Fukushuu Kansuisha no Jinsei Nishuume Isekaitan
155 ◇ I hope a soul full of joints
Glare falls.
But I stepped on the brink.
"- [White (Su)]"
Because Quinn 'didn't' have a heart injury.
Yusuke is not surprised by that.
I just feel sad.
When Glare realized what had happened, she yelled at Quinn without looking at Kosuke.
"Why are you imitating this?"
"... just... just disappear"
"I lost!? Live the loser to die for!? What a warrior you are!
Glare is angry.
He doesn't treat himself special. I treat you as one soldier.
Including fighting and dying. I believe so, but therefore cannot allow the withdrawal of death to be welcomed by defeat.
A helpful injury would still be forgivable.
But it is against the decision of the battlefield to repair it with supernatural force, which does not avoid despair.
If only it were my own power. Including myself. If only it was a mass battle. It's a fight, including saving our people.
But being watered down by a one-on-one battle is tantamount to insulting.
If you are going to fight and lose and die squarely, you must accept it.
Make it 'what wasn't there', etc.
I can't admit that.
Because it will also be a blasphemy to my companions who have died normally before.
"... disappeared, I said"
There is no light in Quinn's eyes.
She didn't save Glare because she was one of us.
I mean, it's...
"... is that your choice, Quinn? Is that what you want (,,,,,)"
"... yes, that's all I want"
He was still staring at Quinn in his angry form, but eventually deeply and deeply leaked his breath and erased his expression.
"... fine. This is the last moment to treat you as one of your people."
And Glare tries to leave the spot.
"Wait."
No, you can't.
We can't let Glare get away here.
"The royal assassination mission shall be suspended. Our brigade has begun to withdraw. If you don't want to lose your people, it's wise not to chase them, Chrono."
"Are you kidding me? - Huh!
The total number of heroes in Arksbaona has not yet been revealed.
Reducing the number of brigade members here will have a significant impact on the war situation in the aftermath.
Especially not Glare.
Just like Yusuke, he could be dramatically stronger in the short term.
When Yusuke picked up the sword, a white whip tangled there.
"Quinn... Whatever you're thinking, this is no good. Don't."
"If you do this, you will not forgive me, will you? Okay? Don't forgive me?
And then Glare disappears on the 'space' move.
"... damn, that sucks...! He just had to be killed here! I think how much you've reduced the number of soldiers dying ahead! You know what you've done!
I stare at Quinn.
She looks really happy, smiling.
"Yeah, I interrupted Clo. Angry, right? So I did."
Rock your teeth. Calm your mind.
"... I know what you're doing."
To Yusuke's words, Quinn tipped his neck slightly.
"Really? Guess what?
Kosuke had been following up on the artificial hero project.
So I can also guess what she wants.
It's too, too sad, a form of girl happiness.
No, of the girl who scratched the algae in her misfortune, the end of the struggle and the giving up.
I can't stand the distortion in my expression.
What you say is painful.
Still, say.
"You want me to kill you (,,,,,,)"
Quinn laughs.
Laughs empty-handed.
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The first time they made me do a labyrinth attack.
Quinn couldn't help but feel his body tremble.
It's because of nervousness and fear. It was accompanied by some military and aristocrats, but it is Quinn who fights.
The first, sudden actual battle.
I was told how powerful she is, and that Quinn is a girl who hasn't been around since she was born.
Yet everyone sees this one in the eye of expectation. Tell just Quinn to fight.
A black demon of about a large dog appeared and attacked Kwin.
I couldn't help but be afraid of long, sharp fangs, dripping saliva, squealing, and agile movements.
I removed the attack over and over and finally hit it on the verge of being bitten to death.
Demons disappear.
I was so scared that I was going to cry.
Yet.
"Excellent (this will work)!"
"That's a white handyman!"
"Now Daltra is also cheap (help me)!"
All of it, I heard. I hear you, but they don't realize it.
I didn't like it, I thought.
Even though it's scary, hard, and painful for my heart to squeeze.
Except for Quinn, they were all smiling.
When I said I didn't like it, I looked uniformly annoying.
"You are the hope of mankind."
People's lives depend on you.
"I'm sorry to bother you."
Ligal and the other heroes were relatively gentle, but still didn't really help Kwin. They didn't have the authority to stop being heroes.
So it was to the extent that they accommodated occasional outings and skimming. Still, a difficult existence for Quinn. He was a difficult being, but his heart was not saved.
In it, Quinn understands.
It doesn't make any sense.
No matter whether you cry, tremble, or whatever you're about to sue.
Quinn repeatedly cried shaking every night and night, crying tired and then sleeping to faint.
There were no days when nightmares did not strike me.
I had all these dreams of demons killing me.
Death of unemployed, confirmed.
What would that be like?
I wonder how scared you are. It must be hard. It must hurt. It must be painful. It must be sad.
I don't like it.
All of it, I don't like it.
I wanted to throw everything out, but there was nothing in Quinn.
Freedom is restricted, there are no blood relatives, and my hometown is an institute incubator.
Nothing, so I can't go anywhere.
I don't have a place to send it, so I have to be alone.
Gradually, the colors peeled off from the world.
Even though everything would be ruined by an unemployed death, I couldn't even think of a dust to get something.
'Cause it just gets hard.
I can't believe I didn't want to lose it. He said he collected what he would spare at the time of his death.
Because I die like garbage.
I wanted as tranquil a death as possible, and Quinn began to live untouched and abnegated.
If I had nothing, if I didn't obsess with life, I thought the fear of death would be alleviated.
That's how I lived in a world of lack of color.
That's the time.
I ran into Chro.