Chapter 127 — The Keeper of the Shirt
The morning after Sean Cole Nelson’s professional debut, the first thing he discovered was that football had already moved on.
No ceremony waited for him at the training ground. No applause. No gathering of players to acknowledge the nineteen-year-old whose assist had decided the previous evening’s match. No moment set aside for the occasion to be marked.
By eight in the morning, yesterday was already footage. Data. Recovery numbers. A result filed into the season’s running record and immediately superseded by the preparation demands of the next fixture six days away.
That was professional football. Sean had understood it intellectually since his earliest weeks at Northbridge. Feeling it on the morning after his first professional contribution was a different kind of understanding — more concrete, more useful, and in its own specific way, more motivating than anything a coach could have said.
He arrived twenty-three minutes earlier than required.
Carter had told him to be early. Sean had no intention of interpreting that instruction generously.
The parking area was almost empty when he stepped out of the car. His legs still carried the match — stiffness through his calves, a heaviness in his thighs that was not quite soreness but not quite comfort either, the specific residue of competitive minutes played at a level his body was still learning to absorb and process. He had stretched twice before sleeping. It hadn’t been enough. He would need the recovery work the staff had built into this morning’s programme, and he would need it properly rather than rushing through it.
His phone had not stopped vibrating since he woke.
Messages from Nigeria had started arriving before midnight — old friends, former academy teammates, people from his neighbourhood in Akwa Ibom who had followed his career from a distance and had found, in a single matchday, a reason to close that distance. Cousins he hadn’t spoken to in a year. A teacher from secondary school. The man who had run the community pitch where he had played his first organised football, whose name he had not thought about in months.
The clips had been circulating online before he had even left the stadium.
One video had been recorded from the stands by a supporter whose camera had shaken when he beat the full-back — the footage blurry at the critical moment, the cameraman’s own involuntary reaction disrupting the shot — then disappeared almost completely beneath the noise of the celebration when Doyle converted. It had accumulated thousands of views before Sean was on the team bus home.
Another clip showed the television broadcast replay. Clean, broadcast-quality footage, the commentary audible beneath the crowd noise. His name appeared at the bottom of the screen in the standard graphic format that professional matches used.
*SEAN NELSON — 19 — PROFESSIONAL DEBUT ASSIST.*
He had watched that one once. Sat in the quiet of his room with the phone screen the only light, watched the sequence from the touch beyond the full-back to the net moving, and felt the specific, strange experience of seeing something he had been inside from the outside.
Once was enough.
He locked the phone, set it face-down on the desk, and went to sleep.
The training ground doors opened ahead of him.
Sean walked inside.
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The first-team recovery area was already occupied.
Johansson sat on a treatment table with an ice pack strapped around one knee, his expression carrying the particular focused neutrality of a man who had learned to treat discomfort as information rather than inconvenience. Blake was lying on a mat while a member of the performance staff worked through a mobility sequence beside him, the staff member counting repetitions under his breath.
Blake noticed Sean first.
He raised his head from the mat.
"There he is."
Sean stopped.
Blake looked toward Johansson with the studied casualness of someone who had been waiting to deliver a prepared line.
"The celebrity has arrived."
Johansson didn’t look up from the ice pack he was adjusting.
"One assist."
"Exactly," Blake said. "By next week he won’t speak to us."
Sean dropped his bag beside an empty station and began preparing his own recovery materials with the same efficiency he brought to everything.
"I barely speak to you now."
Blake stared at him.
Then laughed — the open, unguarded laugh of someone who had been hoping for exactly that response.
Johansson finally looked up.
"He’s getting worse."
Sean smiled.
The exchange lasted less than twenty seconds. Then the performance coach approached with Sean’s morning recovery programme — a printed sheet, personalised, with his name at the top and a load calculation at the bottom — and the room returned to the focused, professional quiet of bodies being maintained by people who understood their maintenance mattered.
That, more than anything, made the morning feel completely real.
Yesterday had mattered. It had mattered enormously. But not enough to stop today from being what today was.
---
The players who had started against Riverside completed recovery work through the morning. Those who had played limited minutes — Sean among them — joined a higher-intensity session later, the load calibrated to the number of competitive minutes each player had accumulated and the demands of the next fixture’s preparation schedule.
Fifty minutes of competitive play.
Enough to carry genuine fatigue into the following day. Not enough to be exempt from the work the squad required.
The staff modified his programme accordingly. Not in the way they modified a development squad player’s programme — with the extra margins and additional recovery windows built in for someone whose body was still developing its professional tolerance. In the way they modified a first-team player’s programme. As someone whose minutes now had to be managed as part of the first team’s collective preparation.
That distinction did not escape him.
Neither did the man standing on the far side of the pitch when the higher-intensity session began.
Marcus Vale.
Twenty-seven years old. Right winger. Seven years of professional football, four of them at clubs in the top two divisions, the last two at Northbridge where he had established himself as one of Carter’s most trusted attacking options. Fast, direct, physically strong, technically reliable under pressure, tactically disciplined in both phases of the game.
The player Sean had replaced against Riverside.
Vale had been professional in the immediate aftermath of the match — had shaken Sean’s hand in the dressing room and said two words with the contained acknowledgment of someone who was managing a complicated internal response and had decided that the only dignified way to manage it was through professionalism.
"Good ball."
Nothing more.
This morning, he was training with the focused, controlled intensity of a man who had spent the previous twelve hours thinking and had arrived at the only productive response available to him.
He was ready to work.
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The small-sided game began after eleven.
Five against five, restricted touches, high intensity, the format designed to maintain sharpness without accumulating load that the recovery-phase players couldn’t manage.
Sean’s team kept possession first.
He received under pressure from a midfielder closing from behind — the kind of press that appeared in every session and required the same response every time: early touch, early release, immediate movement into the next position.
He released early. Moved. The return pass came. He turned — and a body arrived.
Hard.
Shoulder into shoulder, the contact deliberate and timed, the physical communication of a professional making a point about space and territory.
Sean lost the ball.
The whistle did not sound. Nothing in the contact had crossed the threshold that required it.
Vale carried possession away down the right channel.
"Welcome back," he said. Not aggressive. Not provocative. Simply factual — the observation of someone who had been in professional sessions long enough to know that first-team training operated differently from what Sean had been encountering in development fixtures.
Sean looked at him.
No smile. No warmth. Just the steady, direct gaze of a player who was telling him exactly where he stood.
The next duel came three minutes later.
This time Sean expected the contact. He read Vale’s approach from the angle of his shoulder and the timing of his step, and shifted his body weight before the press arrived — putting himself between the ball and the man, absorbing the shoulder with his back rather than his side, using the contact’s own momentum to roll away from it.
The ball stayed at his feet.
He completed the pass.
From the opposite side of the small pitch, Blake made a brief sound of acknowledgment — not words, just the compressed vocal signal that footballers used when something had been done correctly.
Vale said nothing.
He reset into his position, moving with the economical speed of someone who had accepted the outcome of the duel and was already thinking about the next one.
The session continued.
The message had been delivered. And Sean had understood every word of it.
Yesterday’s assist had earned attention. Attention was not the same thing as acceptance. And opportunity in professional football was never created from empty space — if Sean moved forward, someone else moved backward. That was not a personal dynamic. It was simply the arithmetic of professional sport.
---
After training, Miller found him near the equipment room.
"Video room. Ten minutes."
Sean nodded.
"Carter?"
"Both of us."
The weight of that answer was different from what a simple yes would have carried. Sean moved through the corridor toward the analysis room with the specific alertness of someone who had been told that the next conversation mattered.
When he entered, Carter was already standing beside the screen.
Vale was already seated.
Sean understood the configuration immediately — not a one-on-one meeting, not a private review of his debut performance. Something more deliberate than either.
Carter pointed toward the empty chair beside Vale.
"Sit."
The screen displayed Northbridge’s attacking shape from the Riverside match. Carter pressed play without preamble.
The first sequence showed Vale — receiving wide right in the thirty-first minute, driving at his full-back, the delivery that had nearly created a chance before the defensive recovery closed the angle. The clip ran for seven seconds. Stopped. Rewound. Played again.
Carter said nothing during either viewing.
Another sequence. Another Vale involvement — this one less successful, a cross overhit, the opportunity wasted. Then another, and another, the footage building a picture of how the right side had operated before the substitution.
After five minutes, Carter changed the footage.
Sean appeared on the screen.
His first touch — the outside-of-the-boot redirect, the defender’s lunge meeting empty space. Carter let it play at full speed, then rewound and played it again at reduced speed, the mechanics of the touch visible in a way they hadn’t been in real time.
Next clip.
The pass inside to Doyle in the early exchange, the spin behind the full-back, the movement into consequence.
Next.
The through ball — the one that had produced the save from the goalkeeper, the chance that had narrowed so slightly.
Next.
The assist.
Carter froze the image one second before Sean delivered the cross. Three attacking options were visible in the frame — Doyle arriving from deep on the left, Reid at the near post dragging his marker, Blake moving toward the far side.
"Why Doyle?"
The room was quiet. Vale sat with his arms folded, watching the screen rather than Sean.
Sean looked at the frozen image for a moment.
"Reid’s run pulled the first centre-back. Blake kept the second defender from fully committing inside. Doyle was arriving facing goal with the centre of the net available."
Carter nodded — a minimal acknowledgment that the answer was correct and that he had expected it to be.
"Anything else?"
Sean studied the frozen frame.
"The goalkeeper."
Vale looked toward him then — a brief, involuntary movement, the specific response of a professional who had not expected that answer.
Sean continued looking at the screen.
"His body was already set toward the near post because of my approach angle. A ball behind Reid would have asked the goalkeeper to move across his body. A ball to Doyle’s run went away from him."
The room was silent for several seconds.
Carter pressed play.
The footage continued. Doyle arrived. The redirection. The net.
Carter turned the screen off.
The room returned to silence — not the uncomfortable silence of something unresolved, but the specific, weighted silence of a space in which something important had just been confirmed and was being allowed to settle properly before anything else arrived to displace it.
Then Carter turned toward them both.
"This is why you’re both here."
Neither player spoke.
Carter looked at Vale first. His expression carried no judgment, no apology.
"Marcus. You’ve started twenty-one matches this season."
Then at Sean.
"Sean. You’ve started none."
The difference sat between them in the room with complete clarity, requiring no further articulation.
"One good appearance does not erase twenty-one starts."
Sean understood who that was for. He received it without reaction.
"Twenty-one starts do not guarantee number twenty-two."
Vale’s jaw tightened by a fraction — the involuntary response of a professional whose competitive instinct had registered something that his composure was working to contain.
That was for him.
Carter leaned back against the edge of the desk and looked at both of them for a moment with the unhurried, precise attention of a man who had managed enough professional players to understand exactly what each of the people in front of him was currently experiencing.
"I don’t select careers. I select performances."
The room held its stillness.
"The next match is six days away. The shirt on the right side is available."
Sean felt something sharpen inside him — a focusing of attention that was neither excitement nor anxiety, simply the clean, directional response of someone who had been told exactly what the situation was and had understood it completely.
Vale did not move. His expression had recalibrated into something that was entirely professional and entirely opaque.
Carter looked between them one final time.
"Earn it."
He picked up his clipboard.
The meeting was over.
---
The system appeared as Sean left the room and walked back into the corridor, the analysis room door closing behind him.
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**⚽ FOOTBALL MONARCH SYSTEM**
**NEW COMPETITIVE OBJECTIVE**
**THE KEEPER OF THE SHIRT**
**Objective:** Earn your first professional start.
**Competition Detected:** Marcus Vale
**Requirement:** Prove superior readiness before team selection.
**Reward:** Locked
*Football does not punish failure.*
*It rewards the player who takes the opportunity.*
---
Sean read the final two lines twice.
No artificial consequence attached to failing. No threat designed to create pressure where sufficient pressure already existed naturally. Just the clean, accurate statement of professional football’s actual logic — the game rewarded the player who used the opportunity correctly, and that reward was its own sufficient motivation.
He closed the interface and walked toward the exit.
That was enough.
---
By the following morning, the assist had travelled further than Sean had anticipated.
A Nigerian sports page had posted the broadcast clip with a caption in both English and Yoruba. By the time he woke, it had been shared several hundred times. A second account had picked it up and added context about his background — Akwa Ibom, the academy journey, the professional contract — and that version had accumulated more attention than the first.
A former youth coach sent him a screenshot of a local newspaper article from his home state.
*NIGERIAN TEENAGER MAKES IMPACT ON PROFESSIONAL DEBUT ABROAD.*
The article was four paragraphs. It used his full name. It mentioned his age. It included a still image from the broadcast replay — not a clear image, reproduced at low resolution, but recognisably him.
His mother called before training.
Sean answered while sitting alone in his car in the training ground parking area, the engine off, the morning still quiet around him.
"Hello, Mum."
For several seconds, she said nothing.
Then: "I watched it again this morning."
Sean smiled at the windscreen.
"You already watched it last night."
"I watched it again."
He could hear his father’s voice somewhere in the background — not clearly enough to make out words, but present. The specific, background presence of a man who was in the same room and was listening.
His mother lowered her voice in the way she lowered it when she was telling him something about his father that his father would object to her telling him.
"Your father has watched it more times than me."
Sean said nothing. He was aware of the quality of silence on his end of the call.
"He won’t admit it."
That made Sean laugh — a genuine, unguarded laugh, the kind that only certain conversations with certain people produced.
From the background came his father’s voice, immediately and with complete clarity.
"I can hear you."
His mother laughed too.
For a moment, the training ground outside the car windows ceased to exist as a place with professional demands and competitive pressures and a video room conversation that had ended with the word *earn it.*
He was simply their son.
Then his father came onto the phone.
The background noise settled.
"Sean."
"Dad."
A pause — his father’s characteristic pause, the one that Sean had grown up reading as the space between deciding to say something and saying it precisely.
"You did well."
Four words. Nothing elaborate, nothing performed for the occasion. But Sean knew the man speaking them well enough to understand that four words from his father carried the weight that other people needed paragraphs to approach.
"Thank you."
Another pause.
"Do it again."
Sean considered that for a moment.
"I’ll try."
"No."
His father’s voice shifted into the specific, firmer register he used when something mattered enough to require correction rather than agreement.
"Don’t try to repeat yesterday. Play the next match."
Sean became still.
It was almost exactly what Carter would have said. Perhaps that was why it landed so completely — because it came from the same understanding of how performance worked, arrived at from completely different directions.
"I understand."
"Good."
The call ended shortly afterward. Sean sat in the car for another minute with the phone in his hand, looking at nothing in particular.
Then went inside.
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Competition changed training.
Not visibly — no announcement had been made, no declaration posted, no conversation between Carter and the wider squad that named what was happening. Professional environments didn’t require that kind of theatre.
Players knew. They always knew. The information moved through a professional squad the way relevant information always moved through competitive groups — quietly, quickly, and completely.
The first full tactical session of the week confirmed it.
Vale was placed with the group running the match-day formation. Sean was placed in the opposition — the group whose job it was to press, to challenge, to make the starting unit’s preparation as difficult as the real match would be.
Vale was excellent.
That was the first thing Sean had to sit with, and he sat with it without flinching because flinching would have been useless.
Vale attacked his full-back repeatedly with the directness and physical conviction of someone who had been doing this for seven years and had developed an absolute certainty about his own method. He went outside with pace that was genuinely difficult to track. He cut inside onto his stronger foot with a change of speed that the defending midfielder twice failed to anticipate. He delivered two dangerous crosses and was involved in a third that produced a corner.
And once, cutting inside from a wider starting position than he usually took, he struck a shot that went in.
Every action carried the controlled intensity of a player who understood precisely what was happening and had decided that the only response available to him was to be completely undeniable.
Sean watched. He learned. He noted the specific movements that made Vale difficult to defend against and stored them not as threats to be feared but as data to be used — because understanding how Vale played meant understanding the standard the shirt required.
Then his turn came.
He did not imitate Vale.
That would have been the easiest and most obvious mistake — to attempt the same direct, physical game that Vale played, in which Vale had seven years of experience and Sean had none. Imitation would have produced a worse version of something Carter already had a better version of.
Sean’s game was becoming something different. Not better than Vale’s in a hierarchical sense. Different in the specific way that made it complementary rather than duplicative — movement before the ball, the creation of space through positioning rather than dribbling, the manipulation of defensive structures through what he did without the ball as much as what he did with it.
When he received wide, the full-back closed. Sean passed inside immediately — early, before the press could fully arrive — and moved. The run he made after the pass dragged the closing midfielder away from the central lane.
Blake received in the space Sean’s movement had created and struck a shot that the goalkeeper pushed wide.
No assist. No dribble. No statistic attached to Sean’s contribution.
Carter stopped the session.
"Again."
They reset. The same starting positions, the same defensive shape.
This time, the defence had learned from the previous sequence — the midfielder tracking Sean’s run more tightly, the full-back holding slightly deeper in anticipation of the early pass.
Sean saw the adjustment before it had fully resolved.
Changed his movement.
Went outside instead of inside, using the full-back’s deeper position to create the half-yard of touchline space that hadn’t been there in the previous sequence.
Received the return ball in that space.
Crossed first time — a low, driven delivery into the area.
Doyle’s header went wide of the far post.
Carter said nothing.
But Miller, standing to Carter’s left with his tablet, was writing.
Vale, resetting his position across the pitch, had watched the cross.
He said nothing either.
But he had noticed.
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Three days before the match, Sean stayed behind after the squad had cleared the pitch.
Not for long. Twenty minutes of crossing practice — the specific, repetitive work of delivering the ball from different positions and different body angles until the movement became completely automatic. Low balls. Cutbacks. Far-post crosses. The footwork adjustment that created the optimal body position for a first-time delivery from a moving start rather than a standing position.
He was gathering the balls from around the goal when one rolled toward him from the side.
Someone had kicked it.
Sean stopped it beneath his boot and looked up.
Vale stood ten yards away, still in his training kit, apparently in no particular hurry to leave.
Sean said nothing. Waited.
Vale walked closer, his hands at his sides, his expression carrying the specific, unreadable quality of a professional who had decided to have a conversation but had not yet decided exactly how.
"You always stay behind?"
"Sometimes."
Vale stopped at a comfortable distance — close enough to speak without raising his voice, far enough that the conversation remained between them rather than becoming something performed for any observers.
"Stop."
Sean looked at him.
Vale looked at the remaining balls scattered around the penalty area.
"If the staff tell you to recover, recover. If they give you a reduced load, take the reduced load." His voice carried no particular heat — just the direct, even tone of someone saying something they believed. "Young players think extra work is always good work. They stay behind, they do extra sessions, they run when everyone else is in the ice bath. Then their legs are dead on matchday and they wonder why their performance doesn’t match what they’ve been doing in training."
Sean waited a moment.
"You helping me?"
Vale gave a short, dry laugh.
"No."
"Sounds like it."
Vale looked at him for a moment — the longer look of someone reassessing something they thought they had already assessed.
Then something in his expression changed. Not softer, not warmer. More direct, in the specific way that honesty was more direct than performance.
"I don’t need you tired to beat you."
The words landed with complete clarity.
Sean understood them fully. This was not friendship — they were competing for the same position and both of them knew it. It was not hostility either — Vale wasn’t trying to undermine him. It was something more specific than either: professional pride in its purest form. Vale wanted the shirt. He wanted to keep the shirt because he was better than the alternative, not because the alternative had arrived on matchday with dead legs from unnecessary extra sessions.
If he was going to hold off a nineteen-year-old academy graduate for his starting position, he wanted to do it on merit.
Sean began gathering the balls, stacking them into the equipment bag methodically.
"Fair enough."
Vale turned to leave.
Then stopped.
He kept his back toward Sean, looking toward the far end of the pitch where the floodlights were beginning to come on against the early evening sky.
"Your cross against Riverside."
Sean looked up.
Vale remained facing away.
A pause that lasted long enough to be deliberate.
"Good decision."
Then he walked toward the tunnel.
Sean watched him go.
He stood alone on the pitch for a moment, the equipment bag in his hand, the floodlights warming above him, the training ground settling into its post-session quiet.
That was the most significant thing Vale could have said. Not a compliment about the quality of the delivery — about the decision. The same thing Carter had tested him on in the video room. The same thing Doyle had acknowledged in the tunnel after the match. The choice to see the better option rather than the more personally rewarding one.
Vale had watched the footage.
He had recognised the decision.
And he had chosen, in the specific way that professionals chose to acknowledge something they respected regardless of the competitive context, to say so.
Sean picked up the equipment bag.
Walked inside.
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Selection day arrived without ceremony.
No dramatic meeting called in advance. No private warning delivered to either player the evening before. No signal from the staff that Tuesday’s conversation in the video room was about to resolve itself in a specific direction.
The squad gathered in the tactical room at the usual time. Carter stood at the front. The next opponent’s formation appeared on the screen. Tactical notes were distributed. The room settled into the attentive quiet of professionals preparing for information they intended to use.
Then the starting eleven.
Names appeared in their positions, one by one, the screen building the team from goalkeeper outward in the way Carter’s team presentations always built — methodical, unhurried, each name appearing after a brief pause that carried its own particular weight.
Goalkeeper.
Defenders, one by one.
Midfield pairing.
Left wing.
Striker.
Sean’s heartbeat remained steady — the specific, controlled steadiness of someone who had prepared for a moment and was now inside it, neither forcing the calm nor performing it.
Then the final attacking position.
RIGHT WING —
A pause of perhaps one second. Perhaps less. Enough to exist as a pause rather than simply a gap between one name and the next.
*SEAN NELSON — #37*
The room did not react. Professional players did not gasp at team selections, did not produce the emotional responses that the same information would generate in any other context. They received it and moved forward.
But Sean felt the shift. Small. Real. Permanent in the specific way that first professional starts were permanent — an entry in a record that would exist regardless of everything that came after.
He looked at the screen.
His name remained there.
Starting.
Across the room, Vale sat completely still. His expression revealed nothing — the professional’s face, calibrated over years to contain whatever the moment contained.
Carter continued.
"Sean starts. Marcus, be ready. The match may need you."
Vale nodded once.
"Understood."
Carter moved directly into tactical instructions — formations, opponent tendencies, pressing triggers, the specific adjustments the week’s preparation had been building toward. Every second of the briefing was information Sean needed.
He forced himself to be entirely present for it.
Every instinct wanted to remain with the two words on the screen — with the specific, quiet enormity of *Sean Nelson* appearing in a professional starting eleven for the first time. But the match had already begun in Carter’s mind, and if Sean was going to justify the name on the screen, it needed to begin in his too.
He opened his notepad.
Started writing.
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After the meeting, players dispersed into the corridors and the preparation routines of the days preceding a match.
Sean remained seated for several seconds, working through the notes he had made during the tactical briefing, organising the information into the structure that allowed him to access it quickly under match conditions rather than having to reconstruct it from memory.
A shadow stopped beside him.
He looked up.
Vale stood there with his training bag over one shoulder. His expression was completely composed — the face of a professional who had received a piece of information he had been anticipating and had already processed its implications.
He looked at Sean directly.
"You earned one start."
Sean nodded.
"I know."
"Good."
Vale adjusted the strap of his bag — the small, practical movement of someone in the middle of a conversation they have decided to finish before walking away.
"Because if you think you’ve won my shirt, you’ll lose it."
Sean stood.
They were almost exactly the same height. For the first time in the weeks since their competition had been established, it existed openly between them — named, acknowledged, the professional reality of two players and one position spoken directly rather than communicated through sessions and duels and a corridor exchange about extra training.
Sean picked up his own bag.
"Then I’ll have to keep earning it."
Vale looked at him.
The slow smile that appeared was not friendly and not unfriendly. It was competitive in its purest form — the specific expression of someone who had just received the correct answer to a question they had needed to ask.
"Now you’re learning."
He walked away.
Sean stood there for a moment after he had gone, the tactical room empty around him, the starting eleven still displayed on the screen at the front.
Then the system appeared.
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FOOTBALL MONARCH SYSTEM
OBJECTIVE COMPLETE
THE KEEPER OF THE SHIRT
First Professional Start: EARNED
Reward Unlocked: Competitive Growth
New Principle Registered:
Winning a shirt is one battle.
Keeping it is a career.
---
Sean closed the interface.
On the screen at the front of the empty room, the starting eleven remained displayed. His name was still there — the same two words that had been there when Carter had presented the team, unchanged, waiting for the match that would determine whether they stayed there.
Yesterday, supporters had remembered it.
Now he had to make sure the manager kept writing it.
He picked up his notepad and walked out.
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END OF Chapter 127
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