Her 430 Million Years

The boy who was beaten by his elder brother was a bully, and he filed a complaint with the teacher, but he never said anything about himself scolding his brother and wanting to beat me.

When I went home at night, my parents taught my brother a lesson.But no matter how they asked him why he did it, he didn't explain much.After my brother returned to the room to rest, I secretly told my mother the truth.Just after speaking, a bean-sized silver teardrop rolled into the sea.Mom stretched out her hand to cover her sad face, with blue veins bulging on her forehead. It took three or four minutes to calm down:

"Xinghai is too sensible and has never told us about these things. He is so sensible, and his mother just feels even more sorry for him."

After talking with my mother, I realized that it is not easy for her to be with her father.They used to like each other for many years, but because they all knew that their love would have no good results, they have never been together.It was not until the end of the war that his father's name was mistakenly reported on the death list, and his mother was desperate for life and regretted it, which prompted them to make the final decision.

They have never been married before, and they have always been talked about among the upper sea people in Linge, so they resolutely moved to this isolated town where no one knew them.They didn't plan to have a baby. For more than 800 years, they took precautions every time they had sex with each other, but they didn't know why, and they got pregnant by accident.

Whether or not to give birth to this child also made them conflict for a long time.

Give up the child's life, have they asked his wishes?

If he was born, he would be born to know that he has no fertility function, and he may spend his whole life in regret and shadows. Maybe he may wish to live in this world from the future...

Finally, they asked each other a question: "If you were this child and had no reproductive function, would you want to come into this world?" Their answer was all, even if there is no reproductive function, thank life.

If children are like them, think so too.

My brother is a boy who grew up in the love of his parents, and he was very happy in his childhood.But as he grew older, he gradually learned his secrets and his character became quieter and quieter.However, he never blamed his parents even once.He studied very seriously and tried his best to maintain the best interpersonal relationship in school, hoping to become a man who contributes to Gwanghae just like his father.Therefore, even if everyone knows that he is a hybrid of the Poseidon race, most of the children still admire him and are willing to follow him, just like following a spiritual leader.

After chatting with my mother, I went upstairs and knocked on my brother's door. He was already asleep, but he still told me to enter.

My brother was lying on his side with his back to me, and his thin back made me a little bit to cry.

"Can I sleep next to you?" I whispered.

"Ok."

I sprinted over him, then sank lightly, and fell asleep next to him, pretending to be happy and said: "I finished my homework! Did you go to bed without writing it!"

"It's finished early."

"Brother." I pulled the corner of his clothes, without any feedback, and simply slammed my head against his vest, "Thank you for protecting me today... You are Quan Guanghai's best brother..."

"Don't flatter me." My brother said coldly, "You and mom whispered about so many embarrassments about my childhood. It's funny. You want to make fun of me, right."

"I didn't want to laugh! I just wanted to say, if there is really no one to ask my brother in the future, I will always be with you."

"Don't make trouble. Mom and Dad have explained to me many times that your future is very important. I must marry you and let you have a lot of pears." Having said that, even if I didn't see his face, I You can also guess that he showed a silent expression looking at the sky, "Anyway, you can stop fantasizing about the impossible."

"No, I don't marry, I want to be with you!" I held his clothes and said firmly, "The place where you are is my home."

"Where I am... is your home?" My brother slowly turned around as if he could not understand the Haizu language.

"Ok!"

Then, he turned around completely, and a short silver-gray hair fell on the pillow, and it was slightly rippling in the sea. The big aqua-blue eyes were clear and bright. Although there was no smile, there was a clear smile.He flicked on my forehead again: "Stupid pear. At a young age, he will be sweet."

"Hehe." I dived into his arms, imitated the way my father hugs his mother, and patted him on the back. "There is Lili, brother is not afraid."

After this day, the relationship between my brother and I became particularly good.He never snatches my things again, and I will not always complain to my parents.Moreover, whether in school, on the street, or on public transportation, as long as someone bullies me, he will always stand in front of me for the first time and protect me.

***Reminiscence Fragment 2 is over***

Although the Xiao Fanli in my memory was not very old in the Hai Clan, within a few days, Fanli recalled her thirty years of experience.And because this brain has the memory of a Saiyan, she has memorized all the preschool education that Xiao Fanli has learned in more than 30 years. When she talked, she accidentally discovered that sometimes Feili town slang would pop up.

The little star sea in her memory is so similar and so different from the star sea she knew.If, as Su Shiye said, her Xinghai is just a mimicry copy of this little Xinghai, then has the love between her and Xinghai ever existed?

He is not even a real life, how can he count as having existed?

But if it hasn't existed before, then how could the real hug and deep touch be fake?

Now suddenly there are more than 30 years of memories, but the star sea that loves her has not faded at all, but it seems to have become clearer.

She still remembered that Xinghai once said that it took decades for his parents to accept the fact of being together.At that time, I thought it was nothing, but now I think about it, although the combination of hunter and ocean clan is not common, it will not allow his mother to escape for so many years, until he thinks his father is about to die, and then regrets it.Combined with the real Xinghai's past, she understood.Because his mother is of the Poseidon clan, combined with her father, there will be reproductive isolation in reproduction.This is the reason his parents are so painful.

In the school, every subject has entered the final review stage.

"Lili, I don't know what happened to you and Xinghai, but I'm more worried about your state." Fei Si saw her in a sluggish state for a long time, and patted the back of her hand worriedly, "What's wrong, don't hold back , Tell us all, okay?"

"What's wrong with her? It's nothing more than doing the final act, trying to dump Xinghai without any burden." Liu Xiang in the back row sneered.

"Nonsense! Fanli and Xinghai have a very good relationship, so don't sow discord!"

"Haha, wait and see."

Fan Li listened to the class blankly, but couldn't hear a word.

Yu Jin sat next to her, not knowing what had happened, but realizing that sister Fanli was not right, grabbed the corner of her clothes with her little hand, and didn't dare to use too much force, so she could only look at her with watery eyes.

After school, Fan Li used the key Xinghai gave her and went to Xinghai's room to tidy up things with Yu Jian.His clothes, textbooks with seagrass bookmarks, toiletries, half-written essays... are all laid out in the same place without touching them.In the corner, Xiao Sunhua hadn't eaten for several days, and was dying, and Yu Jin hurriedly threw the feed into her spherical fish tank.

A few minutes later, the little sunflower came back to life.Seeing it crawling around in the fish tank, Fan Li remembered everything about Luo Ya.

Taking everything from Xinghai back to her dormitory, Fan Li hugged his favorite white shirt and looked at the little sunflower in the corner, wasting three and a half hours of reading three or four books.

Time is no longer precious.The life span of more than two thousand years is so boring and long.

Suddenly, with a "boom", a small shell hit the glass window of the dormitory.She jumped up from the bed like a conditioned reflex, climbed to the window sill and looked out.

In the distance, it was not Luoya, the dark blue fluorescent dream capital, but the magnificent Saint Yegana.Saint Yegana, a place with an inch of land and inch of gold, is densely accumulating the most prosperous prosperity of Quan Guanghai.Because the city is brightly lit and too noisy, there is no starlight here, nor can I hear any blue whale song gods. You can only see the bright windows of the White Eagle Palace rippling in the water, the flag of the Shengdu Party Fluttering on the diagonally opposite street.The swishing new type of ship replaced a large number of sea turtles and schools of fish.There are no street lights on the street, only the arcane light that comes with the building.

And the white-haired man standing tall downstairs is no longer the boy with short gray hair under the street lamp.

Fan Li turned around without looking back and returned to the bed.

Before long, Su Shiye knocked on the window outside.

What a miraculous scene, what a disappointing scene.

Fan Li didn't want to look at him, until he knocked on the window a few more times and saw the life pearl of Xinghai in his hand, then quickly got up and opened the window to take the pearl.She was about to close the window, Su Shiye reached out and stopped: "Are you in a better mood?"

"It's okay, as calm as death."

Fan Li returned to the bed and sat down without looking at him.I thought he would leave with wit, but he didn't expect him to come in through the window. He walked openly and bent down in front of her: "Lili, you can't hold back like this anymore. If you have any thoughts and demands, follow Let me talk."

"I have only one appeal, you can't do it."

"Except for that mimic life, as long as it is in the ocean, I can give you almost everything."

"Then I have nothing to want."

Su Shiye sighed, moved the chair in front of her, and sat down: "Xinghai is inherently lifeless. If you don't mind, I can be him, continue to take care of you, and fulfill your wishes. For example, buy a little sunflower A new little home, working in the "Sea Clan Ship", listening to the leadership of Fanli to give orders."

Hearing Su Shiye uttering the name of Little Sunflower, and shouting "leader" exactly like Xinghai, Fanli felt unspeakable weird.She frowned and said, "I only want Xinghai. You are not him, and you don't understand him."

"Of course I understand. I remember how he likes to kiss you."

"Shut up, you are not him."

"Lili." Su Shiye moved closer, pulled her hair away, and kissed lightly behind her ears. Seeing her habitual little trembling, he smiled, "If I don't understand, How do you know where your sensitive points are?"

"You are Su Shiye, not Xinghai!!"

"If you insist on thinking that Xinghai is an independent individual, then you have to admit that you were asleep by two people at the same time."

She wanted to give him a slap, but she glanced at the pearl in her hand and held back.Can't irritate him.He is the only person who is likely to let Xinghai come back.

"Master Su Shiye, as long as you let Xinghai come back and let him live, you will agree to whatever you want me to do." Fanli was about to lose her grip and hugged the shining pearl on her chest, "I know You must have a way. He is my spiritual support in this world."

Seeing her reaction, Su Shiye was startled at first, and then his eyes were cold: "Xinghai is just a mimic life, it has no fertility function, cowardly and incompetent, there is no way to protect you, don't indulge in self-movement anymore. "

"I love him, not his fertility function!" Fan Li's eyes were red and her voice was shaking, but she still didn't dare to touch the pearl hard, "Just like now, I know he is just a pearl, even if it is released. There is less than two hundred hours of life, I still love him!"

Su Shiye looked at her quietly for a while, then smiled: "Then you will live with this pearl for a lifetime."

Holding the life pearl of Xinghai is like holding his last heartbeat.Fanli was too focused on Xinghai, not even knowing when Su Shiye left.

Su Shiye returned to the White Eagle Palace, and the press secretary had been waiting for him for a long time.I wanted to report to him, but seeing that his face was ugly, the secretary said cautiously: "Actually, your dictator, you obviously don't have to do things that make Miss Fanli hate you. Why do you want to make Xinghai disappear in front of him? Just tell her the facts directly, it's fine..."

"To shut up."

The secretary was quiet immediately.I really can't understand the dictator.His behavior is very immature, as if he was proving to Fanli that "I am better than Xinghai".In fact, he can tell her all the secrets of Xinghai, why must he separate himself from Xinghai?Didn't this make her even more repelling him and increase the difficulty of the task...

* Reminiscence Fragment Three

My brother's attitude towards me really changed dramatically, starting with a small thing.

I was so witty about this, praise myself.

Our home is built on a continental shelf. The forest above is exposed to the air at low tide and soaked in sea water at high tide.So, every night, after our family of four happily finished eating, my brother, my brother and the children in the community would swim to the forest to play in the forest.

There are squids swimming everywhere in the forest, and many beetles drowning in water. Boys like to play with them.And girls like to pin colorful seaweed and starfish on their heads, put weird seaweeds on their bodies, play the role of goddesses in various TV dramas, speak with their throats, pinch orchid fingers to pretend to be weak, and from time to time. Expect the best-looking boys (when the older brother is here, this boy is always the older brother) can see his "beauty"-of course, they can't.They were busy fighting and killing, shouting the slogan "Protect Guanghai and destroy the Abyss Clan".The girls occasionally wanted to hold a small dance party for them to play the role of the prince. They were not interested in participating. They were still fighting and screaming "protect Gwanghae and destroy the abyss clan".

But these boys still listen to me.As long as I ask them to help deliver something, they always come in the first time and swim faster than flying fish.They have always been so enthusiastic to me, so it should be my brother's credit.

This night, because I read a lot of books about beetles, I asked them to take me to the forest to find bugs to make specimens, but I could see that my brother didn’t like the way they licked the dog and drove them away. Yes, take me to find bugs myself.I always have endless curiosity and love for nature and creatures. I can't extricate myself from being immersed in observation. When I recovered, the other children would have gone home long ago.

"It's okay, look for it slowly. I told my parents." My brother noticed my worry.

Only then did I realize that my tail was so sore that I almost lost consciousness.I sat down on the stone bench at the edge of the forest: "It's no good, no more, take a rest. Come and sit." After that, I patted the surface of the stone bench next to me.

My brother swam over and sat down beside me.Then, we two looked side by side at the bottom of the small cliff, half of the brightly lit town of Philly.

Because the land around this sea area is surrounded by a valley, it is calm and calm, and it can be said to be one of the quietest paradise in Gwanghae.We are sitting so close to the surface of the sea, and we can see large swaths of woods extending out of the water when we look up, and stars swaying brightly on the transparent water.The reef soaked in the sea is covered with moss, and small white flowers are swaying with the water.Star-like blue squid scattered in the forest, fluttering like catkins.

My brother bowed his head to help me organize the specimens I collected. The tip of the nose is small and exquisite, but the bridge of the nose is much taller than that of his peers.The pink lips made me think of the newborn sponge inexplicably.

As if aware that I kept looking at him, he raised his head.

In his eyes, there are also two small seas of stars.

I laughed, leaned over, and kissed his mouth.He was dumbfounded for two seconds, and his eyelashes trembled for a while.A squid just swam past his face, and the blue fluorescence illuminates his face, casting a deep reflection of the eyelashes.But he was just like a stone sculpture, completely still.I was amused more by his appearance, and leaned in to kiss him again.

"Brother, I love you." This is how it is performed in TV dramas, and Mom and Dad do the same.Give a kiss and say "I love you".

But my brother obviously didn't have the consciousness of the hero of the TV series or the father, and he didn't say "I love you too". He just got in and kissed me.Then, we both sat here, you kissed me for several rounds, and finally both of us laughed.

After we went back, the two of us seemed to have agreed, and neither of us told our parents that we secretly played the kiss game.

From this day on, my brother changed completely.No longer have to face me coldly, and become very gentle and considerate. Sometimes I get angry and ignore him. He even feeds me with his hands to make me happy.My parents have always spoiled me. Seeing that he spoiled me more, they couldn't help but say that if you continue like this, this girl will be spoiled and won't get married.

There is a saying that goes well: "Brothers with younger sisters are as gentle as water, and older sisters with younger brothers become shrews in a second." I have a deep understanding.

Three and a half years later, parents began to travel for a long time.

It is said that it was because the Abyss tribe attacked Gwanghae by a large margin. The Star Sea was the hardest-hit area. In many areas, corals had become severely heated, fish schools had died, and famine had begun.Mom and Dad went to other cities in Xingchenhai to support disaster relief, but they didn't come back for half a year.

Then, there were only two slaves from our brother and sister and father.During this period, our relationship has become closer, and we often hide in the closet at home to play kiss games.Sometimes the things made by slaves were not delicious enough, and my brother would cook for me personally, and then feed me.

Thirty years of primary school career ended, and we started to go to middle school.The battle situation has been very bad, and the Abyss Clan can't defend it. Except for the town of Philly, almost all of the stars have fallen.

In the twelfth year of middle school, when I was 71 years old and my brother was 78 years old, a big event happened.

Dad’s comrades called to tell them that they had been trapped in the hardest-hit area of ​​the Great Famine and had lost contact with the outside world.

On that day, my brother and I were in an awkward situation. The reason was that he had been reluctant to hug me or kiss me for a long time, and asked him why. He always found various reasons to prevaricate.Before he left, he tried to contact me. I was at school, and I was irritating with him, so I didn't answer his phone.

After learning what happened from the teacher, I rushed out of the school and swam all the way home.In order to hurry up, he took a shortcut from a small alley, but was hit hard on the back of his head on the road and fainted.

Then I was awakened by loud noises and rough fingers pinching my face.Slowly opened his eyes and saw that he was in a cage, outside is a mixed slave market.I jumped to my feet, trying to escape, but the metal chain cuffed my hands and tail, and I quickly smelled the bloody smell of skin and scales being scraped away.In the red water, I faintly saw the slave number "83" on my wrist.

After that, I said goodbye to my brother for twenty-three years.

***Remembrance Fragment Three Ends***

With the arrival of the final exams, with the accumulation of the past, Fanli closed his eyes for the exam, and the written exam results were perfect.But the essay was written well, and he has lost interest in knowledge exploration.

In the basic practice test of combat theory, Vana Pear was beaten by Quenty to the Quenty Party to cheer collectively, and climbed on the ground without the motivation to connect.

Then, silently, the first half of the semester was over.During the holiday, Fanli quit her job as a "Marine Ship" and bought a bunch of fast food at home. She lays in bed every day, quietly waiting for the memory of large movies to flood into her mind.Except for occasional classmates who would call and greet and ask about Xinghai's whereabouts, Yu Jian knocked on the door from time to time and said "Sister Fanli is hungry?" through the door panel, she almost forgot that there was a character like herself.

Nevertheless, she would often think of Xiaoxing's face after Haihai Middle School.It is a reissue of her transfer student on land, not as skinny as the transfer student, there is a bit of indifference, nobleness and alienation between her eyebrows, and her boyfriend Xinghai faintly looks like the future.

Now she can't see the future, she can only rely on more and more memories of Xinghai to support her spiritual world, even if the real Xinghai doesn't know her at all.

At the stage when she did not acquire new memories, she often wandered the streets of St. Jegana alone, passing by the "Marine Ships", she glanced at the Potion Supervision Bureau building opposite, and thought that she had told Xinghai that we Finally arrived at St. Jegana.In the future, we will work here. After we get married, you will pick me up from get off work, and I will cook breakfast for you. On weekends, we will take the baby and go to the nearby algae garden to play together, just like this as an ordinary couple, generation after generation... …

But now, standing in the middle of the crowded street, listening to the underwater fountain spit out a large number of bubbles regularly, she did not feel the prosperity and excitement.I just feel that she is the only one left in the world.

"Even if you are gone, I will take your memories and live a good life." Xinghai once said to her.

What's interesting is that when Xinghai is there, every time I think of this sentence, Fanli can't help but have a sour nose, a little bit more emotional, and crying, like a child who wrestled for the first time.She felt that he was too strong, and she wished that he occasionally revealed a little fragility, so as not to make people worry so much.

Now when it was her turn to say this, she knew that love can really make people strong.

At this time, several young hunter men passed by Fanli, one of them glanced at her casually, his eyes staring almost out of their sockets.He bumped his elbow into the brother beside him and pointed at her quickly.Then, the remaining men all showed the same expression.

They pushed and shoved for a long time, and one of the most courageous took the lead in swimming, straightening his back, like a recruit who had just joined the army: "This, this lady..."

Fan Li raised her head and glanced at him, without any emotion in her eyes.However, the man inhaled a large mouthful of sea water, his gills opened wide, and a red tide rushed from the base of the ear to the tip of the ear: "Are we honored to take a photo with you?"

Fanli frowned and shook her head: "No, sorry."

"Oh oh oh, that's really a shame. Are you in the acting industry? So, it's not convenient?"

"No."

Fanli turned weakly and swam away.But her rudeness did not make the men feel unpleasant, but instead made them immersed in the back of her departure, smiling idiotically, until she completely disappeared from their sight, and it was a long time hard for them to extricate themselves.

When the man mentioned the "performance industry", Fanli had a lot of names and faces of Guanghai stars in his mind, as well as their birth years, life, works and peachy gossip.These memories are too clear, just like the actresses wandering through the posters in the Shengdu Opera House.It took her a long time to remember that when she was Fan Li, the star she was most concerned about was the top-tier girl group that had voted with her close friends.

Obviously, these are not her memories.

After she stopped taking the medicine, even her appearance slowly changed.

Fan Li smiled at the underwater fountain that erupted regularly.

Xinghai, the ocean world is so vast, and the long river of history is so far-reaching, it seems that our existence is so small.You are just a mimic life, and I am just a memory of 19 years in a short life of a human girl more than two thousand years later.

Soon, I will probably be completely replaced by another person and disappear from this world.Both of us will be like these bubbles, as if they never existed before.

Fanli looked up at the ruins of the Temple of the Glazed Army Corps in the distance. The towering building was in the style of more than 400 million years ago, and it is the most magnificent landscape in Saint Yega.She only hopes that she can persist in finding a way back and bring back the memories of her and Xinghai to Fan Li.

But it doesn’t matter if you persist until then.

At least, they took the school ship of Gwanghae's top school together and came to St. Jergana with their dreams.Lived.Loved it.

***4.3 Small Theater***

Yejia: "Look at what Su Shiye does. Scumbag."

Su Shiye: "I am scumbag with good taste, thank you."