vibrant in the snow.

I laughed and watched the little man run, and Nie chased behind him. Sigh: “Whatever form love itself takes is irrelevant, whether it's a gentle love as a daisy or a glorious passion of life and death. Importantly, who is with you for the rest of your life. Don't regret it until you miss it...”

“Teacher Em!” So-so stood up for a moment, his chest was slightly upset, he must have nodded his head, “I see...”

Smoke slipped out and I watched her back turn quickly and disappear, smiling and shaking her head. This child is in such a hurry...

A hot girl ran into the snow and grabbed Nie and said something in a hurry. Nie's face was full of surprises. Take off your coat and put it on the sweater only. I took my coat off and walked out the door smiling. Gotta get that loser to put on his jacket and take the little light bulb off his side.