Guide To Raising the Sick Villain
Chapter 8 (Catching Insects)
Drinking water is often a nightmare-like prank for Tan Mo, who was too young to distinguish between good and evil. For Tan Mo, who experienced a car accident with his legs crippled, it is even more unspeakable shame and death.
When I was young, my friends who went to school together would pretend to call him away pretending to be kind, and then secretly add something numbing to the scalp, or mustard, or a handful of soil, or a bug in Tanmo's water glass. , Or something more disgusting.
He was choked with mustard until he kept coughing and almost choked.
Since then, he has never taken a cup to school again, nor has he ever drank a sip of water or eaten in school.
Later, his legs became disabled and he could no longer stand up, and he would never drink another sip of water.Because after drinking water, you have to go to the bathroom and go to the bathroom. This is the most daily behavior for everyone, but it is the most embarrassing torment for Tan Mo.
So, that girl, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, and why did she take the initiative to fetch him water?
He didn't have time to think so much. For a time, his mind roared and he could only think of the exaggerated and unscrupulous ridicule of his former classmates.
"Tan Mo, go to the toilet together."
"Tan Mo, how do you disabled people go to the toilet? Do you need help? How can you help?"
"Tan Mo, do you drink water, moisten your intestines!"
Finally, it gradually overlapped with the voice of the girl just now.
"Tan Mo, do you want to drink water, I can make you a drink by the way."
Tan Mo had never expected anything, but the girl who had said good afternoon to her a moment ago, said something similar to what she used to be in the next moment.
He was not disappointed, or his emotional system, which was isolated from his illness and different from others, could not distinguish the high-level emotions of disappointment. The overwhelming emotions at this moment are the same as the humiliation and anger he once felt. There is no difference.
She was no different from those who had humiliated him.
No, there is still a difference, she will even approach him pretending to be kind before.
And patiently approached several times.
He will never expect any good morning or afternoon anymore.
He wants to stay away from this person.
Qiao Lan found that Tan Mo's attitude towards her has become more and more indifferent since that day.
Of course, Tan Mo has always been indifferent to her, but Qiao Lan can still find a little difference in the always expressionless face.
Once she said good morning to Tan Mo, although Tan Mo would not give her any response, he would stop the wheelchair and stare at her with the kind of eyes other students said, before finally lowering his head again and silently from her. after.
But now, Qiao Lan took the initiative to greet him, and Tan Mo couldn't even stop his wheelchair.
Tan Mo seemed to have isolated Qiao Lan's voice, and could not hear Qiao Lan's voice. The signs of rejection were so obvious that even the other students in the class could see it.
"Fuck Qiao Lan is too funny, she actually took the initiative to greet Tan Mo, but she was ignored at all."
"No one wants to talk to her, so I can only talk to a fool."
The crowd laughed and turned to look at the position of the last row of Tan Mo. Tan Mo looked down at something.
The dense English, even Song Yao, who has the best English score, may not be able to see it unimpeded.
This is a world famous book, "Wuthering Heights".
He can't remember why he picked up the book again. Maybe it was because Qiao Lan's "maliciousness" hidden after his kindness made him suddenly think of the protagonist in this book, Heathcliff's gentleness under hatred. .
In fact, there is not much connection, but he is inexplicably connected.
He looked down at the book and happened to see a sentence.
[The soul enters the grave, are you still willing to live?]
After his mother died, after his legs were disabled, he asked himself every day, would you still be alive?
[Only loneliness belongs to me alone]
This sentence is so good, he has nothing, family, friendship, health, emotional perception, and dignity, he has none, from beginning to end, only loneliness belongs to him.
The heat in the north in November has gradually dissipated, and the hoar frost on the dry grassland during the morning rises, and the cool autumn breeze in the sky "could be interesting."
But for students, it seems that there is no difference.
Even a little happy, the heat finally passed, this kind of cold or hot weather is the most comfortable.
The physical education class in the first year of high school has not been taken up by the other teachers. It belongs to the students. There is physical education in the afternoon. After the last get out of class in the morning, Li Fan and the others started shouting to remember to take the ball in the afternoon.
"Class 2 in the afternoon also has a physical education class, just in time for a fight."
This is for Chen Yaoyang. Chen Yaoyang naturally has no objections. He has always been a star of the school. Not only does he learn to be top-notch, he is also the focus on the court.
A few people went out, and several girls packed their things, including Qiao Lan's tablemate, and left the classroom together.
Qiao Lan was still sitting in her seat, writing something with her brush in her hand.
"Just pretend," a girl with short hair sneered.
"Hey don't tell me, Qiao Lan is really working hard recently. I heard that I come here very early every morning and endorse."
"Bearing a fart, and deliberately waiting for Chen Yaoyang outside, and because of her background and mind, it's useless even if she really learns."
"People have to be a little self-aware, why don't you say she doesn't have any."
"Oh, isn't there no way. Poor, ugly, and poor like her. There is no way to be poor and ugly. They can only remedy the situation in study."
Several people laughed, and then changed the subject after speaking, "What kind of girls do you think Chen Yaoyang likes?"
"Just like Song Yao."
"I seem to remember that Chen Yaoyang said before that he likes smart people and Song Yao has good grades. How can Chen Yaoyang dislike it? Besides, he is so beautiful and so rich at home."
"I don't think so, Song Yao likes Chen Yaoyang so obviously, Chen Yaoyang has not confessed, I should not like it..."
"Whether so much, I watched Chen Yaoyang play in the afternoon physical education class, it seems that the second class is also in physical education class, and I can see Hao Ying, do you want to buy water in the afternoon..."
The meaning behind buying water, a few people laughed together, just understand it by yourself.
When the students in the classroom were almost gone, Qiao Lan walked out of the classroom.
After reading the book for a while, the midterm exam is getting closer and closer. She still doesn't have much confidence in physics. After all, she used to be a liberal arts student, and she has forgotten about physics. Moreover, physics mainly depends on understanding. It is still a bit difficult to learn by herself. .
Turning his neck and looking back, Tan Mo has also left.
Qiao Lan leaned on the chair and sighed long.
Several days after the last time, Qiao Lan finally wanted to understand what she said wrong.
A total of three sentences were spoken that day, and Tan Mo didn't respond to the first two sentences, but after asking him if he wanted to drink water, Tan Mo was all wrong.
What did the two words drinking water touch on Tan Mo?
In the information class yesterday, Qiao Lan finally came into contact with the Internet. She searched the Internet for Asperger's disease and finally got a general understanding of the disease.
Among them, Qiao Lan got a bit of eyebrows. People who say Asperger’s disease online, especially children, are vulnerable to bullying because they are incompatible with other children. According to statistics, 90% of Asperger’s disease occurs. Children have been bullied by their peers in childhood.
This can easily lead to a result, suffering from persecution delusions.
Because of the persecution and bullying suffered too much, this kind of result is really normal.
Any words with intentions will stimulate Tan Mo's nerves. Tan Mo is so sensitive to the word drinking water, perhaps because someone hurt him by drinking water.
Qiao Lan was a little guilty.
She didn't mean it, but it was true that she hurt Tan Mo.
In addition, Qiao Lan observed Tan Mo for several days and discovered that Tan Mo never came to school with a water glass, and he never left his seat, even when he went to the bathroom.
Qiao Lan later realized that going to the bathroom was not easy for Tan Mo. Not only was it not easy, but it might also be ridiculed by the students.
Qiao Lan felt even more guilty.
Walking on the campus road, Qiao Lan said to her heart that she wanted to really get in touch with Tan Mo, and if she wanted Tan Mo not to reject her like this, she had to be more cautious. When passing by the small campus supermarket, Qiao Lan turned into the supermarket and bought it. I bought a lollipop after the refill.
Walking in a hurry, I didn't see a few classmates in the supermarket buying water.
As soon as the girls turned their heads, they saw Qiao Lan buying sweets. They greeted the girls together, and watched them all talking after Qiao Lan left.
"I knew she couldn't take it anymore!"
Qiao Lan used to buy sugar every day to please the boys and girls in the class. She hadn't bought it before, but she bought it again for an unprecedented few days. It is not that she can't stand it and wants to please Chen Yaoyang and the others.
A few people got excited and ran into the classroom after buying water. Chen Yaoyang was talking in the classroom. Qin Yang took the basketball that Chen Yaoyang had brought, and kept saying that the ball was good.
Several girls squeezed over, looked at Chen Yaoyang and then said to Qin Yang, "Guess what we just saw."
"What?" Qin Yang didn't have much interest. He is now all focused on basketball.
"We just went to the supermarket to buy things and met Qiao Lan." As expected, Qin Yang turned his head.
"Qiao Lan is buying sugar."
Qin Yang patted the basketball heavily on the ground, and his smile couldn’t control his face anymore. "Fuck you finally can’t stand it, right? I know, she’s like a person." After finishing talking, he smiled and sat on the basketball. Looking at Chen Yaoyang, "Furthermore, there is Yaoyang here."
Chen Yaoyang cursed and kicked the basketball out, "Shut up if you can't speak."
Several people laughed, especially Qin Yang, who laughed very loudly.