Heibon na Watashi wa Tonikaku Hibon

I want to say something to you all.

Humans, if you're willing to die, you can do anything.

No, really. No kidding.

That's exactly how I am right now.

The last twenty days...... no, it's only nineteen days to be exact, horns on the raven, I've worked hard for the last nineteen days as I say "insane in death," sticking one foot into the afterlife.

Well, if you don't work hard, they killed you.

Too sparta for my "teachers".

First of all, he was a man named Tonic Elshans, deputy captain of a unit called "Front Pioneer Corps", who was primarily responsible for improving health and protecting the Knights of the Kingdom from demons.

As a result, the Knights of the Kingdom are divided into four units: the King's Guard, which is tasked with escorting the King, his relatives and the country's heavy towns and nobles; the King's Guard, which only guards the King's capital; and the People's Guard, which guards cities and cities other than the King's capital, and the earlier Front Pioneer.

It is further divided into several branches from there, but it has nothing to do with me, so I will give you a discount.

Now, back to Mr. Tonic, though he looked mediocre, his contents and strength were extraordinary.

Lady Ray said, "Front Pioneer Corps" tends to bring together the battle-frenzied among the Knights of the Kingdom.

That's why they have more powerful people than any other squad, but at the same time they say it's a nest of freaks.

... Is there only a bunch of freaks around me?

Tonic, who received a "freak" tattoo from such a freak (Master Ray), was horny and poisonous.

"You want me to teach him a minimum of escort in 20 days? Ray, then it would have been easier for me to tell the baby to speak fluently in a week."

That's the first word he said to me in the early morning when Mr. Tonic introduced me to the Knights training ground where Master Ray woke me up and headed.

I mean, he said the baby was smarter.

I was too shocked to say a word. Whether you know me or not, my hell began when Master Ray exchanged a word or two with Mr. Tonic and left, and Mr. Tonic turned to me with a deep sigh.

The early morning training flow for the Knights of the Kingdom "Front Pioneer Corps" is as follows:

In the morning, he wakes up earlier than the sun rises and runs around the royal castle for about two hours, continuously getting his arm up on his abs and three sets of squats softened 1,000 times, and soon after he rests he does a mock fight using a wooden knife.

I was exposed from the first day to an amount of exercise that was unlikely to the average person.

... but that's me, the average contemporary Peepaw.

There's no way I can do all of that, and Tonic, who saw me already dying in the running, made me a special menu dedicated to me: a hundred times a set when it comes to three things: abs, arms and squats.

He did, but other than that, no matter how much I hyperventilated, whether it was fleshy or everywhere, he never let me stop until that menu was over.

In the end, I was able to get to the mock fight when the yang had already gone around noon some time later.

Then, after a simulated battle with Tonic, who would relentlessly curse and murmur at me now that I was about to fall… I finally put it on for breakfast and lunch.

And after a short break, Lady Ray of Spartan's great destiny appears.

... Hey, already, it was terrible.

What is that cold gaze of Ray?

This is the first time I've ever known that my spine freezes when I can point a cold eye at a beauty.

There is no verbal + physical violence like Mr. Tonic's, but the mental violence of just being silently sighed at and passing through an absolute zero degree gaze was enough to break my heart.

At the end of Ray's free time, I read the book he even got beside doing his errands and practice magic when I have a break.

However, the magic practice was troublesome again, and I still couldn't even control my magic with the wind attribute, and the rampant magic scattered documents on Ray's desk several times, and I was finally kicked out of the office.

I had to ask Master Ray what I didn't know, so I didn't have to go away from it, and the next little room had magic that I couldn't get in without Ray's permission, so I had no choice but to continue my studies in the hallway.

Weird eyes at people passing by, laughing at me with my nose and even wanting to cry if I was talked to there.

But I never stopped training or studying.

I don't like losing.

Wouldn't it be regrettable to lose to the kings and magicians who said 'I summoned you by mistake' about me if I was frustrated in this place?

When I showed it to my eyes, I decided to blow a bubble.

Whatever it is you decide to do, it's me.

That's how I ate my teeth and tied them up, scratching my feet desperately, and I realized.

Lady Ray and Mr. Tonic have thrown terrible words and behaved too cold, but still never pushed anything unreasonable on me.

And no matter how long it took me to fail and fall and get up, you waited properly.

I didn't say 'stop it' or 'don't push it'.

Instead, he said, 'I'm not letting you do what you can't do' and 'Stand on your own feet'.

That's what you told me.

He believed me.

Unlike the people who unreasonably cut and threw away 'wrong' by keeping themselves involved.

They don't have any brother-in-law, but they're still trying to give me the art of surviving in this world.

When I realized that, my tight training, my heart would break. My cold gaze, my studies in the hallway ridiculed by others were no longer bitter.

Strong horn on the raven.

Do the best you can in a limited time.

So that I can smile and thank them when I leave this place.

Make everything you can learn and wear your own thing.

Twenty days spent deciding so.

The escort technique became the new opponent of the squad, and managed to draw, or win, critically.

For this reason, there are three types of weapons I can use: a one-handed sword on a dagger and a bow.

Even I, the woman, could handle it, and these three were the limits when it came to what I could acquire in a super short time.

Magic is now available intermediate magic of all attributes, as Lady Ray first affirmed. You can even use advanced magic to get to the magic of the wind attribute.

The spirits and I got along pretty well.

It was in their position to know what they were saying with gestures that they could not speak.

I also finished reading the book Master Ray gave me and absorbed more or less knowledge.

I've made the art of living in this world my own thing, everything I get in a limited amount of time.

That's how the morning of the 20th comes.