Himajin, Maou no Sugata de Isekai e Tokidoki Cheat na burari Tabi

Oh, I was saved. From now on, my frozen heart will melt little by little.

If this cold heart melts out, I'm sure I'll be able to enjoy this life as my heart is.

Without patience anymore, you will be able to act as I am and as I please.

My innocent heart, which gave up and broke my heart, can finally rise.

Hehe... it's okay, I'm always on your side. I am me. I'll always be with you.

Oh, speaking of which, I guess it was then. I haven't talked to 'me' in a long time.

"Hey, I don't know what to do, it's a speech. There's a Sardis elf, and it's just a little scary. '

'... but if I screw up here... Kai-kun might go insensitive'

'... hey, can I ask you a favor?

I don't have a choice. Then I'll write you a manuscript in the letter section of the menu screen, so read it.

'Yeah, thanks!

Maybe a little dastardly, though, huh?

"Wow, I'm me! You're not a coward at all, are you?

And in the last few days, my chances of interacting with me have totally increased.

That must be a bad sign. Ahead, I'm sure I'll be no good again.

That's why I asked him.

"If" I "is bitter, unbearable, and really hard times come, then I wonder if you could hold" I "like now".

"Kai-kun, even if I went alone first, you'd come back, wouldn't you?

Are you sure you're okay? I said I was only with him for about a year and a half.

'... I'll be fine. He'll come back to us...'

Still...... I am anxious. Also, 'I' 's mind is going to freeze.

Don't leave me... Don't leave me... Don't leave me... Kai.

'... I miss you. Back in the day, when there were a lot of elves living in those woods, we all had a little bit of different hair color intensity, different eye color.'

"The size of your ears, the angle, they're all different."

"We all remember each other, we remember our names, we talked so hard"

Hehe, so I finally got my name remembered too?

'Right.... Okay, it's almost night and it's dangerous. Your sister needs to be careful.'

I've always been on my side.

The loneliness, the sorrow, when I can't take it.

To get rid of my anxiety.

To reward 'me' for being on my side to keep my heart, which has become a tool to doubt people, forget to have fun and just kill them.

But if my heart is frozen again, if you can't stand it, just stay asleep for a little while.

"... oh, probably the limit. Give me a break..."

"Oh, I get it. Now you should just stay put and sleep a little. I'll be here when I wake up."

(Yes, it is. Hehe, 'I' really am a happy man. Should I take turns with me for a little while?)

'Oh well... well, I'll just give you a little rest again. When you're feeling better... we'll have another adventure together...'

"Mr. Kai, Lue seems to be asleep."

I put a drink in myself when the rushing voice of Reis was hung from behind me and I was about to cry out of regret.

"... oh. Apparently, something terrible has been said."

Control your emotions so you don't have any force in your arms.

Not to wake her up freaking little sleeping, not to let this fierce outburst.

But before me, Rayce reached the limit of patience.

"Huh! How can your friend Kai leave such a culture alone -! If you ask, isn't Lue friends with them too!

"... I know. I was trying not to think about it. Even those guys... should know about the color of Lue's hair."

Rayce uncommonly reveals his anger.

With tears in my eyes, stuffed in my desire to embrace Lue even now.

Oh, I suppose so. Even I've been caught up.

Why are you leaving an heirloom that obviously abuses the one that also applies to my second, Lue?

Maybe it's because I didn't think that RYUE existed in this world, let alone in the last moment that I didn't use it.

Though...

and that's when I saw signs of her moving in my arms.

"... it's okay, you don't have to be so angry, Reis"

"Ah... sorry, did I wake you"

"Lue, you'd better still be asleep. I'll take you to the magic car."

In his arms, Lue moves.

And when I saw her look back here, I was thrilled.

... Something, no. I don't think she's hurt, weak until earlier.

Somewhere I miss it, such a sign.

"'Kai, you'. It's all right now. The Devil's Car is out of the woods, right? Shall I come with you?"

The slightest difference digs up these memories.

Like a homesick, filled with such thoughts.

Then I hug her body hard again.

"Wow, here, let go of me for a second. I told you everything was gonna be okay.

"... rue?

"Yeah, what's wrong with you?"

It's Lue. It's definitely her. But - I miss Lue.

"... rue. I can tell as quickly as I can."

"What do you want? Come on... look, I can already stand on my own feet."

"Lue."

I get it. I get it. But why?

Oh, but well... not yet, you haven't...

Then I'll just give you a little rest now.

And... I have to say these words.

"... Lue... Long time no see"

"... what the hell. I've always been on your side, Kai."

Oh - did you? You've always been there for me. [M]

Go through the woods, the three of us.

Getting ahead is some fun footing lue.

And Leis continued to look worried about it, and I was looking at the two of them and wondering what this was all about.

Rhue was starting to laugh a lot, enjoy himself innocently, and behave just a little bit younger than he did when he was in that ice fog forest.

At the beginning of the journey it was not, but as time progressed, he walked next door with a pleasant, innocent grin.

I thought it was a recoil of stretching my elbows, carrying a hard mission and being distressed by loneliness.

But what if - if there was a being who had replaced that loneliness with his shoulder?

I wonder if that last day, when I was in the woods, when I finally zeroed my true meaning, Lue is the one who has carried that hard role all by himself.

And the fact that it came to prominence again...

"Mm, I see the magic car. Your seats are Leis and Ky. Should you sit down?

"Before you do that... Reis, I was wondering if you and Lue could let me talk inside for a second"

"Yes, I understand. … please"

I have to talk to her. And... there's something I need to do for you.

"Lue......"

Groaning about my sister's name, I turn my gaze far-flung toward the magic car they got in.

What I remember is her eyes I showed you earlier.

I woke up in Mr. Kai's arms. The moment I saw her eyes, I remembered an emotion I hadn't felt from her in a long time.

Deep eyes everywhere, like a peek into the depths of a person's heart.

Not long after I met her. From time to time, I thought it was horrible that you'd come inside.

But while I was spending time with her, I realized that it was proof of love, a sign of understanding and acceptance everywhere.

Though... the look I just showed was decidedly different.

It's my fault. I just made the choice to leave her outside cheaply, and this must have happened.

If only I hadn't given up and found the means to save Mr. Kai with her.

"Mr. Kai... could you give me Lue? - Huh?

Swallow those words along the way that you uttered in prayer.

That's crazy, like I just heard a voice from the demon car.

...... haven't you got the magic car rocking a bit? What are you doing? Both of you.

I approach the dreaded devil's car and clear my ears.

And then I heard...

"Here, here! Let go! Stop, if you stop. '

"No, no, I guess that's the one who asked for it"

'Enough, enough! Wow, stop... where do you touch'

"All right, all right, all right."

"Hia! Come on, man! If you stop... no... '

... What are you doing, really?

As it was, listening to Lue's glowing voice somewhere, thinking about what was going on, the magic car that rocked until earlier became quiet, and...

"Yes, healed. It's the usual Mr. Rue."

"Kai-kun... suddenly... I'm just embarrassed..."

Kai with a smiling smile and Lue coming down with a bright red face.

Yes, what the hell did you do!? Your face is completely melted!

"Kai-kun... I'm kind of fluffy"

"Mr. Kai... what the hell did you do to Lue? Sure looks like her usual though."

"I gave it a little hug. So I stirred it up, cheeked it up, hugged it again, tickled my ears, dusted my ears, tried everything. Hey, it's good to be back."

How envious.

I see, as Kai used to hug me all day, did you mean to replenish Kai's portion, which was lacking in Lyue...

"Okay, so if we run a little more, shall we do it somewhere in the wild? Reis, it's a little dark, but I was wondering if I could ask for you."

"Wow, I get it..."

... After all, what was Lue like earlier?

Hey, I see. They said 'hug me again' before, but this is what happened?

I mean, as a safety when my mind can't stand it anymore, when my personality as an old teacher gets stronger, and when I spoil it as much as I want, it changes to my usual rue.

All right, I get it. But, well...

"As it were, not at all. Treat people like stuffed animals or something... more like choosing the time, the case and the place"

"... it's only temporary, huh? Hey, Lue. I've already noticed, can't you explain?

"... Well, I also knew I couldn't mislead you through Kai. I mean, I'm a little unstable. My heart is completely separated."

Long time no see, she told me about herself, as she taught her students.

I think that's kind of what I miss. On the other hand, I also feel sorry and sad.

That's because... I've had experiences in the past that have become so.

Here's a summary of her story.

She gradually covered up her human feelings when she just waved her sword for people, protected them, and still wasn't fully welcomed.

And all that remained was a sense of duty and a willingness to defeat the enemy.

I've heard stories about "psychological stress creates a personality that is sacrificed to escape from it".

But she didn't. He says he completely controlled his mind and parted his mind as if it were a partition.

Myself to live up to hard events and responsibilities. And "Enjoy Something," "Take Care of Something," he said, occasionally releasing such tenderness and balancing it well so that his mind wouldn't completely cool off.

But - still, it was too long when it was 1,000 years old.

Within enduring that loneliness, he said, the switch that switched between the mind, personality, which only separated him at any one time, broke, and each became independent as a different personality.

But they share memories, experiences, and feelings.

And personality seems to gradually change paint rather than switch.

In other words, on her journey, she slowly changed into her usual rue, innocent personality, as a 'teacher'.

So she was with us all the time. It was all mixed up in the rue to keep an eye on us from a step-by-step perspective.

I guess that's why Lue showed it from time to time, that look of grown-ups somewhere, was her influence now in front of her.

But - now again, she's on the table as that 'teacher'.

"I know it's a distortion. But... it's hard to undo what I broke up with once. Now, like now, when I'm... happy and I can't help it, right? It changes temporarily like that."

"Okay, let's do it again"

"Or give me a break. It's embarrassing. Exactly."

"Hmm. As long as we're on this continent, does that mean we're gonna end up like this?"

"I think so. Or if this anxiety or dissatisfaction I'm feeling is resolved."

Lue says that in front of him, just a little self-derisive.

Anxiety is dissatisfaction, what the hell is it?

After all, is there anything I think about the elves that inhabit this continent?

Naturally. You'll hate it. You'll want revenge. You'll want to ask questions.

But, contrary to my expectations, the grievances she has spoken of...

"I'm not happy with you, Kai."

"... eh, me?

"Yes. First of all, why don't you talk to me? Kai, I'm aware of what you're thinking. First, we need to discuss it with the three of us."

"... it"

I can tell. No, this is sweet. Even if you two had noticed what I was thinking, would you have missed it?

... Reis mostly makes me stand up.

And Lue, too, when this one tries to do something, he either affirms it in disdain or innocently holds it back.

She says I've been sweet about the environment.

"Mr. Kai. What are you gonna do to Bright's family for me?

"It's..."

They poke me in the core.

"... I want to ask you something. Why do you still have a culture that abhors Lue? Who is going on with it? And... make me apologize. I betrayed you."

"... good. I thought I was going to kill them all."

"... bad, I was honestly thinking about that too. It depends on your response, and it still is."

Let's be honest. I'm insane. When you cross the boiling point of anger, that increases everywhere, everywhere, beyond reason and common sense.

I'm fine with things that people don't do. I also throw away all my morality, and I throw away and push on with everything I have right now.

It is no longer human. It's just a monster. It's the incarnation of crazy violence.

But I'm still thinking about going down that road if I have to.

But if you tell anyone about it...

"Meh. You're a sweet man. You're so sweet, that's what happened. But you better stop that. That will be your wound. [M] And above all - I don't want it."

She gently loosens her sharper expression and reaches over here just a little bit.

I get my head softly, as I always do.

"Hehe, why Riko, was it? I love being stroked with this big, clever, occasionally horrible, magical hand of yours."

"... stop it, I won't be able to stand it"

"I'm sure if me and Reyes hadn't seen it, you'd have made that decision. I knew it so well that I didn't want to leave you."

Everywhere, those blue eyes that are more grown up than usual, coming out of this one's mind.

They tell me. I'm like a deaf kid.

But that's why I'm so comfortable... and I'm going to be convinced of that.

You're cowardly. Mr. Leue, you're really over a thousand years old. If they're serious, there won't be any enemies.

"Kai, you have a really limited opponent to show kindness to. So that runs wild. As you challenged one dragon god that day, you are about to go on your own again. If you fail to live up to your true self, you shouldn't wake up. [M] That's why we're here."

What if I didn't get an apology?

What if they refuse to do what their ancestors did?

Suppose you couldn't help eradicate this abominable habit.

Still, are you telling me to put up with this anger?

Now this is how she talks. She also says it's the victim, the legacy of the past.

Even though I can't stand loneliness and say it's the heart that separated me.

"My heart lets me heal myself. I'm sure that's impossible in the way you think, Kai."

"I think I have a heart that clears with revenge. Still, don't do that to me."

"Have someone do it. Then you can't. I'm on my own feet, and I have to get there. So, yeah. Let me just be a little selfish."

"... are you going to enter the King's Capital?"

"I'm sure that's not possible for me. Kai, even with my knowledge and skill, I doubt it. Is that how much Dahlia can do?

She pulls in the hand she was stroking, and now she puts up her index finger and starts spinning it around.

as if to embody the circle of thought, as to think of something.

The trick kind of looks like the usual girlfriend.

Yeah, I knew you were the same person, and you were the owner of the same heart, and more importantly - even now, that tenderness is blending into her heart, I thought.

Really... over the divider, her kindness is a mix of human flavors?

That's why...... she seemed sober, just a little out of it...... was she nice?

I remember that first day when you brought me into your own house without hesitation.

That, happy, reminds me of a year I spent in some strange relationship.

... right. If I go the wrong way, it's not just Lue or Leis.

It also ruins that beginning year when you spend it with her, who now has an adult look in front of her.

... Right. Nothing but taking lives this time.

Anyway, she's already noticed. I'm trying to move for myself.

Can't you just let him carry the reason for the killing?

But if that's not the case, when I really wanted to kill for me...

"Okay, then I've made up my mind. Any way is good. But will you take me to the king of this country without bleeding as much as you can? I want to speak with my own mouth."

"... what a difficult selfishness that is."

"Heh heh, but you still think about it. Yeah, well, I've been lurking somewhere different from Lace until then. It's okay, I can stand being away from you."

"... I will do good. Really, I'm no match for Lue."

Nothing. In the wind, she says.

I'm sure, before that wish, there's a hidden way to save her heart.

I'm tired now, and resting on the part of her child. And in a distorted mind, the adult part who has received negative emotions all over him.

To save both, we sought ways to fulfill her wishes.