Although I said I wanted to rub the information together, the truth is that Eduwalt wasn't expecting that much information. I just wanted you to know I was ready. I wanted to tell someone that I was ready to decide not to run away. I chose Eduwalt for that opponent because he was the one who had the coolest feeling of Aria's knowledge.
I talked to him, and my head just got a little cold. Don't lack calm. Stop walking and breathe heavily and deeply in order to stop feeling rushed.
"Dear Aria"
He is called from behind where he has finished exhaling and looks back. It was Lars standing there. He flaunts his body like a mountain and clumsily distorts his face.
"Mr. Lars, what is it?
Lars seems very busy running around these days. He said we've hardly even looked at each other this way in the past week or so. To Aria leaning her neck, Lars shakes her body restlessly. I'm trying to say something hard to say, it was such fun.
"Just... I need to talk to you."
"Is it hard to talk about?
Pull the nodding Lars sleeve and direct him to an empty room nearby. They had already cleaned inside the smaller reception room, and the wind was softly blowing in through the open windows. Pinch the table across from each other and sit on the couch, waiting for Lars' words. Lars had been cruising for a while, but seemed to cement his resolve as the wind blew in strong at the moment. Dry lips open heavily.
"Master Aria said she intends to stay here."
"Yes, I intend to."
"... can't you go back to the country?
Somehow, I felt like they were going to say that. Lars cares so much about Siegfried. With Aria leaving here, Siegfried may be able to regain her peaceful life. If that's the case, we won't have to think about what Lars makes it a priority right away. But even to Aria, there's something I can't give away.
"I can't do that"
"Even for Dear Siegfried, is it?
"You don't know what's best for him, do you?
Lars bites his lips. He wrinkled between his eyebrows and distorted his face so that he rarely "looked terrified.
"Let me get this straight. … For Siegfried now, your presence can only be poison"
Lars, with his most stiff and stiff voice, stared at his tightly gripped fist on his lap. He refuses to look at Aria and continues to stare at his fist with staring eyes.
"Poisons and pills are a piece of paper."
"Dear Aria, I'm serious."
"I'm serious, too. Mr. Lars, if you want to talk seriously, you should look them in the eye first."
I finally see Lars with his face up like a stiff one. I thought fluttering and shaking eyes were like children on the way. Lars, who was close to his age, said he had been on his side as a Siegfried playmate since he was a young boy. Naturally, Aerenfleet and Rebecca should have been close too -.
(Child...... although not very similar, Master Sieg and Master Aerenfleet are blood connected brothers, right?)
Remember to hook up to the pretend and think with your eyes swinging left and right.
"Mr. Lars... what was Mr. Aerenfleet's family name?
"Dear Mr. Aerenfleet's family name, is it? It's Schwartz, of course. It draws the blood of the royal family."
"The name..."
"Huh?"
"How can you have a different name? Because Master Sieg called himself Siegfried Hurrieus Weisman. Not at all like your father-in-law or your brother."
Eduwalt named him "Eduwalt Schwartz" when he first met him. I thought the family name wouldn't be passed down in this country, but if the blood muscle determines the family name, it's a strange story that the name hasn't been passed down to Siegfried, the emperor's second son as well.
"Oh, Master Siegfried is special"
"Special?"
"When my ancestors are born, I'm supposed to name" Hurrieus Weisman. "And so did all the ancestors of history."
"Hurrieus Weisman......"
A small hook swells bigger and bigger in my head. In a book I used to read, the name Hurrieus came up. What I recall hearing that name sound strange is a mild afternoon. I remember trying to forget. I deflected my eyes from what I didn't want to see and diligently followed the letters with my fingers. At the end of the day, the book that seeped in tears and I couldn't read, what the hell was I talking about...
"Dear Aria, please"
The voice of Lars, spinning in agony, makes me angry. In front of Aria, who was totally thinking about it, Lars had a look he couldn't afford. It evokes a consciousness that was about to sink into thingies in that look of being stuffed with cut wings.
"I don't have enough medicine."
"But I've already taken a lot of pills. You've had a lot more lately, haven't you?
"That's still not enough. No, it's gone."
I can put a lot of strength into a big palm gripped together. A lost fingertip was eating into the back of his hand.
"Dear Siegfried, we care very much about Aria. But at the same time... I'm greedy."
"Want?"
"Yes," greed. Faithful to instinct, brutal... I don't know how strong that is. But I know the lust for Aria. "
"Master Sieg... you want to eat me?
Shall I eat and kill Aria with that greed, like a black beast left in the book? Is he, who gently lowers his brow and laughs, about to turn himself into a beast again?
"I added more pills to keep it down."
Lars shakes his head small, left and right. Siegfried doesn't want it himself. I just can't do anything about the greed that burns within me.
"Ancestry is a symbol of power. If an ancestral child is born to the royal family, the people will rejoice. But for him... for Dear Siegfried, nothing but a curse"
Lars' eyes staring at Aria were no longer shaking unreliably.
"Please. Please leave him alone. That one has suffered enough. If I lose you forever, I'm sure I won't be sane."
I don't want to torment Siegfried. Of course, about Lars. But I didn't like what happened to giving up and going back to the country like this.
"Give me some time... please. A month...... no, two weeks. In the meantime, I'll think about it."
The next full moon is in two weeks and three days. I guess Lars wants Aria away from here by then. I can see that, so I couldn't push my way through.
It's been months since I've come to this country. I can't find what's wrong with what I've been looking for all this time. Things that Aria should have been looking for a long time ago, even before she looked for them. I wonder if I can still find something I didn't find in just two weeks...
(But I decided not to look away anymore)
Feeling as if praying, Aria held her hands tight.