Fake Saint Of The Year

Chapter 84: The Light of Heart (Second Half)

Until now, Ellise had been looking over the filter, including herself.

It feels like there is another self who is looking objectively at the living self... it has been there since the time of the previous life.

So no matter how much magic I took in and filled my mind with negative emotions, I was able to act without any concern, and I was able to continue acting without any problems.

But I wonder if it's because he died once.

I wonder if it was because I recognized this world as a certain reality.

Or is it because the soul is integrated into one?

... Ellise has never been able to see herself as another person before.

Negative emotions that have never bothered me before seem annoying.

I don't know why the urge to destroy is driving my mind.I want to disperse it.

People don't usually show dark parts of their minds.

However, by capturing magic, you face the dark side of raw life that you don't normally see.

I want to help myself.I just want to feel good.

I envy, resent, and hate someone better than myself.

Burning like a black flame, yet more sticky than oil, it's surprisingly ugly.

Eve, the first witch, must have been dyed by this.

Is it worth protecting human beings?Shouldn't they rather be destroyed?

The thoughts were conveyed to the saints of all generations, and all fell into the dark.

"... fu"

Ellise smiled a little and captured the magic all at once without worrying.

The human mind is ugly?So what happened? I already know that.

I wonder what it is because I am such an ugly person, and I am now confronted with something like that.

Ellise thinks.

I'm sure the Virgin of all generations... even Eve was too white in her heart.It was unbelievably beautiful.

That's why I dye black easily with such a thing.

Ellise is different.

(Hate and... it's black from the beginning!

Ellise's heart was black from the very beginning, as she also admitted.

I've always thought about myself, and even in the name of the cause, I have a helpless crowd that would ravage and enjoy something weaker than myself.

She is definitely an out-of-the-way bastard, simply choosing a few people to point the spear at and behaving as if she were a good person.

However, if you put it out on the surface, you have only the ability to act as if you were a good person because you were ultimately smart enough to know that you would be disadvantaged.

For Ellise, who has a blackish spirit of stewed shit, even if a little more black emotion flows in now, it's only to the extent that it ends in "a little uncomfortable."

Historical Virgin Mary certainly wasn't.

They must have come in from denial.

Humans shouldn't be like that.It should be more beautiful.

Believe it and endure it... eventually, mankind disillusioned and became a witch.

But Ellise will never be disillusioned by mankind.

Because...

(Because it's better than me at all!

Exactly the bottom line of thinking.

From Ellise's point of view, even the dark side of others is still better than their own.

Jealousy? Well, then, whoever thinks better than himself is going to get annoyed.Screw all the good-looking people who think Christmas is a sex night.What's wrong with thinking so?

Hate? Anyone who does something nasty will be angry and dragged.

It's easy to throw it away, but in short, it's just a crying sleep.

Hate? Hate? Normally, no such thing.

It's only natural that there is a desire for self-expression and approval.

Because human beings are living creatures in society, it is nothing strange or strange to want to be recognized.

It's only natural to have a creature if it reaches desire.

Rather, how do you live without this?

None of this is anything to worry about now, and I don't think it's anything ugly.

More disturbing than that was Ellise's weak feelings flowing in with negative emotions... but it was certainly a counterpolar feeling.

For example, it is prayer. I don't want my loved one to get hurt.Unsullied sincerity to want you to be healthy.

For example, it's hope. The light of mind trying to dream tomorrow and walk no matter how painful it is.

For example, it's courage. A white flame that seeks to confront any difficulty or fear.

And... love. Family love, friend love, kindness, fraternity, and heterosexuality.

For Ellise, who had never had any of these feelings since she was born, feelings called love were only poisonous at a level that was completely unmatched by negative feelings.

(Gyaaaaaaaa!When I took it in at once, something got in my way!?

Negative emotions are not poisonous at all to Ellise, who is originally black.

It's a little depressing, but that's all.

But positive emotions don't work that way.

Originally, the hearts of the white Virgins were dyed with negative emotions and fell into darkness.

Then the point is the other way around... what happens if you put a positive emotion into the original dark Ellise?

Stop it! Stop it! Hey, hey, Tanma!Stop! Stop! Stop!

This will purify me before the witches!Restore the impure. Don't cast magic on it, Boquet!

The answer is Light Corruption.

People's emotions become magical and fill the air.There is equality, neither positive nor negative.

However, positive emotions were only natural for the Virgin of all generations.

Therefore, my mind was disturbed by all the dark emotions flowing in, and I could not notice the light there.

On the other hand, for Ellise, who is at the bottom of the earth without falling any further, negative emotions are only natural, and on the contrary, they are disturbed by the positive emotions flowing in.

So Ellise thought.

--I don't need this.

The same way Ellise's unclean mind can't stand the sun in people's minds when she lands healing magic on the undead in the game and does the opposite.

For creatures that have adapted and evolved in dark nights, it is too dazzling and painful for humans to have the right brightness.

That's exactly what Ellise was doing now.

However, now people are releasing their emotions of hope, prayer and love, hoping for Ellise's victory.

No, Ellise thought she'd kill me before the witch did.

"Witch."

Ellise smiles with kindness while trembling with pull and sees "The Witch."

This expression is pretty bad.It is about to be purified.

If it stays like this, it will be dyed white to the root of my heart, and I may become someone else.

So Ellise decided to throw it away quickly.

"You have become witches without enduring the darkness of your hearts.

But darkness is not the only thing in people's hearts.

What you tried to protect when you were saints... what you should have loved is certainly here. "

To be honest, Ellise was pushed into a rather dangerous area.

Everything in the world seems somehow loving without meaning.

The impulse to embrace everything and love is boiling.

What is this? I know the urge to destroy, but what is the urge to love?The meaning is too unclear.

If you're a cute girl, you can give up a hundred steps and want to hug her, but what makes you so sad that now you have a bloody thought that you want to hug and love even the bastard.

No, it's not.I definitely don't have a homo... hobby.I'm supposed to be normal.

I don't even want to touch a man who feels uncomfortable.

And yet, oh... for some reason, I'm seeing everything in my sight... and that's what makes me feel asexual and loving all the way to Bernel, John and the tortoise.

That's why you have to throw this away before you go crazy.

It is said that the Virgin of all generations endured conflicting feelings for five years, but Ellise does not have the will to do so.

Instead of five years, the light will fall in five minutes.

It's the shortest record ever.

"So... take it!This is the light of man's heart!

That's what Ellise said, releasing all the light (unnecessary) from the human mind and showing it on the palm.

The gold, the magic of Ellise, is wrapped in white so that it can be seen through.

I don't want this kind of thing.Even if the root part of Ellise's Dark Attribute had it, it would only be purified.

Therefore, I will give it to the witch, who was originally a light attribute.

But the light flowing in from everybody must have been too strong.

Ellise was about to collapse, and someone supported her body aggressively.

It's Leila and Bernel.

Then came love from the hearts of the two men, and Ellise was dying.

Shit, it's going to be ash now.

With such thoughts in mind, Ellise smiled at both of them, and love came out later.

Ah, this one.If you don't throw it away right now, you'll rot the Virgin to the inside.

The fearful Ellise raised his hand, and now he unleashed the light of all men's hearts (unnecessary) toward the 'Witch'.

"Nooooooooooooooo!

A white sparkle flashed, hitting the "Witch", which was supposed to have not yet materialized.