For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

"Can I talk to you for a second?

Rin, who said so, grins at the view of the sea.

The wind blowing from the sea is rocking her beautiful blonde hair.

When the wind blows, it is the hair that is disturbed, but in Rin's case, the hair that moves with the sarcasm is just so that it fits the flow of the wind.

Ning Ro, it also makes me look more responsible for highlighting her beauty than disturbing her.

Is this the rear god spec......

I'm going to forget when I'm nearby, but that's who Rin is.

The way God loves you, the way you symbolize it......

I take that for granted.

You've paralyzed your senses for a long time...

Rin noticed me immersed in sentiment again and I coughed up “Cohon”.

"Don't look at me..."

"I can't do that."

"Are you kidding me...?

I sigh, picking up the shellfish that was falling and throwing it into the sea.

There was no way Po's sound disappeared, he just disappeared into the dark sea.

Rin slowly opens his mouth to see how it goes.

"The ocean at night is nice, isn't it? It's dark, but sometimes the water shines..."

"Hey Rin. Why did you suddenly want to go to the ocean?

Rin laughs lonely at my simple question.

I looked up at the sky as I put my arms behind my back.

"'Cause it's the end of summer, isn't it? If you don't go here, you'll regret it."

"I went to the pool, but I didn't go to the sea."

"Showa didn't like you."

Slightly, I apologize for the prickly words, "I'm sorry."

Rin wasn't angry either, he just laughed all the time.

"By the way, I made it a night with not many people for Showa"

"Ha, thanks for your concern"

That's not the only reason.

I figured that out too.

Usually, he talks flat and without discouragement.

But... my voice looked kind of trembling today.

It also seems like a breeze that is soothing the place and watching when to tell the story.

So ——

"So what's the story? You didn't want to talk about the ocean, did you?

I threw words at Rin who seemed to want to talk.

I know what the story is about, I'm not a bad person if I'm not so blunt.

If there's anything about that day in the boulder, I don't like it, but I get it.

Well... it's true that I was trying not to think about it...

"Right......" Rin muttered, exhaling small.

And he's gonna look at me with a sharp eye.

I'll attack you from here, the kind of gaze you're saying.

I held my fist so hard that I didn't look like Ra Rin.

"Recently, I felt kind of distant, so I thought I'd go for a bash shot"

"Take one shot bash...... Then you could have been at home, right?

"I think we need an atmosphere. I feel more daunted outside than in a resting place called home. And even if it gets a little emotional, the sound of the waves is going to scratch off..."

"Emotional, you don't look like a very boring word to Rin"

"Pfft. That's not surprising, is it?

"Oh well... that's surprising"

I've hardly ever seen Rin's emotional exfoliation scene.

Even if I give it to you, is it about the summer festival day, the day you got angry about keeping your distance......

"There are other reasons why I chose this ocean."

"Yeah? Anything else...?

"Yes, because for someone like Showa, who hides everything, tries to hide it, tries to escape, there better be no escape"

"I'm a schemer...... Surely there is no escape here..."

Wide sandy beach.

Few people are walking either.

I can't run and run.

I also need to use the train to get home.

Whatever you think, the situation is packed.

You can say that.

Rin said, "I wanted you to listen to me properly... to this form...... excuse me," he lowered his head with a pepper.

"But if you don't, Showa was running away cloudy, right?

"Ha... really. As always, I'm too conjectured..."

"Pfft. Because that's the stunt. Therefore, what Showa is thinking is not clear."

"No, no, that's not..."

"By the way, now you're thinking 'Cutting back to what's going to happen after this,' right?

"Come on, what are you talking about?

"I think everyone knows how to deceive like right now, right? There are a lot of strange ways to think about it, and I suck at lying."

Rin, who will stare at my face, is close.

As soon as I move my head, I'm about to bump into it.

I sigh and drop my shoulders.

"Damn, okay. I thought about it."

"I didn't say it was bad. Showa-kun was lovely to watch."

"Rin, it's forbidden for a man to be“ cute, "right? I'm not happy to hear you say it."

"But Showa-kun is either a child's face, right? I think it's kind of cute."

"Ugh... where I care..."

I know.

I'm not tall like Kenichi, and I'm proud to say that my face is somewhat young.

But the damage is far different from what the other person points out when you understand yourself.

Rin's words saying that while Nico, by the way, are such a clean hit that they leave an indelible wound in my heart.

"Ha..."

"That was such a shock!?

Rin, who saw me dripping, grabbed my shoulder in a panic and swayed it loosely.

"Showa kun! Don't be depressed!!

"No, you're usually dented..."

"You don't have to do that! Personally, I'm an ant at all!

"Really?

"Yes! Ning Ro, because I'm a cuter looking pie person than cool!! Think of it that way, Showa is in the middle of the strike zone. Hey! In short, I like it."

If it had been before, there would have been a flow of blushing after these suicide bombings... but I can't see that at all.

He seems confident to say so.

I am somewhat excited about the evidence......

I'm in trouble......

If you can come here in a straight ball like this, you can't bend it...

—— Pretending to be favored and unaware is easy.

'Hmm? Did I say something?' You can be ashamed of what you said, and take away your temper to say it again.

I can't help being cursed... but bluntness is easy.

If I'm blunt, I can pretend I didn't notice.

That way, you won't have to get hurt when nothing's gone.

If nothing happens, nothing happens.

Because that is the world and the truth......

But in the end —— a cunning idea I don't want to hurt myself...... a shitty idea.

I squatted over the sandy beach and exhaled.

"Rin doesn't want to wrap it in an oblate anymore..."

"There isn't. Now I know it's number one."

"Oh well... they did it. Really..."

Even before this, using the pretext of a cold, we could have done what we talked about, what we heard, and made it Ariel free.

If I tell you something appropriate like 'my consciousness was hazy' and I don't tell you what I said. If it's a barren watering theory......

It's a forceful hand, but I can do that day without...

"Okay, say that..."

"Why not?

"You'll regret making irrevocable choices..."

I don't regret it.

"No...... People's feelings really change corny...... When we leave ourselves to our emotions, we only regret it."

"Perhaps so. I don't deny that either."

I tilt my neck and look at Rin's face.

I knew it, I thought you were going to say "That's not happening" from the front...

I was confused by Rin, who didn't even deny it, and the next word I would throw disappeared like a bubble and stopped answering.

"You look strange, don't you?

"As, well. too unexpected…"

"Because emotions change. Because that's normal. When I was a kid, the same thing that moves away from what I liked and interested in something new… that's feelings and emotions"

"Right..."

♪ And my feelings might change ♪

I feel like I've been told that, and my chest hurts like I've been eagled through my heart.

—— I want to get away from this feeling.

But the soft, gentle smell envelops me before my body moves.

Rin, who held me from the front, caressed my head gently.

"So I've changed because of you"

"I didn't do anything..."

"That's not true. For Showa,“ nothing ”is different for me."

"Oh well..."

Love feelings are so sick.

Mental illness.

So sooner or later, it disappears, and it's gone.

When it is completely healed, it is said to spit on the disease.

It's easy to take, and then it's troublesome... a troublesome disease that erodes your body once it's taken.

I am the child of that parent.

He's a child of a parent who can't help but say he's a pornographic maniac.

So it comes off even once, and I'm just like the person I've resented...... I'm afraid.

I am not.

That can't happen.

I want to think so.

But there is no such thing as 100% in the world.

Because I kicked something out and my sleeping instincts and instincts might make me look......

—— No, it's not.

I just don't have the guts.

Arrange good excuses for your body...... I just hate to get hurt.

I know that.

I know it myself.

But... I really can't take a step.

Pity, myself......

"People can't change quickly. But you can change... just like I was."

My chest echoes Rin's words as if he understood everything about my mood.

"Showa kun, whom I know, is clumsy, punchy stick, sarcastic all the time, and will be right backwards. You might say Negative of Negative."

... you're not complimenting me on that.

I feel salted on my wound, but seeing Rin's expression, the emotion immediately pulled me in.

Look at that look that looks serious and tender everywhere......

"But the truth is, be gentler than anyone else. He's a hard-worker... and he's more lonely than anyone."

…………

"So I'm not leaving, am I? Besides, you know what? I'm a pretty patient person. So even at the start of the new semester, I will go to Showa's house."

"That's Rin--"

"As I said before, I don't know what anyone else's opinion is. If Showa-kun refuses to do everything in his power, gets sick of it from the bottom of his mind, and can beat me to the point where it can't be resumed, maybe he can pull me apart."

"... you can't do that"

If I could do such a ruthless thing, I would already be.

But I can't do that.

There's no way I can.

If I had been able to do that, I would have refused early, severed my relationship, and put myself in every day of solitude.

But Rin would never let me do that.

"I also told him on festival day, but I'm not lying about this feeling. Even if they don't understand, I'm sure I'll make them understand. If you don't want to admit it, I'll try until I do. I will not escape no matter what!

"You're strong, really Rin..."

"Naturally. Because a maiden in love is the most powerful!

Rin proclaims forcefully.

I honestly thought it was cool.

Such an honest and cool way to live...... I want to.

Yes, I thought so.

If I move my head a little, I feel my palpitations become more intense at a distance where my mouth and mouth are likely to touch each other.

Rin seemed to lay her lips on top of the momentum, but she stepped away from me and gently put her hands on my chest and smiled.