The door to Siegfried's room will never be locked at any time, he said. Lars told me that when something happened, he was trying to make sure someone could rush him as soon as possible. Siegfried never locked the door of the room as he continued to pull. Is it due to habit, because he himself is "afraid of something," or because he is overconfident that no one will break in without locking it up?
"Dear Sieg, it's Aria. Are you awake?
That, lightly knocks on the door that it has never been locked, and asks inside the room. I know you haven't heard back. I shoved my ear against the door, but I couldn't hear a thing.
If it's always the case, I leave some novels and walk away, but not today. What happened to Aria? She wants to see Siegfried right now. Now that it is not a full moon or a period of estrus, perhaps you will not forget to take your medicine. Aria must meet Siegfried. To prove it, nothing terrifying or anything like that happens to him that scares him.
"If you're going to be stuck forever, I've got an idea for you."
Hi, and knock on the door again, hands on the door knob.
"It's easy to open unlocked doors."
"Wait..."
Ignore the hurried voices you hear, "Excuse me," he says, opening the door with momentum. The sudden jump into a dim spot took a little while for my eyes to get used to.
Inside Siegreet's room, it's always dim. The edge of the curtain, which was tightly closed as if to reject a place in the sun, was glowing lightly in the afternoon sun.
"... If you stay in a place like this at four or six hours, your body and mind will rot. Why don't you go on a picnic for the first time in a long time?
Siegfried sat on the edge of the bed and wore a skin hanging from his head. I kind of regret that my usual leather gloves are worn neatly in the habit of just wearing shirts and slacks. Seeing Aria staring at her best lover so far, the gloves, Siegfried put her hands together in a restless manner.
"Aria... you can't stay here. Get back here."
Return to a safe place and live far away, he says. Siegfried must not know how much words covered in gentle shells pierce Aria's chest. There's no way you can leave him alone, but you still don't get it.
"Dear Sieg, you can't just pull yourself together like this."
"Aria, please, listen to me..."
Siegfried's voice was shaking slightly. He is always frightened by the shadow of the black beast. I wanted to hug the poor guy and took a step inside the room.
"You know, in the library, I read the literature. It's just so old, it took me a little while to finish reading..."
"You know that, don't you? How ugly a creature I am......!
Step firmly on the floor toward the Siegfried squeezing out distressed groans.
"Dear Sieg, I'm fine"
Unconsciously stretched out both hands still can't reach him. So go ahead again slowly with your legs and aim for a distance where you can make contact with him.
"The werewolves are not like the werewolf beasts."
Once upon a time, there were two species of people-shaped species that resembled wolves, he said. It is a family of wolf beasts called and feared black beasts and mountain gods called and admired white beasts. Heritage about white beasts is too old, and the majority of them have been overwritten by anecdotes of black beasts. They were both similar to wolves, so I guess they got confused while I could tell them.
Maybe the only thing that's well written about the white beast is about gaga stories for kids anymore. So all this time, it was overlooked. The answer was right there, but it didn't touch anyone's eyes.
- Hurrieus Weisman is the king of white beasts. It is the name of the king of the kind-hearted beast, who lived with men, not like the black beast. He inherits the name, even though he is just the kind white beast of his heart.
"Because it's completely different from what it looks like. You're not a horrible black beast."
Silver hair gently shaking in the light of day, as well as shining gold eyes. It's all so beautiful, there's nothing terrifying about it. I just became a beast figure, and that didn't change.
"Beautiful white beast, you wouldn't do terrible things to me, would you?
"You don't understand! No, there's no certainty! Your read literature could be more wrong! Now I hurt you! Over and over again...! Wouldn't you?
I get close enough to say I can touch you in a little while, and I stop my leg once. Because I thought Siegfried, who trembled heavily on his body, would run away. But Siegfried didn't run away. With a membrane of tears strapped to his golden eyes, he hangs his eyebrows up trying so hard to throw Aria away.
You don't look good like that. I squeal in my heart and stretch my fingers out to my eyebrows with a tough angle. It's still a few centimeters short until it gets there. If we don't fill this gap, we won't be able to touch him for long.
"I couldn't help that one. If it wasn't a good time, it's on me too. Besides, if I had told you a long time ago, it might not have happened."
Siegfried shakes his head so loudly that the vibration makes the sound of the bed snapping. I noticed shaking silver hair stretched out over time.
"I'm sure the same thing will happen again. No, something worse could happen"
"Dear Sieg,"
"I'm scared. It's what eats you to death..."
He covers his face and makes a crying voice, maybe he's really crying. Because he's an out-of-the-box crybaby and only tries to hide his tears instead.
Siegfried is never a strong man. Weak, timid, - kind man. I like people like that. He's like that, so I fell in love. I keep sinking in surprise that there was such a deep place, but I never get to the bottom of it. I'm sure I'll keep sinking forever like this and die unaware that I'm drowning, too.
I think you can have a life like that. If you thought that was happiness, no matter who else denies it, because Aria is definitely happy.
"Be Dear Sieg, fine. You can eat it."
Step closer to him. Make sure you still can't get away with it. One more step, closer. If you still can't get away with it, I can get another step closer. I can touch him.
"If I can feed you with that, I'm sure I'll be much happier"
I wanted to be strong. I wanted the readiness and courage to just make one person happy. But in the end, people are tiny, and I can't live alone. I'm not alone, so I'm happy.
So I wanted to be stronger. I want the strength to protect the people closest to me, the people I care about the most. Give me a little happiness, share it, share it. You make me laugh that you're happy, I thought I wanted that power.
"Please eat, Master Sieg. Eat me."
Painful, painful or painful, I'm going to accept it all. If it's for him, it's acceptable. If you need to prove it, he'll eat you here and now. If that's how you can be a part of him, then you can't be happier.