Fukushuu Kansuisha no Jinsei Nishuume Isekaitan

222 ◇ The Falling Sound of the Virgin

Daltra, the heroic nation, benefits the reincarnated. A guide will follow, teach you common sense, and lend you money without interest.

Commercial State Faldo is different.

There are similarities to the conductor, but it pays.

From within reincarnation and not knowing the right or the left, more and more debt is sung, and the interest is even higher.

After understanding the situation, we just have to work even.

Unexpediently, Fardo's national territory exists in a flying stone.

The perimeter of the city dotted as a relay point for safe trade routes is only called 'safe' and there is no bad territory.

I mean, Faldo's reincarnators grab a thousand bucks for crusading demons! Because it's difficult.

To do so, you need to belong to an integrated union (guild) and take the form of an order for a mission.

It's going to be an expedition, so it's going to cost me money to prepare, and it's going to cost me money to get back and forth.

And a few percent of the results that have occurred in achieving the mandate will be taken to the Union.

If you're a reincarnated spec, you can manage to do it, the exploitation of such exquisite additions and subtractions.

Most people give up and accept repayment of interest as an obligation for decades.

But some seek freedom.

If you repay your debt, it will come true.

Aurelia and Zion wanted it and were sent to the Union as a condition of exchange.

In a brigade interception, he fought and won a former Virgin "The Hero of Respect" Face who knew herself in a past student.

You killed a believer who once worshipped himself at the end of a dispute over the difference in claims.

It's not like crusading demons or repelling bandits.

The impact on the spirit was greater than he thought himself, and Aurelia's heart was exhausted.

After returning, the only two lines I've been waiting for such an Aurelia are "thank you" and "you're safe and above all".

Without even looking Aurelia in the eye who finished her report, just an unemotional labor.

It's just someone connected by a contract. I have no choice.

But what difference does this make?

with a past that was not informed of the truth and was used as a Virgin.

Now that you are used and aware that you are being treated as a tool.

... unchanged.

That's when I just ran into Crowe.

Aurelia couldn't help but distort her expression.

Because he's not like himself.

Kwinty betrayed him. But I didn't give up. I reached out, saved and got it back.

Two heroes belonging to the country betrayed each other, plus one traitor and one dead from the Union.

The pressure imposed on him is immeasurable as the named hero disappears slowly.

Fiorenzari and Platanaskai were also hit by the 'pale' and unable to move.

Yet he laughed even then.

It's such a grin, like cheering up your surroundings.

"You're annoying, Aurelia"

"... yeah"

"I need to talk to everyone later, so I need you to dawn your time"

He then announces measures about the reversal, decursing the 'pale', etc., but then there is no reason to know.

"Looks like we can afford it."

Then, evil leaked.

When we lost the simulation, we accepted to work together.

No, I wanted to know.

How can I do everything I can to laugh in a more painful mood than myself?

Surprisingly, it turns out quickly.

"If you look like a hero, good."

Crunchy.

The smile, laughing, seemed crushed.

Oh, I understand abruptly.

Heroes are symbols.

What would you think if your surroundings saw such a hero leaning down in agony?

Anxiety will propagate along the way and morale will fall.

Like Aurelia said, he seems to be able to afford it, not afford it.

I'm just saying that I prioritize the impact of my superficial posture on my surroundings over my mind.

But then, what are we going to do?

What do you do without expressing your feelings? What do you do without saying what you think?

How do you deal with the pain that springs from inside your chest?

"You said it, didn't you? If Atashi moves for himself, it's for someone else."

"... oh, you said it"

"Do you really think so? Atashi just killed someone who was in the way so he could be free. Hey, is this for someone?

Crowe didn't answer right away.

Still, eventually I open my mouth.

"I am."

"How?

It's not like crusading defective bugs and demons.

Mental pain that kills others for their own well-being.

In the end, I am dragging my senses back when I was drunk on justice.

I can't wipe my disgust at acts contrary to it because I unconsciously believe that people are something to protect.

"If it's the other way around, think about it."

"Reverse?"

"I got the report in the glass. You knew him from the past, and he looked like a monster from the past, didn't you?

"... that's what I'm saying."

Faith did not die before any attack.

He was reassembling his body into that of a defective bug.

So there's only one way to kill him. Destroy the nucleus.

"If Aurelia had lost that battle, a monster with no idea how to defeat her would have attacked the rest of us. There may have been a dead man."

".................. Atashi, because he won. We won, so there was no danger to the rest of them?

"At least it's for the good of my people."

Maybe that's true.

But it wasn't refreshing.

"If that doesn't convince you, I'm sure Aurelia doesn't want to know if she's right."

"What do you mean?"

He showed a hesitant trick for a moment before opening his mouth.

"You don't know if you're worth living until you take the other person's life."

――――

I see.

That's right. That's right. I don't think Faith was right. I don't even think I was wrong.

Still, it was not a matter of good or evil in the first place that was painful and frustrating.

Is the happiness and doing that you seek worth welcoming to after the death of others?

Oh, you must have wondered that.

I started my life in another world with a new feeling, and I questioned its purpose, but my roots were so annoying and disgusting.

But there's nothing I can do about it from what I understand.

Because I don't know the answer.

"I'm not you, so I can't decide if it's worth it or not. Still, I can tell you something."

Look at his face.

Wait for words.

Crunchy.

It's not like earlier.

He laughed, not like it would crumble, but like it leaked unexpectedly.

"Whatever happened, I'm really glad you're alive."

That sounds really nice.

Know it's not for someone around you, it's the look on his face that he did what he wanted.

While I understand that Aurelia is not special, but an emotion that can be directed at all the other living companions.

It got pierced.

Somewhere, somewhere.

It fell.

Endless sight, somewhere.