Great Novelist

When I grew up, I emptied out half my beer and stole my mouth.

“You were reluctant to speak in public. The interviewer kept sticking with you. And then you said, I think it will be childish. I don't want Sadala to be nuanced. ”

I remember saying that in a room full of manuscripts everywhere. I raised my growing chin.

“I thought about it the moment I heard it. The goal of coincidence is something that others can buy. ”

“It was a simple parable. ”

“It's possible. Greatness. I can make it. ”

He tapped the desk with his finger. Growing boldly, he said.

“I have experience. All of the actors in my film became popular in their roles. We have each other's images. Romanticists, heroes, villains, leaders, moonlighters. Reality is different? It's the same. Companies invest money to get good images. I can't avoid it either. The image of Germany, the image of the United States. There's something on your mind, isn't there? The rich are arrogant and the beggars are ignorant. We wear expensive clothes to avoid being ignored. Conversely, when traveling in dangerous places, it's modest. Because I want to look like one, because I want to look like one. There's an image that we all want. ”

He knew more about it than anyone else. Handling images, creating things, leading things, breaking things had a close relationship with his job.

“Let's take a look at what you've heard is great. Nature, God, Mother. It's not hard to image you. Great novelist coincidence. ”

“I'll get it in writing. ”

“This is what writing gets you. What have I come to Germany against? ”

“I know it's not. ”

“No, you don't know anything about yourself. If he knew, he would have pretended to be a little better, and he would have taken my offer less seriously, and he would have accepted it by now. The most important thing about images is the rationale. We make donations to be called a good company. You have grounds to be called great. Another bias, Nini Genius, is preventing it. ”

“You, the filmmaker, are going to make me great. ”

“Yes, I can say whatever I want, because I'm not you. It can be seen as quite objective. ”

He looked at his opponent calmly. He's trying to lead the conversation. I did not avoid growing eyes.

“It's not a scam. Obviously, that's what the director can give you. ”

“Right?"

Famous books sell better. Books with the name of famous writers sell better too. Books featured in the media can sometimes become bestsellers all at once. Titles and covers depend on the volume sold. Punishment, family, occupation. I am what I look like. The touchable part is typical of me. Someone else decides for me.

“But wouldn't it surprise you to open it? because it's not what they imagined. ”

“I don't think so. It's about making good things look better. It's a good product, after all. That's what makes a genius. ”

“I'm not a product. ”

“It was just a metaphor. ”

He sweeps his lips with his tongue.

“The conclusion is that everyone will look up to you much more than they do now. Pop's emperor and basketball god are all firsts. For the first time, someone started calling him that. You didn't say it in public because you knew it. ”

If you sell yourself, you're not a good thing. I didn't intend to mistake that part for being priced.

“Did I look like I wanted a nickname? ”

“You look a little shabby when you say nickname. ”

I did not waver at the appearance of growing. He said it greedily as if he knew the value.

“Nicknames are also nicknames. The readers of the world will call you a great novelist. It's just you. ”

“It's not the greatness I want. ”

“What do you want? ”

He sticks out his tongue again. It looks like a snake hiding in the swamp. Eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. He breathed small. I did not rush. What is the greatness that I think I am? Someone had given up.

“I want to write for a long time. ”

He ascends quickly, but descends just as quickly. He was not a great novelist. I wanted to be this time.

“Is the long-time writer great? That's an ambiguous criterion. Life spans vary from person to person. ”

“It's not great if it sells a lot or if it sells a lot. ”

“If you don't sell anything, you don't even talk. because books have meaning only when you read them. It's clear that my film will become more famous. ”

Zahra hurriedly said. There's strength in your shoulders. He sat down.

“There are two reasons it's not worth having a long conversation about. The first is that I'm already selling a lot of books, and the second is that every book in the world, technically, has at least one reader at the time of birth. The author himself, a very objective reader. ”

“Minorities are often ignored. It's meaningless if no one notices. Only if you know it. It's not a name that doesn't go by. ”

I didn't want to end up a genius. I wished for a different death. I wanted to be great. While I was speaking, my mind began to clear up what was mixed up in my disguise. There's a past no one knows about. I knew the past by myself. But it was definitely there. He was leaving a trail.

When I wrote, I exhibited a stronger presence. It was painful, but fortunate.

“Even if everyone calls me a great novelist, it's meaningless if I don't admit it. ”

His mouth was fine.

“It's meaningless even if you think about it alone. ”

“No, they're different. Will you die if someone else dies? ”

“· · · · · · · · Won't die. I'm gonna tell you to die. ”

The growing head bows. Blue eyes cover their tracks. He clenches his fist and repeats the loosening.

“· · · · · · I'd rather ask you to bring 10 billion. because there are writers like that. I gave up.”

He stares at his head. Saw his movie. Not just one, all of them. Saw all the movies he made. I read all the interviews he received. I also saw him receive an award at the awards ceremony. He holds his props in his hand. It was cold because it contained water.

“Do you want to make a better movie than my writing? ”

I'll make a better movie. It was his cause. I was full of sincerity. Actually, it was for me. It took me from the first meeting. His blue eyes were something he frequently encountered recently. A victorious insult. It reveals its growing teeth.

“I wrote a scenario once. ”

“Yes.”

“Scenarios are completely different from novels. And if you compare these two things, you can actually hold a pen. It's like a half-brother. Just by looking at the results. Images and text.”

The two differences were clear enough that there was no need to convince them that they were different.

“Kids love the medium of film, even if they don't yell at them to watch it. People who read books are disappearing. The phrase" cinema-like novel "is written as a compliment. ”

“But?”

“I thought there was nothing more interesting than a movie. ”

Pure passion sank deep into his eyes.

“I wasn't ignoring literature. I've had a lot of help with books. But the first moment I saw the video, I fell completely out. The book didn't make me like this. ”

He had mistaken that feeling for the truth of the world. As talented as he was, as much time went through the process, his delusions were firmly stacked. The world agreed with him. He sniffs. Genius said.

“You are great. ”

He didn't say anything. He glances at you and scratches his chin.

“It doesn't work. ”

“Too bad. Not a bad father. ”

“Then there's nothing I can do. I have to hold onto it and live longer than you, and then I have the right to take it over to someone else. ”

He wraps his clawed hands around the back of his head. It was a weak voice.

“Yes, it is. I can't give you what you want. That's how he behaves, even if it's for him. I can't help it. I don't try to find it in other people. The tragedy here is that you have what I want. Our relationship is unequal. like most relationships. ”

He raises one tail of his mouth and says,

“But you didn't feel bad at all, did you? ”

“Yeah, well. ”

He lowers his head as he does, and becomes a person who wraps around his head and ponders. He was quite right. If he had wished to refuse, he would have cut it firmly. Once again, Zara Jenkins herself was interesting. When I saw the film he made, I thought it was as blinding as the director himself. The first time I saw a movie, I was only bitter. The second time, I was satisfied but did not find what I expected. There is no fool in movies anymore. The money they offered, the conditions, the scenarios, couldn't move their minds. He said he has what he wants. You aimed a gun at the crown. I pulled the trigger.

“Cold.”

He shakes his head. I spilled it on my scalp.

“I would have told you earlier if it wasn't for this gun. ”

“Yes?”

He lets the water into his mouth and makes eye contact.

“I don't have a heart at all. ”

Seeing the slow-changing face of the man, he smiled.

“I'm more defensive than I thought. I was shocked by the gun, and I couldn't speak. ”

“Huh?”

“But I can't help it. Nothing lasts forever. ”

The gun is hard. The water runs out as you pull the trigger. He pushes his face into the stream of running water.

“What does that mean? Let me get this straight. ”

While talking to him, a very simple desire arose. After watching all of his films, I was firmly seated. I wanted to see where I could go. The conversation with him was fun and informative. He listened to his wishes.

“I want to see the movie you made. Great, what you can get, behind the scenes. ”

He swept his head. More work to do.

“So let's talk about the contract. ”

Zahra's hands split the air. You reach out your chest. He must have been listening to his cheers for a long time.

pull the trigger (2) end

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