Forty Millenniums of Cultivation
Chapter 3085 End of Childhood
“Compared to your story, my story is not so colorful or even boring. ”
In exchange, the “Moon Watcher" of the young lady of the Lao clan also told Li Yao her story and told her in a way that combines brain waves and sound waves, "I have been in the ruins of Tai Gu since birth, of course, at that time I did not realize that there is still a vaster world out there, let alone discovered, compared to the vast and stable world out there, how complex, variable, light and invisible the world inside the ruins is.
“Perhaps you have discovered that the space within the ruins of too ancient is a fusion of parts of a thousand worlds, or that the entire ruins of too ancient are a 'wormhole conglomerate', like a traffic hub, where invisible tunnels leading to four-dimensional space intersect, becoming a labyrinth and a puzzle that can't be completely solved for hundreds of millions of years.
“Such a characteristic gives too many ancient monuments unpredictable properties, where the continuity and stability of time and space is broken, most likely this is summer flames, but 100 meters away is snow, or this is a colorful flower that opens up, and 100 meters away is a monochromatic blanket of black and white, creating all sorts of stubborn and rigid images, as a child of mine. Generation, also chased the butterfly through the flower bushes, but found that the butterfly instantly turned into a flame burning by a bear, the flame turned into a myriad of stars as the wind passed away, like rebirth in the form of a firefly. When I did not listen to the advice of the adult and reached out my finger to the place where the butterfly died, my finger also turned into a colorful fireworks, completely blooming in time and space In the whirlpool.
“In short, this is the case here, where all the inherent laws of stability can be broken, and any strange things can occur, the most conventional, the careful strong can die in the weirdest way, and those crazy lunatics can live longer.
“According to my father, the first researchers and adventurers who entered the ruins of Tai Ancient Ruins in that year had only two falls, either faced with a creepy environment and the ruins of a civilization with teeth dancing claws, as well as ubiquitous strange radiation, were freaked out and scared to death by life, and the spirit completely collapsed; or studied the laws, formulas and theorems of a lifetime, all of which were crushed by irregular things within the ruins of Tai Ancient Ruins, and then went into the horn tip, trying to capture the ruins of Tai Ancient Ruins, to find the objective laws hidden in them, but like moths chasing the sun, never reaching their goals, ultimately wasting their lives, and ending in gloom.
“It is for this reason that researchers and adventurers who later entered the ruins of Too Ancient had to seal the vast majority of their emotions and will to survive in this nightmarish ruin.
“Of course, for naive and rotten children, staying in this kaleidoscope-like world from birth, accustomed to all sorts of things that could not be explained by common sense, these magic spells and even magic were considered objective, but rarely had a mental breakdown before entering into real research, so it was not necessary to completely seal emotions before an abnormal brain wave disorder had been detected. ”
Along with the moon watchers' path, Li Yao's silver city in his mind, the smooth high building facade, also stained with circles and circles of magnificent pattern, like a bunch of alien flowers blossoming, really built this city deep in the ruins of Tai Ancient relics, a hundred of ancient civilizations on the remains, turned into a rolling, light landscape, like a swirling kaleidoscope.
“In my childhood, there were two of the most interesting games, either sneaking out to the outskirts with my little buddies to explore different spaces, each from a thousand different worlds, or studying the remains of the ancient civilizations that once crashed here. ”
The Moon Watcher continued, "You know, when your childhood is spent with the remains and remains of a hundred ancient civilizations, when you know that a whole hundred glorious ancient civilizations once were silently extinguished, when you see the war machines up to 100 meters turned into a thousand holes, rusty debris, your world view, civilizational view and cosmic view are all shaped very... strange.
“Perhaps, in your eyes, time and space are stable, and civilization is the result of an extraordinary glory, hundreds of millions of years after billions of living beings have worked together, while the universe is a vast ocean.
“But in my eyes, or at least in my childhood eyes, time and space are neither stable nor continuous nor of great significance - what is the point of space if hundreds of millions of light-years apart can be connected together through wormholes? What's the point of time if a civilization takes 10 million years to develop from a hairless monkey to one that manages a starship, absorbs the energy of a star, changes the environment of a galaxy, and dies in a second because it answers the wrong question? If a hundred civilizations can die so silently, what's the difference between the nature of civilization, and a dead leaf in the wind, or even an ant on a dead leaf?
“Being in such a universe, the universe may be a vast ocean, but the ocean is filled with unseen traps, more like a game destined to fail, cruel, childhood I may not realize the cruel truth, I just think that the game is very interesting, but I can't even mention a point of awe and cherishment for life, civilization, I think I live in a broken, speckled dream, even part of a dream, is just a 'ancestral' mindset. ”
Li Yao couldn't help but ask: “Are the ancestors the prehistoric civilization that built the ruins of Tai Ancient, the Tower of Heaven, and... the ‘black wall’ that encloses the entire Pan Ancient universe? ”
“Yes, it looks like you've found a lot of information on your own, but you've saved me a lot of explanations. ”
"My dissatisfaction and confusion intensified as I grew up and was forced by my father into the 'Temple of the Spirit' to be indoctrinated with a great deal of information, allowing the wisdom of all kinds, fields and civilizations to leave a profound mark on my naive mind, even permanently altering my cerebral cortex.
“Because in the eyes of my childhood and my little partner, this is the world that is indescribable, indescribable, and even unexplainable.
“Hundreds of civilizations trying to discover the ultimate secret of too ancient monuments have all fallen and vanished.
“Even my father's colleagues, the parents of my little buddies, sacrificed themselves in all sorts of strange and tragic ways in conducting dangerous experiments and exploratory work.
“Only about a tenth of the victims were able to recover the whole body, and the rest of the victims, even mysteriously disappeared for a hundred years, descended from the sky a hundred years later, falling from a dead bone, a crushing example - according to the latter's study, the victim was most likely to have stepped on his feet and fell into a special space-time gap, falling in that gap for a hundred years, starving to death on the way, and falling again for decades in the never-ending gap until the energy to maintain the space-time gap was exhausted before it reappeared.
“Though I was young at the time and had no particular strong fear of death, it was too strange that this' one foot stomped, fell into the gap between space-time and space, fell into the void for a hundred years, and ended up not falling but starving to death or even scared to death '.
“So I asked my father where we came from, where we were going, and most importantly, what exactly were we doing right now?
“Obviously, in my childhood eyes, we are rich in materials, technologically developed, without much natural enemies and foreign afflictions. Surrounded by the countryside around Silver City, the most dangerous and unpredictable areas are also marked, so long as we are careful not to find our own way to death, life can be very safe, comfortable and stable.
“But why does my father and his colleagues have to challenge taboos over and over again, to activate the array of sealed tens of millions of years, to repair the ancient war machines that seemed interlaced with canine teeth and sparkled with cold light, to release the deadly virus that would most likely lead to the extinction of ancient civilizations, even during rare breaks, to sit around the pan of the sky, to look dementia at the top of the tower, to look at the vast starry sky that could never reach, like the one that took its soul, sucked all its vitality, and completely become its slave? What the hell is this all about? ”
“When I was little, no matter how much I haunted my father, he was often silent, reluctant to tell me the answer, even to sink his face, squeezing out the few emotions he had left, and he was furious with me.
“In my impression, my father was mostly Wen Wen Ruya, with no wave image of the ancient well - which became more and more visible to him when he was furious.
“When I grew up, I knew that once I learned the truth, it was inevitable to invest in real research, to burn my life completely, like my parents and other elders, then my soul could be eroded by the unchargeable power and the strange and unpredictable universe, and I had to seal my emotions and will, and my childhood would be completely over.
“My father wanted my carefree childhood to last a few more years before he would tell me the truth so early.
“But the day has finally arrived.
“I'll never forget that day, that morning, when my mother turned into a black iron statue. ”