Forty Millenniums of Cultivation

“Wait!”

Li Yao hurried, reaching into the dark, “Don't go yet, Longyang Jun! ”

“What, you haven't had fun? ”

Longyang's laughter was slim and uncertain, “Never mind, continue next time! ”

“No.”

Li Yao didn't know how to say, “You know, I came all the way from the celestial realm to the planetary realm, to the blood demon realm and the ancient holy realm, and finally to the center of the star sea, I had fought countless people, and I had killed many powerful people myself, some of whom, though full of evil and sin, deserved to die, but others, if not deliberately alone, would not have had to die.

“If these people were alive, a little change in their minds might make the world better, not worse, and you could even be friends, even if you sat down, ate, drank tea, chatted, much better than dying, and you died.

“What I'm trying to say is that I've killed enough enemies, and it's really not a very pleasant thing to recall, even if you're not really a human being, but a mixture of Pankos and Ladies, it doesn't matter if it's any demonic monster, as long as you're not iron hearted to do some sinful evil, heartbreaking things, I'd rather be friends with you than just collaborators, let alone enemies, which is the truth, trust me! ”

Longyang Jun didn't seem to expect Li Yao to reveal his true feelings. He stunned for a moment: “What is the so-called ‘great evil, sadistic' thing? ”

"“ You know, "said Li Yao." It's the kind of thing that big demons and big rebels do all the time, like... destroy humans and so on. ”

“Ha-ha-ha! ”

Longyang King laughed, laughing extraordinarily long in the dark tunnel, "Is your imagination a little too rich? Do you still need me to destroy humans? You guys are doing a good job of destroying humans. I just need to sit around with my mumps and admire them. Why do you have to paint snakes with your own hands? ”

Li Yao seriously said: "Okay, then I'll let you know that you don't mean too much to humans. If that's the case, let's be honest about what you're going to do. Perhaps I can help you, as a ‘friend', without asking for anything in return. ”

Long Yangjun stunned for a while. “Why? ”

"Do you still need a reason to be friends," said Li Yao. "Everyone comes out to fix it, it's just to talk about morality and love! If you really want to say why, that's why I think you're a good person - in the depths of the Battleship, when you explore Pangu underground laboratories, you can actually use the advantages of familiarity with the terrain to do more harm to the expedition team, but you didn't hurt a person and sneak away in the escape pod yourself, which makes me think... no matter what you say, you still have a secret love for humans, or hope? ”

Longyang groaned coldly: "When did you learn to be so nasty? ”

"'I'm telling you the truth,' said Li Yao. 'If you want to believe me as a human being, I'm willing to believe you too. Whatever you want, I can help you! ”

Long Yangjun was silent again, until Li Yao thought she had slipped away again, which slowed down: “What do I want to do? I told you all before I left Xingyao Federation. I am not lying.

“I was born in an ‘ancient world', and grew up as a human being, and even survived in human society for a hundred years, completely treating myself as a true human being, with no second thoughts at all, except for those strange dreams.

“But one day, I woke up with a new blood and identity, not one, but two, and I found myself no longer familiar with the world in the past, but from a more distant space of time, and all my compatriots had fallen hundreds of thousands of years ago, leaving me alone... forgotten now.

“The dual veins of Pangu and Daisy are entangled and fought in my body, treating my cells and my divine soul as a battlefield, whether absolute order or absolute chaos, I face such a divisive tangle every second, and even more difficult choices about my identity.

“Who am I, where am I coming from, and where am I going to go - everyone, or every intelligent life, from the first birth, to find the answers to these three questions?

“From the edge of the star sea to the center of the star sea, from the ancient holy realm to the Federation of Stars and Glows to the Real Human Empire, my only purpose is to find the ‘ultimate answer' to these three questions.

“I am standing on a fork in my destiny, with three paths ahead of me to the future, and I can choose to become a Pangu or a Lady, or… continue as a human being if possible.

“What exactly do I choose? I haven't figured it out yet. Check it out. Is this a" choice phobia "? Ha ha!”

Li Yao took a deep breath and tried to speak calmly: “Can you continue to evolve into Pankos - the god of the Allies? ”

“Is there a problem? ”

Longyang Jun smiled softly, “I find that you are extremely biased against the Pankos and the Allies, both Confederate and Imperial. Son of a non-fish, Anchi fish are not happy. You always say you want to liberate all the Allies and help them" awake "or something. How do you know that the Allies need you to liberate, so you want to" awaken "? ”

“Isn't that obvious? ”

Li Yao furiously said, "These saint allies have been deprived of their desire and free will. They are incomplete and miserable machines! ”

“Wrong.”

Longyang Junduo, "When I left the Federation, I told you that the original human race had no desire for these things, but had been invaded by the demons, just like the brain infected with the virus, so what emotions and will emerged.

“There is certainly nothing wrong with having emotions and will, but even if there is no emotion and will, it is just another normal state, and there is no need to be saved by anyone.

“Inconsistency is the norm of life, and if all life is the same, it is not far from destruction. Humans with feelings and will are like birds in the sky, humans without feelings and will are like fish in the water. Perhaps birds think that moving fish underwater is a form of confinement and asphyxiation, but forcibly catching them out of the water can cause real tragedy.

“Besides, your ‘flying birds' own lives are a mess. Thousands of metres down this tunnel, along the way are countless smoky underground towns, with tens of millions, if not hundreds of millions, of people living there. How miserable and painful a life can be, you should also hear a little about it? What, do you want to liberate the Allies and let them live the same life as the people at the bottom of the empire? ”

Li Yao couldn't speak for a while.

He cannot, without obscuring his conscience, say that living at the very bottom of the empire, the “original", who is arbitrarily squeezed or even killed, must be better off than the “human beings" of the Alliance, who have no feelings or will.

The more excited Longyang King said, the more seemingly Li Yao lured the deepest anger out of his heart: “The more I know about mankind, the more afraid I fear that you are both intelligent and cruel creatures. I thought I grew up in ancient and backward ancient sacred worlds, and all around me, but when I came to a more advanced, civilized and modern Federation and Empire, I found that nothing had changed or even intensified.

“You have invented powerful weapons of terror on the pretext of conquering the star sea, which are a hundred times more lethal than the Pharaoh of the ancient holy world, but this second has just been refined, and the next second you will not hesitate to cast them on your kind.

“Your elites and leaders speak of all kinds of royal and grand rhetoric, luring the innocent and the ignorant to kill each other under all kinds of powerful banners - 10,000 times more intense and 100,000 times more dead than the ancient holy wars! But when the smoke is dispersed and the rhetoric is stripped off, you can always find a sneaky selfish desire.

“Compared to the ancient holy world, your modern society is vastly rich in material, rich, powerful people have resources that can't be spent for ten lifetimes, even if a district business leader, even a senior white collar, enjoys life more than the ancient holy emperor, but deep beneath the ground, people still cry all night long and starve to death, why?

“In the past, I was also a member of such a human race, but awakened the bloodline, and came back from ancient times to modern times, from the Federation to the Empire, and saw so many things… Ununderstandable or even unimaginable, what reason do you want me to persuade myself to become ‘human’ again? Assuming that I don't want to mix dirt with the Alliance, evolve into a true Pankot, lead those who have no emotion, no desire, no will, no evil, and seek a whole new way of life and civilizational form -- is this a kind of heartbreak, evil, unforgivable sin? ”

Li Yao was deeply shocked by the words of Longyang King.

He felt that their words were even more sharp than their invisible wind blades and air swords.

A lot of interrogations, he didn't have the answer either, just tightening his fist: “If you want to change the world too, you don't have to go to the Alliance, staying in the Empire can change! Stand next to me, fight alongside me, and help the Innovators. Our two star beachside travelers come together and take care of each other. Whatever you need to cultivate resources or Pharaoh weapons, the Orientals have them, the Innovators are even bigger! ”

Long Yangjun's "Poop” laughed: “Hey, are you too deep to pull out, or have you really been brainwashed by Empire Queen Li Linghai and transformed from a practitioner to a fairy practitioner? How dare you persuade her to surrender? ”

“Of course I remember being a fixer and knowing exactly what I was doing. ”

Li Yao earnestly said, “However, there can be no overwhelming transformation involving hundreds of great thousands of worlds in the center of the star sea. The two harms take their rights away from each other. At least now, the Innovators are a little more advanced than the family of the four major election emperors. Then, first, stand on the side of the Innovators, wait for the four major election emperors to defeat the family, then slowly convert the Innovators, and implement my will step by step! ”