Fushi no Kami: Rebuilding Civilization Starts With a Village
Cinnamon Altar 12
My heart is swelling up every day.
Somehow, Sir Georges is really busy helping with his work.
At first, I helped with simple work, but as I realized that I could do that, I became more and more involved in the snowman style.
Thanks to this, I feel like I've really become a lieutenant rather than an apprentice.
I don't think I'm over-conscious because they bring me documents.
Sir George's men are all volunteers.
Unlike conscripts, volunteers are taught sitting studies. Still, it seems that the inheritance of my previous life's memories is winning.
When you look at my face, you say, "Good place! - Thank God! With such a look, all my men rushed in.
With this, even with my generosity, you'll get 10% interest on your loan preference in ten days.
This is called a favor loan.
I finish writing a document summarizing the results of my day's work while thinking about boring jokes with my heart. This is a report from a workshop artisan on repairing or creating a new piece of damaged equipment.
Of course, there are no unauthorized charges such as flooding.
I haven't, but is it an important role to leave to the relatives I just met?
"Are you done?
Arthur in his room peeks over my shoulder at the report.
This is the dormitory's room, and after all, I was taking overtime with me.
I'm really busy, Sir George...
"Yes, I'm sorry. I let you use your mind."
"I don't mind. I've heard from Niisama Itsuki that Sir George is busy."
And, whispering, Arthur grabbed the report and looked at it.
"It's a very easy document to see, and this alone will help me study. May I ask you a few questions?"
He didn't know how to read the tabular part, so Arthur stood back and started asking questions.
It seemed a little nervous at first when it became a companion room, but recently the distance is close. You seem to enjoy talking to me about things I don't know.
For that reason, I may be less alert, so if I don't be careful, her secret may come out sooner than I thought.
I also touched it a little while ago.
I don't know what happened.
I don't think it would bother me if I didn't know it was because it was still developing, but it was better to be hit than to be hit.
"I see. If you use this chart, you can also manage the supplies warehouse books."
"Yeah, I think this is good. What were your opinions?
"I don't have any specific opinions so far. I don't have much time to discuss it, so I need a little more time."
Arthur nods with a smile, of course.
At present, I am asking my comrades who have compiled compost materials to identify problems and improvements based on the draft management procedures for the equipment warehouse that I have prepared.
When Sir Georges found it helpful, I was impressed by the sentiments of Father Yae.
Arthur smiled at the excitement of reporting on the status quo that everyone was understanding the proposal.
"Father Yae, Micah, Reina, me. Even though there are only four of them, their eyes and thoughts are completely different. I knew you had a lot of opinions, but I really do."
"I understand. It's only natural, but you'll be surprised to hear thoughts that you can't really imagine."
"Yes, that's right. Is that pleasure or pleasure?"
I also like it and I read a book, so I know it very well.
It is unusual for Arthur to speak enthusiastically, so I agree to try to expand the topic a little more.
"Is it because I can confirm that there is something different about me, that is, someone else?"
"Someone else?"
He seems to have missed the topic. Mr Arthur's fever has finally subsided.
I wonder what that means.
I don't seem angry. However, it looks like you're holding on to a lonely expression.
A girl pretending to be a man may have scratched the word "others."
How do I get her smile back? After all, it was a smile from the heart that she didn't try to suppress.
I was anxious to put my foot on the mine without thinking about it.
If I were a first-class gentleman, I'd get a fashionable answer, but hate and a gentleman's apprenticeship.
I had no choice but to go like me.
"Having someone else means you're not alone. It would be reassuring for people not to be alone."
It's a social creature.
As a habit, it is more calm to be in the crowd than to be alone.
"But because there are others, there will be trouble. Sometimes it's better to be alone."
I can't deny it.
If only we could live by our habits, humans would not have been so obsessed.
"That's right. Because there will be people who don't fit well, there will be others who will get hurt."
"That's right. I knew it....."
Her sigh, exhaled, echoes as if she was affirmed and hurt. Do you want me to deny it?
Unfortunately, I didn't have the simplicity to deny just momentum that I could think of a verse.
"Certainly, other people don't like it, it can be troublesome or disturbing....."
I want to do compost experiments early, but I really think that there are few other people who are not moving forward.
I think so from the bottom of my heart.
The next word is also true.
"But it's mean to look at the bad things of others. Because it is other people who can talk like this. Others listen to what I want to do and give me the opinions I need. It makes me very happy."
Madame Yuika threw it at me.
That person pushed me into the comfort of dealing with others so as not to run into others alone and selfish.
Thanks to her, I can mouth her delicate heart from the bottom of my heart.
"I'm delighted to be able to talk, study, eat and laugh with others like you. Whatever you say, one after another you say something you don't understand, because you're such a weirdo, you're going to have a tough time with them."
Unfortunately, a self-taunting smile spills over.
It is not pitiful of all of you to be attached to me like this.
I don't want to miss it.
"That's not true! Sure, don't say weird things, but I'm having fun. Meet Ash and stay with Ash....."
So she breathes as if she had found something shining in her own words.
It seems that she herself knew what was good about others in the words I used to mock myself.
She smiles and nods at her in surprise.
"If that's what you think, most importantly."
"Did you just... did you just aim for it from the beginning?
When you stare at me with your lips pointed, it makes me feel like I'm really a girl.
However, any suspicion that you induced the flow of the conversation is over-readen.
"No way, no way. I'm not that smart and I can't read your mind."
"Really? Ash, I'm afraid I'm afraid of you."
"I haven't bought it yet. But I thought you knew."
Asked by her why, I giggled. It's obvious.
"Even though I'm a fine fellow, I haven't had a day since I first met you without saying a word."
I can't stand living in a room like this in the first place because I don't like complete humans.