Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 86: Allegiance (1)

Knocking firmly on the door, a humble voice came from outside: "Master, evening classes have begun. ”

The faint voice replied: "Monk Zhao, you can preside over the division. ”

The quiet and steady voice sounded again: "Also, prepare two copies of the meal for the three days that the master will not leave the door. You should not be surprised. In three days, the master will return to normal and preside over all affairs. ”

Outside the door, the footsteps are kept quiet. He looked back at me shaking his head on the pillow and covered my mouth gently, smiling gently: "Don't persuade me. After sixteen years of waiting, let Rosh do it for three days. ”

I grabbed a yellow notebook from under my pillow, opened it, and it had a picture of me and my parents in it, and the corners wore off so badly. The shadow sighed straight into his heart from his ear: “For sixteen years, he slept with it every day. Whenever you think too much of your heart, beg the Buddha: If you can see my wife again in your lifetime, only the Buddha will have me for three days. He will only accompany his wife, and will not do anything else. ”

Tears gushed and slipped down his cheek onto his long, spilled hair. He stood half up, his abyss shallow grey eyes roaming on my face, his elongated fingers touching my five officials and slipping down. “Ai Qing, let Yufu take a good look at you again...”

The slender hand touched my neck, reached the clavicle, then slipped down, and the eye waves looked closely along the way. His body burns quickly under his focus. His breathing began to be unstable again, his eyes disoriented and he leaned over and kissed me.

Hold his hand, stare at the deep wrinkles in his corner, softly exhorting: “Rest today, don't get tired...”

“Not tired.” My hand still slipped down, stopping on my little belly, and the voice was urgent, "I just cared, but I didn't see it. How did it get hurt again? ”

Only pain can make me realize that he's really around me. Suck his nose and tell him, "It was left when the belly was shattered. My time can just rip open my stomach and take my child out, free from the pain of childbirth and safe. So many women have children like this. ”

Lifting his eyes violently, he looked into my eyes and whispered: “Xiaoshu...”

Covering his palm, he smiled and said, "It's your son, just six years old. He's as smart and handsome as you, he's very good and knowledgeable..."

“Six years old...” He drooped his head down and had a few rounds of neck lines on his otherwise elegant neck like a swan. When he lifted it up, he had a fog in his eyes. “Rosh had been wondering for 16 years, not knowing what our children were like, whether they were men or women. I thought he was 16 years old, I didn't want to be only 6..."

“I brought a lot of pictures of him. My son also wrote you a letter.” Oops, slap my head, "my bag was still in the palace, wondering if someone would take it. There's so much I brought you. ”

It's been almost two hours since I met him. With all my heart wrapped around me, the nightmare completely forgot everything around me. It's like being in the cloud, surrounded by white clouds. The clouds sweep through the room and are slim, like dreams. His hands touched his skin, and his rapid breathing sprayed on his face was his hair, and his wedding ring worn on his chest was shaken in front of him. What was worn on the wrist was a string of onion arm beads with a lifetime commitment. Everything is so beautiful and untrue.

He asked me for details, got out of bed in his clothes, and walked out the door. Come back later and tell me someone has been sent to pick it up.

I wanted to get up, but he pushed me back into bed. Look closely at me and shake your head slightly and sigh: "Ai Qing, look at you, you haven't changed a bit, you're even more beautiful than before. Rosh is confused. How old are you? ”

“Thirty-three.” I sucked my nose with a smile, "Rosh, I've known you for ten years...”

He smiled brightly, his eyes filled with deep trenches, and his ruthless years engraved several headlines on his otherwise glossy forehead. He said softly: "Rosh is 53 years old and has known you for 40 years...”

Watching his wise and merciful face, the fifty-third year old had long faded away his youthful dynasty and his eyebrows had become more beautifully glamorous. He can no longer be described by the word "handsome”, he has a clear look, he has a thorough sense of everything.

“Rosh, I'm sorry. Makes you wait too long..."

Blinking the hair off my forehead, a gentle, soft kiss fell on me: “You'll be fine when you get back...”

Sixteen years apart, so much to say. Until we lit the oil lights and the dusk shook the lights, we continued to chat in pieces. There is no point, say whatever comes to mind. Hate can't tell each other everything.

“Rosh, tell me how you've lived in 16 years.” He didn't eat after lunch, but he didn't forget to let his disciples bring me dinner. It's rice and a few delicate dishes. He knows I prefer rice to pasta. Not in Liangzhou, in Chang 'an, you can finally eat rice.

“As you put it, I've read all the Chinese books I can get.” He wouldn't let me get up and eat in bed in a few cases.

“Think about the rules of Chinese phonetics, how to translate the Sanskrit Buddha into Lang's spoken Chinese, easy to remember. Led the disciples to cultivate their hearts and minds, and the past 16 years have gone by very quickly.” He watched me softly for dinner and kept picking dishes for me. “From time to time, as you say, make some prophecies of latitude. The five-colored silk burnt ash condensed again, but it was just my idea to mix my eyes and ears. ”

I stunned, some stuttering: “You, don't you always despise the Lu family, don't you despise this prophecy of latitude? ”

“Not for Lu.” He smiled deeply, "in preparation for Yao Qin Guo knowing that I had the divine power to hire me to Chang 'an. ”

This is really freaking out. I used to persuade him to refuse, but now...

Seeing the confusion in my eyes, he smiled softly and said positively: "Ai Qing, you told me that if you do not follow the Lord, the law will not stand. Who are these heroes who truly serve Buddha? I just want to make peace with the people in the name of Buddha. In that case, I use these tricks to suit them. As long as Yao Xing can help me achieve my career wishes, why not? ”

I was so upset that he did it. He used to be so noble and upright that he didn't give a shit about these cover-ups. But this chaotic era finally changed him. His ultimate success is due to these changes...

“Ai Qing, you should know that in the last year of the aunt, Liangzhou experienced a more devastating famine than 16 years ago. ”

I nodded. I told him that, too. He stood up and walked slowly in the room with his hands behind his back. Skinny heights have been slightly rickety, with little back shadow.

“The depressed Channel Monson killed the Segment Industry as the King, and used it to attack Lu Lung with famine. Monson's first battle was unfavourable, and in the name of disaster relief outside the city, he tried to seduce Lulong's people. ”

He paused, took a deep breath, and his voice shivered: "Lulong refused to open the gates of the city, and the people had no livelihood, let alone firewood, to survive the winter. Trees in the city have been cut down, and the tragedy of human consumption occurs every day. There was no way to live, and the people demanded to leave the city for the Monson army as slaves. Luron feared that Monson would use food as bait to incite rebellion against the people, and he actually killed thousands of innocent civilians! The city smells like corpses every day. When Lu Long dropped Yao Qin, Auntie City starved to death more than 100,000 people, and the whole city was almost empty! ”

I don't have the heart to eat anymore. Dressed out of bed, he walked to him and held his slightly trembling hand. He turned to look at me and gently held me in his arms. Swallow your throat, drop your curtains, and the colour of sorrow and compassion fills your wise face: "Aye, though Rosh has learned everything from you, he knows he can't recover it. But we can still run down and save a few more people. But he annoyed Lu Lung. Both I and my disciples were placed under house arrest when he ordered the pit to kill the people. If Lu Lung didn't need to show me his goodness in order to bring down Yao Xing, I'm afraid Rosh would be too hungry to die. This time, Rosh can't even shelter 200 people..."

Touching his thin back, it's hard to bear: “Rosh, I'm sorry, I'm not around for these tough moments. Makes you suffer alone...”

He shook his head and put his chin over my head: “When I was imprisoned, Rosh was glad to have sent you away. Otherwise, if you were here with your children, how could Rosh endure such suffering? ”

Slightly out of my body, my jaw smiled: “When Rosh was younger, he wanted to build a sectarian and become a generational master. After seventeen years in Liangzhou, I realized, is it really that important to build your own sect? If I write a great multiplier, no one else can compare, except the son of Cardinal. But even if I can write about the founding of sects, Buddha's disillusioned Zhongyuan, few people know the great multiplier, how many can understand? ”

He let go of me and walked slowly indoors, then raised his head and said, “What is most needed in this mess is not the great master, but the comforting Buddha that can spread the world. ”

He stood in front of the window and turned to look at me, and all the smiles in the hole filled his temper: “So Rosh no longer asked to be a great master. The remaining few years of life should do something more conducive to the propagation of Buddha law in China. As long as more people can accept Buddha's righteousness, even the needy people can live as Buddha, it is enough. This building of the sect, when Buddha's law will flourish in Nakahara, naturally there will be the wisdom of future generations to create it. ”

Staring up at him, his face was full of signs engraved by the ages. A deep carved lane wrinkle appeared on his forehead, his eyes slightly twitched, and the corners of his eyes pulled out thick, shallow lines. There are also indelible lines on the lips, which get deeper when you smile. The eyes are not as bright as they were when they were younger, with a calm candle, but they are more intriguing.