Hidden Assassin

“Tao Tao looks very cute...”

Early in the morning breakfast shop, quiet sat down with Ahern, who used to be a good friend of his sisters, but the mood was a little complicated at this time. Ahern knew what she should chase out, but what to say after she chased out, she had thought about it for four years, but she had no clue, and then, after that, she opened her mouth quietly.

“I also thought you were coming back recently.” Ahern smiled reluctantly. She had just run faster. The stockings on her feet had been broken. At this time, she wore high heels and reached out to touch her calf. “Jiaming he... Jiaming he...”

She said it several times in a row, unable to go on, nodded quietly: "Is it Jiaming's child? ”

Ahern silenced for a moment: “The year you and Sasha left... I wanted him to leave me a child, I... didn't know what to do, I couldn't do anything...”

After his 29th birthday, he already had a child. In recent years, Yahan also maintained a strong female attitude in the company. When he remembered those things again, he couldn't help but cry out in his eyes. These years of calm and naughty hearts do not mean that the sadness in his heart can be forgotten. In speaking time, the waiter had come up earlier and tried quietly to make his voice normal: “What is wrong with him...”

“You must have seen his chart...”

“I don't believe...” he whispered softly, "make it look like a soap opera, how... how is it possible to have a brain tumor...”

“But it's really a brain tumor...” Ahern whispered softly, “I dragged him to several hospitals, every diagnosis was the same, he didn't want to be hospitalized, he was in pain for the last few months, to the point that he couldn't bear it, I saw... I can't wait to see...”

Ling Jing sat there and opened his mouth several times. Some of them couldn't make a sound: “Sister Ahan, you are... you are looking at him...”

“No… he left in more than February.” Ahern stretched his hand over his forehead. “Just after New Year's Eve, February 4th, it was still snowing the next night. I don't know when he left, but there were probably signs the previous few days, he didn't want me to see... he hurt too much..."

“I can't feel the knife on my hand anymore, it just hurts, he has always wanted to be kept out of sight... no hospital, no painkillers, you know his personality... I even asked a friend to buy heroin, but he doesn't... I've always felt sorry for you and Sasha...”

“I asked him to write you at least a letter to tell you these things, but he couldn't write them... Sometimes he got up at night, saw him sitting by the window writing something, wrote a few words and threw them away, then I picked them up and looked at them secretly, and I said sorry at the beginning, but I couldn't even explain a few words to you later, he probably thought... I don't have an apology position, I guess I can't make up for your reasons anymore...”

“But I hope you can forgive him...”

“How can you forgive him...” Keep your head down quietly and hang on, "I don't even know where he is, come in front of me to make things clear...”

Outside the door, there are not many people in this store, but the calm and the elegance and appearance of Ahern are too outstanding. If you look carefully, you can still see a lot of eyes that you didn't mean to glance at this side. Ahern grabbed the quiet palm of his hand and didn't have time to talk. A man in a suit who looked like a big company employee leaned this way: “Do you two need help... I have no ill intentions...”

Ahern also had tears in his eyes, and looked up at the man and said softly: "Thank you.” After a few seconds of silence, the man lost his way in Ahern's eyes and waved his hand: “Sorry…” He hurriedly retreated.

“Sister Ahern...”

“Actually, I have always been sorry for you and Sasha. His favorite is you, and he loves you the most...”

“But he gave birth to you. ”

“I begged him and he said yes...” Ahem silence moment, “his world view is very different from ordinary people, he treats me as a friend, I like him, he said yes, he values people who are good to him and can't help hurting him... but he cares most about you...”

“I also know, I don't know why he's like this, but I know, I've been in Vienna for four years and gradually figured it out... but so what, I'm just a normal woman...” I cry quietly, "I just want to be with him all the time, I want to be with him, even if he's terminally ill, I want to at least watch him, I want to give him a baby, instead of everything being thrown in Vienna, hating him in the drums for four years, waiting until he gets back to make it up to me, but I can only watch him cry in his grave... I don't want to cry... but I'm not that strong...”

“He's afraid you'll see how helpless he is...”

“Yes, he is a coward...” The tears are quietly shed and his voice is soft and unheard, "Sister Ahern, can you tell me... about the last time you were with him? ”

“Hmm.” Ahern nodded with a smile on his face, “Actually, it's not much, he came to me on the night of November 4th, until February 5th, 2001, just three months ago... simple three months, in the villa, seven doors out, three times I dragged him to the hospital, like before, he watches movies every day, watches comics, and occasionally uses a computer to access the Internet, mainly to see your news. When he sent you away, he arranged for someone to take care of you, and then he could find out some information. Some of the things you started in Vienna were photographed..."

Soothing clenched her fist, Ahern clapped her hand: "Remember the day of your first year in Vienna? If you don't go home, some guys come to ask you out, you didn't go either. He asked someone to send you a bunch of roses. You didn't confiscate them and put them at the door... He couldn't help it. When he called to order flowers, his head was already sore. The other night he said he was going to cook the dishes, which probably suddenly hurt when he used a knife. He chopped them on his finger, and he didn't even notice...”

She opened her mouth and exhaled halfway: “His person... he looked weak when he was a child, but when it really hurt, he would never be seen. He suddenly frowned when reading a book, or when his body suddenly trembled, so he could probably spot a little. In November, he often ached. By December, it was more frequent. I dare to say, I had to drag him to the hospital so hard, but the results of the hospital examination were the same. He was angry when he saw those things, and his face was still laughing, but I could tell... he refused to stay in the hospital, and I couldn't force him... I don't know how to force him, the doctor said there was no hope...”

“Sometimes he wakes up at night and can't sleep, just look at the old pictures... I found it several times, all pretending to be asleep, I don't know if he noticed... I was probably pregnant with Naughty at the beginning of January, Chat Hard, I knew it in mid-January, he was still there, it snowed in the middle of January, I didn't go home to New Year's Eve, oh, I had a fight with my dad about it, it was terrible, who knew, after a few days, he left... he really couldn't hold on, didn't want others to see it..."

“I didn't go to him, there was no way... I had to take care of the baby in my stomach, the doctor said it was my first child, I was sick, ill, easily miscarried, had some exercise, didn't even dare cry, because it would affect the child's fertility education...” Until then, tears finally came down from Ahern's cheek, "until 2002, Oriental Road came to find me, said Jia Ming was dead, also built him a grave, just outside the city... have you seen it? ”

“I don't believe...”

“I also don't believe he can find Jiaming...” Ahern said, "You know, if he really wants to leave, no one can find him, but as long as he can come back, he will definitely find him...”

Ahern shook her hand, and she knew it was a consolation in disguise.

“Wait for him, okay? ”

Ling Jing nodded: “Sister Ahan... I'm sorry...”

“I've always been sorry for you and Sasha... I should have thought of you as sisters, but this thing...” She shook her head, "This thing... I'm sorry...”

Both of them are good friends who are sympathetic to their sisters. When they were young, they suffered together. Later, they also experienced a lot of things together. Although it took several years to seal up this emotional dust before they saw that they also had feelings of sadness and sorrow in their hearts during the taobao, but by this time, these things had gradually faded. During those three months, she watched Jia Ming suffer such pain, step by step until unbearable but helpless, until he left, she could only keep these things silent in her heart, she could not cry, the pain in her heart may not be lighter than herself.

In a certain sense, without Jia Ming, everything seemed less important, the knot was temporarily dissolved, the two people turned the subject in a different direction, quiet years of life in Vienna, four years of hard work, and recently joined companies and so on. Some things may not be easy to say in front of her parents, but only in front of Ahern can she say something trivially, probably talk to Ahern, about the naughty things, about her already working in the family company, the two of them barely had some breakfast, ready to go out.

“Can I go see Tao Tao when I have time? ”

“As long as you give her the wavy candy...”

Ling smiled and suddenly embraced Ahern: “Sister Ahern, thank you for staying with him for those three months...”

“I didn't take care of him for anyone...” Ahern's tears fell off again, "That was the best three months of my life...”