Green Skin

00305 Myself

Of course, it is not Hayuri himself who is shining in front of his eyes. It is a relaxation affected by the magic of the Grand Wizard Isaac. If relaxation had gone in alone, it would have been obvious. Because he hasn't made any significant evolution yet.

Though it may have been slightly elevated, it is still that far. If it's not a magical effect, I can notice it well enough and even see the difference at my level. But as a girl with a whole down-spec, you won't find anything different.

It is her fault that she believes too much in herself.

Choi Hyuk was afraid that things might get ruined, but he had nothing to be afraid of.

‘It's already shaking. ’

I am also aware. Although pretending to be nothing, it is certain that Hayuri the Sword is shaking. Elisha records all the conversations that Hayuri and Justice have had so far and hands them over to Ewan Yong. Based on that, we analyze a human being called Hayuri and find out what he is thinking.

In fact, I put the spirit of justice together for a long time to shake the glass, but it was to give me time to analyze her properly.

- We can be loved, even if we're not gods. You know that now, right?

- Shut up.

- You don't have to be obsessed. When you're a kid, memories are just memories of when you're a kid. My dad's dead and my mom's not here.

- I said shut up.

You're doing quite well as expected. I wouldn't have used this extreme method either if it was the only card I had.

You and I have one more card that is very heavy.

‘Hayuri's past. ’

As expected, reason came with this very good card. In fact, very few people know what Hayuri did on Earth on the continent.

No, it is right to say there is none at all. An heir to the company, or a woman of the elite family. There have been many useless rumors, but the truth is not.

‘Just a kid who wants to be loved. ’

An ordinary woman born into a very poor family. Unlike other families, my father is violent and my mother is a man of cult religion.

My father abused Hayuri and my mother every day. I don't know why. I've heard about it since I found out about Hyuri's father at the end of the hydrogen gate. He was extremely wary of revealing the past because he was very sensitive about his past. If it weren't for the collapse of the West, rationale wouldn't have been able to find this informant. If the war hadn't happened, the informant might not have recognized him.

Anyway, a long time ago, she had been abused by her father. At first, she had survived the day relying on her mother, but she chose religion as a means of escape from abuse.

In other words, he lived when he saw his mother praying since he was a child. They don't even know about love because they were not loved and raised. I don't understand what affection is. Love for her is just a feeling I've read in a book.

Mother relied on the God she believed in and abandoned her little child.

The abandoned daughter still misses her mother. When Hayuri went to school, she ran away from her father and lived with him who abused her.

Her obsession with God. She may not know it, but she probably has something to do with her mother.

"If I were God,

Her thoughts start with this family.

If I were God, Mother would not have left me. My mother would have loved me. My father would never have hit me. It may be loved by all. I don't know when I started thinking like this. But she must have thought of many things as a means of escape.

Maybe she saw a lot of things when she left the rally.

‘God is loved. You're so loved by everyone. ’

This is where she thought she was a psychopath. She is more of an acquired sociopath. The purpose of Hayuri is to be admired. To be a god.

You have no choice but to notice why Hayuri was acting even though he had tremendous power and was playing cosplay with his true nature. There may have been a reason for gathering arrogance, but it is due to her own feelings.

I realized the throne of sadness when Laghia died. Perhaps Hyugari has long been aware of his throne.

The situation surrounding her changed when she killed her father with her own hands. I don't know the details of what happened here. But I thought Hayu-ri would have realized.

The father who ignored himself and tortured himself was like a worm. By the time the informant visited her father's house, he had already been there. She thinks she's been summoned, but she doesn't need a trace.

He killed his father very slowly, as if trying to return what he had received. He gave back what he had received.

Inside, as if I was right, conversations were continuing to be heard.

- I don't care if you put down the heavy stuff. She's not here anyway.

- This has nothing to do with you. She abandoned me anyway, and I abandoned her.

- Do you really think so? I'm still thinking about it, but I don't think it's you.

-........................................

- I told you, I'm you.

I was quite immersed than I thought. Perhaps this was her disgusting part.

“Well done.”

Choi Hyuk mutters at your side, and I nod.

“He used to be a good cheater. It's a little sad to hear things. There's no crime without a reason, but there's a reason for everything to go sideways. I feel like I'm in a bit of a bind. ”

“But that doesn't make the sin that you committed go away. ”

“I know that. ”

Even if the Bible says so, the sin committed will not disappear.

- What about Dad?

- I just hated that worm. You know that.

Actually, I wanted to be loved by my dad. Especially since I couldn't see her.

- Don't be an asshole. I never thought of it that way. I still don't regret killing that son of a bitch. It's more fun, it's just that he thinks he's...

- Look, I was right. We still miss her. If we ever become gods... if we become gods... my mother might come to see me one day.

She didn't come here.

- You know that's not what I mean. You know best what we're talking about. Isn't that right?

Relaxing dragons smile like demons. There were dangerous moments, but one of the short-term reactions is stunning. Of course, relaxation dragons do not know what Father did to Mother. It was the act of God that he ignored the word "mother." Leading the conversation to its own direction would have been quite difficult if it hadn't been supported by his narrative.

The conversation continued.

- The past is the past. I'm a god now.

We're gods. I'm sure I'll be a god. And I'm going to see my mom. Isn't that right?

- I told you the past doesn't matter!

- No, we haven't forgotten.

-Shut up!

It's also pretty cool to say "we," not "me." At first, he was suspicious of Hyugari, and now he thinks he is perfectly relaxed. A proof that she's shaking that much.

- No, I forgot. She left me anyway.

- No matter what you think, it doesn't change that we haven't forgotten her.

- Shut up.

- You actually want to be loved. We want to be loved, even though we think it's ridiculous and childish.

- It's not like that. What I want is admiration. Love is out of the question.

- You must have been happy when you heard that justice is in love with you. I'm well aware of that.

- No, I wasn't. He just looked cute waving his tail around.

- Your heart's beating.

- It's the damn powder. I have no idea. I was playing with the cunts, the bloody Dagger, the fucking cunts.

- Didn't you like him when he volunteered?

- Physical pleasure and spiritual pleasure are very different. All I wanted was a little pleasure.

- Why did you tell him you loved him?

- It's a funny reaction, because if you don't say it, you don't work hard.

- Why do you want me to work so hard?

-...........................

- Why did he want to focus on me? Why... why were you talking to him? Why did he show his true colors?

- Because he's... trustworthy. He was a human who only looked at me and was useful. He was a capable man.

- I thought you were a good dog.

-..........................................

Yuri is silent, but eventually he opens his mouth, swallowing his saliva again, making sure the silence was burdensome.

- There is no God who truly loves man.

- If there was such a god, he wouldn't have left us and our mother alone.

- It's not like that. Don't talk about her anymore.

- Why not?

- I don't know.

He must have noticed that he was shaking.

- I'll give you the right answer. Because she's the only one who ever loved us. Like him... isn't it?

I didn't hear an answer. But the sound of rough breathing began to pop out.

No, no, no! No, I didn't think so. Everything you're saying is a lie. You're not me! You piece of shit.

- No matter how much you deny it, I'm you.

What being overly excited meant was evidence that Hayuri remembered her childhood. She will remember holding her mother in her arms.

- He loves us just as much as she loves us. No, she's gone, but he's still here. What do we really want?

- Shut up.

- I know the answer. We want to be loved.

-................................

- In fact, I was loved. What do you think? Do we love him?

- I don't love you.

- No, I'll tell you the answer.

- Don't tell me.

- I didn't...

- I told you not to tell me!

It is quite okay to act like you don't want to admit it. It was a pretty important scene, so me and Choi Hyuk paused for a moment. It was the same for the two in prison. Soon after a long time, her self-immolation reopened.

- I think I love him.

Neither denial nor positive answers were heard. However, a bright light began to erupt from within the prison.

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