Foreigner with Dark Hair in Another World

I heard a cry.

It only got bigger as I approached us. In that grumbling cry, I felt a terrible sadness of unknown depth.

I felt uneasy.

Maybe we shouldn't go.

Maybe something big happened.

I tried to stop my feet. However, I could not stop approaching if I was listening to the sound of this sad swamp. In the end, I reached before us.

Ugh! Hihik! Ugh!

There was someone trapped inside us.

The cracked iron was rusty and shattered and sharp, and clumsily piled bricks were cracked and broken. Within it, there was a creature that was curled up by a rising vine.

"..."

I just looked at him crying.

The most common churning costume. Cleanly trimmed hair. I don't have hardened flesh. White hands. Skin was clean and the hair was shiny.

He cried endlessly.

A cry encroached on my world. A very great sadness, which should not exist, began to fill like the sea. What is felt in it is despair. Fear. Regret. Unfair. Irritable. And hate. Sadness. Flattery.

I have a feeling I've been pressuring.

The emotions I turned my back on.

It flowed into me.

"Aah."

This world was not a place for people to live on modern Earth. Falling on a strange land without even a foundation, I had to give up everything to survive, and instead of just howling to survive.

It was very difficult.

I have a common sense, yes. It was impossible.

A world of discomfort and suffering.

At least this world was like that for me.

So I devastated myself.

He hid me.

The emotions that permeated me were the ones I abandoned.

"Is that so?"

... tried to turn away.

No, I turned away. Ah, is that so? A weak man who I turned to and left in my heart.

Being trapped in front of our eyes and feeling curled up, yes. It was instinctively discernible and unknown.

His name was Kim Geun-tae.

- Ugh...! Argh..! Argh!

He was me.

"Kim Geun-tae," the nine-year-old who lived on Earth. Surrounded by an old spear supported by broken bricks, he curled up in a vine with thorns, and he was just weeping.

I felt a deep sadness.

... was compassion.

"... why are you crouching."

I told him because I was distressed to see him crying all the time. Ugh. He cries for a long time, raising his face to my question. A clean face with no scars. Familiar... and also a missed face. And now the face of the past that can never be recovered again.

He was Kim Geun-tae, not Kim Kat.

"Because I'm scared."

He replied.

"... why are you crying."

I asked again.

There were still tears in his eyes.

"I'm afraid."

And he answers.

After finishing his answer, he ignored me cleanly and began to blur again.

- Is that so?

Why you're crying like that, why you're curling like that. I knew. He was my 'weak' part that I tried to ignore, ignore, and discard.

It was like seeing me when I first came to this world.

No, that would be true.

That's me then.

Weakened, cowardly, just a normal person.

Kim Geun-tae.

"..."

I looked down at him.

Oh, yeah.

That's why I was being protected by iron bars. It was hidden in my heart more than anything else.

To survive, I needed to hide my weakness. I needed to bluff. I didn't need to cry, I needed to kill emotions.

I needed a lot.

I don't think so.

To have what I don't need, I threw away a lot.

"... because I was scared. Are you crying because you're scared?"

On one knee.

I adjusted the height with him.

How good my hair was at this point. I remembered that I couldn't live with a pacemaker anymore, and I learned how to style in my own way and manage my hair to the maximum.

Reach out and put your hand on his head.

It was too soft.

"You fucking Elastin. Raise your head."

- Ugh.

When he cried, he looked at me.

"You broke my good-looking fucking face."

My face is ruined with tears.

There was no scar, so it seemed so glamorous.

"... I am."

Kim opened her mouth.

"Yes, you are."

"I'm scared, I'm scared."

"I was scared and scared."

I know it well.

I know very well.

I'm handing it over to you. I endured it.

"So, I had to cry. I'm weak, I'm a coward. I can't do anything. I just wanted it all to be over."

He said, in tears.

Aah!

This is it.

This is exactly what I've always wanted to say. It was my essence that I wanted to tell someone. Endless despair of the world's mammals, overwhelmed by deep sorrow and injustice.

No one knows.

There is also no need to share this solitude.

Despair I had to endure on my own.

"Why. Why do I have to go through this? I didn't do anything wrong. But why am I in this hell? Why me. Why me. Hell I didn't want. I don't know why. Why would I do that? I didn't do anything wrong."

He said on my behalf.

Kim Geun-Tae vomited her words in tears, just as she poured out her emotions.

The viscera just seemed to pop out.

His sadness began to spread.

"I... am weak. And I'm a coward. I'm a coward in this world. I can't live. Enough. I want to finish everything. But even that scares me."

"... so I'm crying."

I wanted to die.

I'd rather die if it was such a miserable life.

But when I longed for life more strongly than anyone else, I was rather afraid to die, and I took it away without concealing anything I had done to live. Obsessed with life. Obsessed with life. That's it. I've been living with a broken heart.

Sadness.

A distress I forgot.

I'm facing him, and I'm starting to suffer too. I just wanted to cry with him here. If it's here, you can cry as much as you want.

But it is.

I do not cry

"Stop crying. So I said," Beat it. "

It must not be locked in grief.

"I don't say that."

I stood up.

I pulled the knife.

"Look."

Kim, who was crying, looked at me again.

If that's the case.

That's enough.

- Papapod!

I was angry.

I am angry that I am weak.

Immediately, I opened the M.O. -Bornzbortz! A sword at its limit, a blade that only tries to kill the opponent! The effort to shave bones, the muscles of a primitive machete! I became stronger, sharper and cruel to survive!

"The power of the Buddha!"

I have gained strength!

I will show you how strong I am!

"The power of the Korean people!"

The soaring passion pushed my grief away.

"The power of King David who defeated the Legendary General Goliath of the Blesseds!"

- Pa! The speed of the sword is getting faster. This place isn't real. No stamina, no limit on Mana here. Extreme speed. A tremendous amount of manna emanates from the gum that dares to cut through time and space, and at the same time the inner world begins to shake strongly.

"Because you were weak!"

In that state, tell Kim Gyeongtae who is curling.

"Because you were weak! Because I was scared! Because he was gentle! Because he was nice! That's why I was desperate in this distant world!"

I am!

"I have survived by carving bones, performing swords and training flesh!"

I looked at him and shouted.

I saw two trembling eyes.

"And so I became strong!"

Look.

Look, Kim Geun-tae.

This is who I am!

The aggravated sword finally reached beyond the world. Exploding Mana. Simultaneously flying Mana. My body came to mind. In a world where gravity reversed, I became a thousand horses and looked down at Kim Geun-tae.

If it is now.

I can.

"A thousand horsemen."

- Quagmire! The earth is fluctuating. The end of the horizon collapsed and overflowed, and gravity reversed and all sorts of fragments of force stifled. It soon became a massive earthquake, shoveling the world.

"A thousand horseback riding ceilings."

- Kugung! The sky is cracking. Heaven and earth poured out their tears as it became an opening wall, and it was the sky that broke like a glass window. Black shards fell on the ground and were furious with smaller shards. The world swallowed up, as it was destroyed.

"Thousand Mades Beam."

-Theep! The space has been pierced. Above all, the rays of hot death stretched out infinitely through time and space, and it was light, death. As such, the world found light and knew the concept of death.

Only Kim Gyeong-tae who was trapped in us was fine in the inner world, torn, destroyed and fluctuating. With anxious eyes, he looked up at me.

"Headquarters, look at Kimcott."

That's what happened to him.

I will show you my strength.

"The earth is shaken by my hand, and the sky is broken."

The inner world is completely chewed up at this moment. I can't even see the giant wall that locked me up right now. It was destroyed without a trace by the power of the thousand thousand Gimcott.

"This is the strength I gained from your weakness." "

Because I was weak, the power I was able to gain.

"... really, what?"

Kim Geun-tae looked at me.

No crying eyes.

"I'm stronger...?"

It seemed like he was yearning for something.

"Are you discussing strength in front of a thousand horses?"

It's ridiculous.

It's funny, and it's also funny.

Thousands of horses are the existence of extraterrestrials.

Discussing strength before him was as meaningless as discussing that the sky was high. The best. Executive Director. It was the modifier that existed for me, Kim Kat, and it was the truth.

"Look, I've destroyed the world. This is because you were weak. It is the power I was able to gain because I was weaker and more cowardly than anyone else. Look at the corpses I've piled up. Look at the corpses of enemies that are full of horizons. Who made that? I made it. I made it with only my own strength."

Stacked bodies.

"I'm a thousand horses."

The way I walked.

"It's Kim Kat."

It is the truth.

"So."

I say.

"Your weakness."

Looking straight at him.

"It wasn't wrong."

Don't blame yourself.

"Jung... you mean?"

"Yes."

As anxious as I am, I complain and ask Kim Geun-tae, as if my appearance feels miraculous.

"Really... I wasn't wrong?"

"You weren't wrong."

You're not wrong.

It wasn't wrong.

Weak, bent, it's perfectly normal.

"Argh...! But I'm a coward!"

"You're not a coward."

Nevertheless, you have overcome. After all, he won and survived. Then it can't be called cowardice. If you don't have courage, if you don't have the courage to live, you can't live.

You're a survivor.

Be brave enough.

"Phew... ugh! But! It's too much for me! You might be, but I'm too much for you! I want to go home! I want to see my mom! I want to see my dad! No more, no more! I hate it now!"

"..."

Because he was weak, because he was weak, because he was scared, because he was so generous, because he was gentle, because he was kind. He shrugs and howls. That was Kim Geun-Tae in the past, and Kim Geun-Tae, the Earth that was helpless.

Obsession to survive. The battle to save lives.

I gave up a lot.

At the same time, I lost a lot.

I came down to the ground and approached him.

"Don't cry."

He's crying, the hair that can't come out of despair.

I hugged him.

"Kim Geun-tae."

Hot tears soaked my shoulders. I know everything. Don't know everything. Am I not you? I know because I'm you. I exist for you. Cheonma Gimkatt exists only for Kim Geun-tae.

"Argh... Argh! Argh!"

After all, he is the only one who understands himself. I cannot understand others, but I can only understand myself.

He cried hastily.

It was my essence, and the truth I tried to hide. Macho and Buddha were all self-deceiving and defensive.

I am not the true king of heaven, nor the swordsman, nor the king of power, nor the descendant of King David, nor the king of all wheels- It was just Kim Geun-tae, a wealthy earth-born student.

"You are a strong man."

I am a weak man.

"I endured well."

It's just that you don't know what to do.

He was just an ordinary man everywhere.

It's not like I live in this world, yeah.

It was a lot of trouble.

So I became Gimcott.

I abandoned Kim Geun-tae.

As Kim Cat, I shunned the weak and turned over the vicious. I fought to survive in this world, not mine, and have killed many for me, not mine. It's like a shell. Smoke and deception surround it.

So it was Kim Kat who was born.

Gimcott is cruel, merciless, and violent. He is strong for the weak, but at the same time infinitely weak for the strong. He was merely a trident and a curtain.

I can't stand to lose and do whatever it takes to make money. To survive in this world, Kim Geun-tae became that kind of Kim Kot.

"You have no fault."

He is not guilty of such crimes.

"What's wrong is this world."

If we discuss sin, there is nothing wrong with the world.

"You're normal. I had no choice. It just happened because I didn't want to die."

He is a doggie and speaks.

"So."

Eventually I heard what I wanted to hear.

"It's not Susie who cries."

Still, Kim Gyeong-tae was crying.

A thorn twisted around his body pierced me.

"Don't cry."

I stroke his head.

Ha.

Haha.

That's funny.

"We fuck. Is there no Gao?"

Be friendly.

"We're fucking bastards. I'm a thousand horses, thousand horses. Fuck you, too. Ame, damn it, I cut the oak a while ago. You know how chewy I am."

Kim Kyung-tae laughed for the first time. I talked to him for a long time. Talking to myself was a very fresh sensation. Opponents of the same tendency to share memories and memories were, above all, my stakeholders, empathetic beings.

- He was crying.

I laughed.

"... thank you."

"Thank you, motherfucker. What do you thank between us? In that case, just fuck you, asshole. All you have to say is,"

I give thanks with a gentle smile. At the same time, he said he would not be shy enough. Yeah, I was that guy. He was just a fucking handsome, fucking guy.

He approached.

"Aah."

The body of the attendant, which I held, became a glorious flock of light and disappeared.

One step.

I stepped where he was.

"By the way."

Particles of nearsightedness have gathered in my hands. It became a sphere of condensed light that gathered and emitted a glorious glow.

"Now leave it to me."

Kim Geun-tae's heart was told. My truth. And my essence. Always scared, always scared. A weak man who made a band with a crouch.

"You."

I'll take it from here.

"I am not weak."

I squeezed it tight.

- Aah!

A light leaked through his fist. The magnificent light reveals my inner world that was in darkness. The earth that was fluctuating falls asleep. The sky that was broken is repaired. The pierced space takes back who I am, and the chewed inner world returns to normal.

The sun rises, and the day and night are made.

"This blue place is right there."

It was my inner world.

- Bloop.

Tears flowed.

At the same time, I opened my eyes.

It was my home that I was familiar with, and no longer comfortable.

"I am."

Now I'm not Kim Geun-tae.

The two are so different.

But it is.

"It's Kim Kat."

Kim Kyung-tae is Kim Kyung-tae, and Kim Kyung-tae is Kim Kyung-tae. They were different but the same, the same but different.

"It's Kim Cat, and it's also Kim Cat."

I overflowed with power from my body.

I felt the manna rising from my chest.

On this day, I encountered my inner self in a true sense.

"Gimcott awakened."

As such, I made Mana my perfect strength.

"You fuckers."

There is no impetus that cannot be dried up.

Starting now.