From Sidekick to BigShot
611 Confession (1)
Today is the last day of the one-month period.
Zhai Yunsheng asked about the news from the school and confirmed from there that Jian Yiling's itinerary was only arranged for one month.
And Zhai Yunsheng also confirmed from Jian Yiling's university abroad that a new job had already begun for her there.
This must have been approved by Jian Yiling himself.
All kinds of information have been revealed, and Jian Yiling will leave after the one-month period expires.
Zhai Yunsheng returned home at night and found no one at home.
It was empty and dark.
On the dining room table is a one-month personal doctor agreement signed by Jian Yiling and his grandfather.
What does it mean?
It was telling him that her one-month contract expired, so now she is leaving?
Zhai Yunsheng closed his eyes.
He said that if he can't keep her, he won't force her to stay.
It is the choice of fate.
Zhai Yunsheng sat on the sofa in the living room.
Quiet and lonely.
His world was so quiet again.
In my mind, the childhood scene came out again.
He stood in a pool of blood, his father in front of him, who had died.
He cried and yelled at first.
Later, I didn't have the strength to cry, and gradually became quiet and numb.
Later, he didn't know how long he stayed in that quiet environment, feeling that the whole world was only himself and death.
At that time, he thought, why was the person who died was not him.
He is the one who shouldn't live in the world.
His father can live well without him.
But he just survived, not knowing why.
And his father left this world forever.
He could see the cautiousness of those around him.
I can see the pain and sadness of Grandpa.
I can see the guilt and self-blame of my second uncle.
Only can't see the possibility and meaning of living.
The heart position is a bit painful, but it is also very real.
He actually understands that he is not qualified to have noise and emotion.
Only this deserted loneliness is suitable for him.
"Papa--" The light switch rang.
The lights in the room are on.
Jian Yiling came out of the room and looked at Zhai Yunsheng sitting on the sofa in the living room.
When he came back, only the lights in the hallway were turned on, and the living room was dim.
Zhai Yunsheng looked up and saw Jian Yiling.
A figure he thought he had left.
Standing in front of him vividly and truthfully.
Jian Yiling walked to Zhai Yunsheng, "What are you doing?"
Zhai Yunsheng looked at the person in front of him for a long while.
The Adam's apple rolled, and the voice was a bit difficult: "You are not, have you left?"
"No." Jian Yiling replied.
No, not now or not in the future?
Haven't left today, or have they really stopped?
"You have reached one month." Zhai Yunsheng said.
"The plan has been changed, and I won't leave for now." Jian Yiling replied.
Not leaving for now...
Not going.
"Then why did you take out that agreement?" Zhai Yunsheng asked.
"Expired, need to renew." Jian Yiling explained.
Renew...
It's really a rigid move she would do.
"Then you really don't leave?" Zhai Yunsheng asked.
"No, I promised Mr. Zhai to take care of your illness." Jian Yiling replied.
Zhai Yunsheng looked at Jian Yiling's clear eyes and knew that she was telling the truth.
It was not him who let her stay, but what his grandfather said to her.
"Is it just because of my grandpa?" Zhai Yunsheng asked further.
She was holding his arm in front of the Qin brothers and sisters that day. He remembered that scene very clearly.