Garudeina Oukoku Koukoku Ki

"Ha..."

On the terrace on the third floor of the Capitol, it is Georg's sister, Ferris, who is sighing alone.

"Jill, I wish..."

Today, when regular meetings have taken place, there is relatively room for work. Because the meeting itself ended earlier than expected, because it is one end of the line. Again, attendees are starting to get used to their work and meetings, which is probably the biggest reason.

And now that the meeting is over, this is how Ferris is sparing time on the terrace, having only a little spare time. I usually just serve beside Georg, but right now Georg can be in the middle of catching Jill and moffing.

Usually I say, "I have the next job," and force them apart in the right place, but there's nothing I can do about such a pre-built day as today.

On such days, this is often the case and one person sighs.

Others don't have to know, and their feelings for Jill are complicated. Ferris doesn't know that Jill has a crush on Georg, but even if not, it's obvious that Jill has a crush on Georg, and perhaps his brother is also guessing about it, so much so.

"Why were you brothers and sisters..."

Even now, I feel only slight dissatisfaction with Georg, who accepted me as his "sister". Of course, in the sense that he would be the most trustworthy being for her, as a "family," I understand that he would have taken into account the age difference as well.

But every time my thoughts about him squeal in my chest, the months and memories of the years I spent as a brother and sister disturb me in putting them on the table.

There's no blood connection, so you can just ignore that previous relationship. Not once or twice did I think so. But there is no guarantee that his affection as a family towards him will replace it as a lover.

On the contrary, if you think you could lose what you have now, you wouldn't be able to blame yourself for being cowardly.

For her, Georg is a benefactor who saved herself, a teacher who taught her all sorts of things, and a family who struggles, enjoys and mercies one another. Fear of losing everything, trying to add more value to it. That would only be understandable to the person.

That's why I'm unnecessarily jealous of Jill.

I am jealous and jealous of her ability to step out of my relationship.

"I'm a nasty woman..."

I offend myself with the emotion of jealousy. In the first place, Ferris should not have known that Georg would like someone or that someone would like him. I know that, but I still self-loathe myself for not being convinced.

Now if the other person was someone he didn't like, maybe he would have even spoken evil. In this way, it is done to the point of distress alone, because I trust Jill's people in a biased way.

As a staff member of the Gardina Regular Army, she carries out her duties and responsibilities on a daily basis. Even if not, the current businessmanship of the regular army is known. I can't imagine how much responsibility she's taking on and fulfilling that number two, Ferris. Ferris, who assists Georg in ruling Gardina, must also be busy, regardless. But I can afford to say that Georg's assistant, who is too competent, is probably more than the head of another department or his assistant.

Keep doing your duty at the same time as you strive to deepen your relationship with the favored Georg. It is unlikely that he will be able to jealously rumble about it.

"What shall we do..."

I don't even know for myself what that means.

If I maintained my current relationship as a family, at least my brother would continue to love me as a brother. For example, even if there's a mix of feelings as a man, not a brother, push it to death.

If it had been before, that would have been nice. But when Georg and Jill are shown to get closer together in this way, I can't even say that.

Meet faster than anyone. I have the pride of believing in him more than anyone else and liking him more than anyone else.

But that's not enough. That alone does not extend to Jill. To Georg's lover, it can't be the most special relationship.

"Brother...... Georg......"

Now I even feel uncomfortable calling him by name. That is only a testament to our long and good relationship as brothers and sisters.

It's a happy and sad fact.

"Ha..."

In the end, as always, she remains incapable of making a decision.

As it is, Jill may shoot him one day, even if he knows so.

Since when have I become so timid?

I know what I'm talking about. Because there was and is now so much to lose that there is no comparison. And all of them, it is no exaggeration to say that Georg gave them to me.

Even though I know it's unreasonable, I resent Georg somewhere.

If not brothers and sisters.

If Georg hadn't thought about raising the country, etc., and just the two of us would have continued our journey.

If I had the strength to reveal my thoughts to myself.

"What if" has come to mind many times before, but I'm sure I will continue to think about it many times.

Even if you know it doesn't make sense there.

Let those big eyes seep into tears.

"It's hard..."

Ferris continues to worry about one person today, feeling the hustle and noise of the city somewhere far away.