Fake Saint Of The Year

When it's all over and you look around, you can only look at fear.

The teacher who treated him as a normal student looked at the problem child with cold eyes, and his parents and brothers looked at the garbage.

The school was suspended for a while, and the news got a little too much.

The obvious conclusion... anyone but an idiot knows.Only idiots can tell.

I saw the impossible secondary creation of "Eternal Flowers" a short time ago.The protagonist said, "I'm a popular kid!It said something like that... but it doesn't actually happen.

Such a crazy guy just hates me.

Bashed from around, punched in the mouth, and the rookie thought.

"Ahh... I see.It's a bad thing to be harsh.

Oh, my God.If you bully a pussy, I'm a pussy too.It's only natural to be angry.

No, I did it.This is rebellious. "

Yes, what did he look like when he spoke in his usual way, and what did he look like in the surroundings?

Of course, I was sad to be seen cold by my friends, teachers, and family.But if I was convinced that there was nothing I could do about it, there was nothing else to worry about.

Still, from the reaction around me, I realized that something was wrong with me.

That's why he somehow realized it was as light as usual.

- Oh, I see.I was... a son of a bitch.

Well, if you're a piece of shit, why don't you just turn into a piece of shit and live with your surroundings?

Well, there's no problem.

Hang in there. Hang in there. We can do it.

What was missing was a sense of reality (...).

He always had a rare sense of reality, as if he was moving somewhere - even in a game character.

If someone is playing a game and is very bad, they will sometimes feel angry with the enemy.

If there is a sad development that makes the characters unhappy, they will sometimes remember the bad chest manure, and it is not strange that they want to do something about it.

The next day, someone who was angry with the bad guys in the game and thought, "What a terrible guy", manipulated the protagonist in the game to shoot and run away meaninglessly, destroyed the building, and yesterday the angry bad guys were laughing happily while working the outdoor behavior that seemed better.

It is not strange, nor is the person's conscience broken.

It does not have a strong dichotomy, and the person is still normal.

Because it's not real.

In a fictional world, we are simply exploring and implementing the best possible ways of enjoying ourselves within the allowable limits.

But if anyone brings that feeling into reality, it is a clear anomaly.

Real estate rookies were of that type.

I always look at myself from a third party's perspective and think of myself as if I were someone else.

As if you were a character in the game.

And somewhere else you're manipulating it.

It's real, but it's not.He had such a strange way of coming off.

He was aware and restrained by the time he was an adult.

So I chose to live independently of people as much as possible, and found a way to earn money on my own in a home like a web writer.

With a blurred boundaries between reality and fiction, he enjoyed 'that's what life is all about' without taking it seriously as he approached his own death... on the other hand, he was seriously depressed by the events in the game.

Ellise and the rookie have the same roots.

Both are alive with something out of place.

Something's wrong with where I'm serious.I think like other people in a serious situation.

But the rookie realized that Ellise was changing something.

Is it because of someone else's body?Or is it because the brain is different?

Ellise has the same roots as herself, but little by little... it feels like she's getting separated from herself.

At this stage, it's just a hunch.There is no confirmation.

But I had a little expectation.

In that world... maybe you can change yourself like this.

Maybe you'll be able to see yourself differently.

With such a sense of expectation, the immobile rookie started acting for the other self, who had been divided.

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Taking the train, the rookie was visiting the address written on the back of the game's package.

I thought it was bigger because it was a company selling games, but apparently it's just a small company doing it in a section of a miscellaneous building.

A sign is mounted next to the building, where you can also see the name of the game company.

It looks like it's on the fifth floor.

The rookie quickly enters the building and takes the elevator to the fifth floor.

Then he discovered the company of interest and spoke to the receptionist immediately.

"Hello, how can I help you today?

"The freelancer who was scheduled to meet on the phone is immobile.Is Mr. Iguchi there?

"Oh, yes. Please wait... Mr. Iwate!You have a visitor for today!

The receptionist looks slightly suspicious of the newcomer's appearance, but she is professional there.

There was nothing I particularly cared about, and I called the man who was inside the company.

Before the rookie came here, he had a telephone appointment, but the name of the project leader who produced "Eternal Flowers."

Normally, a webwriter like this wouldn't do anything to him, but when the newcomer passed a word over the phone, he caught it.

That word... 'Ellise, 102'.

I may not know what this is all about, but 102 is the original (...) weight of Ellise.

After the rebirth of the new soul, Ellise was about 44 kg, and now everyone will answer if they ask about Ellise's weight.

If you're going to say, "Ellise is a 102kg pizza," your fans might beat you up.

In other words, it is a word that will not react unless you know the content of the game before it changes.

It was a man named Imon who applied the word (fishing hook) to me.

Definitely, he knows.

Convinced of that, the rookie laughed invincibly.