It has been 10 days since I returned from level 21.
After that, we returned to the city of Purif, holding Jin's body out of temperature.
Even though he knew he couldn't, Neme was spelled repeatedly and desperate to heal his wounds.
Force reminds me. Be a quarrel.
Erin joins in there.
It's like a fight.
Rozria condemns it.
But what do you do?
No one knows what to do when a friend dies.
Everyone is down and lost.
The party passed by accident and came to understand the situation.
That and this and the calm instructions flew.
Act as they say.
Unexpectedly, Jin's body was to be placed in a coffin and cremated.
Things were carried in a blink of an eye, and I couldn't keep up with my eye-glance.
I just need to do that. I have to do this too.
There are unexpectedly many things to do when a person dies.
During that time, he had no time to accept Jin's death.
But after the funeral, I didn't do anything.
All that remains is to think about Jin's death.
At that time, I wish I did not follow Jin's instructions and take on the boss's attack.
I wish I was strong enough to let Jin leave.
If I only regret it, I was still good.
The rage of anger goes naturally to friends.
I wish Erin had restrained the devil's movements with restraint spells.
They wanted the Force and Rosria to take the attack.
Think about just eight.
But, like me, I can't say that to those who are sad about Jin's death.
In the first place, when I say that, I feel like I can blame them for my fault. scared.
I gradually hated meeting everyone. It's spicy
To avoid everyone, I was stuck at the party house.
Did everyone else leave home in the same way?
I didn't know much about it because I didn't see her.
Get up around ten hours every day. I leave my house immediately after washing my face.
Finish your morning and lunch at the same time, go to unpopular places without a purpose, and just spend time in a place where you can sit down and relax until the sun sets.
Eat dinner outside.
Bring your food to your mouth as slowly as possible, and return home on a quiet evening.
When you open the door of the party house, you go straight to the room, easily take a bath and sleep, and enter a futon.
That's it.
Yesterday, I didn't talk to any of the members.
What's everyone doing?
I'm worried, but I don't want to know.
The dungeon search has naturally gone away.
Nobody said stupid to dive into the dungeon.
The dungeon exploration, which occupied most of the lives of The Arrivers, is gone and we are free.
Because I don't search for dungeons, there is no need to train.
I had completely stopped studying arts, which was a daily routine, so I had nothing to do.
What should I do. What should we do now? I do not understand.
Nothing to do, nothing to do.
"The Arrivers" was a leading dungeon capture party.
Despite the shortage of funds, there is plenty of savings for the immediate cost of living.
You don't even have to work to make a living.
Living just eating and sleeping without working.
I didn't want to play or distraction.
When I was told goodbye to my childhood friend, I was depressed and just fled to drinking.
He drunk almost every day, trying to mist the unpleasant thoughts that came to his mind one after another.
Jin's death was as painful as, or even worse than, her disappointment. It was painful.
However, I didn't want to disguise that suffering with sake.
Jin died because of my immatureness.
We all look down on dungeon hunting and rely on Jin to have a cause.
Many adventurers knew that it was a dungeon that would kill their lives, but they knew they were all right.
The time has come to settle the bid.
There is no way you can forget your sins in sake.
In that case, there is no face to match the dead gin.
So don't drink, just sit still and think about Jin's death.
Spend on it alone. Other than that, I just spend every day.
That was it.
"Notes, are you in the night sky today?-We're going to discuss it once."
It was the moment I woke up, changed from sleepwear to outfits, and wore shoes at the entrance to get out.
That day, the Force came out of the living room and called out.
Did I wait for me to leave the room?
I was preparing to hurry not to talk to anyone as much as possible, but I was found.
Honestly, I don't want to talk.
After the discussion, nothing is resolved. Jin doesn't come back.
"I'm sorry. I have a plan for this evening. Would you please do it again?"
I vomit . There is no plan.
"Really……"
The Force turns his gaze down.
Turn away, thinking that you have given up on the invitation.
As I approached the door, a voice continued from behind.
"If so, when is it good? When is it free?"
Do you know. such a.
I don't even know when I'm ready to talk to everyone.
I don't even know myself.
"Now, how about that. I don't know that time until that time.
"I don't want to talk?"
The Force told me in a tone that he was not irritated, as if he realized my rejection.
"Everyone is going to be there. Only you are there. If you do, you can start talking."
Why do you suddenly say something like a leader at such times?
The force I knew was less dependable, and it was a human being.
Don't worry about organizing the party. Do only what you like.
At the timing I dislike most. Leader interference.
Did Gin disappear?
Now that you're gone, do something like a leader instead of Jin?
I'm late. Then, while Jin was alive, put us together like a leader, Jin
I wish we had reduced the burden on us.
It's the mountains that want to hit anger at the person in front of them, but that's just eight.
On the verge of anger, I looked for alternative words.
"What are you going to talk about?"
"It's about to come. I can't afford to stay without doing anything, right?-So we're going to talk about it.
That's right. The Force is not wrong.
Perhaps it's much more correct than me running away, dragging Jin's death forever.
But this is fine.
I couldn't catch Jin's death from the front. I spend every day meaningless and worthless.
This is the most comfortable for me now.
I don't want to be tired of trying to look forward.
I want to rest a little more.
"I see. Then I'll give you one vote to keep the status quo. Then go ahead and talk without permission."
"I don't think that's the case. I would respect that opinion if I wanted to keep the notebook current, but it would be different to leave it to me and not participate in the discussion."
It is persistent. I don't want to talk to anyone. Please understand.
"I'm sorry. The schedule is imminent. Can I go outside?"
"Is that more important than a party discussion?"
"Why do you have to say that? Don't sneak on your personal business."
"I can't say that."
The Force shakes his legs unbearably.
I pretended not to notice his anger and turned my back.
"Anyway just talk about it. Don't participate. I'll follow everyone's decision instead. No matter what conclusion I get, I won't complain.
Forcibly terminate the conversation and twist the doorknob.
He opened the door and went outside to escape.
Walk fast so as to keep a distance from the party house, without shaking your eyes.
No destination. Just to a quiet place somewhere.
With that in mind, I decided to waste time, as usual, without meaning.
But the situation is steadily changing without me knowing.
I noticed that after returning to the party house late at night.
On that day, Erin was informed that the Force had left The Arrivers.