Grasping Evil

Chapter 855: The Barbarian Bull Roars to Fear

Reverse spiritual technique, is a kind of reverse luck spiritual power, intensified perception of the divine talent, is one of the highest secrets of the True Dragon Nation. Only a handful of people throughout the True Dragon Nation are qualified to practice this technique, of which Ancestors of the Toxic Dragon is one.

This technique is prestigious, preferably slightly audible. In addition to strengthening perception, another ability of counter-psychic surgery is auxiliary soul searching.

If you learn counter-psychic techniques, you can read each other's memories without destroying each other's intelligence. Normal soul searching is not able to read the soul memory of the reader, but reverse soul technique can be easily done.

Hearing that the candle bow was intended to teach this technique, he immediately took a deep look at the ancestral bow spirit.

If you can learn the counterpsychic technique, you can strengthen the perception of consciousness once more, and the range of Rain perception will increase again. Ningfan is very interested in this technique.

However, the timing of the ancestral bow spirit's offer to teach counterspirituality was somewhat abrupt... seemingly to allow Ningfan to search his soul without destroying his intelligence, but gave Ningfan a false feeling...

“Are you sure you want to pass this on to me?” I'd rather ask thoughtfully.

His eyes flashed blue, as if the hole penetrated all the thoughts of the bow spirit. The heart of the ancestral bow was empty, laughing.

“Sure, sure! If a good man learns counterspiritual techniques, he can naturally search the bow's soul and know if the bow is lying. ”

Come on, Bow Ling really used his heart to contact God and teach Ning Fan how to cultivate counterspiritual techniques, but his heart was nervous about other things...

It's an escape plan!

“In that day, Sha Xing designated the husband, and planted ten layers of seal prohibition in the old man. That prohibition is not even possible to break, thanks to the old man's divinity...”

“But the old man's body is very special. If this man searches the soul of the old man with counterspiritual techniques, the old man can absorb some counterspiritual powers and weaken the seal in the body... as long as the ten layers of seal are weakened, the old man has a good degree of certainty, breaks the seal and escapes from the control of the Sha Xing. ”

“Hey, if it weren't for escaping this Sha Xing's claw, my husband would have passed on counterspirituality to this man! This is just one step in the husband's escape plan. ”

“Lao Hu Tang's candle bow and spirit, to escape, actually used a plan against a small generation, hey, my husband's life is really lonely as snow. ”

Bow Ling is thinking about his escape plan, but he doesn't know that it teaches the motives of counter-psychology, which has caused Ning Fan to be cautious...

However, since we have obtained the secret technique of the True Dragon Nation, there is no reason to abandon it.

Without breaking the bowing spirit's mind, Ningfan will get a little bit of information on counterspirituality. In any case, it is right on the banks of the True River, counter-transporting power, practicing counterspirituality.

Reverse psychic training is not very difficult, and there are seven different realms. The first realm of heaven is the easiest to cultivate, so long as it has spiritual wheels and demonic powers in the body, it can be cultivated.

But starting from the second realm, this technique is increasingly demanding the cultivation of demonic powers. With Ningfan's early demonic spirit cultivation, it can only become a second form of rebellion.

The first reverse psychic technique can double the perception of the mind.

The second reverse psychic technique can increase the perception of the divine mind by four times.

After only half a day, Ningfan repaired the second rebellion. Upon the completion of the second rebellion, Ningfan obviously felt that his mind realm had not improved, but his perception was more than several times stronger than before!

“If I raise my demonic powers to the realm of transcendence, I can build a third form of rebellion, which can make my sense of God skyrocket again...”

“Demon powers need to be cultivated through spiritual wheels... but they are not weak here, unfortunately I can't stay here too long, otherwise if we lock them up here for decades, most of them will break through the real world...”

Ningfan looked at the East River water and sank slightly. The progenitor bow spirit in his hand seemed to be an unintentional reminder.

“Good man? Aren't you going to search for Bow's soul? Don't you see if Bow's lying? ”

“You expect me to search your soul? Isn't it common to exclude people from being searched? And you're looking forward to...” I'd rather ask without expressions.

“Er...” bow spirited speech lagged behind, somewhat faint.

“It's all right, you've worked so hard to tell me to rebel, I'll search your soul as you wish! ”

Ningfan rebellious spiritual power, pointing to the ancestral bow, the ancestral bow swayed, immediately turned into a phantom figure of an old man with a black and red seal on his body.

Then he grabbed it with one hand, pressed the old man's Heavenly Spirit directly on his hunchback, and carried out an anti-soul search.

Though he was searched for his soul, the elderly man on his hunchback had a feeling of immense comfort. All 130 million pores spread out, enjoying the process of searching for his soul, his face showed a dirty, happy smile.

“Awesome! It feels so good to be soul-searched! ”

“The seal in the body has weakened a little, while this Sha Xing searches the memory of the old man, the old man quickly breaks the seal! ”

Ten heavy seals have been carved into the body, Bow Spirit will naturally not be polite, quietly breaking the seal in the body.

Unfortunately, these little moves did not hide Ningfan's eyes.

Ning Fan didn't break a bit. Ren Bow Ling thought he had broken the seal. He read the memory of Bow Ling carefully.

This bow spirit was once a demon bow spirit called the 'Candle Bow'. The name of the candle bow is not small. Four days before the opening of the candle, Fabao had been repaired for the life of 'Zulong Candle Leaving’.

The Dragon Candles are the ancestors of the future dragon ancestors who founded the Dragon Clan, but four days before they formed, they died in battle in a mysterious place called "The Land of Heaven and the Ancient Realm"...

The candle bow, along with the ancestral dragon candle, was destroyed in the ancient world of heaven. Only a few bow spirits have been fortunate enough to remain.

What was taken by Ningfan was a tiny bow spirit with a broken candle bow. Because of the broken bow spirit, the memory was incomplete. Ningfan had not been able to read too many ancient secrets from his memory.

And Bow Spirit also has some memories deliberately sealed... which Bow Spirit himself sealed, sealed, do not want to be read by Ningfan.

That memory contains its escape plan and other things...

He tried to break the memory seal of the candle bow, but failed, and his psychic trick was repaired, too low...

Despite the failure to break the seal, Ningfan saw some memory fragments from the sealed memory of the candle bow.

There are memories of bow spirits trying to break away, and there are other memories.

One of the memory clips is of the Zulong candle dying, and the warning to the candle bow...

“Remember, you must return to the True Dragon clan and give the keys to the next Dragon Master...”

“The keys have been sealed by the husband, and no one can forcibly break the seal under the saint. You are the old man Bow Ling, but you have the opportunity to break the seal. If the dragon of the Hereafter desires to unseal the key, but fails to repair it, you will sacrifice your handicapped spirit and help the dragon of the Hereafter to unseal the key... remember, remember...”

Ning Fan's gaze changed slightly, but he didn't think that he would read such a memory clip from the memory of the seal of the bowing spirit.

Keys, keys again...

Dong Xinzu hid a key in the town clock, the Ancient Emperor hid a key in the Yin and Yang lock, and the dragon candle left for the future dragon master a key...

The keys, exactly!

If you can tear the seal off the bowling spirit's memory, you'll know the truth about the key... but with the help of the rebellious spirit of Ningfan, you want to tear the seal off on your own, hope is faint...

What if he threatens Bow Ling to unseal himself?

“Forget about the keys, and look at the real picture of the Dragon Candle crossing the bridge...”

Ning Fan turned his mind and began to read another part of his memory. In this part of my memory, there are real images of Zulong candles traveling from their youth.

The Zulong candle is cultivated outside the sky, which does not belong to the circle founded by the Immortal Emperor. Of the 180,000 bridges, there is no corresponding path.

The Zulong candle failed to build a bridge on the True Mirage River...

Under helplessness, the Zulong candle moved away from renovating other avenues to succeed...

In this world, except for the Immortal Emperor who created the True River, no one has ever been able to create the True Bridge on the True River, even Zulong can't do it.

The candlebow spirit did not lie, it did not know how to build a true bridge, nor had it ever heard of a monk from the Immortal Emperor, who had built a true bridge.

All it knows is that the Zulong candle left the bridge building program —— a failed bridge building program.

“With the exception of the Immortal Emperor, can no one ever build a true bridge on the Mirage River... and I will not be the exception...”

Ningfan frowned and looked at the real river, silent.

No one can create other real bridges on the real river, only trample on the real bridges left by the Immortal Emperor.

There are no bridges on the river. How can one who practises this practice be truthful?

Do you want to abandon the old path and refresh the other avenues like the dragon candle?

Rather, he closed his eyes and sighed slightly. He could not let go of his obsession, because it was all concentrations in his heart.

This way, in his warmest memories, sincerest feelings, he couldn't help but let go.

If he gave up his obedience and took the other way, he might become a Dojin monk, but he would no longer be Ningfan.

I can't give up my obedience. So, can I just give up Watson? This life stops in the realm of Watson, becoming a ghost monk?

Stopping at Ghost Xuan doesn't seem like a terrible thing. Abandoning Fahrenheit, Ningfan can still fix the ancient magic, and can fix the ancient demonic powers, the monastic path, maybe it won't block...

But if you can't get across the truth, you can't fix the fourth change, you can't complete the orders of the Luo family; you can't cultivate until the late stage of the transition, the 27 yin and yang of the troubled loop, the change is to abandon the ancient tradition of the power given...

If you give up Watson, you'll have the Negative Lo family. I'm sorry for the mess...

The Ancient Emperor, no matter what his illusions are, must also condense the Heavenly Spirit Yuanjing, help Ningfan to cultivate the rain, yin and yang, cultivate the loop, Ningfan can really give up the loop and not fix...

Abandoning Watson seems to preserve the Path, but on the other hand, it fails to live up to its obsession...

In that case, Fan would still be ashamed, and even though he retained it, there would be cracks...

The mountain does not move, so it is the mountain, and the quince does not change, so it is the clinging.

If you give up your obedience, your obedience will collapse; if you give up your truthfulness, your heart will be broken; if you forcibly cross the river, there will only be a failure, an imprudence, and your life will be in danger...

That's what the Freckles said. It's a tough road trip...

Ning Fan sighed slightly. If his path was not obsessive and he did not have to hold on to his heart, he could have abandoned it and converted it to another path without damaging his heart.

Unfortunately, Joe Dragon's candle could not be done without a renovation of the other avenues... because he was Ningfan, because he was a rabbi...

Perhaps the Oracle Brothers will be the most unlikely true Brothers in the world...

Ning Fan looked at the Tao Tao River water and suddenly realized clearly in his heart.

Watsujin Watsujin, on the surface of Watsujin Fantasy River, did not try to persuade the monks to put aside their obsession and walk the real bridge of the Immortal Emperor's pavilion...

It's empty, it's still empty, it's still empty, it's obsessive, it's clear, it can only be repaired...

Only a broken obsession can teach a lesson...

The Three Realms of Immortality, the Dojo Vacuum, to be honest, are just constantly abandoning obsession to build a so-called path, really...

If you let go of your heart's obsession and gain the true power of the way, is it true?

“What's true? ”

“Eighteen thousand real bridges on the Fantasy River. Is that true?” 'If I'm obsessed with it, it's true...

“In heaven and earth, is it true...”

Ningfan once again questioned, this, once again reversed the water of the Mirage River!

Reverse river water contains a determination to trace back to one's own water source and to seek out why one exists!

Ningfan's heart seems to be infected by the river back in the river. Learn about the river back in the river and fix your own truth!

“These 18,000 real bridges are the true of the Immortal Emperor, not mine! ”

“My true, only stubborn, if not stubborn, even if I am truthful, I can definitely not fix the true truth! ”

“This is an illusion river, I must cross, I will not take the real bridge that anyone has laid for me, I will build a real bridge with my heart! ”

“Whether there is truth in the heavens and the earth has nothing to do with me, I have truth in my heart, that is enough! ”

Ningfan took a deep breath and looked resolutely.

If others encounter this dilemma, they will surely shake their hearts and suffer.

If the other monks can't make it, they may give up... but not Fan!

There has always been a paranoia in Ningfan's personality.

Know that you can't do it, but do it; Thousands of people, I go there!

He doesn't give up Watson, he doesn't give up his obedience... he's going to build a bridge on the Mirage River!

No one but the Immortal Emperor has ever built a true bridge on the Mirage River. If he built a bridge, most of it would fail, but he would rather try it!

How dare you give up!

“In the memory of the candle bow, when the Zulong candle left the real bridge, the entire bridge building program was divided into three steps. The first step is to sacrifice the real river with the blood of hundreds of millions of demons, gather the phantom fog with the remnants of the soul, mold the stone bridge with phantom fog, if the stone bridge is complete, then the first step is completed, but this stone bridge is still not a real bridge; to build the real bridge, you need to complete the second step, strip off the phantom in the stone bridge, only leave the real one behind, wait for the phantom to be extinct, the stone bridge will become a real bridge; the third step is to step the true bridge, the river cross...”

“The Zulong candle failed to build the real bridge, was defeated by the second step, he, at the time, succeeded in building a stone bridge, but the stone bridge was not real yet, he could not cross the real bridge... he tried to complete the second step, turned the stone bridge into a real bridge, but could not completely strip away the illusion, he could not help but give up...”

“The Zulong candle is three steps away from building the bridge, even though it failed, but it can be borrowed a little by me. ”

“The first step is to build a stone bridge, a stone bridge, a blood sacrifice on the True Mirage River...”

Ningfan glanced at the candlebow in his hand and smiled slightly. At the end of the soul search, the bow spirit has withdrawn from the body and returned to the bow body.

From within this candle bow and bow spirit, he perceived the power of the soul of a billion dragon demons, which has been condensed into crystalline...

These spirits, which were sacrificed by the True Dragon Nation to the Candlebow Spirit for the purpose of nurturing the Bow Spirit, can now be used to build bridges!

At this moment, Bow Spirit is desperately breaking the seal in his body and daydreaming of breaking the seal and escaping.

While Ningfan searched for his soul, the seal in the bow spirit weakened, breaking five layers of seal in a row.

At the time of Ningfan's sincerity, Bow Spirit broke the other two layers of seal, the seal in the body, only the last three layers left!

“Hey, hey! Stupid little man! You never dreamed of it, did you? My husband told me you were rebellious, just to escape! ”

“The seal is only three floors away. In half an hour, my husband can completely break the seal and escape from here! Once the seal is broken, with the strength of the old spiritual body, even if this Sha Xing will set the magic of Dongxian ancestors, he will not settle the old man again! ”

“Hey, counting the time, my husband has been sealed by this Sha Xing for 50 years, I really miss the Ancestral Soul Pool! When my husband lived in Zulong Pool, every day Sister Zhen Long would bring people nuns into Zulong Pool for the old man to have fun... hey, I haven't touched a woman in 50 years, this time back to the North, make sure to send the dragon dragon beauty to enjoy! ”

“There is no such thing as a magical treasure spirit in the world that you can live happily ever after like an old man! Drunken beauty on her knees, waking up and shooting human rights... lonely as snow, my husband's life, lonely as snow! ”

“There's only three layers left to seal. Hey, hey! Beauty, my husband will be back soon! ”

Bow Ling was obscenely smiling, suddenly his eyes were silly, almost without a breath of old blood.

But when there were only three layers left in the seal, Ningfan waved his hand lightly, reinforcing the seal.

Secured seal, full 108 floors! Robust and inhuman!

Once upon a time, there were only ten layers of seals. The bow spirit could not be broken. Only through counter-psychic techniques could the seal be weakened. Only a few seals could be broken...

Now with 108 layers of seal, even if Ningfan can do more counter-psychic work on Bow Spirit, how to weaken the seal, Bow Spirit won't be able to break the seal...

“One hundred and eight layers of seal... no!!! ”

“Sha Xing! You dirty, shameless Sha Xing, you're lying too much! My husband is about to break the seal, you can harden the seal! Shameless, shameless! ”

Bow Spirit's angry cry echoed in Ning Fan's heart for a long time.

Ningfan naturally has no mind to think about the sorrow of the bow spirit, his eyes are cold, his hands grasp, directly provoke the divine talent, and draw a blood red crystal from the bow spirit.

It is a soul crystal formed by the bow spirit with a billion dragon souls. It is used to warm the spirit body. Today, the soul crystal is owned by Ningfan.

See Ningfan not only strengthened the seal ban, but also took away the crystallization of his soul strength to warm and nourish his body. The bow spirit was even more angry and directly cursed in Ningfan Heart God.

“Again, Ning will take your treasure and destroy your bow spirit! Trying to make a nice bow! ”

Ningfan spoke heavily, his eyes flashed with a glimmer of killing machine.

In this bow spirit memory, there are other uses for Ningfan regarding the key, which can be left for the time being.

But if this bow spirit really doesn't know each other, it won't be polite to him. If you don't want the key information, just kill this bow spirit.

Feeling Ningfan's undisguised killing machine, Bow Spirit had no reason to strike a chill. Though angry, he dared not scold again.

“Feng!”

See Bow Spirit acquaintance, preferring to stop talking to Bow Spirit, temporarily seal it, throw it back into the Xuan Yin Realm, decide to build the bridge first, then pry out the key information from the bow Spirit mouth.

With the crystal of the wretched soul in his hand, Ningfan looked at the water of the Tao Tao River in front of him and took a definite look.

The water of the river, which is reversed by the True Mirage River, has recovered as it was in the beginning and is once again in the east.

Ning Fan Pan kneeled on the banks of the True Phantom River, waved the festival up the crystal of the wretched soul in his hand, ten fingers pinched, and read words in his mouth.

A bloody red dragon soul flew out of the crystal of the wrecked soul and joined at the beginning and end above the river of true illusion, condensing into a bridge of illusory blood-red souls.

With Ningfan clapping his hands, Misty Avenue above Phantom River immediately blended into the soul bridge. The illusory soul bridge gradually turned into a bloody red stone bridge. Over time, the bloody red color gradually turned blue.

Half a day later, a bluestone bridge hidden from dragon chanting was erected over the true river!

At this moment when the bluestone bridge condenses, the river demon hiding at the bottom of the True Illusion River immediately reveals its colour.

“This son wants to coax the real bridge over the real river, and he has coaxed the stone bridge... he wants to break the law of the real life in the heavens and the earth...”

No one has ever built a true bridge above a true river, not because of a lack of divinity, but because the laws of heaven and earth do not allow...

This Heavenly Way is the Heavenly Way founded by the Immortal Emperor. This Law is set by the Immortal Emperor himself.

No one can build a true bridge over the true river against the will of the Immortal Emperor. The River Demon does not believe that anyone is capable of defying the will of the Immortal Emperor.

“Since this demon sat in the town of Mirage River, he has seen a total of 47,944 monks trying to build bridges over the river, but without exception, all failed...”

“No one can resist the will of the Immortal Emperor... no one can create a true bridge on the True River...”

“This child can enter the Heavenly Path with flesh and can reverse the water of the True Mirage River twice, which is enough to show this person. In the fantasy world, only 47 people can do this, and this is definitely 48 people! ”

“But unfortunately, this man's way, above the true river, has no bridges... and he will fail in the end... unless this child forsakes his commandments, he will never be able to live his life...”

“Watsujin Watsujin, that Watsujin word, has the meaning of abandoning obsession." The only way to reach the North Bank is to abandon the South Bank. There must be something to lose, and there must be something to lose. This is the way to go. ”

The river demon sighed slightly, shook his head and stopped talking.

Although Ningfan built the stone bridge with a billion dragon souls, the River Demon does not believe that Ningfan has the ability to strip away the illusion in the stone bridge and shape the true bridge.

The stone bridge is not strong. If anyone steps on it, it will collapse.

Ningfan's eyes flashed blue, staring at the stone bridge, silent.

The first step in building the bridge, he's done, the second step, is to strip the path in the stone bridge.

He opened the first door of the heavenly people, and with the combined eyes of the heavenly people, it was not difficult to see through the illusions of the bridge.

But it's hard to strip away these illusions. He had just waved his hand and peeled off the magical power of the first lane and was immediately suppressed by the whole heavenly lane!

Heavenly Dao, do not let the monks of the Immortal Emperor strip the Dao Fantasy and form the true bridge.

It seems that there is a consciousness from the sky, repressed on Ningfan, only momentarily, it is shocked by the blood spitting back and forth, had to give up the delusion of detachment.

At the heart of the True River, a purple gold swirl suddenly appeared. In the whirlpool, but the aurora flashed, and a purple lock of heaven was emitted. It was electrically powered and tied to Ningfan.

The purple lock was too fast to hide in Ningfan.

Once bound by the purple lock, Ningfan immediately lost his heart and sinked into a scene illusion.

The power of purple locks is derived from the vortex in the river.

In the world of the god of the heart, there is a scene of illusion. Perhaps it is because in the wilderness, those illusions are caused by the wilderness of ancient times.

With the power of illusion, Ningfan seems to have returned to the ancient wilderness!

In that illusion, Fan was no longer a human being, but a barbarian bull chained to the foot of Li Shan by purple chains.

He's not the only bull tied here, he's tied here, and millions of bulls!

Each barbarian cow is tied to a heavy purple gold chain, and breathes heavily at the foot of Lishan Mountain.

“We waited for the Bull Clan to sin against the hijacking and exile to the foothills of the Le Mountains. ”

“An inch of purple locks and an inch of mountains, this purple locks is as heavy as the entire Le Mountain! With this purple lock on my back, I can't wait to be free in my life! ”

“Legend has it that when the yellow river is clear, the purple lock can be dissolved by removing one litre of clear water. If a barbarian bull walks 10,000 miles to the Yellow River, it is expected to break the purple lock. Unfortunately, the purple lock is too heavy, no barbarian bull can carry the purple lock to the Yellow River...”

Countless savages sigh here, unable to resist destiny.

Only the barbarian cow, who was naturalized by Ningfan, had his eyes unchanged.

“I couldn't believe that the Fantasy of the Stripping Path would be attacked by the purple lock of the Heavenly Path, and even the Heart God would be bound, and such an illusion would appear...”

“If you go to the Yellow River and take a liter of clear water, can you dissolve the purple lock that binds the Heart God...”

In the trance, Ningfan's ear sounded the brutal rumor that Zhao Huier had sung.

‘Little barbarian cow, don't turn back, fight with the sky for freedom. If you don't see the Yellow River, you can't see the water...’

Perhaps, even on foot, to the banks of the Yellow River, one litre of fresh water cannot be extracted from the turbid Yellow River, the purple locks cannot be dissolved, freedom...

But if you don't try it, there's no hope of freedom...

“Where is the Yellow River?” I'd rather ask the other barbarians.

As soon as Ning Fan tried to climb to the Yellow River with a purple lock on his back, a number of brute cows immediately laughed. He did not think that Ning Fan had the strength to go to the Yellow River.

Only the first old barbarian cow informed the direction of the Yellow River in Ningfan, but did not think that Ningfan could reach the Yellow River.

The purple locks on Ningfan were too heavy, even though Watsujin Mid-Term Brother was pressed by the purple locks, it was difficult to move half a step.

Unfortunately, Ningfan's strength is already higher than Watson's in the middle of the year. Despite his difficult moves, he took the first step with great difficulty!

Although the pace is slow, it is a step north of the Yellow River!

“Why, why can this barbarian bear the weight of a purple lock! ”

“Is he going to the Yellow River?! If you can get a liter of fresh water from the Yellow River, you can dissolve the purple lock and gain freedom! ”

“He has hope for freedom! Why would he do that? I waited and I couldn't! ”

No barbarian cow can withstand the weight of a purple lock except Ningfan.

At the top of Lishan Mountain, an elderly man with red eyes, suddenly opened his eyes and revealed a strange colour.

“There's a barbarian bull who can stop the locks...”

That surprise turned into an intent to kill.

The old man grinned and revealed his teeth. He was robbed by the heavens and the earth. If the punishment is sent down in heaven, no one can escape it!

“Does this cow want to go to the Yellow River? Unfortunately, my husband won't give it a chance to go to the Yellow River! ”

The old man stood up and waved his hand, and the power of the black and red robbery condensed into a black and red thunderbolt in his palm.

“Heavenly robbery! ”

That black red thunder is the real heavenly robbery, very different from the realm of future generations!

The old man waved a thunderbolt, the sky of Leishan, immediately covered with black and red clouds of robbery, the thunderbolts rolled and fell in the direction of Ningfan.

That thunder robbery is enough to easily destroy the early brothers of Watson!

The thunder robbery has not yet struck Ningfan, suddenly a loud and angry cow roar town dispersed, the lightning extinguished!

Ningfan's brute bull looked at the sky with anger, and the blood in his body moved, and his body was more powerful than the thunder.

With only one eye, the clouds in the heavens and the earth collapsed instantly. I'd rather look back at the mountains. With only one eye, I immediately made that early Daozhen robbery make the old man spit blood, my eyes frightened!

“Impossible! Bad barbarians, how could too many loose spirits be born! ”

“Don't mess with it! This barbarian cow is strong, far super old husband, if you mess with this barbarian cow again, my husband will definitely die! ”