Hidden Assassin

Well, it's 11: 00 PM, I thought I could add 644 votes at least until the end of the month, but since I climbed up today, I can't get the code out, I'm still stuck on a few hundred words, and I owe four chapters... Of course, if I still owe two chapters according to yesterday's calculation, that's too bad...

To sum up, first of all, it's a promise, which I didn't say, but the purpose of this one is to actually urge myself to be able to do more every day, because the last few months of updates are really not ideal, often more than two days, so I want to put a little pressure on myself, from issuing that announcement, although intermittent, but adding up the daily updates finally guarantees, of course, two days interrupted without taking leave, and emotional accusations that I cheated the monthly tickets, uh... I want to say that I didn't intend to do this, but it's still hard to refute this accusation, so I won't make this additional guarantee until I have no manuscripts in the future.

There are still code words. I hope that we can make up for these four chapters a little more in the past few days. There will be a scheduled thing to do in December, or it will be suspended for two to three days, so to speak in advance.

Then let's talk about how it feels to write words for so long. Bananas are now 23 years old, probably since fourth grade, influenced by a classmate who likes to write novels. Since then, he has written a thousand words a day for recreation. Since junior high school, that's how interest has been cultivated. Ever since I was a child, I felt that I was talented in all aspects. Mathematics and chemistry won various awards, and I also participated in competitions at the national level. I could paint better than people who really learned to paint. From self-recognition, I was very smart, but I had to admit that I lacked the talent, acumen, summarization, and expression skills in this area. Even if I started thinking and working out my own pen every day from the time I liked to write something, my composition was never praised by my teacher, when there were negative textbooks. The ability to express an idea smoothly has always been insufficient.

As far as I know, a lot of people with language talent, or who have been trained with a pen, have the ability to see a thing, think of a scenario, and immediately put it into writing, and sometimes it's frustrating, as the New Century of the Milky Way says: I've dedicated myself to the Literary Goddess since I was a kid, but she hasn't taken care of me. That's probably how it feels. Some people can sit in front of a computer and start code words, 10,000 a day, 20,000 a day, it's like code words are a systematic project, but why can't I do it? Since the fourth grade of elementary school, it hasn't been calculated, but there have been more than a decade of uninterrupted efforts.

There are times when people say that bananas your problem is not hard enough, not hard enough, not hard enough, the step is to force yourself to sit in front of the computer, code words, just like work, one hour, 1,000 words, two hours, 2,000 words, eight hours of work a day, you work only two or three hours a day, you are so happy... but a lot of times there is a picture in your brain, you just can't get it out in front of the screen, sit in front of the computer for seven or eight hours, then start code, write stop code out 3,000 words is not very satisfied actually sent up - I'm not actually pursuing perfection, just pursuing bad taste.

Of course, stress is also relevant, for example, when there is pressure or you can have a few more chapters, but not all of them, even if you are scolded, those two days are nothing, I can't punch something at the computer, when it's okay to play Empty Dragon, some people accuse me of playing the World of Warcraft is fascinating, yes, it's the only online game I've played for several years, but it's been down for a month or two, maybe when I'm interested in picking it up again... I've been an old player since the inner test, I haven't really stopped playing much, but occasionally I pick it up, but when I opened level 70, my highest figure was only fifty-four, the first level 70, I was impressed, that day just in time, the earthquake, two characters at level 70 and even T4 are wearing only one or two. Anyone who has played World of Warcraft should know what this is, something someone else can do in a week I have used for years, I am a real leisure player, I never compare to people, I never envy, I never buy RMB for gold coins, I never exchange game coins for cards, others even say I am a fool... the most played is empty dragon.

Just... just talking, actually the monthly ticket is not a burden, I know it represents support, thank you very much, this month... heh, hurts and is happy. December will try to make sure that there is a chapter every day, and of course, as I said, there is something to do and we are going out. I hope most people can still understand, and of course I have lazy moments, but many times it really doesn't come out. Most importantly, I didn't mean to cheat on the monthly tickets.

Or a good feeling for the writer: any subject, the first 400,000 words can guarantee smoothness, then you need to sort out clues, ensure the integrity of the outline, the speed will drop, then you may start to confuse and irrigate, there may be a lot of things in your brain, but you can't write, you have to endure, the lines are laid out, you have to be moved to come out, and the laying of lines is often a rather tedious process, but at the start of the series, you need every chapter to be full of vitality, which can cause... double the pain. My hidden killings and diaries are all like this. After 400,000 words, I identified the main line, identified the luminous points of the later period, and walked with extra vigilance. So to open a book, I must be really fully prepared. I prepared a lot, but obviously not enough. Why can I do two chapters a day in the early period, and the later period can only be reduced to one chapter every two days, the biggest is due to the limitations of the main line, not because of laziness. Of course, I'm about 400,000 words of control, and it's going to be different for everyone. If you want to get the most out of this limitation and stay vibrant, you can learn how to shoot and change places.

Comparative speech is inconsistent, but after speaking, go to the code...