I remember something I didn't like.

Upset I turn and run away from this place.

"Wait! No, Nica."

Looking back into my eyes, I see Elle reaching out to hold her call. Sophia seems to be clinging to her like that and asking her not to go. No, what?

I thought we should get along. But I can't believe that Sophia and I would get stubborn until she scorned me. If you love them so much, you can stay with them all the time. I don't rely on Elle anymore!

I go indoors wet and rush up the stairs. As I jumped into my room, I closed the door and locked it from the inside. You can say bad things... because I'm used to it anyway. I'm fine with being left out of company.

How could I have forgotten?

Veronica of Lanobe has always been lonely, too. There should not have been a single being who could call her a disciple or friend.

I must have dreamed. Now that we're reborn, I was wondering if we could make friends. Saying disciple was a shade of light, and I really wanted a friend.

Alone is lonely and lonely. Though I decided to work hard on the villain warrant lady, I was spoiling myself wondering if I could have about one ally. So all the time, won't the prince show up?

Come to think of it, Elle adored Sophia. Don't hesitate to say things to me sarcastically, but be nice to me when my sister-in-law is the other person. Praise, stroke and shelter, Elle cares so much about Sophia. That's the real sisters over there, so illusory that I'm not a stranger.

My father hasn't been too keen on me these days either. As I grew up, I was told I had come to resemble my late mother. My mother used to be famous as a social hua. You think he was flirting with my father, the Duke, because of all the partisan rumors?

Is it because of that? Not only my father, but even my mother-in-law, who taught me about it, hated me, and I'm cold these days. My real mother, who doesn't even know my face, torments me.

Everyone to the cute Sofia.

A white rose takes everything away from me.

There are certainly blessed beings in this world, and they get anything as normal without struggling. Love of my father or stepmother, or a luxurious gift. Not even one friend.

"Birthday? It's my job. I'm sorry, but I can't. '

"But father. We celebrated Sophia's birthday together last year and even gave her a present."

"Was I? You've got everything, and you're already big, so you can put up with it, right?

'Oh, my God, Sophia's doll is broken. Veronica again?'

'Mother-in-law, no. I didn't break it, and this kid was mine originally.'

"Really? You're my sister better, so give it to him? Yeah, but not your back. I'll buy you a new one for Sophia. '

"Poor thing. Nica set you up again?

'Yes! Isn't that terrible?

'Right. Nica is terrible.'

Black roses are haters.

I am a disturber in this world.

I've behaved quite a bit as a villain, so I don't think I have a choice, even if I can't be treated clutterfully and listened to. But I don't know any other way of life. Veronica in Lanobe's world is everything, and I don't know what to do if I want to be sweet.

Should I have been honest?

If you behaved like Sophia was childish and adorable, would everyone have loved me?

But that's uncertain. If I change the story, I won't be able to move on to the outside either.

I don't need an invisible life ahead of me. It's safer to go as you decide to go towards the end.

Days hurt by heartless words and frightened by anxiety. Treated like air, no one listens to me. If it's enough to repeat those thoughts, it's better to be the bad guy you are. Because he was actually bullied, I know exactly what to add and subtract.

I'm not lost anymore.

As long as I go to jail, I will surely get my own affection!

'Why did you rely on others? You have to open your own path. "

The black rose in me whispers.

She is lonely, strong and beautiful.

I shouldn't have expected love until I was on the outside. It's no use to my family. Even my friends are fantasies, and one day they will betray me and make me look stupid.

"Nica, please, listen to me. Nica!"

Elle screams as she knocks on the door. But I've already decided to cut her loose.

He's a kid and it's natural to be honest. Something I want to get along with a child I feel comfortable with, and I want to be with. Of course I don't blame Elle for the change of heart, and I'm not going to take it back from Sophia. Even I don't have time to get used to Mob. We need to get the villain warrant to the extreme.

The bad news is I... I already knew black roses wouldn't be loved. If it hurts like this, I wish I hadn't expected it from the beginning. If we didn't want to get along, we wouldn't have had to be disappointed.

"You exaggerate. I want to rest because I don't feel well. Elle, will you go home?

Pretend to be casual, I say.

The friendliness between your children is over. It wasn't if I was having fun and mischief. As a villain, I have to work harder. Because if you don't, this part won't start forever.

"I'll be back. Nica, I'll tell you everything then."

Disappointing voices and distant footsteps. But whatever more they say now, it doesn't change my resolve.

Goodbye, El. My first friend ever made with my apprentice. The days I spent with Mob's lady weren't bad.

Me closed my heart on the occasion of my ninth birthday.

Since then, I've stopped seeing and laughing at Elle.