Her 430 Million Years

A thousand years ago, the news of "Suyi Fanli sacrificed his life in the Emerald Mountains to save the world" spread throughout the ocean.

Because the object that almost triggered the end of the sea clan was the Lord of the Endless Ocean, great conflicts occurred between the clan, the government and the people.The voices chanting "abolish religious belief" and "support materialism" are loud.However, abolishing belief is also equivalent to pulling the descendants of the sea god into the water, and the clan will not allow this to happen.Therefore, they made up a big lie about the "Punishment of the Lord of the Sea" and blamed the mistake on the Sea Race itself.

The superior sea clan knew that because of the furnace plan, all the sea clan almost followed the funeral.They sent the dictator to the guillotine for "crimes of offending the gods," not "crimes against the sea tribe."All participants were imprisoned for this and sentenced to 450 years in prison.Bukobaru used all his contacts to cross the sea and let Yejia escape, but also gave him a 450-year ban.

After the catastrophe, all important tasks were dealt with, and the position between the clan and the government was restored and stabilized, but the economy fell into the Great Depression.

The entire Gwanghae business was bleak, the people did not live, everything seemed so desolate, which made people miss the era of the Sui God Envoy even more.Fan Li’s friends also miss her. Fengjin feels sad that Tian Tian cries in his dream. Xitian once spoke in public and couldn’t help crying. Yejia lived like a walking corpse... However, Su Shiye was always very calm and did not show any signs. Sad.

As long as Fanli did not die in front of him, he would not give up hope of saving her back.He mobilized all the resources that the empire could allocate and raced against time to find the way to the Pear.But several years later, the results were not satisfactory.

Su Shiye knew that the longer time passed, the closer he was to despair.

Finally, he had no choice but to go to the depths of the Temple of Memories and saw a light source in absolute darkness.

He is the divine consciousness of the Lord of the ether, so he perceives it early: this light source is the body of the Lord of the ether.He has always known what kind of power he will have if he integrates into the Lord of Ether, but he is also very self-aware-he does not have the ability to defeat the gods. If he merges with the Lord of Ether, whether it is "Xinghai" or "Su Shiye" "All my life will fall into the desert like a grain of sand and be completely swallowed.Therefore, he never considered integrating with the ontology.

But now that he was forced to do so, he had to take the risk.

He was silent for a long time in front of the light source, then swam in.

In this way, the sleeping etheric lord awakened.

But what is surprising is that the tens of billions of years of memory of the Lord of Ether is not complicated at all.To be precise, compared to many sea races who grew up in filth and darkness, the Lord of the Endless Ocean and the Lord of the Ether, both seemed extremely intelligent and simple.

This is especially true for the Lord of Ether. He has always been aloof. All memories are born in a high-dimensional space, so his thinking is also grand and profound.In addition to knowing the laws governing the operation of everything in the universe, all his colorful memories are only related to a woman.

After the fusion, Su Shiye deeply felt that the Lord of the ether loved that woman, and like him, she was stuck in the memory of 3.7 billion years and couldn't help herself.

Many things that I couldn't figure out before have answers.

However, seeing the mystery of all the problems, Su Shiye has a new question: Who is he?Who does he love?

He has no time to think.Now that he has recovered as the Lord of Ether, he will continue to do what he should do.

He returned to the top of the deep sea plain.

"Lord of Ether, I knew you would come back..." The sound of the crimson originating from the bottom of the deep sea rang, with some surprises, "Hey, this time it's not the consciousness, but the body?"

"Yes." Su Shiye said.

"How? Did you find that Deep Blue's game is not fun anymore? It's interesting to play a big game with me."

"Explain what is meant by'play big'."

"You only have the power of fel in your body now. You still need to ask me, is it the most interesting thing for us?"

Arcane means creation, and fel means devouring.Hearing this, Su Shiye's calm voice finally had a little expectation ups and downs: "How interesting can you play? Come and listen."

"The earth civilization of more than 400 million years is enough for you to play?"

Su Shiye laughed twice, did not speak any more, just rushed to the upper sea area.

"Hey, hey, why did you run away again?" Crimson yelled irritably, "If you are not satisfied, we can discuss it. You do this every time, is it interesting..."

But a few minutes later, a piece of red and black light of fel energy fell from a high place, and a layer of veil slowly spread on the deep sea plain, and merged with the plain.Afterwards, the ocean floor shook violently, the surface cracked rapidly, and a large number of submarine chimneys erupted, and black smoke and red light spurted out.

At this time, the setting sun just set on the land, and the first light of night enveloped the earth and sea level.Because of the movement of the ocean floor, large volcanoes were also driven to shake together.In just a few tens of seconds, just like corals at a full moon, flames of up to hundreds of meters were collectively ejected!Then, the magma, like the sea at high tide, rumblingly flowed onto the island and into the sea.

Su Shiye hung above the volcanic island, watching all this indifferently and calmly.His snow-white hair and cheeks were quickly dyed red by the fire, and his clothes fluttered with the flowing air.

Behind the largest piece of the largest volcano, a pair of large burning hands five kilometers wide stretched out and climbed to the top of the mountain.Then, a red giant who was taller than a mountain also lit a raging fire, supported the top of the mountain, climbed up and fell on the mountain.He is lying on the volcano, but it is bigger than the volcano, like a human being peeling skin, his body is covered with red-red texture lines, and his eyes are two huge light holes that can erupt fire; his fingers are also golden red, like burning gas. When he moved, he dropped a lot of rocks and lava, and the dust was flying all over the sky; there was no hair on his head, only the raging fire with black smoke; when he opened his mouth to speak, smoke that could poison people rushed out...

"Lao Tzu is finally free!" The Lord of Yan laughed Crimson, "Four billion years have passed, and she has been pressed on the bottom of the sea by the stinky lady of Deep Blue. Now Lao Tzu is free at last!!"

Ren Chihong went crazy for a long time, but Su Shiye remained silent.

"Lord of the Ether, why are you not talking? Are you waiting to find me to be paid? But I told you, I have seen you two upset, you let me out is definitely a very wrong—" He wanted to return When I reached the incorporeal state, I found myself shrinking rapidly, "The right decision...how did my ability be blocked?!"

"I'm afraid you will cause trouble, you lend me the power of inefficiency first. Otherwise you will go back to the deep sea."

"Anyway, if you don't let me go, I won't be able to come out." Crimson said with an anger, "Okay, you use it first."

"Listen well, I will let you control the thirty-six demon gods. There will be no shortage of wars. You can kill as much as you want. But you have to listen to my arrangements, and you can't have two hearts. Otherwise, don't blame me for being polite."

"Okay!" Chi Hong said with a good temper, "what do you want to do?"

"Just let you play with me."

"How to play? Is it enough to destroy the world? Hahahaha..."

"enough."

Crimson froze for a moment, but did not smile: "It seems that you and the stinky lady really broke off? She worked so hard to build a sissy world for so long, are you willing to ruin her?"

"Be prepared. After a thousand years, we will complete our plan." Su Shiye didn't answer him directly, and fell back into the sea.

That night, Su Shiye returned to the high-dimensional space and pondered the feasibility of this millennium plan.

Throughout the 13.82 billion-year history of the universe, there are two largest star explosions, and they are at two extremes.One kind only consumes a moment, the other kind takes extremely long time.

The first is the big bang of matter. For example, the formation of supernovae is a phenomenon in which stars evolve to the end-if the sun becomes a supernova, then the entire solar system will disappear.

In addition to the initial big bang, the Lord of Ether has observed countless supernova explosions during the four billion years of staying in the Milky Way.Every time such a violent explosion occurs, the star can be seen radiating shock waves to the surroundings, forming a super cosmic ray, and blooming a lonely bright light on the dark and endless curtain.Finally the stars burned out, ending a long life.

The second big bang of stars is the inheritance of information.It would take billions of years to discover a star from another planet with such an explosion.It is faint and small, and it progresses gradually. It will change from 2 to 4, 4 to 8, 8 to 16, 16 to 32, 32 to 64... The Lord of Endless Seas gave it After the life of the sea, from the birth of the first bacteria without nerves, to the use of the wisdom generated by their consciousness, the sea people created governments and clans, military and organizations, companies and churches in the ocean... and huge launches. Arms, gunboats and uranium bombs, arcane and technology...No one will know what the result of this explosion is, it may go to destruction, or it may continue to inherit information, and finally it will be artificially exploded into space. , Continue to detonate other galaxies.

Another name for this kind of big bang is the evolution of life.

The Big Bang gave birth to the Lord of the Endless Seas, and she had the consciousness of "Suyi" because of the Big Bang.Now Su Yi is about to be swallowed by her body. If there is a third big bang, then there is a certain probability that she will be able to wake up her self-consciousness in her long sleep.

In the language of literature and art, it is: Deep Blue's maternal love for the ocean can wake her up from the threat of crisis.

Su Shiye has no arcane magic, no ability to create, but now he has the power of crimson incorporeal body, he can create a big explosion that simulates a supernova.

Thus, the prototype of the "dream agate" plan was born.

If the plan fails, Deep Blue won't come back, it's very simple.Blast the earth, throw the dead earth to Chi Hong, let Chi Hong create an ideal new world of fire.

If the plan is successful and Deep Blue comes back, he only needs to help Deep Blue defeat Crimson again and help Deep Blue build a new blue planet.

But he also considered one thing: Deep Blue's body repels Su Yi very much.In case Su Yi is abandoned by her again, it will disappear like all sea races.

This does not seem to be a big deal.Without the deep blue of Sui, at best I don't like to stay in low-dimensional space.Then, he took her to stay in the high-dimensional space, and they could stay together as they did in the past four billion years.Su Yi is only 1/8 of her, and the remaining 7/8 are still there.

Having figured this out, Su Shiye launched the "Dream Agate" project.The engineer's conclusion is that Lindonghai is the best place for "dream agate" placement.Anyway, because he had more time, he simply knocked down Guanghai.

In this way, 990 years passed.

As the god of the ancestors, Fanli will slowly be swallowed after blending into Deep Blue, and the budget will be swallowed for exactly one thousand years.One night this year, he suddenly realized that in ten years, Su Yi would completely disappear-if Deep Blue does not reject Su Yi, then there is no need to lose this 1/8.

Will Suy's return affect his decision?

impossible.

Because whenever he gazes at the splendid scenery of Baman Boa in the endless palace, he always thinks, what meaning is there without the deep blue ocean?It's just a boring game in the low-dimensional world.If it weren't for Deep Blue, he would have lost patience with this world.

Therefore, he activated "Fantasy Agate".

Ten years later, the "dream agate" is about to explode.

In the Dream Palace, Su Shiye and Chi Hong were discussing future plans with enthusiasm, but they did not expect that the pressure brought by the "Fantasy Agate" in the sea was too threatening, and Fanli really came back early.

Fanli stands under the steps, and in this psychedelic palace of evil energy, she is a blooming daffodil, more beautiful than the stars in the sky.Her big rosy, waist-length hair is still wet, and her sea-blue eyes are also wet.Those familiar, deep eyes looked at him like this, hitting the deepest part of his heart.

At this moment of staring at each other, Su Shiye knew that he seemed to have made a huge mistake.However, he had a complete memory, and he was even more moody than before.He didn't show anything unusual.

He made Fanli wait for seven hours, thinking for seven hours alone.

Combining the experience of Su Shiye and the Lord of Ether, he wanted to understand what many people didn't want to understand: Why is Fanli so selfless as a symbol of the deep blue "selfishness"?

It turns out that just like "love" and "hate", "happiness" and "sadness", "selfishness" and "selfishness" are positive and negative concepts that complement each other: the selfishness of a mother often results in selflessness towards the child; The selfishness of an emperor will often achieve selflessness towards his own empire; the selfishness of a sea creator will often achieve selflessness towards the children of the ocean...

In other words, selflessness and selfishness are like people and shadows in the sun, neither can exist independently of each other.If "selfishness" is allowed to disappear completely, a person will not become philanthropic, but become desireless.

Deep Blue was too guilty of the mass extinction, so he completely wiped out his "human" side, and tried every means to suppress his other ulterior desires.

The real explanation of the curse of the "Holy Infant in the Sea of ​​Fire" is: As long as this child gets close to the Lord of Ether, his life will be wiped out.The Lord of Ether was aware of this point 330 million years ago.

It turns out that Deep Blue has always liked materialization so much, not just because she enjoys a different perspective of the low-dimensional world.The main reason is that you can get in touch with your loved ones up close.

The root of love is desire.Desire is the root of evil.

God shouldn't and shouldn't lower his worth and be manipulated by desire.

After discovering the ulterior secret, Deep Blue completed the most ruthless self-exile, and even the little selfishness was never let go.

But God is not omnipotent.

Her obsession with the Lord of Ether was so strong that as long as he was still in this ocean, she would definitely not be restrained.Therefore, as long as his divine consciousness and entity still exist in the world of Guanghai, the seven gods cannot seal her.

In order to prevent Su Yi from disappearing, he can only choose to avoid her and enter an indefinite sleep.

Unless he comes back one day and the sense of God descends in the sea again, otherwise the Mises clan can maintain the frequency of suppression once every 100,000 years and press the "Holy Baby of the Sea of ​​Fire" on the bottom of the sea.

Before falling asleep, the Lord of Ether recreated a body of his own entity and placed it in the altar of the deep sea.I hope to meet Su Yi one day.Colleague, he left a piece of spiritual knowledge and a last ray of hope.

This divine consciousness was like a lifeless feather, wandering for 330 million years, and finally was accidentally taken away by General Xinghui on the battlefield, becoming an accidental product of his union with his wife.

Sure enough, even if the consciousness of the Lord of Ether was activated, Su Yi's soul would be strongly affected, and the strength of the clan could not hold her down.

Coincidentally, another 100,000 years will be another seven years, and Suy has recovered.

More coincidentally, nineteen years later, the Miser clan sent Su Yi to the home of General Xinghui.

Everything seemed to be fate, and it seemed that there was something connecting their destiny together.

They had the best childhood and teenage years in the world.However, this does not change the curse of Deep Blue.Only in the more than four hundred years between Fanli and Su Shiyeguang's dark sea, her physical condition got better and better, but when she reached the Abyss Empire, she quickly collapsed.

Fanli knew that she would die a long time ago because she was part of Deep Blue. She knew what Deep Blue was thinking, and she knew her body changes well.However, she insisted on staying with the one she loved, no matter what way she would die even at the age of seven hundred.

When Fanli is dead, Deep Blue will be resurrected again, and she will become a godless god who will continue to complete her plan to recreate the world.

Thinking of this scene, Su Shiye would find it difficult to breathe.

Outside the Dream Palace, he told Fanli that Su Shiye's life was too short for his lifespan.It was so short that it was like a drop of rain falling into the sea and could not affect him much.

For the endless life span of the Lord of Ether, Su Shiye's memory is indeed too short, shorter than a blink of an eye.

However, in the long and empty gray memory of the Lord of Ether, Su Shiye's life is also the only color.

He was really wrong.

What he did was not to get the "Lord of the Endless Sea".The people he loves have always been girls waiting outside quietly for him.

He just wanted this cursed weak soul to survive.He doesn’t care how she exists, whether it’s the ruler of the ocean, the lovely sister Riri, or the great god-envoy Suyi, he knows that she has never changed, always fragile because of loving him, and because of loving him. Strong; timid because of loving him, brave because of loving him.

And this time, Su Yi was indeed abandoned by Deep Blue.She is not Deep Blue now, and will not have the ability to protect herself from the big bang.Even if he takes her into space, she can't live; even if she can live, she will only die.Therefore, someone must forcibly stop the explosion after she wakes up.However, it takes so much energy to start "Dream Agate". Who has the ability to stop it?

He is the Lord of Ether, and can make "Dream Agate" the entire time flow back to before the start.But in God's law of creation, the Lord of Ether can only travel through different time and space in an incorporeal form, and cannot intervene in the low-dimensional world.If the force of too much force is used to change the time and space state of low-dimensional matter, his body will also be swallowed by the chaotic time and space.

This means that he will disappear from the universe.

This evening, after receiving the call from Fanli, Su Shiye stayed up all night.

From the next day, he entered the busy day and night, established the crown prince, prepared for the transfer of the throne, and wrote a long political structure analysis letter to the two children, and also served as the old cadres such as Huangge, Jusha, Azer, etc. Reallocate tasks and work.

After finishing his official duties, he contacted Yu Jian.

He knew that Yu Jin liked Fanli and was a reliable boy who could give her a stable life.Fanli probably won't fall in love with others for a while, but as long as she doesn't know the truth, he will step on her bottom line again. When he disappears, no matter how sad she is, she will slowly come out.

On the contrary, she cannot know everything.If she knows, she won't talk about the pain, she really doesn't know what silly things will do.Therefore, even if not giving her the right to know is too much, he feels that there is no need to tell her at all.

Su Shiye didn't mind telling Yu Jian all this, but, first, the story between them was too long, and he had no time to tell all of them slowly. Second, after all, Yu Jian was a boy, too. If you have temper and jealousy, don't let Yu Jian know too much.

For the future happiness of Fanli, the best result of this story is to never let anyone know it again.

In the long history of this vast universe, he has long been used to being alone.Keeping a secret of 430 million years is not difficult for him.

After everything was processed, it was late, Su Shiye was exhausted physically and mentally, but still did not sleep.He was lying on the bed with no happiness, no sadness, no anger, nothing in his golden eyes.

They are impossible.

There will never be again.

Su Shiye rolled over, frowning her beautiful eyebrows slightly, so she stopped thinking about it.But no matter if you open your eyes or close your eyes, she is always there.Her gentleness, her beauty, her willfulness, her playfulness, her admiration... all these will belong to other men in the future.

He covered his eyes with the back of his hand.But it has no effect.

When everything fell into darkness, she was still there.

He decided to see her one last time.

In the early morning, when Fanli fell asleep, Su Shiye stood by the bedside, silently watching the clock go by one minute by one, thinking of many past events.

Fanli liked him very much since he was a child, and was his follower for no reason.Even if he treats her coldly all the year round, she is not affected at all.

I still remember one time when she tugged at his sleeve and said, "Brother, brother, today I went to Erguo Lingge with my parents to stroll around, and found that there is a kind of ocean race that is interesting! Their tails are bright orange. Yes, men are very turbulent. They clean their homes every March to attract beauties of their same race. These beauties are also picky enough. They will pick one out of 15 men’s homes and follow They give birth to babies. However, their only criteria for choosing them has nothing to do with whether the garden is beautiful or whether the host is handsome or not, but whether there are other women who have had babies with them. These men are even more funny. After giving birth to children, they will drive them away and take care of them at home. You say, isn’t it amazing?"

"Is this the fabled plot and the housekeeper?"

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Ah, it's okay."

"When will we grow up..." At this point, Xiao Fanli was holding her face, shaking her short tail, and smiling sweetly, "I really want to go out to see more and taste more of different seas. Food, learn about different cultures, make friends from all directions... I have so many things I want to know! Anyway, in short, brother, do you think our world is really interesting?"

...

"You are right, this world is very interesting."

This was the first sentence Su Shiye said in the frozen iceberg, but unfortunately she didn't hear it.

The world is very good.Your guardian is right, you are willing to sacrifice for it is right, I am selfish.Always want to use all the ways you don't want to let you survive.

There is nothing wrong in your life, but I strayed into it.

Lili, this is the last time I am self-righteous.

Before that, Su Shiye would never have thought that he would still have a chance to see Fanli again.

Just under the glacier of the Winter Sea, just before the end of his life.For him, this is already a windfall.Therefore, death has become extremely peaceful.

His consciousness was frozen in the deep sea, and there was nothing around him, only endless blue water.Fan Li hit the ice cube, but his heart was still water, as if the person who was about to dissipate was not him.He stared at her through the indifferent ice, and saw his beautiful Lili sad for him, and there was a sad joy.

His hair rises and falls with the waves and smiles.

At this moment, he has nothing, lost power, status, ambition, and life. On the contrary, he has only the desperate love immersed in the deep sea like when he reunited in Luoya University.

Although she couldn't hear her voice, in front of him, she, the most intelligent woman in the ocean, would always reduce her brain capacity to the size of a walnut, and she was nothing but silly things to say back and forth.He knows her too well.

Seeing her in so much pain, he opened his mouth and wanted to say "be happy".But I think this sentence is too gentle, it will make her feel that he still loves her.

She must not let her know what she wants, or everything he has done will be lost.Let's be indifferent.

However, after a while, although he didn't make any movements, he couldn't help showing a gentle smile again.

Between them, a very long story happened.

What should be said, what should not be said, they have all said.

What they should do and what they should not do, they have done it.

They know each other so well, in fact, even without his last time to cover up, there is no need for extra expression.The ending of falling in love but not being able to be together will not change, so if you say that you wish her happiness, it is better to wish her happiness silently in your heart.If you have time to waste physical energy to talk, it is better to enjoy the last time and look at her for a few more seconds.

His Lili is right in front of him, accompany him through the final journey.

This life is so long that she has done everything except staying with her for a long time.

This life is very short, so short that there are few afternoons even sitting quietly and hugging her.

What else do you want to fight for?No more.

Any regrets?

He put his hand on the ice cube, and saw that her eyes were flushed with her hand on the same spot.Only a cold and hard touch, tingling directly hit the heart.However, she was so close to him.

Yes, there are regrets...

He also owes her a wedding.

But the beauty of low-dimensional life is probably that there is always incompleteness and imperfection.It's good to make an end here.

Deep blue, thank you for your selfishness.

Sui, thank you for your persistence.

Lili, thank you for your 430 million years.

Su Shiye rarely reads delicate and perceptual literature.But in the end, he suddenly thought of a night in Bahman Boa, when he and Fanli quarreled over a little matter again.

That night, he was lying on the bedside reading the economic report of the empire, with Fanli curled up in his arms, reading the collection of essays "Ripples in the Sea of ​​Stars" written by the sea bard poet Yaxia, and finally, she was a little moved holding the book. She memorized her favorite section, and said softly, "Brother, isn't it beautiful? Our love is also fruitful."

"I turned your book just now, and when I saw this page, I knew you would like this paragraph."

"Huh? Why?"

"In addition to reading academic books, you like literary works whose names are idiots from poets to words. They may seem a little accent, but in fact they are vague and have no practical meaning. It is because of the prevalence of this kind of hypocritical literature that the economy is too old stand up."

"If you attack Gwanghae Economy, why are you even attacking the names of other poets?"

"He took this name himself. Isn't he not enough for a man to play so hard?"

"That's because of his delicate emotions. You, hegemonic warriors, don't say anything about attacking him, but you also engage in sexism! Yaxia is very poor. He was born rich and wealthy, but his family was down. He lived a life of hunger and cold since childhood. He died of illness, separated from his wife before he died, and finally wrote this essay. His wife was blinded by crying, she was never married, and neither of them left any offspring. It was simply too abuse... Having said this, I will cry again when I read this passage." At the end, Fanli rubbed her eyes.

"Getting married so early, and the elderly wife who has no money will get married, which will make his wife have no love for the rest of his life. This is probably the reason and punishment for his early death."

"You, an unsympathetic man, so slander our great talent in the history of Gwanghae's classical literature, I ignore you!"

"Isn't it true? Men have no money to marry."

"Can't you get married without money? If your wife is willing, can't they get married for love!"

"Can love be a meal?"

"Now I start to despise love. Why did you end up loving and loving every day when you chased me? You think you have money and power, right? I don't lack these things! If there is no love, who will marry you? ?? Finally I found out that I was deceived when I got married. You are not gentle at all, you are a cold and smelly man..."

"I'm married, I regret it's too late. Accept the reality and read your book."

"I haven't regretted it, but you have to turn your mind around. Yaxia's writing is beautiful, you have to learn to appreciate it."

"mother."

"Su Shiye!!!"

Su Shiye still remembers that Fan Li hit him with his arm and rolled his eyes at him, as if saying, "There really is no common language with the tyrant."He hugged her and wanted to kiss her, but she hid him, and she glared at him.Apparently, she started doing it again.

How cute she is, he likes it.The last thing he wanted to see was her crying next to the ice wall.

But in the end, the right person is still you, my Lili.

The prose is really beautiful, and it is very suitable as my love letter to you at this last moment.It's a pity that I don't have Yaxia's writing style, so I can't write words that touch my wife.

"I regained my life, turning my memory into a sorrowful flame, burning the lonely lamp of the etheric lord, looking up at the reflection of the lord of the endless ocean.

My beloved and lovely lover, at the end of the ocean of fireworks hunting, in the desert to the forest courtship, have you received the first drop of dew in the morning light I sent you?

The leaf of my heart accidentally fell into the love web you weaved, and it took four billion years to gradually bloom flowers.

The flowers bloomed more and more, and never faded in a second.Finally, in this tiny moment, it bears fruit."

-Yaxia, "Ripples of the Sea of ​​Stars"