Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 98: Heartbeat and Waiver Before You Go (2)

Answer: “The emblems are colored, the colors are not self-absorbing, so the colors are empty. ”

He also asked, "If the colored sky is broken with a polar emblem, why is the cloud broken?" ”

Answer: “The group teacher or the breakdown, I mean no. ”

And he said, "Is that weird? ”

Answer: “With a slight emptiness, with a few emblems, a slight emptiness. ”

There are no more records, because Baoyun doesn't understand. Don't say Baoyun. The vast majority of the people present here are confused. It is estimated that some of the monks and disciples will understand. Dad's argument with Akexian is one of the most difficult abstractions in Buddhism.

Dad and Old Man Zhouxian argued for more than an hour, and both faces were terribly serious. Though not able to understand, no one dared to speak in the presence, all looking at the faces of the two silently. I only saw the old man with more sweat balls on his forehead, while Dad was natural. But until the end of the day, Dad and Zhenxian were still cold opposite each other, and neither of them published the results.

That argument recorded only the first few sentences, and whoever lost or won became the outstanding case in the history book.

“Look, isn't the dirt slowly removed?” I shake hard the pottery cans filled with crushed egg shells and vinegar and stop and take a look, "come on, you try. ”

Luo Xiu's face was full of surprises, her mouth was wide open, and she stared at me to help her clean the dirt she couldn't wash away. She rocked the pottery canister with her little hand, laughed happily, glaring at me, so cute. I suddenly kind of wanted to kiss her, so I quickly closed my mind. A serious pointer to how she works evenly.

When I get back to Dad's house these days, I'll find a reason to look for her. Though we were a thousand years apart, a lot of my thoughts she couldn't understand. But she would listen to me quietly and quietly, encouraging me to continue with the purest laughter. Every time I see her smile, I feel comfortable. I really like this feeling as if bathed in a soft breeze, with each pore stretching out.

After cleaning the pottery can, walk her out of the kitchen and down the hall towards her bedroom. With no wind tonight and sparkling stars dotted in the dark, it looks like tomorrow will be a sunny day.

“Why did the stars blink?” There's a beautiful sound coming from the side.

I looked up at the sky and looked at the blinking stars. I should say, 'Cause there's atmospheric separation. As the starlight passes through the atmosphere, the density of the atmosphere changes and the transparency of the starlight changes.

“Because stars, like humans, love to blink when they're in trouble. ”

I turned to her, and her face was so beautiful in the night. The raised angle gives a clear view of the small chin and the beautiful outline. Suddenly I don't think I should be looking at the stars here anymore. Otherwise, I might make mistakes I shouldn't have made...

“Shh! ”

It was Dad! He stood in front of the corridor and watched me and Lo Xiu, and the tone didn't waver, but he surprised me. Luo Xiu seemed rushed, courtesy, hurried away. I'm a little grumpy, walking towards Dad.

Dad and I walked back to the bedroom for half a day without words. I don't know what to say, but silence.

“Xiaoshu,” he finally said, "Luo Xiu is a good woman. ”

“Hmm.” Of course I do.

Dad stopped and looked at me. The voice was steady: "Father has no objection to you and Luo Xiu. However, Xiaoshu, think clearly for yourself..."

The lantern on the porch lit up the pain in his eyes, and the spectacle sighed: “Can you bear to be like your father and your mother and not be left alone to deliver...”

I paused and looked into his grieving eyes. My heart was tight and I bit the corner of my mouth and said softly: "Dad, I know...”

I didn't sleep well that night and kept thinking about Dad's words. Do I have the courage to take it? How dare I?

Perhaps my parents' affections have affected me too much, and I have been reluctant to eat love as fast as my male classmates. There are so many girls around me, but I'm not interested in them. Because they looked me in the eye and carried too many other things. My mother was a well-known historian, and I started my own business under the age of twenty, and with my height, it was enough to captivate any girl. But how many of them, because of Xiaoshu's intrinsic, not Xiaoshu's family-oriented economic conditions, fell in love with me as irrevocably as Mom loved Dad?

I try to date different girls, not more than three times each. None of the beautiful women is the pure shadow I seek in my heart. I didn't expect this shadow to appear more than a thousand years ago. I can clearly hear my heart beating, but I, dare I?

I turned the other way and ran to the window to look at the stars. Actually, I know the answer: I dare not!

I knew from the start that I was just never willing to face this tough problem. I envy the emotions of my parents, but the emotions that depend on life and death belong to them only. I, and no one else beside me, envy it because we don't have the courage to be so resolute...

It's time to stop, before you and she have sinked. I'll be gone in five days. Bring it back to my time as a good memory. By the time I got back, she was 21 years old and married already.

After that night, I stopped looking for her. I saw it on the way. It was just a bow and a three-foot retreat. It hurts to see the loss in her eyes. But I can stand it. After all, this is just a few days away. Believe her too, slowly will forget me...

The work of Taoheng and Monk Zhao and others was fruitful. In a few days, Taoheng identified the fugitives and reported them to Yao Xing. Yao Xing was furious, and sent word to punish him severely. There were four rumours in Chang 'an City, and Zhaoxian was heavily criticized by the second-world monks. His impotent folk either sneaked anonymously or fled across the wall in the middle of the night, almost all of them escaped in the middle of the day. Zhouxian could not stay any longer. Just as Huiyuan of Lushan invited him, he went to Lushan with forty monks willing to follow him.

When Dad knew this was happening, he was ready to go. He had a bad reputation and didn't want to see Dad again. Dad came to me right away, and I confessed. He knew I was upset about Mom, blamed me for a few words, and stopped talking. Daddy sometimes sighs after Ake-hyun leaves, or he says good things for Ake-hyun, and says that Ake-hyun is better at Zen law, which is more authentic than him.

I told Dad there was nothing to worry about. He went to the South Dynasty and was later valued by Liu Yu. He also collaborated with Travel India to translate the Book. His expertise in Zen law, the translated Buddha scripture opens the way to yoga theory for future generations. So he still contributes a lot to the development of Buddhism in the Central Plains, especially in the South.

Dad accepted Daoheng as a closed disciple at my request, and of course, I was one of Dad's disciples. Someone counted me and Dao Heng among the eight previous disciples, called Shimen Tenchul. A lot of people assume we're related based on what we look like, but nobody knows I'm his son.

Before I left, I just announced that I was going back to Turtles. Dao Heng came to say goodbye to me and told me in agony because he had contacted Yao Xingmei several times. Yao Xing asked him how he handled the affairs, and he answered with the utmost skill. So Yao Xing forced him to engage in politics, and he was worried about it these days.

I laughed and told him that his new master could help him. Dao Heng walked away with a smile on his face. I sighed. Dad would indeed ask Yao Xing for help. However, Yao Xing was really ill and rushed to the doctor, and Daoheng would still be forced to live in the mountain forest.

Yao Xing is already gone. He fought with Tao Zhiao two years ago and lost the war. Two years later, Herremberg will betray his independence. His later years will pass amidst internal and external worries. Luckily, Dad couldn't see Yao Qin's demise.

“Dad, did you write that? ”

Dad looked up, his nose sounded very “um” and gave me a piece of paper from the case. I was stunned when I saw the words on it. Dad sat around all night thinking about it, and he wrote these words?

On paper, two excellent fonts: "Wait for Me”.

I thought Dad would write something more annoying. But there are only two words - “Wait for me”. Perhaps, for parents, there really is no need to say any more promises. “Wait for me”, enough...

Fold the paper carefully in your backpack and pull a laugh from the corner of your mouth: "Mom will definitely cherish this 50th birthday present.” I am confident enough that as long as Mom sees Dad's letter, she will definitely undergo a bone marrow transplant...

I wanted to say goodbye to Luo Xiu, but I still held out. If you don't want to bother her anymore, why should it be over?

Dad sent me away. He's already familiar with the program. All you have to say is, "Dad, you have to protect yourself for Mom for the last four years. ”

Dad, look at me. Focus.