For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

Palpitations that increase intensity.

The effect of bathing is not the only thing that makes your body hot.

I wanted to take a slow, deep breath trying to calm him down.

But... my lungs are rubbed by the breath that goes in and out, and they are hot enough to burn.

Now I'm ashamed to remember.

The words I put out in my mouth are recalled and my cheeks get hot so I can burn them.

"... well. Then Rin's hard work has arrived. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Rin's father narrowed his eyes and smiled happily.

I said, "I don't want you to have a daughter! 'Even though it's easier to be told and covered with hot water from your head......

When I get reacted to like this, I get extra embarrassed.

I looked up at the ceiling where the hot air could stand.

... Not at all distracting.

"Do you have one thing for me, Mr. Nagasaki?

"Of course...... It's okay."

"As far as I'm concerned, I'm glad I knew what I meant, but shouldn't I have told my daughter what I said earlier?

Exactly true.

I'm sure Kenichi also said, if you were asking about this one, 'If you can tell your father, tell him in person!!' I would have complained bitterly.

That's your opinion.

"No, really. As a father, on the other hand, it's a complicated mood. It's like you took away my first confession to my daughter."

"Excuse me...... I thought you shouldn't go around."

"Right. You're absolutely right about that. If you want to hide it halfway, I think you pursued it."

"Ha ha..., right..."

"Hmm. But if you could tell me something like right now, I think you could have told my daughter, too. Do you have any ideas?

Rin's father has spoken that way to see how this one is doing.

I would never deny it without a headache and say, 'Is there a good reason? Tell me,' he urges.

It's about this guy, so the approximate guess would be on it.

But he's showing me how to listen and being sincere with me.

Maybe that's why my mouth gets lighter so I can respond to his attitude.

As if we were talking about fortune telling or life consulting......

I nodded silently and exhaled.

"I am now, modestly speaking, the bottom line. No financial resources, no learning, no credit in school... that's who I am now"

I'm neglected in school, I can't study, I don't have any money.

Such a low opinion of me naturally.

Unless you have a charm as a person, your impression of me at school is so bad.

Well, that's natural, too.

Until now, classes have always been bedridden.

Late is a lot.

The point of the test is bad.

If I give it to you, I don't have the chili......

I'm sorry to say it myself, but it's a super hazy property with zero future.

It would be helpful to call it an accident property.

"I think if I were next door to Rin like this, I'd be in trouble no matter how much. It's happening now..."

"That's certainly not hard to imagine. If people are not convinced, they flatly kick people down and disparage them... That, unfortunately, doesn't change. In all times......"

I nodded at my words. His expression seemed worrying.

I'm in a position to say doctor, so I guess I've heard about this hand.

Beautiful girl and unfortunate boy.

In fiction, you'll be attracted to dating.

But unfortunately, reality isn't that easy.

No matter how much it was that person's preference, no matter how much he wanted to be on the side-- he won't admit it around.

- Why would he do that?

—— Unconnected?

This will continue to be an issue.

People care more about ratings than you think.

Surrounding ratings, my own ratings… that's something that goes everywhere for the rest of my life.

And the ratings from around it easily distort my ratings.

Because everyone around me said 'he sucks'.

Because everyone around me gave the rating 'He can't use'.

Whoever hears that, maybe he's wrong.

I think so, and from now on, you'll only see bad things.

Interpretation is passive in many ways.

Even if I believe that, I can't ignore the ratings around me.

Even if one of you believes and disagrees, you get squeezed.

But I can't help it.

In that world, people are made that way.

I can do it.

In a way, you could call it natural management.

No matter how much Rin admits he needs me... there will be constant trouble.

As long as I'm at the bottom, it's going to hurt her, not just me...

So I can't accept the current relationship spoiled for favor.

But...

That's why.

To solve those things--

"I want to change. To be beside her..."

I have to be next to an attractive girl like Rin and be the kind of person who doesn't deserve it.

If I don't go, I can't face her now or accept her...

Change your surrounding ratings, change yourself, face it with your chest up.

Fight without turning away from reality that makes you want to run away.

Otherwise......

I can't face her for favoring me like this.

If she works hard, I have to work hard too.

It has to change.

That would never be an easy journey.

Because it won't be easy for the ratings so far to cover up, and it won't be that easy to dispel people's first impressions...

But I have to.

Even if I scratch my feet without seeing it, I can be about a cloud that floats around the shining sun......

I hold my fist hard and see Rin's father.

His gaze had turned sharp and serious until just now, when he had a soft eye to respond to that gaze.

"I see what you're thinking. What do you want to do?"

"... Yes"

"I don't deny it, and I can understand how much. You need to be confident, brave, and ready to get close to who you think is the" flower of the high ridge. "

Talk about yourself as if you were talking about yourself.

It's like I miss the past and then I know how hard it is...... such an atmosphere.

"But you, Nagaki. I hope you don't forget this."

"... what is it?

"Don't forget they have a heart."

I tilted my neck, not knowing what they said.

It just didn't mean I didn't know what a heart was.

I didn't know what I was bringing out the obvious.

"No matter how perfect you look, that's only because you see it. Perfect humans don't exist, and they're surprisingly brittle and collapsible. You shouldn't have fantasies about" he'll be fine, "right? Well, this is something you understand, too."

"... Yes"

"Just as I feel like I can't give you away, I have something that Rin can't give up, and I have a heart. I'm only a sixteen-year-old freshman in high school. My daughter is still a child just because she looks like an adult in comparison to her surroundings... I think sometimes you should tell her what you're thinking"

"But now I also deserve to say that much... I'm not sure I'm working on it yet, but I'm not going all the way..."

"Phew. I do know how hard you want to work. [M] I want to support that, too. But yeah."

…………

"I wonder if you'd like me to draw a little bit of your feelings on the waiting side"

"--Huh!?

"Conscientiousness leaves only the realm of imagination. I have to tell you. Sometimes I can't tell you. Rin may feel the same way again, as you are anxious about Nagaki... I want you to keep that in mind."

I lost track of what my father told me.

You have to change yourself.

We have to work hard.

That's all ahead of me, about her that gave me a kick......

It wasn't the action I thought about Rin that I had to think about the most.

Sure enough, the man who did it in silence may look virtuous and cool.

But the values of women and men are different.

Men seek conclusions, women seek processes.

That's why mistakes and fights are common.

This is only what Kenichi was saying......

But what I'm doing with Kosokoso is making Rin anxious.

It was my mistake to lose sight of that.

All I can think about is myself, saying it's for her.

No, I can't either...

Now all I think about is myself... aren't you with them?

You're an idiot not to even notice this, me.

I look up to heaven and sigh loudly.

Then I bashed my cheeks with both hands.

"Have you got your feelings together?

"Yes......"

"... Well, shall I? You can't take a long bath and sprinkle it, because if you don't hurry, Rin might come in."

"Um... thank you"

I bow my head in panic toward Rin's father trying to take a bath.

Then I felt something snug on my head.

Raise your fearful face and see his face.

He laughed narrowly and thinly as he noticed my gaze, placing his hand on my head and gently slapping me several times.

"Don't worry about it. Everything I do is for my daughter, and I don't need to feel grateful."

"But..."

"Mm-hmm. Well, if I were to borrow your word.“ I just followed my own policy. I mean, it's... it's a treat. "

Is this the father......

He looked so big when he showed me his back and tried to take a bath.

And when Rin's father tried to walk away cool, he began to hear voices from the washroom.

"I knew it was suspicious! Wait, Showa!! I'm gonna help you now!

"Ha, Rincha. You can't be early, can you?

"Ugh, don't strangle me ~! I have to go"

"I can't believe I want to go like that. I wonder if Rin is old enough to care about a man's body?

"Chichi, no!!

"Oh? My face turns red and I'm suspicious. It's okay, Mom is tolerant unlike Dad ~. There's nothing stronger in the world than a fait accompli. Wow."

"Mm, what are you saying to my daughter!?

I hear the washroom door open, and Rin and Lisa's conversation reaches my ears more clearly.

Even if you can't see him, it's easy to imagine Rin dyeing his face bright red and getting scolded.

"... what a tight end."

"... right"

We couldn't help but smile at each other when we heard the conversation.