For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

"I just... I'm sorry. The... a lot."

"... No, I'm sorry"

………………

We both sit in the front seat and face each other.

Rin's face is still red, for the reason that this redness is a bath lifting, no matter what you think. Yes.

It would be due to shame.

In the meantime, say what I want to say...

It's so awkward!!

Indeed, Rin's underwear has always been in sight.

If we live together, it can happen by accident.

But that's why I never took it seriously, and the woman's underwear was so thin... I didn't know it was something that stirred my desire...

Uh, I get mocked just thinking about it.

Even though patience continues to reach a critical point... this is very bad for the heart.

Because of that, I can't look directly at Rin in his sleeping roll.

What happened just now is going to regenerate in your brain, and it's going to be an evil push for what you shouldn't think.

Anyway.

Take a deep breath to calm down.

Shh, shh, ha.

Shh, shh, ha.

Is this rhythm okay...?

Drink some tea later......

Rin poked me in the shoulder with a cute swell on my cheek when I was thinking about it.

"... Showa kun. I'm not wearing it."

"... blah!?

Suddenly I squirt tea in the middle of a drink. Rin, who saw how it was, said alas and wiped the table.

Why are you calm before then?

Have you lost your sense of crisis because of being with me...?

Then... here's a word, I have to say.

"Rin, can I have one?

"Yep. What's the matter, sir?

"Let's wear underwear..."

The voice "Ah......" leaks out of Rin's mouth.

You noticed the seriousness of things, and gradually your face began to stain bright red, even your ears.

"Chi, you're not! Because I'm just not wearing an earlier one and I'm wearing something else!!

"... you know what,"

"Hey, what is it! Those eyes!? You suspect that, don't you? You suspect I'm dodging and making fun of you!? If so, will you confirm! Whether I'm wearing it or not!!

"Oh, hey Rin. Let's just calm down. I don't know how much emotion you have..."

Rin's face turns even more red and slaps my chest in a poke.

Of course, it doesn't hurt at all...

Rin usually runs wild once he decides to destroy just because he has a lot of control.

Like dam water overflows and torrents without a stop......

This is how it went just now on the evidence.

... equivalent, you're hoarding it.

Sometimes I wonder how it is.

I'm a serious, honorable student, tougher on myself than anyone else, and then I'm nice and...

Attitude that always tries to answer ambient expectations.

Called Leah God, he is worshipped as the culmination of Leah's filling, and he is special.

If you don't have one, it's up to you.

I'm really just a hard-working, normal girl......

They don't notice me around.

Maybe that's with me.

"Let's just calm down for once."

Rin's head slapping his chest the same way, I pound lightly.

Rin then gradually stopped moving and began to keep his weight.

"Rin, I was wondering..."

"... what is it?

I miss it.

An emotionally invisible voice without discouragement.

But now I know that's the voice that put up with something.

Because we spent about that time together.

"... you just did that on purpose, didn't you? That my underwear was sticking out? Well, in the end, it doesn't seem like it's a lie that embarrassment won."

…………

"It was weird to decide how to be prepared to be strong..."

…………

Shut up and lean over Rin.

The silence seemed to affirm my story.

Try to be prepared and accept people.

It's more about being prepared than it is about liking and dating.

I guess that's why you targeted a little happening, thinking it was awkward.

But in fact, when it comes to that scene, it is also Rin's cuteness to show upset.

Well, everything in this one doesn't look like an act.

This is an unprepared thought...... or it seems like a lot of unexpected has happened.

As I toured my thoughts, Rin laughed thinly watching how it was, exhaling small with the look of giving up.

"... when Showa finds out, at the same time as remorse... I'm kind of glad."

"We spent a few months together, even idiots can tell"

"Pfft. Still glad...... After all, it's important to be brave."

"Good," he mutters, smiling happily at me.

And Rin rubbed his face with my chest, spinning his arms around his back.

That tickles, smells good...

Driven by the urge to cuddle extra hard.

But I'm just gonna be nice the same...

Rin then slowly opened his mouth,

"Can we just talk a little bit about me...?

And I said that to whisper in my ear.

I'll give it back to you shorter.

"'Have a broad horizon. Why don't you just find one of your favorite people? My father used to say that when he was in middle school."

And I started talking to squeeze my voice out.

My shoulders are slightly trembling and holding me back from crying.

I could feel that.

"I respect your father. You can do anything, you're kind, you're admired all around you, and you're always right..."

"You're such a great father."

"And my daughter is an idiot... When it comes to me, I can't see around me..."

"As far as I can tell, that sounds like it"

"But he's a great father."

Rin speaking in a gentle tone.

It was clear from the way it looked that there were no lies or falsifications.

"It seems like a hard job, but I also look blessed and enjoyed my friends and men. I'm honest with myself and I'm sure I can get jealous of you, but I still have a lot of friends who can talk about anything...... I'm jealous"

It's amazing that you can make friends wherever you go.

And when I heard a grunt similar to that groan, my chest was tightened.

I've talked about Rin before, friends and friends.

"It's good to have a relationship between Showa and Kato," she said at that time, "because I, for better or worse, will be seen perfectly..."

Fuji-san and I have been dating since we were mindful.

So, in all the life she's been living, was there anyone besides Fuji-san she could feel free to be with?

The answer is no.

No matter how much you are surrounded by people or how much you are responsible for them, the only emotions there are envy, jealousy, as if directed against the shapes.

Talk to Rin, understand what she's like, and there's no one to support her.

Don't push and admire her ideals and listen to her true shouts, joys, and emotions.

I've never seen Rin in school behave like that before me, Kenichi, or Fuji-san.

I've never even heard Rin tell his story.

The gaze we all turn to is awesome, cute, beautiful, God...... that's just it.

It looked like she had everything, and she didn't have what she wanted.

There may be gender differences, but I guess I can compare myself to a father who can do anything in the same way.

I feel such loneliness from Rin.

"I started working hard on studying, exercising, and other aspects because I wanted such a father to praise me, to acknowledge me, to be the same... and that was the starting point"

"Great, Rin."

"No...... I wanted to live up to my expectations, and I wanted you to tell me you were my proud daughter, and I just worked hard. Of course, you compliment me, and I never stayed emotional saying no things that didn't work. To be properly convinced, be courageous... even selfish and listen to casual stories... really, isn't it amazing?"

"Oh......"

I respond briefly.

Rin's tremor grew louder and he began to breathe with his shoulders one by one.

"So I wanted you to listen to me again this time. The first emotion I ever had, the connection I finally made... I just wanted your father to hear it..."

Tingling and tears fall from Rin's eyes.

A father I trusted and trusted.

It was a shock if such a father did not listen to him as he did around him and took an attitude that pushed his ideals, and that came from Rin.

Because the few people who could talk casually slipped through holes in their hearts...

"If you deny it, if you can't as usual, make it clear why you can't... But oh, my father doesn't listen to people. Because I think my path is absolutely right. When you're mean, you'll push through."

"Oh well..."

"So just now... I think you should be in a situation where your father has to give up..."

"Yeah?"

"What's the matter, fait accompli..."

A series of inconsistent actions, was this the reason?

I have to admit the ingredients for listening without telling my parents... No, Rin acted bewildered in an attempt to create a situation where I had to give up.

But that's too short-circuited.

For Rin, it would be an act lacking reason.

But that's all that mattered to her in shock.

But...

"Oh and more."

"Ouch!?

I decopin Rin's forehead.

Rin's eyes began to tear and look at me when her beautiful white skin stained thin and red, and suddenly she was surprised.

He blinked his big eyes and said, "Why?"

I sigh and look Rin straight in the eye.

"First, take care of yourself a little more. Rin's feelings are delightful... I can't help myself right now."

"But..."

"But not! Let me tell you something, I don't want to do that kind of business with men and women. Temporary emotions? uplifting? So it's wrong to bother around and shake your whole life on a stick"

"It's not when emotions... But I can't admit it without doing this... My current relationship... my life... could be over."

"Rin's feelings are indeed straightforward and honest and dazzling to watch. But act for yourself only... as a result, you get involved and you get unhappy, and you end up unhappy too... you're just vain"

"Oh no..."

Rin stares at me with a face full of despair.

But I can't easily tolerate that behavior.

Because I'm looking at the consequences of falling...

That's why I know all about the fear of emotions, the vain, the enormous impact they have around me...

That's why it's dangerous to just move with emotional feelings.

But still... I know reason won't do anything about it.

So ——

"If Rin still wants to pierce and continue her current life —— I'll go talk with her. Even if they never admit it, I'll hang out with them until they break."

There's only so much I can do.

I might be beaten up as the man who molested my daughter.

Naturally, be prepared. If you can do something for Rin, let's take it spoilt.

Rin will look at me upwards, like a sucker... such eyes.

"... okay?

"I can't keep my head down, and I don't have my pride."

"But... something dangerous..."

"If they're gonna beat me up, they're gonna beat me up as much as they want, and still, if they're gonna take care of the house... I'll have to think about it again."

"I was playing martial arts..."

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I flaunt my shoulders and smile at Rin.

"Nothing. I was kicked out..., even if I was accounted for..."

"You're in trouble, if they do... I don't know what we made in high school. Life can't be honest. It's still reckless to spend the rest of your life."

"... you're willing to be with us, aren't you?

"It is.................. Well, it's my responsibility too..."

If you trace it back, Rin has definitely changed since you met me.

I don't know if that's a good change.

Because that's up to you to decide for yourself and by your own measure.

But if it affected you...... if you think about what you're always looking after, I can't just not move.

"Showa won't tell you to make up."

"Well. But I think we should talk."

"But..."

"What's useless because you won't listen to me?

"... Yes"

I'm going to show you how soggy and depressed I am.

I guess you think so because you're looking at your regular parents.

Later...... I may not want to talk emotionally right now.

Because even from Rin's expression, his complex mood can be perceived...

"Well, indeed, Rin's father, he may have said it. I think that's something the father should apologize for. But Rin, you're not running away from being in a discussing environment."

"Yes......"

"That Rin. Rin is the one who decided," Father is like this "? Don't listen to me."

"--Eh."

"No matter how perfect people look, what they're saying is people. There may be a lot we can do, but we don't take off the realm of people. People are emotional creatures. Even if you understand with your head, it's the emotions that make it difficult to control things that don't work. Emotions are not rational...... Especially when it's for my pretty daughter."

Explaining reason is easy.

I can actually show and explain events and phenomena in the world.

But I can't be emotional.

You never know what you really think or what you said is true, except in person.

There's no reason there, you won't see me messing with your brain.

There are limits to how patient people are.

There are limits.

Like Rin this time.

As my father became emotional.

Even to a patient person, if there's something you can't give away, it's easily beyond tolerance.

And the more people I've endured for years, the bigger a single explosion.

But that's human.

But there's a certain warmth in the explosion of emotions, and it can trigger anything close to you for the first time.

I used to say it would rain and harden the ground, really.

I put my hand on Rin's head and stroke him gently.

Rin, reacting to it, narrowed her eyes with joy as she showed tears.

"Ning Ro, it's good to see your emotional father."

"... why not?

"Because you do. Not work or obligatory stuff... I knew you were watching Rin in your emotions."

………………

I spoke slowly, and Rin listened, sneering, word for word.

And he looks like he's laying his eyes down and quietly circling his thoughts.

"Hey, Rin."

"... what is it"

I wait for Rin to see this one and keep talking when Rin and I meet each other.

"You can always be straight with me. Try hitting your parents straight."

"Like you do to Showa...?

"Oh. Rin coming straight feels power inside, and you'd be surprised, wouldn't you? From my parents, I might be happy with my daughter's first rebellion."

"... is that okay? As such...? What happens later..."

"Sometimes it's okay. Hit me impatiently. I don't know what will happen as a result. Nothing may happen. But there's got to be something in me… something to make sure I live."

Shut up and nothing will start.

Because nothing comes from stagnation.

One of them finally changes by going on.

I'm finally gonna see it.

Because that's how the world is made.

"That's why. Don't run away. Show me your usual cool Rin."

Move Rin's hair slightly rampantly to sneeze.

Due to the fact that it was still wet, my hair was slightly heavy and tingled.

Well, this is idealism.

But... it's good to have a bump destination.

Because there's only one blessing.

"... Showa Kun"

"What?

"... may I ask you a favor?

"Oh, of course"

"Bye --"

It's just something I can do.

When I added insurance to Rin, who seemed like a hell of a lot to say, he swelled his cheek and slapped me in the chest again.

Now just once, pompous.

But he laughed happily rather than dissatisfied as he swelled his cheeks.

"That's about it, I know."

and Rin whispers in his ear.

In a way that makes me seem like an inviting, provocative luster.

"... let me stay with you"

"I'll do my best to do that."

"... say no to what you can't do"

"Oh, each other."

"... stay on your side if you're depressed"

"I'll lend you a shoulder when you're about to get frustrated."

Small, say thank you, Rin shuts up.

When I peered into Rin's face like that, he was staring at me and smiling.

"Let me sweeten you today without reluctance"

There's a lot of power in my arms holding me.

In response, I embraced her luxurious body.