Harry Potter and the Secret Treasures

Chapter 1343: Ordinary and Irregular Humans

Was Ms. Ravenclaw there when all that happened in the Albanian forest?

She must be there, but why didn't she stop Barlow and watch Helena get killed?

And what happens when Ivan feels that feeling on the crown and enters that emotionless state?

Is it really because she doesn't have any emotions that she accepts her daughter's death calmly...

Ms. Ravenclaw seemed reluctant to say more about how to defeat evil gods and what Ivan was going to do this time back, but he was emotionally unacceptable, even though he already knew that Ms. Ravenclaw had no "feelings” and knew that all her ideas were absolutely rational, but Ivan just felt uncomfortable and unacceptable, as he had insisted on risking his life to save Malfoy, redeem Ron with friendship, give dwarf Peter a chance to confess, and so forth.

Ivan thinks he's too sentimental to be the opposite of Ms. Ravenclaw, who has "absolute wisdom"!

Especially when his IQ goes off quickly at those critical moments.

Instead, he is more dominated by some confused thoughts and feelings in his mind, and is even willing to take great risks to do something to test an idea in his mind or to practice a belief he has always believed in.

Rationally, it would be totally childish to have these thoughts and behaviors, but Ivan just couldn't let go.

He has also done a lot of “stupid things" and may and will never be a powerful wizard like Ms. Ravenclaw and Professor Dumbledore, but Ivan thinks this is who he really is, not what others think he should be...

He has never thought of himself as anything different from the rest of the world as an ordinary man full of contradictions and willing to believe in beauty, but Evan has never felt anything wrong with himself like this, and that's him anyway.

Is good or bad, what Ivan needs to do is accept himself, not to disgust and change himself.

So now he's very stubborn in trying to figure out what Ms. Ravenclaw really thinks.

Even these things don't mean anything.

“Professor!” Thinking about it, Ivan looked up and looked resolutely at Ravenclaw, "you just came out of that forest, right? Did you see Helena get barlow... about that? Why didn't you stop it? ”

“Why do you think I didn't stop it?” Ravenclaw questioned in retrospect that the voice remained calm.

“Because…” Eventon said his thoughts out loud, even if he knew they were rude, offending Ms. Ravenclaw, "because you have no feelings, you don't feel feelings, you only think about the loss of profit with that cold absolute wisdom, so Helena's death won't make you sad and sad, even if she is your daughter. To be honest, you don't give a shit about her dying, and that's why she wants to run away from Hogwarts. I heard her talking to Barlow, and Hogwarts made her feel stressed and distressed, and she hated this place, and I think, I don't think it's right. ”

Ms. Ravenclaw watched Ivan quietly and seemed to have no particular reaction.

“You're right, Ivan, I don't think so either!” For a long time she said softly.

Ivan stunned for a moment and did not expect Ms. Ravenclaw to answer.

He thought the other side would shy away from talking about this unpleasant subject, or explain to him, for example, that sacrifices had to be made in order to achieve a greater good, as Professor Dumbledore would normally say, but Ivan did not expect Ms. Ravenclaw to admit frankly.

“I'm not a good mother, not even a normal person. Helena's escape and death are all about me, and I caused this with my own hands, and I'm sorry for her.” Ravenclaw went on to say that there was no wave in the voices of the emptiness, as if it wasn't her own thing to say, "I was always used to thinking about something with how to get the best results, always thinking that it would be good for Helena, but never thinking about the pressure to do so, not thinking about her feelings, because I also had no feelings, so I never thought that many things were not the best decisions and choices. ”

“Everything in the world must be lost, and I have acquired absolute wisdom, at the price of my feelings. Ever since I was a kid, I've never felt feelings, no happiness, no pain, I don't know what love is, I know what evil is, I don't even have the touch of normal acidity, sweetness, bitterness, or cold, hot and painful itching. I just looked at the world like a bystander. A soul resides in the body called Roina Ravenclaw. Whatever happens in this world, it has nothing to do with me...”

Not even taste or touch?

Ivan didn't think it would be that serious, he thought Ms. Ravenclaw just had no feelings.

Now it seems more than that, it's all feelings, including in a broader sense.

“Unlike those patients who have lost consciousness of themselves, I can't feel emotions, but I've gained absolute wisdom, which is a terrible combination, because there's no emotion that allows me to apply my wisdom without restriction and influence, not only in magic learning and research, but also in the world, I can easily understand the thoughts of other people, know why they react without deliberate training, it's a natural gift that I can easily understand people's minds and know how to control them, even if those feelings I've never felt before.” Ravenclaw said, "I remember very clearly that when I was four years old, after a brief observation, I began to learn to imitate others, remember how to react correctly when different things happened, to make myself look less special, more like an ordinary person...”

“I try to imitate others and try to integrate into the world in my own way, although my soul has been watching coldly, I know that no matter what happens, it doesn't really touch my heart, because I have no heart at all.” Ravenclaw said, "The blood magic of the Ravenclaw family is the strong root of this ancient family of pureblood wizards. It is both a gift and a curse. Every member who inherits this gift will be cultivated by the heirs of the elders. Everyone in the family believes that this gift will make the Ravenclaw family flourish, but they are all afraid to inherit this gift in their hearts, even if they are so concerned and happy on the surface, but these emotions and my eyes can be performed. These people, including my parents, are actually afraid of me and think that I am a monster...”