Chapter 198: Ch 198: Owned by the C.L.U.
The villagers gathered around me.
[He’s here, the fortune of Jisan!]
The man with the megaphone shouted louder and louder, and before I knew
it, the singing and the sound of gongs grew wild again.
A vortex of people.
"This way!"
I followed Agent Bronze, ducking through the crowd to hide from the
villagers, but it wasn’t enough.
"Whoa, daebak."
"Is that person really going to get the golden rooster?"
People who still didn’t understand the situation were murmuring, while the
villagers all rushed toward me, leaving everything else behind, some
bowing to the ground and praying toward the mountain, and Baek Saheon
had disappeared into the crowd.
And then...
"Please escape."
I pushed Agent Bronze and Assistant Manager Eun behind me, trying to
shield them from the villagers, but Agent Bronze stepped forward as if to
face them.
"Calm down. At this point, the chances are high that I won’t be able to
’safely’ leave anyway."
"...!"
"And it was clearly written in the manual."
I met his eyes.
"What to do in this kind of situation."
It sometimes happens during rescue operations that one of the agents gets
captured by the villagers.
But unless it’s the last day of the festival, don’t charge in recklessly or go up
against the whole village.
You can always re-enter the village during the festival. What that means is,
you can come back with proper preparation.
Don’t let emotions get the better of you and waste a precious chance by
causing a commotion. Act wisely and decisively.
That way, the person who gets captured, those left behind, and those to be
rescued can all escape the disaster alive.
"Go."
"..."
"Go, and quickly figure out a way to rescue me, then come back. That’s the
only way I’ll survive."
I could see the struggle in Agent Bronze’s eyes, a tug-of-war between
emotion and rational judgment.
But soon, rationality won.
"Tomorrow."
"..."
"I’ll come back for you. No matter what."
Agent Bronze quickly handed me a five-colored shoelace, which I stored in
my inventory tattoo.
In the worst-case scenario, if I risked disappearance or suicide, it would be
my last resort to escape.
Then Agent Bronze pushed his way through the crowd at frightening speed
and ran for the entrance.
"He’s here! The fortune of Jisan!"
At the same time, the villagers swarmed over me.
* * *
I blinked.
It seemed I’d lost consciousness for a moment.
And when I came to... I was lying on the wide, old-fashioned wooden floor
of a house.
Sliding doors on both sides of the square room.
"..."
I saw a similar layout recently.
’It’s that tile-roofed house.’
Assistant Manager Eun was nowhere to be seen. ...It seemed she hadn’t
been captured with me.
That was a relief.
’...’
I looked down at my legs.
Both my legs were tied with a gold rope.
The gold rope ran out through a hole in one of the sliding doors.
When I gave it a little tug, I felt some elasticity. It seemed fixed in place.
’So it begins.’
At that moment.
Drrrk.
The sliding door opened, and people came in.
No, only two.
One brought in a tray with festival food, the other carried a bottle of
alcohol. The two bowed deeply, set down the neat food and drink.
Then faint music began to play.
It seemed that outside the building, a wild and frenzied festival was still
going on, all night long.
"..."
The two brought out a small raffle box and drew lots. Eventually, the one
who pulled out a stick with a rooster’s feather stayed behind, while the
other lowered his head and left.
The one left was the person who had brought the alcohol.
"Saheon-ssi."
"..."
The villager who had brought the drink, Baek Saheon, looked at me.
I could guess who had set things up so I would draw the special prize.
"Last night, did you make me draw the ’special prize’ stick from your
pocket on purpose?"
He’d definitely prompted me like that.
That was the only unusual action that might explain why I, who’d drawn a
blank yesterday, got the special prize today.
"Was it to make me into someone who had already drawn the special prize,
to make me ’qualified’?"
"..."
"So that I would be guided to draw the special prize today?"
A deep satisfaction flickered in Baek Saheon’s eyes.
– ...Check my pocket.
And in a hoarse voice, he spoke.
"If that’s what you think, so what?"
"So you’ve been planning this for a long time."
"..."
"You must have thought hard about whether this would work, and what to
do if the agents failed to rescue you."
An ecstatic smile spread across Baek Saheon’s lips.
"That’s right."
Liberation.
Madness.
"I thought about it every day. What would I do if I ever got chosen. I never
wanted to end up like that. Every time I slept in this shitty house, every time
someone died, even when my older sister died!"
He spat out the words like he was vomiting.
"I always thought, I never want to end up like that. Fuck, if I die, god or
whatever..."
"God?"
Baek Saheon swallowed. There was a sense of unease and thrill in speaking
a taboo.
"This festival is for worshipping a god, then."
"Worship? No!!"
Baek Saheon practically screamed.
"This is a ritual to make a god!"
"...!"
"They pick an auspicious day, make it a festival, and whoever’s chosen is
enshrined in the village shrine to become the god, the fortune of Jisan, who
will free us from the ’truth of the world’. They actually believe that crazy
bullshit!"
"Is that really possible?"
"I don’t know! But..."
He panted.
"There’s really something here."
"..."
"On the festival days, if no outsider wins the special prize, the villagers
gather up the remaining sticks and draw them among ourselves. And if
someone gets picked..."
Baek Saheon’s face stiffened.
"When the last day of the festival ends, they put a bag over your head like
livestock and drag you to the village deity’s shrine."
"..."
"They take you there and do something."
"What do you mean?"
"I don’t know. I don’t know. But, but there’s something..."
His face turned pale.
"When the ones who were dragged out come back in the morning, their
faces are different. They can’t speak. They start preparing for next year’s
festival together..."
"..."
"And when the festival they’ve prepared for is over, they hang themselves
in the shrine."
...!
"But then, every festival, they appear again. Even though they died, they
come back. They walk out of the shrine."
He howled.
"They play in the traditional band!!" [1]
"...!"
"They’re doing it now. Outside!"
Heeyaaaaaah!
"I’m not going to end up like that. I’m not going to die. No way."
Baek Saheon’s eyes flashed with fear, anger, survival instinct, and a sense
of relief that he’d made it... then settled down into rational calculation.
"Now that you’ve been chosen, the festival and the raffle are over. I don’t
have to come back here anymore. Being trapped in this godforsaken Jisan
village, being held here, it’s all over now."
Note/s:
[1] Traditional band / Pungmul-nori – Korean folk music tradition that
includes drumming, dancing and singing, with dozens of players all in
constant motion.
Read more about it here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pungmul ↵
...
"I understand."
I nodded.
Baek Saheon muttered.
"So now you’re an insider and I can talk about it? Haha. ...I used to think
anyone who started talking about this stuff first was just an idiot, but this...
this is how it feels, huh?"
The feeling of being in a situation no one else knows, having to swallow
information you can’t share.
It’s almost funny, but I think I understand better than anyone how Baek
Saheon feels right now.
’...’
Honestly, I should be angry or anxious right now.
This crazy bastard Baek Saheon, just to save himself, pushed a civil servant
who had only come to rescue him and said there was no way to help, into
his place as the scapegoat.
I should be angry, disgusted, anxious, and desperate to find a way out.
That would be natural.
But strangely, I’m not.
Instead, there’s this odd... sense of peace.
The feeling that the complicated tomorrow and the near future have become
a little hazier.
’Now that I’m trapped here, I don’t have to think about anything else.’
No more wishing for a favor, no more worrying about Director Ho’s
binding, no more scrambling for information in a month, no more thinking
about what to do with an agent after my cover’s been blown.
’Is this just escapism?’
It’s almost laughable, even absurd, that the threat of death makes me feel at
ease.
But it’s true.
So I could speak calmly.
Without sympathy or anger.
"I see. I understand."
"Understand?"
Vigilance returned to Baek Saheon’s eyes.
"Are you going to say ’I feel sorry for you, I understand’ and then ask me to
let you go, saying this isn’t right?"
"Maybe. But... I know what it’s like to go through daily life in constant
fear, unable to relax, always feeling like I might die at any moment."
"..."
He looked at me with a subdued expression.
"Still, it’s fortunate how you chose between the two agents."
"Why, do you want to die?"
...
"A little?"
I’m not sure right now.
"Haven’t you ever wanted to die? Not even once?"
"..."
"So you have."
"That’s not true."
Baek Saheon suddenly replied.
"I don’t want to die. If you wanted to die, good for you. You can just stay
here, then."
"..."
Weird.
There was no sign that he was trying to mock me, nor any indication that he
was relishing in the fact that I’d been tricked by him. Even though he could
easily make fun of me, it didn’t seem to amuse him much.
All I could sense was a selfish desperation for survival.
He didn’t seem to feel any guilt either. Rather, it looked like he had no room
left in him for guilt.
’Come to think of it, it’s always been that way.’
He’s only ever desperately clung to whatever would benefit him, whatever
would keep him alive.
But at least, if he doesn’t take pleasure in watching others suffer because of
him, or find fun in tormenting people... there might be a different approach.
I could use that.
’...Still, there’s no way I’m going to just escape into reality until I die like
this.’
In the end, I spoke up.
"Saheon-ssi. If there was a way for both you and me to survive, would you
help?"
"...What?"
"You’d just have to go through more trouble than now, and take the risk of
being found out."
"You’re seriously asking if I’d do it? Crazy bastard."
At that moment.
– Heavens, enough! Even from a narrative perspective, there’s a limit. How
can anyone be so rude!
– Ah, Friend. Why are there so many people these days who repay your
kindness with betrayal? This Braun’s heart aches as well.
...The plushie started talking again.
– Allow me to help you. First, let’s get out of here.
– Then let’s show them what karma really means. Wouldn’t that be thrilling
and satisfying?
...
’Ah. It’s fine.’
The plushie fell silent.
’I’ll do it myself. Wouldn’t that be more entertaining for you?’
– Well... I suppose it would be best for things to flow with the right
support!
’It’s fine.’
I finished my conversation with the plushie and looked at Baek Saheon
again.
Since I didn’t expect anything from him in the first place, I spoke with
complete indifference.
"But Saheon-ssi. I’m going to die because of you."
"..."
"I’m only someone who came here to rescue you but couldn’t because there
was no way to do it. I’m dying because you pushed me into this spot."
"How is this my fault?"
Baek Saheon’s face twisted.
"Did I fucking tell anyone to kill someone if they got the special prize? Did
I shove someone into the shrine and kill them? Someone else does the
killing! So what, am I just supposed to die instead? That..."
Raging and swearing brings misfortune.
"...!!"
At the same time, both Baek Saheon and I turned toward the sliding door.
A muttering could be heard.
Raging and swearing brings misfortune. Raging and swearing brings
misfortune. Raging and swearing brings misfortune. Those who forget,
disappear. Those who forget, disappear. Those who forget, disappear.
OChosenOnedeliveruntoustheblessingofJisanofthecountlesspeaksOChosen
OnedeliveruntoustheblessingofJisanofthecountlesspeaksOChosenOnedelive
runtoustheblessingofJisanofthecountlesspeaks
A ringing sound.
Baek Saheon stared at the door with a face gone white.
There was clearly nothing there, but the sound of the traditional band
outside grew louder and louder...
"Baek Saheon-ssi."
"No."
He went over to the opposite side of the door, crouched, and covered his
head.
It was hard to believe this was the same person who normally caused all
kinds of trouble without hesitation. He was utterly powerless.
’Is this a trauma response?’
Maybe this would work.
After a brief hesitation, I opened my mouth and spoke toward the sliding
door.
"I’m sorry. I was so flustered that I swore."
The muttering stopped.
"That wasn’t appropriate for the festival. I’ll try to speak more politely from
now on."
The sliding door stayed perfectly still.
And then...
Heeyaaaaaah!
The sound of the traditional band resumed, gradually growing more distant.
Until it completely faded into the festival noise.
"..."
"..."
"Baek Saheon-ssi."
He got up from the corner by the sliding door, drenched in cold sweat, and
looked at me with a confused expression.
"I just helped you not die, again."
"..."
"Don’t you feel even a little grateful?"
"...So you’re telling me, if I’m grateful, I should die instead?"
"You make it sound like saying thank you would come at an unbearable
price."
Baek Saheon looked at me as if to say, ’What are you even talking about?’
Is that so.
"Do as you wish. Seems your life is very precious to you."
Then I looked down at my feet.
"But my life is precious to me, too. Even though I sometimes think about
wanting to die."
"..."
"..."
After a long silence, Baek Saheon finally spoke.
"So what exactly is this way for both of us to live?"
"..."
"Answer me."
I slipped my still-free hand into my pocket and rolled a silver badge around
in my fingers.
Silver Heart.
"It’s simple."
Because, just now, after hearing Baek Saheon’s words, I realized what kind
of ghost story this is.
I’m going to plant doubt in their faith.
God-making, liberation from the world’s truth, rituals shared only by a
select few, resurrecting the dead, scapegoats...
All of it pointed to one thing.
This is a ghost story under the Church of the Luminous Unknown.