Forty Millenniums of Cultivation

“It's my fault. ”

Looking at the boy's plea, the golden tooth boss shook another cigarette and took a deep breath, "Your generation is actually far more fortunate than our generation, because you have not seen the good days of the past, you have long been used to the torture of purgatory, and you will never, like me, turn the other way on every suffocating night, recalling the past, the past and the past.

“It doesn't matter to lose if you don't get it. It doesn't matter to suffer if you don't have happiness. Without real life, you have no fear of death. Ignorance is happiness. Understanding is grace. Death is the ultimate resting place.

“But now... kid, you already know, you'll never forget, I'm sorry. ”

“It's okay, I think it's good, really, thank you, boss. ”

The white deer swallowed, “I'm just, just too greedy, and I want to have this clean water every day, like today, in such a peaceful environment, to play" Strong Chess "with the boss. ”

“Yes, you are greedy. ”

Big Goldtooth laughed, “That's impossible. ”

“How good would it be if time could be reversed and yesterday could be replicated? ”

Bai Xiaolu shouted, “Then we can repeat today, regardless of the nuclear war, the wasteland and the dirt outside, hid in today, play" Strong Chess "all the time, after one round, start one more round, forever.

“No, it's not just that, if time turns back, maybe we can stop everything, stop the outbreak of a bloody nuclear war, stop all disasters that are undermining peace and destroying humanity! Then maybe the boss will find your wife and child, and my mother will not die, and she will take me to her father! ”

“You're drunk. ”

The Golden Tooth boss's fingers grew white inches by inches, forcibly suppressing himself, word by word, "Yesterday will not reproduce, nor will time reverse flow, life is not a game, there is no reason to start over after play. ”

“Really, really not? ”

The white deer seemed really drunk, his face and eyeballs were scary, and he screamed like a little beast who had fallen into a trap and struggled so hard, "You and my brother are both ‘capable people'. Aren't you all very capable of manipulating 'four basic forces' and even shifting mountains to the sea to extract power from the stars of the sun and moon? Why can't there be a superpower that can reverse time, change everything, why! ”

“Because the mystery of time is far more complex, obscure and mysterious than the mystery of space, it is possible, according to Yuri's assumptions, to pry into one hundred million parts of the mystery of time unless it can be unified with 'strong interaction force, weak interaction force, electromagnetism and gravity' this' four fundamental forces’, and then pushed and amplified with ‘power of mind' to comprehensively decipher and integrate the 'great unification theory'. ”

Big Goldtooth sighed, "It's impossible, at least, on Earth. ”

“Impossible on Earth? ”

The white deer grabbed the point sharply, and the bottom of his eyes blew out an unjustifiable flash, "What do you mean," on Earth "is impossible, so where is it possible? ”

“This…”

Boss Goldtooth shook his hot, airy head, hesitated for a while, and said, “Yuri is a demon, but he is also an incredible genius. He has done a lot of research in Camp X on the origins of psychic powers, and he has come up with some very interesting speculations, one of which is that he thinks that psychic powers come from outside the sky, deep in the universe, between the stars, that meteorites bring them to Earth. ”

“What?”

White deer staring, stuttering, “Meteor, meteorite? ”

“Yes, do you know how a full-scale thermonuclear war broke out? ”

Boss Goldtooth sticks two fists together and angles at each other, "At the beginning of the twenty-first century, the great powers of human civilization did collide and friction with each other, even sparking a number of small-scale conflicts and proxy wars, but each possesses a huge nuclear arsenal and missile defence system, in the horrific balance of 'strategic nuclear deterrence', no one wants to end up with the other, and a full-scale thermonuclear war may not necessarily erupt so early.

“However, on the eve of the war, a small meteorite storm burst into the atmosphere, striking powerful missile defence bases and nuclear arsenals with great precision, breaking the balance and then ‘bombing, bombing’, turning the planet into a scorched earth.

“In Yuri's view, it is these unbalanced meteorites, or meteorites from the same direction for decades, that have brought something very special from the depths of the universe, slowly changing the body and soul of some of humanity and eventually reaching the threshold, giving birth to the ‘capable’, or ‘new humanity'. ”

“There are other things like that! ”

This is the first time White Deer has heard something like this, and it's strange to think, "But there hasn't been a massive meteorite rainfall on Earth in recent decades. How many meteorites in a region can accurately hit powerful nuclear arsenals and missile defense centers? ”

“Strange, isn't it? ”

Old Golden Tooth Avenue, "So Yuri highly doubts that these meteorites are not naturally formed, but some kind of weapon, coming from the depths of the universe… another civilization, another precisely crafted weapon of wisdom.

“Yuri believes that since humans rely on the fragments of these meteorites, they can master a certain degree of superpower. If they can be traced back, find the source of the meteorite, find another civilization, another kind of starry wisdom, there may be hope to completely crack the mystery of the Four Fundamentals, or even the Great Unity Theory, who knows? ”

“So...”

Bai Xiao got excited and smart, “If you want to reverse time, you have to go deep into the universe, at the end of the star sea, looking for a higher level of civilization and wisdom! ”

“Take it easy, kid, take it easy. ”

The wilderness lord tried to reassure the boy, "This is just Yuri's guess, he's just talking nonsense in extreme exhilaration, and besides, how could you possibly go deep into the universe, at the end of the star sea? ”

“Why not? ”

The white deer looked at the strong hand chess on the ground and killed a piece of chess in the palm of his hand, bleeding out, "I can eat anything if I can reverse the time and save everything, I'm not afraid of any pain, I'm willing to pay any price! ”

“It will be a long, long journey. ”

Big Goldtooth looked at the white deer, and his face was filled with intense pain, and he shook his head, “Kid, you're going to lose a lot of things, maybe everything. ”

“What else can I lose? ”

The white deer looked at his bleeding palms and grinned, "And, as long as time flies back, yesterday it reappears, everything you lost can be recovered, can't it? ”

……

That night, the boy had another dream.

This time it was a good, good dream that I didn't want to wake up.

He dreamed that the thermonuclear war had not broken out, that they lived in a cluster of small mountain villages with colorful orchards and farmland at the foot of the mountain, and that the air was full of nose and nose scents.

He separated from his brother, his brother was a handsome young man, his sister's legs and feet had fallen, his mother was not dead or crazy, their family sat on a picnic at the waist of the hill, watched the people at the bottom of the hill work hard, his mother and sister sang a lot of songs together, and he and his brother only laughed silly and drank sweet and sour fruit wine.

Ah, and Dad, they found Dad, who was a mountainous, middle-aged man with a mustache, a little heavy on his body, very much like the blonde boss —— dark hair, dark eyes, yellow-skinned version, of course, and Dad talked loudly, laughed loudly, and taught them to play "Strong Hand Chess," and he, brother and dad played together.

This dream is so beautiful that the boy subconsciously knows it's not true, but it doesn't prevent the boy from leaving all the laughter and tears in his dreams and in the good days of the past.

Finally, the dream is coming to an end.

The sun drifts westward, dragging the boy's shadow to grow a line, like a black snake.

“Don't you want to end up like this? ”

All of a sudden, the blurry shadow creeps like a snake.

“Hey?”

The boy opened his eyes and shocked.

“Can all joy and happiness be cycled indefinitely if you want it all to be a reality and it really came back yesterday? ”

His shadow continues to ask him.

In the dream, everything seems absurd and the cowardice of the boy becomes curious, and the white deer asks, "Who are you? ”

The shadow laughed.

For the first time, Bai Xiao knew that his shadow could laugh, and laughed so... weird.

“I am you. ”

The shadow spoke with a low, seductive voice, "billions of years later you. ”

“What?”

The white deer stood still and stumbled, “Billions of years later, I, how could I, you, how could you...”

“Don't waste time. ”

Shadow says, "You don't know how many lives I've burned, how many planets I've sacrificed to send you a message from hundreds of millions of years later... You and I have been doing very well for hundreds of millions of years, but if you want to completely reverse time and restart everything, 'very good’ is not enough, we have to do better... Hey, what are you doing? I extinguished hundreds of millions of stars, paid such a terrible price, just to say a few words to myself hundreds of millions of years ago, and you didn't even care, did you? ”

“No, I'm looking at it. ”

Bai Xiao Lu Dao, “Didn't you see it? ”

“It?”

Shadow stunned, “Something, I can't see, tell me, something! ”

“Vultures. ”

The white deer stared at herself and couldn't help but say, “Such a big eye is flooded with water. It seems like a very cheap and windy vulture. Can't you see it? ”

“The eyes are full of water... very cheap and windy... vultures? ”

A moment of shadow silence, the voice suddenly becomes sharp and outraged, "Say what it's doing, tell me what the hell this fucking vulture is doing! ”

“It's spinning around, like dancing, dancing that thing, ballet. ”

The white deer honestly said, “I don't know exactly what the show is, I'm sorry, I can't concentrate because it's harassing me —— what did you just say, you're me hundreds of millions of years later, what are you doing? ”

The shadow was silent for a long, long, long time.

Then, dreams burst in the roar of shadows.

When the white deer saw the shadow fly, they swallowed the vulture in one bite, as if they were pocketing the vulture with a sack and punching it in the head.

“You wretched bastard, you filthy cockroach, you sneaky bacteria, you filthy, shameless virus, get out of here, get out of there! ”

This is the sound of a shadow, somehow, so desperate.

“Whoa, ah, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Vultures are so naive, so harmless. How could you bear such a heavy hand? Have you forgotten the vow to take care of vultures? It hurts, I'm dying, help me, help me, Hong Chao hit someone, Hong Chao killed someone! ”

Well, the white deer doesn't even know whose voice, uh, doesn't really want to know.

Dreams are so strange, I wake up confused, it always feels... weird.

This was supposed to be a pure, bleak, desperate black story.

It's a boy who loses everything, becomes completely faceless, tries to turn back, but never turns back, even forgets who he is.

But since vultures appeared, everything has changed.

It's like a pot of hot porridge with a mouse shit.