For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

Episode 75: For some reason, I can't finish my life with Leah God ⑤

"Speaking of taking care of you... I was wondering one thing: Showa and Kato have been dating for a long time?

"Yeah? What's up, all of a sudden?

"I used to bring cleaning tools when I saw you at home, because it seemed like you had taken me to Showa's house many times"

"Uh, I see... You know what?"

Indeed, Kenichi used to take out and clean the garbage until before Rin arrived, once in a while.

Others give me the rice balls from the convenience store......

But this...

"Why don't you just take care of Kenichi?

"Sure, you're right about that..."

"Right?"

I sip my tea and look at Rin, who doesn't fall for anything.

"But when you're talking to Showa, it sounds fun, doesn't it?

"Uh-huh. It's a long period of facial acquaintance, so I'll tell you quite a bit. I haven't talked since last year."

"When I say last year, it's junior high...? Was there any trigger?

"No, you don't think of me..."

Kenichi is the central figure in the bustling rear charging.

For an analogy, it would be something like the man version of Leah God.

The drawback is not like a drawback.

Take good care of yourself, and anyone can treat you separately... that's who you are.

Well, maybe that's why you're treating guys like me normally.

I'm floating in my class. I can't leave you alone.

I don't even know why this is happening.

... even if I think about it, I can't help it because I don't remember.

"... right. What about Rin?

"What do you say?

She tilted her little neck adorably and looked up at my face.

"I know you talk to a lot of guys at school. Fuji-san's the best friend, isn't he? I was wondering if we were dating someday."

"Right. Kim Soong and I are very familiar, so we were together when we got to the point, right?

"Heh. That's my first ear."

"Because parents are close to each other. Sometimes I travel with my family."

"So Fuji-san is the best friend for Rin."

As soon as she uttered the word "good best friend," Rin looked up.

I lean my neck and stare straight at Rin's face.

"Did I say something weird...?

"No, I just had a thought..."

"Is that to a place called Best Friend?

"Yes. A person who can be described as a best friend is someone who at some point is there who says, 'We're friends, right?' I don't think you need to check. However, if you dare to put it into words, you can say" best friend. "

"Um, aren't you usually allowed to say friends or best friends?

"Right...... I don't think it's ever a bad thing to say that. It's just that when I say“ friend ”or“ best friend, "it kind of just seems like a thin upper relationship... I honestly don't like it."

"Just the top side..."

"Yes. I don't see this kind of relationship as a form, so I“ feel "it more than words. I mean, I think it's closer to something sensible"

"I see."

"That's why I'm anxious because I can't... because I can't see it, because I don't know, and because I want to share and dissolve that anxiety: 'We're friends, right?' Maybe there will be an act of confirmation."

"... you know that very well... really"

Is there anyone in my life that I can confidently say "friend” to?

My answer is no.

Originally, I don't have a lot of people to talk to... but when people ask me if I can say "friend” as I have... naturally, I can't.

I don't know how they feel.

There's no way I know what to think.

There is no evidence anywhere that what you put into words and said “friend” is true.

Words are nothing but rhetoric.

"This is only my idea. In fact, a lot of things you don't know unless you ask...... However, the grid of" I'm afraid to ask "and" I'm afraid not to ask "always sticks together."

Rin, who said so, smiled like nothing.

But that also looked like a lonely look somewhere, and I felt like the color of my eyes was shaking.

I want to know.

But I'm afraid to know.

If I find out...... the result is not necessarily too good.

—— So I'm just scared.

I'm sure Rin has something to think about.

So maybe he hasn't made out his expression perfectly.

Rin takes a few small, deep breaths and switches his expression.

And when he looked at me, he grinned.

"So it's good to have a relationship between Showa and Kato."

"Oh?"

"From me, a relationship like Showa and Kato looks like a" good friendship ”. We don't have to tell each other. I think we're getting along."

"Is that what this is about? From me, it feels like a relationship where people just think about it on the brink of corruption and they always do it like it's good."

"Pfft. You do have that aspect. But I don't hesitate to call it a casual relationship."

"Well, that depends on how you perceive it."

I didn't know, does that look like it to some people?

You never really thought about it ~.

"I think that the relationship between Showa and Kato is somewhat like the relationship between me and Kim Soon."

"Similar...? Hmm. Well, I do know that Mr. Vine doesn't hesitate to cut in with Zuba. I mean, is that what you mean?

"Yes, that's the thing. I can be seen perfectly for better or worse..."

'They'll see it perfectly' That's all I hear usually sounds disgusting, but in Rin's case, I'm convinced 'right'.

In fact, the specs are high enough to be completely undeleted.

I guess that's why no one can point that out to Rin.

But that's just perfection on the surface.

Actually ——

"For better or worse. From me, there are a lot of places that are unexpectedly missing."

"Pfft. Qin Yan often tells me too."

"I guess."

"But it's about Showa and Kim Soon who point that out. scolding me and telling me all sorts of things..."

That said, she blushed a little and smiled so that she could illuminate.

"That's why I'm happy. Someone who says no and looks at me the way I am."

Being that accepts me.

A being who sees it as it is.

A being that sees the truth, not the “void”.

Surely that would be a pleasure.

Because it's very easy not to have to fix it.

"Well, don't hesitate to tell me if anything happens in the future."

"Pfft. Please."

Look at her smiling joyfully, I smile small.

Without being annoyed by the allegations, I'll be honest with you that I can't do what I can't.

Ningro even said, "I want you to tell me if anything happens."

Rin may seem like an attractive being because he's a person who can do that.

A chunk of upliftment...... awesome.

I'm in trouble, really...

There's nothing you can hate...