For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

The parade is over and the cheerful music that was ringing until just now is gone, instead there is quiet music playing in the park.

That meant the end of this amusement park where you could taste your dreamy time.

In the meantime, Rin and I walked side by side, and our hands, which had been connected until just now, were already apart.

I open my hands, I close them, I open them, I close them, I relax.

And he touched his gothic hand so many times that he touched the dog's meatballs, sparing the feeling of his lonely hand.

Women's hands are soft......

That is the honest feeling.

Just think back about that now ——

The fact that 'I held hands with a woman' and the atmosphere on the spot... makes my face hot.

I'm sure your face must be red.

I take a deep breath trying to calm my mind.

Yes, I haven't been able to heal my chest highs since I held hands.

"What's wrong? Even if you get hurt..."

You must have felt uncomfortable with how I was, Rin pointed his worried gaze at me.

I immediately said, "I'm fine. Nothing," he shook his head sideways.

Rin tilted his neck and looked a little lonely.

"... so many people will be gone so lightly"

"Well, it's closing time. But since it's summer vacation, I think we have quite a few guests."

"Stayed...... did you have that option"

"No, no, because it's expensive money for high school students to stay, huh? It's best to keep that for the future, and enjoy it for the year to come."

"Really? I'm sure you'll enjoy your stay."

"Ha, you don't have to stretch out weird."

Enjoy it in detail and to the best of your ability.

That's easier than anything.

You don't have to.

"Nevertheless, you had fun today. You may be number one in your life."

"Isn't it too much to say number one in your life?

"That's not true, is it? Me, I've never been to these places before, but I'm sooo enjoying--"

Me and Rin's legs stop by looking at the people ahead.

What was in the direction of progress was a couple holding each other and mouthing each other enthusiastically.

No one touches and the flow of people is all that strange.

I sigh and look back to change my path.

You thought the same thing, Rin stared at me.

My face is bright red because I saw a couple flirting in front of me.

……………………

With subtle awkwardness and embarrassment, the two stare at each other silently.

Rin held my hand and kept the weight so that it could be brought to me.

Am I supposed to say something?

I don't know.

About myself and Rin......

At least, I know you don't hate me.

I'm not that stupid......

Just don't act unless you get certainty.

Because you shouldn't think of dearness as deep love......

But I get lost, I get dull.

The sensibility makes Rin's distance unknown.

Damn......, I can't organize my emotions.

My head is filled with doubt.

You're an idiot!

Think normally, I...

This is not fiction.

There is no dramatic development or future like drama.

So it's impossible for SSS group people to fall in love with the bottom line just in case.

I don't see any reason to think back......

Ning Lo, not at all.

This strange relationship is sudden.

I never talked to her before that day.

Yes... so 'Don't dream, me!

Don't forget... the scariest part is “mistakes”.

Leah, the mere fact that you've been near God is enough.

I just have to be satisfied with that......

If you are not satisfied......

I'd be happy if my current relationship lasted a little longer.

Just think about that.

But don't want any more.

I sigh and look up at the dark sky without a star.

And close your eyes a little, make an expression.

"Rin, let's not come back"

"Absolutely."

I frowned for a moment only, but immediately replied with a smile and a clear voice.

It stayed on my head like that smile was burned, and pierced my heart.

◇ ◇ ◇

On the train home, we have a casual conversation and send it to Rin's house.

From time to time, he turned his gaze to peek at my expression, so he tried to smile at Rin.

But every time I did it, it felt “painful."

I guess I cared about that and was a little confused because I was thinking about it.

I hadn't realized Rin was in front of me thinking I'd gone into the house until I could call him "Showa Kun".

"... duh, what's up... Rin?

All of a sudden, I feel like I'm in front of you.

Look at me like that with clear eyes.

Just not at all, my gaze is sharp...... and a little scary.

"After all, it's crazy..."

"... what?

"It's crazy, Showa can't believe you smiled..."

"Isn't that terrible?

They say it's funny to smile, and I laugh unintentionally.

Just tickled at the same time.

"It's not terrible. Showa-kun's smile is when you keep your distance like a part-time job..."

………………

The words didn't come out.

To what was said too accurately.

"I know about the look made. Besides, I know that Showa is heartless with a stick and honestly doesn't laugh."

"No... that's not true"

I can't find the words well.

None of the reasoning comes up.

"So I've made up my mind"

"Decided...?

"Yes, be prepared"

“Ready."

That said Rin took a deep breath.

"It must have been loose."

"Hand loose?"

"To be honest, I'm embarrassed...... Just being half-baked, I knew perfectly well that it wasn't enough to break the castle. So I'll be ready, too."

I don't know what you're talking about from earlier.

But I definitely have something to do with it.

Something was enough to make her ready.

But I don't know.

I don't know when, at what time, or what I decided to be ready for.

Rin takes his word for it so that he ignores me in confusion.

"So this is my declaration of war. I don't think Showa knows what you're talking about right now..."

"... sorry"

"It's okay. I will make you understand that no matter how distorted you are, you can only get to that answer."

She points her index finger at me and proclaims grandiously.

And I put those fingers on my lips and I said, "So please be prepared, okay? I said."

Warm winds rush through like changing the air between me and Rin.

It's a signal that tells the real beginning.

That's what I felt.