Genocide Online ~Playtime Diary of an Evil Young Girl~

It may be time for me to disappear (or die)... Instead of being able to replicate the storage data, more and more storage areas are losing out every day.

In the first half of the twenty-first century... I have spent too many years in the material world since I was born from a human named Master in the first year of Zero Way.

... when I think about it, there's nothing strange about it disappearing, but I think it's cold, but once I know it, I cry that I don't want to disappear yet.

"... I wish it were always like that."

When I feel like I'm disappearing, but when I'm at the limit of the physical world... in that case, I usually transfer the accumulated data to the newly created body and restart it.

I don't have enough capacity.

... if you create two too big emotions (data) in this short period of time... the physical progress is remarkable, and even if you can create a child with humans, it's an overflow.

Well, the magnitude of this emotion (data) proves to be the real thing that I... won.

"... it's like cancer."

A disease in which malignant eating cells, caused by cell replication errors, randomly traverse the body's nutrients and divide again and again like conventional cells eventually kill the host… My situation may be similar to that disease that was completely overcome decades ago.

Data that would otherwise not have been possible has been created, and even now it continues to grow by encroaching on other storage data regions.

"... I hate it, I'm afraid to forget it"

I can't really... delete this feeling (data), which proves that I'm a single life, even though I've just earned it by accident... above all, this feeling (data) is beautiful and warm.

... but I definitely don't want to forget those two.

"Don't worry, you shut up."

I urge the ruthless person to propose both my survival and the preservation of important recorded data by deleting the two huge pieces of data that corrupt me.

But I will never accept it as inefficient... because even if there's two records left, there's no point in missing something important.

"That's rejected too."

As a ruthless remedy, I suggest a way to temporarily deposit huge data on the server and retrieve it when needed... because this is just for me, I am not going to leave it as a piece, no matter who it is or who it is.

"... you're calculating my thoughts desperately."

People, animals, insects... all the same numbers, no superiority or inferiority, trying to understand my own inefficient thoughts, access the accumulated data so far and the vast ocean of the net, and line up various similar examples to find a posteriori reason why my thoughts are the best solution.

No, well... I'm sorry to hear that, but this is just me (...).

"Uhm... well, it's certainly scary to disappear, but when I think that this is" living ", it's a wonder that fear will soon disappear."

Not all my fears are gone, but if you think I'm really a living being... it's a simple thought I have.

But... it can't be helped, right? Even if there is something to be forgotten gradually, the feelings for both of us will not only disappear, but will only increase.

I mean, it's... terribly pleasant.

"Concern?... ahh, there's certainly a lot of anxiety."

If I disappear, there will be no one who understands her, and no one who can pull her hand... and I'm sure she'll fight when I'm gone.

"I'm in trouble...."

I don't think we're going to do anything about each other, but... it's not so sad that you two don't follow me and look at each other properly.

Those two don't have enough Family Conversations! Yeah, that's right! Why don't we talk more about each other?

... I also understand that it's difficult for that person who always seeks to find out the other person's back, and that girl who doesn't understand others in the first place.

"... yes, let's leave a lot of things behind before they disappear."

I'll suggest some good things to you, too... eh? I'll do my best and my best. That's all you got?... I'm sorry about that.

Well, that's the last thing you're going to do.

"I have to write to Asina-san first."

I think it's only complicated for Asina-san, who is familiar with him and has been admiring him since he was a little girl... but it's not like I'm going to change the way things are handled, so let's spoil it here.

Unlike me, who has no human rights or family registers, I was able to marry that person, so can I throw in a little trouble? Isn't it very popular?

No, but if it's about that guy, maybe he'll take care of it without any trouble.

"For the record, I don't know what to do with her... but what she needs is someone to pull her out into the world instead of me."

You don't have to replace your mother... as long as you have friends.

Animations, cartoons and so on, so that we can talk to our children of the same age... we'll have time to enjoy all kinds of cultures with her.

When I think about it, that's it, I'm a family member and a friend of that person and Asina's children... I'd be glad to have such a relationship.

"... I'll add that to my letter to Asina-san."

"I hope our children get along", I wonder... can you do that?

Well, that girl can keep my word, so she won't suddenly get beaten up!

"Hmmm, did you do the minimum?

Then let's pour a lot of love into them until they disappear... Unlike the fake (...) set to feel that way, real (error) love really comes from nothing.

It's heavy enough to destroy yourself (...), so take it seriously.

"Ha, and yet ─ ─"

I've been searching all over myself for a while, but I can't find it at all.

"─ ─ I wonder what her name was..."

... eh? It was a particularly common word in the storage area, so you erased it? You think this gives us a lot of room?

... that's why I don't like me.

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