Fall in love with shame

Tightly holding Su Nan's hand, Zhao Xiaomin leaned her head on his shoulder, in a melancholy mood, like an oath, or like an ordinary murmur, "Nan, no matter what, I will never leave you."

Listening to the girl's words as if she was swearing, Su Nan's heart, however, was calm, with an incredible sense of calmness, and he held the girl's hand in return, calmly proceeding with his thoughts.

It wasn't certain yet if Chu Shi had gotten rid of her dependence on him, but Su Nan wanted to go see her because there were some things that had to be said in person.

Unconsciously, there were quiet breathing sounds next to her, but it turned out that Zhao Xiaomin had fallen asleep.

She hadn't slept well for a few days because of the Chu Shi incident, and her mental state was poor.

Su Nan didn't want to wake her up and carried her back to her room, placing her on her own bed to sleep.

Leaning down to look at the young girl's delicate face, Su Nan couldn't help but reach out his hand to gently caress and remove it, when losing that compelling reason, where did their three sisters go from here.

Su Nan has never felt so agitated in his mood, he left the room and entered the bathroom to wash his face with cold water. Standing up straight and examining himself in the mirror, Su Nan turned to leave with a half smile on his lips.

Although Chu Shi has never mentioned her family to him, but after a long time together, Su Nan is not a stranger to where her family is, it is the famous "rich and powerful district" in the city, last time also came here once.

It's just that Su Nan himself is more special, and didn't care about everything around him. He blended into the community, went straight to an address, and asked the security guard at the door to see Chu Shi's request.

Chu Shi's family should be aware of his existence, or perhaps just treat him as a good friend of Chu Shi like Zhao Xiaomin, because the three of them were often together, and normal people would not think of their relationship in that way.

Or perhaps he didn't care about his daughter's love life, whether it was ignoring it or not interfering in her private affairs, in any case, if Su Nan came to visit, the other party probably wouldn't refuse, provided that Chu Shi was willing to see him.

The security guard was a little confused at Su Nan's request, and it wasn't until Su Nan took out his cell phone and showed a photo of himself and Chu Shi that the other party became a little more polite and took out his walkie-talkie to make an announcement.

Su Nan waited quietly.

For a moment, the security guard put down his walkie-talkie, but before he could speak to the visitor in front of him, he saw the other party turn around and leave without saying a word.

The security guard was stunned and didn't care, working here, he would see all kinds of people every day, his nerves were already big.

Chapter 676 - Rainy Day

Walking down the street where people were coming and going, Su Nan was distracted and empty inside, like he had lost something.

Although he didn't wait for the security guard to say anything just now, but from the other party's reaction, it was obvious that his request had been rejected, which was why he left without hesitation.

It wasn't difficult to meet Chu Shi, he could think of many ways to do so, and there was always a time when he would succeed, but being rejected when he came to the door to ask for a meeting made him feel a bit uncomfortable. His past experiences and what they had said seemed unreal at this moment, even making him feel like he had been living a lie before.

Walking aimlessly, Su Nan didn't know where he was going and had no thoughts of going home, the Chu Shi incident made him feel a sense of strangeness towards the girls around him, always feeling that they were also perfunctory and would leave him in the future, subconsciously rejecting seeing them.

Although he knew that this was influenced by the Chu Shi incident and he shouldn't be like this, he couldn't control the thoughts in his heart.

Unconsciously, Su Nan found himself in a somewhat familiar environment.

Standing at the entrance of the community, he looked up, wasn't this the place where class president and Lu Anya lived, he actually walked here unintentionally, he wanted to be comforted, right?

He shook his head and turned away down the road to the right.

Ban lived with her aunt, and Su Nan didn't want to see her aunt for the time being.

Not long after he left the door, limpid Lu and Lu Anya walked out of the neighborhood arm in arm, they planned to go shopping, and went out and walked straight down the road in the left direction.

With limpidity, Lu looked back but saw nothing, then she continued walking with Lu Anya along the road to the nearby shopping mall.

Su Nan got into a taxi and asked the driver to give him a ride around. He received greetings from Zhao Xiaomin and his senior sister, who asked him where he was going, and Su Nan replied simply "I'm meeting a classmate".

Putting down his phone, he closed his eyes, but he couldn't sleep.

He knew exactly what he should do now, and knew that he was not in the right state at the moment, he should have pulled himself together quickly, things were not irreparable yet, and there might have been a misunderstanding about Chu Shi.

But it felt dull, not wanting to think about anything, not wanting to do anything, such a state was not suitable for meeting anyone, at least for today, let him be alone.

After crossing half of the city and arriving at the suburbs, Su Nan paid a not insignificant amount of fare and got off the car, walking deeper along the road.

Along the way, he passed a small lake and saw someone fishing by the lake, Su Nan leaned over to watch. This should be a good fishing spot, fishing people also all kinds of people, sitting all over the lake, some walking over, some pedal bicycle, also some driving a BMW.

Su Nan looked for a while, and then felt tasteless, continue to walk along the road, there are large cars driving by, bringing dust, he hid behind the banana tree by the roadside, and waited for the dust to pass before moving on.

After walking for about half an hour, he came to the foot of a mountain.

The mountain is an unknown attraction, and at the foot of the mountain there is a park, next to the park there is a farm, there is also a kiosk on the side of the road, every weekend, the people nearby will bring their families over to visit, should be good business.

There were vendors at the gate, Su Nan was thirsty, asked for a coconut, and walked towards the gate.

Airport.

Limping Lu helped Lu Anya with her luggage, the two of them rushed to the ticket gate, Limping Lu complained, "It's all your fault, you had to go shopping, it's almost late."

Lu Anya is also depressed, "Who knew the road would suddenly be jammed, this road usually does not gamble, but finally arrived in time."

At the ticket gate, receiving the luggage in limpid hands, Lu Anya smiled and teased her niece, "I'm on a business trip for a few days, limpid can bring any boy back oh, I don't blame you."

Limitation of Lu's face blushed, annoyed: "Nonsense, go inside quickly." She angrily pushed Lu Anya's back and walked forward.

Lu Anya didn't care, and said to limping Lu while checking tickets, "Aren't you in a hurry to go trekking with your classmates, don't go, you're late oh."

With a grudge, limiting Lu said, "Who do you think made me late ah."

"It's my fault, I came back to bring you a gift, I'm going in first, bye."

Waving her hand at limpid Lu, Lu Anya turned around and walked away.

Looking at her back, limpid Lu whispered, "Have a safe trip."

Suddenly receiving an incoming call, limiting Lu only remembered her own business and quickly ran out of the airport while answering the phone.

The trail curved and stretched to the top of the mountain, and there was a small stream beside the trail, which turned into a fork in less than halfway up the mountain.

Su Nan came to this fork and walked down the steps, and there was a dirt road with many footprints on the ground.

Looking along the stream until the end, he found a spring hidden in a cave, and the mountain stream flowed down, flowed over this spring, and then continued to flow down the mountain.

Su Nan held the spring and took a sip, there was a sweet feeling, he looked at the empty coconut in his hand, pondered for a moment, and put the coconut into the spring, which was soon filled with water.

With the coconut in his hand, Su Nan continued his climb and soon arrived at the top of the mountain.

There was no one at the top of the mountain, so Su Nan stood in the open and looked into the distance, the chilly breeze blowing on his face.

He took out his mobile phone to take pictures of the scenery in the distance, but found that his phone had no signal when he arrived here, so Su Nan didn't care and walked to the pavilion next to him.

Suddenly, he was startled and walked into the pavilion, sitting on a stone chair.

He had an impression of this place, having come here once. In the very early days, he and Chu Shi were not in that kind of relationship, when Chu Shi sat here to ease the pain and asked him to help take off her stockings, every change in the look on the girl's face at that time was still imprinted in Su Nan's mind.

Su Nan breathed a sigh of relief, got up and left the pavilion, and descended the mountain from the other side of the climbing path.

As soon as his back disappeared, several girls ascended to the top of the mountain from where he had come from, and the girls came to the pavilion he had just stayed in and took out their cell phones to take pictures.