Fall in love with shame

When they came to the cafeteria, after playing the meal, everyone sat down in their usual places, and slowly, others gathered over to gather together, Zhan Wei-ling, Li Gong-scape, Zhao Xiaomin's two sisters.

The people chatted and laughed, and the Ying Ying Yan was so lively.

Chu Shi, who was bowing her head to eat, raised her head to meet Su Nan, and they smiled in unison.

After dinner, everyone was ready to go to the activity room to drink tea, Su Nan excuse about the class boys to play, then he left in the girls' jokes, people laughed at him to leave the beauty surrounded by life, ran to play with the boys, steel straight man one.

Su Nan bought two bottles of drinks, to the playground, far away from the runway to see Shu Bao'er sunshine in walking.

At this time just shortly after the New Year, the weather is still a bit cold, Shu Bao'er wearing a jacket slowly walking in the sun, a few leisurely taste.

Su Nan walked over, "The drink I bought for you, take it."

Shu Bao'er took the drink and looked at it, curiously asking him, "Why does senior know that I like this flavor?"

"I had a dream last night." Su Nan pointed at his head, "You told me in the dream."

Shu Bao'er smiled and said, "I only told one person, or a long time ago, it's rare for a senior to still remember so clearly."

Su Nan's face became serious, he looked at Shu Bao'er with complicated eyes, "So you admit it? The young girl who was hospitalized with me back then... I remember that your ID card was eight years old, and you even lied to me that you got the year wrong when you applied for the ID card."

Still smiling, Shu Bao'er nodded, "Yes, Nan, you should call me sister."

Su Nan was silent for a while, not knowing how to face the "sister", apart from the vague memory of her, Shu Bao'er still looks like a young girl after many years, which made him realize that there may be a secret hidden in it, and the secret may be related to the fact that he forgot his childhood memories.

He fell on his head before he met Shu Baoer and the others, so if his head is defective, then why did he only forget things related to them since he was a child?

Shu Bao'er looked at him, her gaze gentle, "Senior, walk with me."

She didn't change her name to call him Nan.

Su Nan wanted to ask her many, many things, but at this moment met her gaze and nodded his head.

So the two of them strolled up along the runway, the large playground was just the two of them, the sun was warm, no one spoke, and the surrounding was quiet and serene.

After about half a lap, Shubal asked him, "What do you want to know?"

Su Nan opened his mouth, yeah, what did he want to know?

Asking Shu Bao'er to meet with him was just to find out if she and Chu Ge were the ones in his dream, but now that Shu Bao'er had admitted it herself, he suddenly didn't know what to ask.

After thinking about it, Su Nan asked with a blank expression, "Why did I lose my memory? Did you do that last night to help me remember the old days?"

Shu Bao'er nodded, "That's right oh, it seems to have worked well, you remembered a lot of things, as to why you lost your memory, I think you should be able to figure it out in your heart, when you were with Chu Shi and the others initially, didn't you also have the experience of forgetting your memories."

Su Nan's heart was shaken, he couldn't speak for a long time, yes, he had a guess about the reason for his memory loss, but he never felt that it would be like that, because if it was, wouldn't it indicate that the game of shame disease had started ten years ago?

And Shuboer, Chugo, and the other girl were the same participants!

He was, what, eight years old?

Shu Bao'er said in a quiet voice, "Back then when you were in the hospital, Chu Ge and I, and another girl, suffered this kind of thing, just like Chu Shi, Zhao Xiaomin and the others today."

Su Nan didn't make a sound, silently listening to her.

"But at that time, the participants were just the three of us, and it lasted for a very short time, so when you were released from the hospital, the game was basically over."

Shu Bao'er smiled an inexplicably complicated smile, "Later, everyone slowly forgot about those days as if they never existed, but the effects of the game stayed, I got better, survived and got some special abilities, Chu Ge also won the family's inheritance fight and was unbeatable in the marketplace from then on, and you, senior, were also free from our clutches and grew up healthy! To this size."

"I'm sorry that we treated you that way back then."

She suddenly stopped and turned her head to look at Su Nan, lovingly endured reaching out and caressing Su Nan's face with a look of sadness and indebtedness, as well as a few moments of nostalgia.

Su Nan subconsciously took a step back.

Shu Bao'er was startled, put her hand down, lowered her head and lost: "I'm sorry for reminding you of those bad memories, in fact, I have thought about making you keep remembering what happened before, and keep on being happy and joyful, but I'm just a little unhappy."

Su Nan didn't know what to say, he didn't have a shadow on his heart about what happened back then, besides, nowadays that memory was still incomplete, but objectively speaking, he was indeed a victim status back then, although the murderers were forced to do so.

Su Nan chose to change the subject, he asked, "Now that I think back, is it that the game is at stake again this time, is it a reincarnation? When the game is over, everyone will forget all about it again and start over."

Shu Bao'er raised her head to look at him in amazement, and shook her head after half a sound, hesitating, "I'm not very clear, the game back then was different from today, not so exaggerated and intelligent now, but there is one thing seniors you said right, this game to the key point, seniors if you want to get rid of the result of losing memory, must be serious oh! "

Shu Bao'er's expression was serious.

Shu Bao'er seemed to know something, and Su Nan couldn't help but ask, "Why do you want to help me, you can prevent me from losing my memories?"

"Because this is my atonement." Shu Bao'er's voice lowered, her eyes tenderly looking at Su Nan, ghostly, "Senior do you know, although I felt very guilty for treating you like that back then, but I was actually happy inside my heart because I finally saw the hope of living, as long as I treat Senior like that, my body will slowly get better, and in the end, my condition also improved, I... ...Actually hate being like this, I'm sorry."

Su Nan was startled, remembering some abnormal places in Shu Bao'er's body, she was extraordinarily weak and easily got sick from colds, probably the aftermath of her illness back then.

Looking at the shame-filled Shu Bao'er, his heart did rise in sympathy, shaking his head, "Forget it, you're also trying to live, besides, you had no choice at that time, first tell me what I should do, what would it take to not lose my memory."

The thought that there would be a so-called winner of the game and everyone would forget this memory, Su Nan's heart was incomparably heavy, what made him feel even worse was the point that his fate was being manipulated and he couldn't grasp freedom.

Shu Bao'er's words hinted that such an outcome could be avoided, and Su Nan became excited.

Shu Bao'er's face showed hesitation, it seemed inconvenient to speak, only after a long time did she bite her teeth, "Senior, do you think it was because of Chu Ge that you recovered your memories? Not really, the excitement from Chu Ge is certainly one of the reasons, but the more important reason is Chu Shi!"

"Chu Shi?" Su Nan was surprised.

"Yes." Shu Bao'er nodded and asked again, "Senior, you should be clear about the recent changes in Chu Shi."

Su Nan blushed and understood what Shu Bao'er was referring to, but it was about something important, so he nodded his head while hinting at what he understood.

Shu Bao'er revealed a smile, "Then let the senior's other girlfriends become like Chu Shi senior, I think there will be variables when the time comes, and if you all become like Chu Shi, you won't have to suffer pain."

"I know what to do." Su Nan realized the benefits of doing so, his eyes were firm, and just the fact that everyone wouldn't have to suffer anymore pain was worth it for him to try.

Shu Bao'er looked at him steadily and whispered, "Senior, try your best, oh, or else..."

"Or what?" Su Nan was wary.

Otherwise, you'll never be able to leave me.

Shu Bao'er shook her head and didn't say anything out loud, smiling, "It's nothing, anyway, senior is just trying hard, for your harem dream."

Su Nan's heart was a little depressed, she always felt that Shu Bao'er had something to hide from her, but if she didn't say it, Su Nan couldn't do anything about it.

Su Nan still remembered what Shu Bao'er said just now, after the game ended back then, she got some special abilities, even if she wanted to press him, Su Nan didn't have the strength to do so.

Suddenly remembering something, he swept his gaze over Shu Bao'er's face and asked carelessly, "Who won when the game ended back then?"

Shu Bao'er was a little surprised, then she smiled and replied, "What is senior thinking, of course it's me, they're all losers."

She had a few looks on her face.

From Shu Bao'er's performance, she always remembered what happened back then, instead Chu Ge lost her memory, which was the reason why Chu Ge approached him in place of Chu Shi, just because of the underlying emotions in her heart.