Chapter 202. Kaela’s Rough Kindness Said What I Never Could (I’m Actually Shocked)
The morning sun bled through the training yard’s windows in harsh, unforgiving streaks of light, but the warmth did nothing to soften the cold resolve hardening in William’s chest.
His sleep had been fitful, haunted by Catherine’s dreams of innocent children and the jagged images of the Valestria archives.
When he stood before his students, his face was a mask of disciplined neutrality, though his eyes held a weary sharpness that made even the most boisterous students lower their voices.
He didn’t waste time with pleasantries. There was no room for them today.
"Listen up," William announced, his voice carrying that particular authority that demanded immediate silence.
The shuffling of boots and the quiet chatter died instantly. "There will be changes to the schedule."
"Starting today... Olivia will be taking over the lead for your group sessions." William looked at Olivia, who nodded at him. "She has my full confidence, and she knows the curriculum better than anyone."
A ripple of confused murmurs moved through the crowd. Olivia was capable, yes, but she lacked William’s raw, intimidating presence.
The students exchanged uncertain glances, clearly unsettled by the shift in power dynamics.
"Keep in mind that I won’t be absent," William continued, cutting through the brewing speculation before it could take root. "I will still be present for evaluations and strategic briefings... just to also make sure that you’re all not slacking."
"However, for the foreseeable future... I will be dedicating the majority of my instructional hours to a private training arrangement."
The silence that followed was brittle, stretched thin like a bowstring. Then, like a spark hitting dry tinder, Kaela’s hand shot up.
She didn’t wait for permission; she didn’t even wait for him to finish breathing.
"What did you mean by private training arrangement?" Kaela demanded, her voice cutting through the courtyard with accusatory precision.
"I thought it was interesting enough, but still... knowing you, there’s a catch, isn’t it?" Her eyes were narrowed, scanning his face for any sign of deception. "With whom are you going to do this private training?"
William met her gaze without blinking. "Lia."
The reaction was visceral. It wasn’t just surprise; it was a collective intake of breath that felt like the oxygen had been sucked out of the yard.
But none were as vocal as Kaela. Her expression twisted violently, a volatile cocktail of betrayal, wounded pride, and raw outrage.
"HWHATTT?! Are you serious?!" Kaela stepped forward, her knuckles whitening where she gripped the hilt of her practice sword. "Why does Lia get the private time?!"
"I’ve been asking for advanced technique work for three weeks straight, Instructor Wade! I’ve been pushing myself harder than anyone here, and you’re giving her exclusive attention?"
"It’s not a reward, Kaela," William said, his voice dropping an octave. It was the warning tone he used when a sparring match was about to turn dangerous.
"Then what is it?" Kaela snapped back, her voice rising.
The other students shifted uncomfortably, some looking away, others watching with bated breath. "Because from where I’m standing, it looks exactly like a reward. Wait, no! This feels more like favoritism!"
"You’re pulling away from the group to babysit one person while the rest of us are left to stagnate!"
’Stagnate?’ William thought bitterly. ’You have no idea what real stagnation looks like...’
’You have no idea what it’s like to have your soul hollowed out while you’re still breathing.’ He wanted to scream at her to tell her that Lia wasn’t getting ’advanced technique’; she was getting a lifeline.
She wasn’t being rewarded; she was being salvaged from the wreckage of a lifetime of cruelty. But he couldn’t say that.
He couldn’t expose the raw nerves of Lia’s trauma to a room full of eager, competitive young adults.
"Control yourself, Kaela!" William commanded, though his words remained measured. "This isn’t about preference or skill gaps anymore!"
"Then explain it to us all!" Kaela challenged, her chest heaving. "If it’s not a reward, then what purpose does it serve?"
"Why does she need you more than we do?!"
William held her gaze steadily, refusing to flinch, refusing to let her see the storm of emotion raging beneath his calm exterior. He could see the hunger in her eyes, the hunger for validation, for strength, for the kind of mastery that only comes from relentless attention.
He understood it. But he also understood the fragile glass Lia was currently made of.
"It’s something Lia needs right now," William said finally, each word chosen with surgical precision. "That is all I am going to say about it..."
"The schedule stands... Olivia will begin the morning drills immediately. Dismissed."
Kaela opened her mouth to launch another scathing rebuttal, her lips curling with the familiar fire of someone who refused to be dismissed without a fight.
But then, something arrested her. Her gaze flickered away from William, sliding across the courtyard until it landed on Lia.
Lia stood several yards away, half hidden in the shadow of a stone pillar. She looked smaller than usual, shoulders hunched, eyes fixed on some invisible point on the ground.
Since Lia’s sister had arrived two days prior, a strange, suffocating pall had settled over her. She wasn’t just quiet; she seemed hollowed out, as if some unseen force were slowly draining the color from her skin and the light from her eyes.
The fire in Kaela’s expression didn’t vanish, but it transformed. The sharp edge of irritation softened into something more complex: a reluctant, uncomfortable recognition.
The silence stretched between them, charged with the unspoken understanding that something was fundamentally wrong.
"She has been acting weird lately," Kaela admitted.
Her voice had lost its accusatory bite, dropping to a quiet murmur that was almost entirely for herself. "Weirder than her normal weird... Like she’s... not even here."
William didn’t move, his posture remaining as unyielding as the training equipment around them.
"Yeah," he said simply.
The single syllable carried the weight of everything he couldn’t say: the trauma, the archives, and the fragile state of a girl who had been broken long before she ever picked up a blade.
Kaela studied Lia for another long moment, weighing the girl’s obvious distress against her own wounded pride. Finally, with a frustrated exhale that sounded more like surrender than defeat, Kaela crossed the distance between them.
She moved with her characteristic bluntness, each footfall echoing with unhesitating energy as she planted herself directly in Lia’s space.
Lia flinched involuntarily at the sudden approach, her head snapping up. Her eyes were glassy and startled, as if she had been pulled abruptly from a deep, dark well.
"Hey, eyes up here, you idiot." Kaela said.
She crossed her arms tightly over her chest, her tone gruff and deliberately defensive, but the venom was gone. "Whatever this private training bullshit is about... don’t overthink it, alright?"
Lia blinked rapidly, clearly disoriented by the sudden lack of confrontation. "What...?"
"You heard me," Kaela snapped, though there was no heat behind it. "Don’t go spiraling."
"Don’t think you’re being singled out or that you’ve done something wrong," Catherine sighed. "You’re just being... you."
"And frankly, you’re annoyingly good at everything you do, even when you’re being weird about it."
Lia stared at her, her mouth slightly agape. For a moment, the ghost of the girl Lia used to be flickered behind her eyes, the competitive, sharp-witted student who could trade barbs with Kaela until sunrise.
"That’s..." Lia paused, searching for the words, her voice cracking slightly before she steadied it. "That’s actually... thank you, Kaela... I appreciate that."
Kaela scoffed, already spinning on her heel to retreat before any more vulnerability could leak out. "Heh! Don’t get used to it, idiot."
"I’m not doing a charity drive here." She started walking toward the rest of the group, but she paused for half a second, glancing back over her shoulder with a fierce, competitive glint in her eyes. "And don’t think this changes anything."
"I’m still beating you in our next real spar... No excuses."
Lia let out a breath she seemed to have been holding for days. A ghost of a smile, pale and fragile as spun glass, touched her lips.
"You’ve said that before every single spar we’ve ever had, Kaela." Her voice regained a sliver of its usual cadence, the dry wit returning like a lifeline. "The record does not currently favor that particular prediction."
"The record’s about to change!" Kaela shouted back without turning around, her voice echoing across the yard as she rejoined the other students.
William watched the interaction from afar, his arms crossed. He saw the way Lia’s shoulders finally dropped from their defensive hunch and the way she watched Kaela’s retreating back with an expression that held something rare for this place: genuine, unburdened warmth.
It was a small victory, a tiny crack of light in the gathering storm, but for now, it was enough.