Hidden Assassin

Once upon a time, for months, in the "Summer of the Year" that I listened to fly over and over again every day (oh, I guess some of my classmates were going to turn on their music players, go listen to them, good songs), I was writing the Diary of Exotic Survival, and then I remembered a lot of things that used to be, personal life was actually flat, flat to worthless, it was past adolescence, some sunny days, in any case, these things meant something to me.

So I wanted to write a book about youth. I have repeated that on many occasions.

What kind of thing is literature? And if I'm going to describe it specifically, I think one day —— a very ordinary day —— you walk down the street every day and you see the same ordinary things, like cars, like electric poles, and all of a sudden there are emotions in your heart that are going to come out, you're going to feel sad, you're going to feel sad, you're going to feel sad, you're going to feel sad, you're going to have to describe it, maybe with a short sentence that I'm sad, but you're going to convey this complex emotion to someone else, and you're going to describe your entire life, when you're a kid, you're going to grow up, what happens, who you meet, and one day a lot of these things are going to go to this car, and it's going to this pole, and people suddenly understand what you're feeling.

Literature is about communicating, and it exists to convey this kind of emotion, and some people say that the last chapter of volume seven is unpleasant, and yes, you feel refreshed and you're perverted, and I think that that kind of emotion can be emotion, it can be memories, it can be self-reflection, it can be sadness, that complex emotion that I express, and he's reflected in your mind. Some people said he was crying or sad or something, and I thought this chapter was a success, and I wrote what I wanted, what I wanted to say after the 1.7 million word barrier, and I was proud of it.

Some people start yelling, they don't like it, it's okay, it's an emotion, it's impossible to touch everyone, and I haven't done anything to completely touch everyone's expectations. But one thing I never admit is that this is a tragedy, and what I'm telling you, it's not sad, at best, it's sad, because the story goes, we've had a sad youth, we can look back, but there's a future ahead of us. They're just separated, not forever.

Then say it from the beginning.

There was a time in the forum where people were discussing whether the bridge was really important or the writing was important or something else. In fact, the general idea at the beginning is to look at the bridge, every writer, digging hollow, thinking that I'm going to think about an idea that no one else has ever had, maybe because I've been indulged in traditional literature, and I've always objected to the idea that there's very little success at the beginning because of the bridge or the idea, at least, I admit that I only have one book, "Infinite Terror," and if the writer succeeds, it's because they're digging for themselves, and it's a big story to talk about, and it can be stopped here, but because of those discussions, when I wrote Hidden Kill, I told myself that I was going to write the most bloody book.

Then keep going.

There was no outline, there were several images in my mind, the one where Ahern was kidnapped, Lily Flower, Jiaming made his first move, then Cao Dongfeng where the massacre, Goose Goose Goose, the song to the heavens, I once counted about seven images, and the last one was Jiaming and Ling Jing broke up, memories by the sea. When you're about 100,000 words or so, you start thinking about how to string these images together.

Wow, the male lead is terminally ill, breaking up with the female lead in despair, painfully tangled, and so on, look, Do-Jong-yao's bridge, the most bloody bridge I've ever known in my life is this, it was rotten ten ten years ago, and if there was a worst bridge Oscar, it would have to be a little golden man —— so use it.

In fact, it's been a long time, because the current YY text doesn't allow any low tide, but at the time this bridge has been turned many times in my mind, I could only use it to express the theme of this youth, I saw them break up in my mind, I saw Jia Ming do everything I could, and then at the beach, from the beginning of the Hidden Kill to all the memories of the present, the beauty and simplicity of the past, the understanding of innocence, everything unfolded like a yellow scroll, from which we might see our past. I just wanted to write about this kind of emotion, and I think it's actually a very positive subject.

Starting at the end of Volume 6, I was scared to write. I wrote YY. I earned my meal from this. I knew that if I smashed this plot, I would punch this book into the bottom of the valley. Even if I didn't smash it, it was definitely choking enough. I've been thinking about it for a long time. Perhaps some people will scold you for what the fuck you're playing with at the beginning, and if you're going to make money, you just have to play the street. But there's no way, I've always said I'm a restless person, always trying to express something.

Even at the beginning, I want to try.

So, 1.7 million words, for this chapter. Starting with the turning, here is the turning.

There was a discussion with people about why an article could end badly, according to the YY model, in my view YY is completely the curve model of sugar cuckoo, the first six volumes of hidden kill can explain the problem, enemies appeared, defeated him, enemies appeared, defeated him, smooth, orgasm, stable, orgasm, orgasm, middle contains bridge segments pretending to be pigs eating tigers, etc., but the pattern is said to be the same, because we look at the web text, constant orgasm is fine, but this makes it difficult to end a book. The problem is that every sugar cuckoo is the same, you can take one away anywhere, break it anywhere... No, you can't break it anywhere, because it breaks it doesn't make sense, so when the author writes tired and the reader sees tired, it ends, it ends badly.

Why does a textbook say that an article has to take turns, and some things are old, but it also makes sense, that is, the small curve of many sugar gourds also has to have a large arc in the whole, so that the article can become whole and distinguish the beginning from the end, at least I think so.

At the time of writing, it was said that since it was the name Hidden Kill, the protagonist had to hide from beginning to end. I said that since it was Hidden Kill, there had to be a hidden day, and only when he came out of the hidden state, did he bring out the climax. Some people said it was incomprehensible, and I felt that the Internet was beginning to change people's concepts of reading. One of the most representative phrases I've seen a lot of people blame some of the books: if you're going to write a plot like this, why didn't you say it clearly at first?

So I wrote, the hidden subscription has actually been fairly stable, even if it stopped, it didn't drop a lot. Of course, unfortunately, even if it broke out, it didn't have much fluctuation. After Jiaming and Ling broke up the scene, the 24-hour subscription dropped by about a fifth. I know that I must have dropped it too, and some readers will go. But anyway, I'm happy that what I want to write finally feels excited.

It's not that I don't know how YY, if it's all about making money, I can write six more volumes, college, society, etc., according to the first six volumes, but if I write like this, hiding this book is meaningless to me, meaningless to everyone.

Say a book that has a great impact on hidden killings, Lu Yao's "Ordinary World," all I can read again and again now is the book of Haruki Murakami plus this one. "Ordinary World" I haven't seen it more than 30 times. I like the love of Xiaoxia and Shaoping. Sometimes I turn around and look for the scenes that belong to them. Once I was sentimental, wow, so little, can I read more stories that belong to them? So when writing Hidden Kill, I want to fulfill my desire, pile up a lot of life drama, Jia Ming and Jing and Sha Sha, I want Hidden Kill. If some readers think it's worth watching more than once, by the time of the big ending, combine their first knowledge, their friendship in understanding the years, by the time they grow up, by the time they darkly break up, and then by the time they all grow up, meet again, it will make people feel, very emotional, very satisfied.

Tell me about the future.

Some say that hidden killings can end here, is a crippling classic, that according to the author's ideas there is nothing left to write about, oh, how is it possible that none of the ending education I have received is like this. After defining this turning scenario, I began to think about what it felt like to be a couple of years later, as if we had grown up in this city, living our lives with memories of the past. Every day you walk in the streets of the city, it rains in the sky, the car drives by, it turns on the lights, the coffee shop comes out with a lovely and crisp scent, the street lights are straight, there's a gift shop with bright windows, the music box that opens, Snow White spins quietly, you support the umbrella, suddenly you see a familiar and strange girl standing in front of you, and then... you recognize her, surprise her, more than a memory of that unspeakable twitch, the children of the past, love, in this cold steel forest...

Why doesn't anybody think this feels great? No one thinks this is a very exciting scenario? And you think, after all these wonderful, wonderful, wonderful memories, there's nothing left to write about?

Every time I think of Jiaming and the quiet meeting, I feel like a chestnut for it.

What will they do, what will they say, how will they feel about each other?

Of course, it will not be exactly like those plots above, like the one above, the plot of hidden killing, Jiaming will still play the pig to eat the tiger, the influence of the dark world will still come, the killing and madness will continue, when Jiaming has no burden, no shadow, when the home gradually disappears in the fight against the family, guess if he will directly bomb the head of this family - but none of this matters, as before the killing and compromise is important. What matters is the feeling of the city, what matters is Jiaming, Jiaxing, Sha Sha, Yahan, what matters is the lavender, Heidi, Oriental Mandarin, what does he and they who live in this city look like? This urban feeling I think should be like a song by Sun Yanzi, "E-love," huh, I always look for inspiration in songs.

I wanted to write a lot of things, I thought this summary would be long, then confused, some of the things I wanted to say had been forgotten, some had been deleted, but that's okay, the words had been said. Thank you for your continued support, accompanying them through their childhood and adolescence. Although Volume 7 was not as pleasant as expected, at least this turnaround was good for me. Someone touched and even cried out. Heh, busy working and learning. Looking back on what used to be, it would be great to sort out the mood, and I was satisfied to be able to do this.

What matters is feeling.

Then, all those who are ready to scold me, please tell me: SB author SB book, author's head was kissed by a pig as a child, kicked by a donkey, clamped by a door panel... then wash and sleep.

Still willing to support me, I appreciate it, please look forward to it, then help subscribe, vote monthly, I'm just writing sadness, writing memories, not writing tragedy, right?

Updates are not always fixed, because I'm an inspirational writer, and when they do, someone says, "If you do, I'll give you a monthly ticket.” Ahhh, this impossible thing (scratching my head), I never liked to keep the manuscript, how many yards I could have, so I sent it out... here's a call for the rest of the monthly tickets on hand, and then make a reservation for the next month?

I need about two or three days to sort out the thoughts of Volume 8 and then come out of this emotion. If I feel that the last chapter of Volume 7 is well written and feels good, I think it might feel new to look back a little bit on what was hidden before… Of course I am the author, I can't really feel much or be sure if I look at my stuff.

I'll see you in Volume 8.