Have You Ever Met Such a Cold Author
Chapter 39 Give me a chance
Tang Tuo blinked and seemed completely at a loss, as if listening to something that had nothing to do with him.
Romantic words like "pursuit" are insulated from people like him who have been shrunk in his own shell all the time. He can't even write in novels, let alone reality. He looks dizzy. Walking on the road, I couldn't figure out how this sentence might have anything to do with me.
Lu Lianguang said, he was...pursuing him...
How could it be possible, how could he be pursued? He can't even socialize normally...
How impossible? In his subconscious, a faint voice retorted. You found it wrong, but you never dared to think about it, did you?
A few days ago, Lu Lianguang once said bluntly: "I really can't wait to get to know you better." Tang Cuo secretly held this sentence for a long time.
The next morning after sharing the bed, Lu Lianguang thought he was not awake yet, and gently touched his face with his fingers, making him cover his face in a puzzle.
Moving forward, Lu Lianguang once pressed him against the wall of the uninhabited alley. At a certain moment, he also had a ridiculous illusion, as if... as if he wanted to kiss him.
Wait...Lu Lianguang is pursuing him...
——That is not an illusion at all!
Tang Tuo suddenly took a step back, his face flushed, and he didn't know how to put his hands and feet. He stared at the decorative buckle in his coat pocket and said, "I...but you..."
Lu Lianguang patiently guided him to express his thoughts: "What happened to me?"
"But you are so good..." Tang Cuo whispered, how much ecstasy there is, there is ten times the inferiority complex, "I...I am boring, and there are personality defects. You are so good..."
Lu Lianguang is still so young and even a student. In his unforeseeable but surely brilliant future, he will know a lot of excellent and perfect people-with a decent family background, full of love and bright growth, can be in People of the same kind who can laugh and make jokes in front of him.
And he? Tang Cuo looked back at his unbearable childhood, his painful teenage years, and the ten years spent alone in a shell... He has never so longed for a normal family and a normal character, so that he can at least at this moment Have the courage to try.
"I might...it's not good at dating." Tang Tu lowered his head, his eye circles gradually turned red, "No one has chased me, I can't do well..."
"Don't refuse me so quickly." Lu Lianguang interrupted him and said sincerely, "Give me a chance, Tang Cu, I really like you. Before I met you, I never believed that I could like this by myself. Degree, I know I’m not good enough, and I’m not at the same height as you, but I will definitely work hard for you. To be honest, I have a lot of problems, but I’m hiding in front of you. I have never been in love. I am also very worried about what I might do badly. If there is, you must tell me and I will change it right away—but don’t refuse me so quickly.”
"You...No, you are fine." Tang Cuo said anxiously, "You are fine everywhere."
Lu Lianguang smiled: "Then you agree?"
"I'm not... I don't like you..." Tang Tuo said, saying these words made his face flush with smoke, "but I'm very worried..."
Lu Lianguang said: "I know what you are worried about. I don't think those are problems, and I don't mind at all. I say nothing, let me prove it to you—give me a chance to pursue you, Tang Cu, Also give yourself a chance."
Tang Tuo looked up at Jin Lu's firm eyes, his low self-esteem still gave birth to infinite retreat and panic, but he liked Lu Jinguang too much, and it made him feel rebellious for the first time. Rebellion had already acquiesced The fate of a lonely life.
He nodded.
"Great!" Lu Lianguang said with joy, his warm joy infected Tang Tu, and Tang Tu couldn't help but feel full of joy.
"However, don't promise me so quickly." Lu Lianguang suddenly added.
Tang Cuo was taken aback: "What?"
"Don't you mean that no one has chased you? Then let me chase you for a while." Lu Liguang said softly, "I will supply you everything you don't have."
Tang Tuo looked at his soft and handsome face under the moonlight, and his heart thumped.
Lu Lianguang said, "Let's go, leave this place."
Tang Chui fainted, only knowing that he nodded.
The two of them walked to the parking place, and Tang Cun couldn't help peeking at the people around him. As soon as the night breeze in the suburbs blew, Tang Cuo became sober. The more sober he became, the more clearly he realized that he was walking by his fresh suitors. As long as he nodded, he would upgrade to My own boy, boyfriend...
He didn't want to stay home, and his mind was full of Lu Lianguang's words "I really like you" just now, so he almost walked with hands and feet.
"It's not over there, we stopped outside, don't you remember?" Lu smiled helplessly, and pulled Tang Cu back in the wrong direction. With this pull, he didn't let go.
Tang Tuo was so sensitive on weekdays. At this moment, he was dizzy because his mind was filled with shy pink bubbles. His reaction was slow for a while, and he walked out a few steps before realizing that they were holding hands.
Tang cluster: "?!"
He felt that his whole body turned red in a moment, and he was entangled for a while, but he did not break away, but held it back carefully and cherished.
"Here, the car is here." Lu Lianguang said, Tang Cu unlocked, Lu Lianguang opened the door of the cab for him and watched him sit in, but he didn't mean to get in the car.
"Why don't you come up?" Tang Tuo asked him with his face up.
"I called a taxi and it will be there soon." Lu Lianguang said with a smile, "I'm afraid you won't be able to drive if I sit in your car now."
Tang Tuo was so ashamed that he had to admit that Lu Lianguang's judgment was correct. He was really useless...
"And let you drive that far at night to send me off, I can't bear it." Lu Liguang stood by the door he opened and talked to him. He had already said that, he did not hide his words anymore, straightforward and warm. Expressing my love, "I actually have a driver's license. After I got it, I haven't used it very much. It's unfamiliar. I have practiced these days, and we can change it in the future."
While he was talking, the phone rang softly and the taxi he called arrived.
"I'm leaving." Lu Jingguang bent over and said to Tang Cu who was sitting in the car, "Drive slowly, don't get lost, and send me a message when you get home, okay?"
Tang Tuo blushed and nodded hurriedly, "Okay."
Lu Lianguang reluctantly ordered a few more words to pay attention to safety before leaving. He knew that Tang Tuo couldn't ease it up for a while, didn't press too tightly, and thoughtfully left him alone time to let him digest his emotions.
He was right. After sitting in the car for a long time, Tang Cuo slowly eased his energy. The hot temperature on his face subsided, leaving only a full heart.
The last time he walked out of here, his body was full of scars, and the driver who came to pick him up might have been ordered by Father Tang in advance, and he didn't ask anything, but his curious and searching gaze kept sweeping Tang Tuo, making him sit on pins and needles. .
Ten years later, he revisited his old place, but he was led by Lu's warm and powerful hands to spend the night. He was taken care of his emotions with care, and he was told to pay attention to safety. He was told...He was so cherished and enthusiastically loved. of.
Tang Cu took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and pressed his left chest, his heart beating regularly, more active and powerful than ever. He quietly listened to his heartbeat for a while, waited until his mood gradually stabilized, started the car, and drove away from this once nightmare place.
The light dispelled the haze, and new memories covered the painful memories. He knew that this place could no longer invade his dreams.