For Some Reason, the School Goddess Likes to Hang Out at My House

Just because you're in Rin's room doesn't mean there's anything special about you.

In a way, as usual, between the same distance as when you're at my house.

"It's quiet."

"Well, I heard something earlier."

"Pfft. It could indeed be."

I laugh too when she laughs at me.

Rin is still leaning on me with his body stuck together perfectly.

Occasionally, the trick of rubbing my cheeks against my arms is ticklish. He smiled "ehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe"

... Rin is no different anywhere.

I smile so bitterly and entrust my nerves to the feeling I hang on my arm.

The warmth and weight coming from Rin rests my heart comfortably...... I felt that way.

"You can be sweet all you want today"

"No, it's not all you can do because I'm going home before it's too late for the boulder, is it?

"Really? I thought I'd stay."

Want to stay?

To Rin's house??

Isn't it Mach who runs out of that spirit...

"No, no, I'm not staying. Did Rin's father just tell you the other day?

"It's a" no cohabitation "story, and you're not forbidden to stay out, are you? Besides, I'm at home, so I'm not staying out, I'm just staying at home and sleeping normally."

"I think it's a very powerful theory?

"I'm just reasoning based on facts.

from "

"I suppose you call that rational..."

"Reason is a fine reason."

Rin said that, even though she looked familiar, she was somewhere good at it.

Well, I don't know what you're talking about, but I think Rin's father is going to tell me.

... Wait a minute.

Why am I starting to think about the premise of staying out too?

It must not be flushed.

Staying at Rin's house is going to be more than your own home with a whole lot of mental power shredded and over-capacity.

So, flush this place well--

"... I knew you were uncomfortable with Showa"

Rin, who was playing until just now, stares straight at me.

It's the usual gaze that sees everything through.

I leaned my neck to fall in love and decided to respond to Rin.

"Really?

"You just spoke out to pretend to be calm, didn't you? This is a dout."

Apparently my acting didn't work, unfortunately.

I wasn't noticed in the beginning, but now it's as if it doesn't make sense.

This is also because we've been dating longer, I'm sure...

Seriously, I'm scared to get used to it.

I sighed.

"Hey Rin. Aren't you being a little harsh lately?

"That's because Showa has a priori. I keep an eye out not to miss out on the fine tricks because it's still going to flutter somewhere."

Rin stared at me as I grabbed my arm and brought my face closer.

Its eyes appear to show a slight but uneasy color.

"Again, something was done in the bathroom..."

"You know, I was just talking. Nothing in particular..."

"Something seems to be jammed...?

"No, seriously, nothing. That's not true."

"Mmmm...... It's suspicious, Showa. Say it as you look at me."

I turned away from Rin, who would stare at me with an upward look.

I don't need to say it here, and it's different to say things that make you expect.

Besides, the conversation in the bath didn't seem like Rin's father was going to say either.

Therefore, if you act as if you are obscure as usual and distract Rin from his attention in other ways, it will be as usual….

But... is that okay?

Until now, that's good.

Excessive expectations, hopes and dreams are betrayed, so don't say it.

Because when something positive goes negative, the damage is bigger than you can imagine...

You know that, but it's wrong to flavor others the same feelings.

If it's zero from the start, it's no different.

Nothing will change or hurt you.

That's what I think, and that fundamental idea won't be easily covered...

Because that's the truth I've noticed after living.

Still, people don't want to be that way, so I think they act because instinctively they want a connection.

It doesn't matter if it's wasted, hurt, or something like that... you step your own way.

I'm punished for that...

So shut up and do what you can.

Until just now, I meant to.

But --.

With the hook to the chest, I am reminded of the words Rin's father told me, 'Do you want me to draw some feelings from the waiting side'.

... Don't run away, me.

If you want to change.

If you want to be with her.

Be prepared enough to speak and block the escape route!

I enquire into my heart and arouse it.

Then I gazed at Rin staring at me.

Rin must have been trying to grab my face and turn this way.

The hand that was stretching lost its place of destination and took a consolidated form.

"Uh. What's wrong, Showa...?

Rin shows confusion in my expression that never happened.

Rin who doesn't bite words that much, but he was biting all over at this time.

I stare at Rin like that and wait for her to calm down.

In the meantime, he repeated his deep breath over and over again in an attempt to contain his heart, which repeatedly had severe palpitations.

"You know, Rin. I need you to ask me something."

"... what is it?

The anxiety I had earlier disappeared and he turned a serious eye on me.

"... I want you to let me do my best. So that I can be the kind of person who can walk with my chest up, not who I am right now. That's why I want you to wait."

"I know Showa is working very hard. But why suddenly...?

Rin heard my words and gave an anxious, surprised look.

Big eyes grab me so I can see how things are going.

I snap my own legs so I don't look like Rin.

Then he took another deep breath and opened his tease mouth.

"I thank Rin."

"Thank you......?

"Well, Rin would say, 'I didn't want you to thank me.'"

I can't thank Rin enough.

That's an unchangeable fact, and no matter how much she denies it, she won't lose this feeling of mine.

♪ Sometimes I have to tell you, I can't tell you ♪

That's why I need to show gratitude in words, not attitude.

Because that's what Rin needs to be next to me all the time...

In order for me to move forward, in order not to take for granted the routine in which she is... what I need.

That's why I have to tell it straight.

"That day, since I met you, you've been unfaithful and self-infidelizing to me..., supporting the feeling that you were about to break, without forsaking me so far... Thanks, Rin"

I can't be clever enough to express my attentive gratitude.

All I can do is clumsily punch a stick and say it's not cute.

Rin leaned slightly and dropped his gaze downwards.

One on the carpet that is laid in the room, and one on the other... I get spots with tears falling zero out of Rin.

"Oh, don't cry a little"

I rushed to take out the pocket tissue I had and wipe Rin's tears.

Then Rin, with her red-eyed eyes, sat from the front on my lap and hugged me as I did.

"Rin?

"... please don't say anything and stay like this. Just a little..."

She weighs in on me and pushes that full body at all costs.

If it was meant to be, I guess I should blush and peel it off.

But I can't afford to care about that right now.

Because I do my best by gently stroking her head sobbing.

Until you stop crying.

"Well, I won't stop crying for life"

I thought I heard a slight grunt from her still crying "Good......"