For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House
Lesson 48: For some reason, Leah, I can't sleep because of God.
The room is pretty dim with only one bean bulb light.
I guess I'm getting used to the dark, I see a rear charm sleeping in big letters in the middle of the room.
It won't disturb you, but I won't even let you back off to retreat because there's Mr. Vine sleeping beside you.
So because of that, Rin and I had to lie down at the edge of the room.
The condition of two people lying down is, to be honest, unwillful and not my will.
Of course, Kenichi is bad...
Well, I wasn't going to sleep until morning, and I was going to offer Rin a place to sleep and sit in the hallway or in the bathroom to reveal the night.
but they stubbornly refused it.
"Not sleeping is bad for your health, so no," in the form of a half push off......
The distance is close, and the heat is transmitted immediately due to the synergy.
In addition, the season is summer.
So hot and I can't wait.
Well, I can't help complaining.
At the time of the four of us staying in a small house, it was a possible story.
"Wow," I heard an adorable stretch from the rear god beside me.
"Why don't you go to bed now?
"No, I'm fine. I do want to sleep, but because of this, I want to talk to you."
"Oh well."
Lovely stretch you can hear again.
I wish I didn't have to do that much, but if I were in high school, I would normally get tense and say, 'Because I'll never sleep until morning!' Or maybe I will.
It would be the same phenomenon if I didn't sleep at night on a school trip.
If I were you, I'd sleep at my leisure.
... unless it's in the way it is now.
"You fell asleep, Haru and Kato."
"Right. But I said, 'Come on! Let's talk all the way to the morning ~!!' Isn't it too betty for a guy who was breathing to sleep?
Kenichi said after that, "I'm charging you to talk!" Or so I fell asleep as it were.
"Pfft. That's true."
"Become..."
……………………
The topic is interrupted and the room is surrounded by silence.
"Hey Rin," "Showa..."
I guess we couldn't stand each other's silence.
It will speak out at the same time, and I will shut up again.
"Uh... Showa, go ahead"
"No, I really didn't care, just tell me from that side"
"Really? Now let me sweeten your words..."
"Come on," Rin turned to me as she twisted her body and slept.
So close that the distance between the face and the face is likely to notice a fine change in expression.
If it was bright, they would have probably seen the side that would be blushing.
But I have trouble getting eyes on boulders.
I can't stare at each other even in the dark.
I move to turn away, but Rin can stop it and force me to look him in the eye.
"When we talk, let's look into our eyes and talk."
"You're too close... I'm nervous..."
"This is also part of making Showa-kun a legitimate person."
"Uh, there you are. It is..."
"So let's not turn away and have a conversation"
"... Okay, I get it"
I look Rin in the eye even though I'm a little suspicious.
Rin watched closely.
No particular tense appearance, the boulder is the rear god.
"All right...... Let's continue the conversation."
"Right. So first of all, what is Showa Kun, so dull?
"I don't know!
The voice grows louder because of the reflexive return, Rin puts his finger on his mouth and does it sheepishly.
"I'm sorry... I don't know. That was..."
"Really...... So, what do you think of love?
"That's a vague question."
"Try to answer"
I'll just take a moment and breathe.
And I just replied, "It's a hassle, that's all".
If Kenichi here says, "That's not true! Because it's great!!" Or so it seems, and Leah God must be ——
"I thought so, too."
I'm stuck with words for unexpected responses.
With me like that, I said to my back, "Ha-ha-ha. Was that a surprise?" Rin laughed like a child who had succeeded in the prank.
"Oh, I thought the Leas were romantic supremacy."
"That's not true, is it? Until recently, I wasn't interested in anything called love. I was wondering why you're trying so hard to be“ troublesome and unproductive "just like Showa."
"You were surprisingly cold."
"Right. I may not be qualified to talk about romance because I've never dated anyone, but I've still been told..."
I've only seen the confession scene to Rin once.
Exactly, it was a second kill... I see there was something else besides that.
"That was tough."
"Yeah, right. Some people were persistent... but now some of them know just a little bit what it feels like"
"Yeah? You mean you changed your mind because you said" I thought ”earlier?
"Yes.“ I'm obsessed with one person. I've learned how wonderful it is. "
Smiling She's been holding my hand.
Is the hand sweat okay? And I try to distract you by trying to worry about all the weird things... but it doesn't work.
"I didn't know I had this kind of emotion. bitter, bitter, but that there is something warm and radiant..."
"Oh well... I think I'm just a pain in the ass, you know, in love."
"Maybe that's true. But it's fun inside to imagine the happiness you might visit even in pain, isn't it?
"You're delusional."
"Right. But no one knows if it will end with paranoia. Because delusions may turn into reality."
"... maybe that's what happens"
If you keep chasing me one day, I might be rewarded.
I don't want to think about who that is...
"Besides, I talked to Showa and found out one thing."
"What did you find out?
"Yes. Showa, do you know what it is?
Was there anything we could figure out in our current interactions?
I try to remember what I said and sort my head out a little bit.
It bothers my head, but I don't come to a conclusion.
"Hmm," he just roars.
"The answer is simple"
"Yeah?"
"That means Showa is not as blunt as she thought."
Hilarious as the words put ice on his chest.
But only calmly and calmly,
"As I said earlier, I'm not sure. Blunt is only someone else's assessment, and you can't judge for yourself."
and spoke pale.
"Showa just said, right? I called it just painful about love. It's a feeling that people who don't know" love ”don't know."
"... yes, maybe"
"... will you talk to me?
"I don't have anything. Now, ever, and ever..."
"Really..." he murmured lonely at me, cloudily, never asking me any more.
Silence came again, and Rin leaned over as if it had been about ten minutes since then to tangle in my arms.
"One day... Showa kun... is... scared... without..."
But I didn't say it until the end, and instead, I started to get some sleep and sleep.
It's about Rin, who always has a regular life, I'm sure it was the limit of his sleepiness.
And I was horrified that you slept with me.
"Weird, you're out of gas."
I smiled bitterly and hung the towel kettle at her feet.
"Thank you, Showa..."
Is that a bedtime speech, I thought I said that slightly.
But you're in trouble......
I can't leave if I want to.
Rin sticks to my arm like a pillow.
He was like a child sleeping sweetly to his parents, and this obscenity seemed adorable.
It's just that I have so much trouble not getting my thoughts wrapped up well because it conveys a soft feeling I've never tasted in my arms...
"Damn... seriously, you're too defenseless"
Sigh that leaks naturally.
I don't like it when people do this, but I'm aware of it.
I look up to heaven and see the light bulbs glow lightly.
Please...
Don't make me expect anything weird......
I was confused by the organization of this inexorable emotion and ended up unable to sleep.