For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

"So when did you end up here?

"You came here before in kindergarten. My first yukata for my first festival...... I remember it well because I was haunted anyway"

"Kindergarten..."

What came to my mind was a picture I took of Rin as a child that Lisa showed me before......

If that super cute kid was wearing a yukata and hazy...... I would have caught your eye ~.

What I saw was a graduation photo...

Even modestly, it felt like "God."

Yukata from that era...... Shit, I want to see it so bad.

But hey, maybe even if I asked Rin to show it to me...

I was shy before.

If I get a chance to see Lisa, why don't I ask her?

I'm afraid they're going to say “exchange terms” or something...

"What's wrong, Showa?

"No... nothing. I need to think about something."

"Thinking......?

"Oh, it's important."

Rin looks me in the eye.

And lay down your eyes,

"Was I? In the meantime, I'll tell your mother not to show you the pictures next time."

and said so in a flat tone with no discouragement.

Damn......, you esper......

Why are they reading this...

"... Apparently, you're a graphic star. Is photography that much you want to see?

"Ha... Well, you mean you care. It feels the same as watching a dog or other small animal to soothe..."

"Soothing......?

"... look, it's soothing to see you're cute, right? I don't hate that kind of thing."

Watching animal videos heals me.

I'm not tired of watching you, and you can just bluff and watch.

Until now, I've seen quite a bit after part-time or something... is that it?

Speaking of which, it's like watching these days...

"... cute. Oh, but with animals...... mmm. But I'm sure he told me he was cute... I don't hate it... he said he likes to go away... ehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

It's funny how the expression changes when I say it's a bump.

I don't know...... that's kinda funny.

You can't see it at school first.

Rin nods small after showing a slightly troubled bare gesture.

"... the photo means we need to consider it"

"Well, if you don't like it, okay? I can see why you can't."

"It's just embarrassing, rather than disgusting..."

I'm usually not shy and often don't care...... do you only care about pictures of my childhood......

Yeah.

I'm not sure about the criteria.

Ma... In the meantime, it's bad to force you, so let's get this over with.

"Yes Rin, back to the festival earlier. Rin means this is the second festival, right? What exactly am I supposed to enjoy about a festival? I've never been to a festival with anyone, so I don't know."

"Right...... I can't go into the details because this is my second time either, but is it fireworks that will be done looking around the stall or later to tighten up"

"Ooh ho...... So it feels like you even asked for it when you came before?

"Right...... I looked around the street and ate cotton candy and apple candy... and did some other bonsai. By the way, Harp Sounds is with you."

"Heh. Was Fuji-san with you? Hmm... so you just seemed to miss the past because you were rusty or far-eyed?

"Some of that, but I remember crying at the festival..."

"Um, is that getting lost or something?

"No... that, goldfish sucks"

Goldfish suck?

I lean my neck.

Goldfish suck...... I've never done it, but I have the image that I'm making rough money on gold fish with a purchase value of tens of yen for about 300 yen......

You don't feel caught with that tool called "Poi," do you?

"That sounds surprisingly difficult, goldfish. If you're a kid, you're gonna suck at it."

"It is. No matter how many times you try, you'll get away with it sully, and I got one goldfish as an omelet... That kind of made me feel sexually sorry for my childhood..."

"So I cried."

"Yes...... To the kindness of the store people: 'I don't want it!' I regret that I said it. I wish I had taken it honestly..."

"It's childhood, isn't it?

"Right...... I just went home afterwards and... that's exactly what I went to the festival for. So you remember sad memories more vividly than fun memories..."

Rin is smiling, but his eyes seem somewhere pitiful.

What I read is when I was a child.

The child is selfish, tearful, and immediately willing.

That's something I honestly can't help but understand, and people around me will understand.

So I guess Rin didn't usually care either.

However, if I came to a place where I remember, I would remember it undeniably.

Only what impressed me at the time brings me back to life like I breathed back.

—— That it was fun.

—— That it was sad.

—— feelings of regret.

... There's nothing I can do about the past.

But I remember it and I think about it.

Besides, if that's the only festival...

If it is--

"Well, now we have to have a good time. So much so that I can paint my previous memory..."

I was unconsciously reaching for her head.

I gently stroke Rin's head.

With his head stroked, Rin narrowed her eyes to make her feel good.

But I regretted it in seconds...

'Why am I doing this...'.

This should not be done by the shaders in the class.

Because this behavior is only permissible for handsome people...

"Bad..."

He hastily took his hands off his head —— grabbed his arm before he did, and Rin has tilted his head to urge him to stroke more.

"Please don't stop, Showa.... that, just a little more. Because of this..."

I can't look straight at her squirming with sweet eyes, and I turn away.

"Ooh..."

"Thank you......"

I kept stroking Rin until I was ready so I wouldn't look at him.