Holding Onto My Man

After Gu Bai was sent out of the light curtain, he was still in a sluggish situation.

If he heard correctly just now, the monster should be calling his mysterious master to be the master, how could it be...

Previously, the monster mistakenly called his master because he had the man's original power in his soul, that is to say, the master in the opponent's mouth is likely to be his man.

But now the other party calls the mysterious man the master, that is to say, the mysterious master is his man!

How is it possible, how is it possible...

Gu Bai's mind was blank and inexplicable. He had too many questions, but it was obviously not the time to ask and think.

Forced to calm down, he looked at the surrounding environment. This was a small sand dune not far from the camp. There were no people or zombies around, so it was safe for the time being.

Since the mysterious man said it back, let's do the task first, don't worry at this moment.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Bai closed his eyes and accepted the lost plot.

The plot began to be the same as the one he had received at the beginning. The original owner's life experience was very bumpy. He grew up in an orphanage and was later sold to a nightclub.

It's just that the original owner was not as lucky as he was. He didn't meet anyone who saved him at that time. No matter how hard he struggled, he still became the young master in the night.

However, due to his good looks, and since he was a child, he has learned how to watch his words and colors, and his later days are not sad. In addition to picking up guests, life here is actually very comfortable.

It's not that he never thought of running again, but the boys and girls who entered here are always hard to fly. After a few miserable boys who wanted to escape and died, he gave up because he didn't want to die.

He thought he might have been planted here in his life, until he was old and decayed and then abandoned.

But before long, Shen Guohui, who unexpectedly knew his existence, came to the night and took him home.

No one knows how he felt at that moment. After being an orphan for so many years, he suddenly had a father who loved him. He was hesitated, worried, scared, and at a loss.

Because he was afraid that all this was just a dream, afraid of being abandoned again.

After arriving at Shen's house, he met Shen Muze, who had alternate fate with him.

At that time, considering various reasons, Shen Guohui didn't tell them his true life experience, only that he was accidentally lost at the beginning, and that he and Shen Muze were both sons of the Shen family.

The original owner is a sensitive person, especially in terms of feelings, so on the first day he entered Shen's house, he felt that Shen Muze did not like him.

Also, no one can calmly accept that his loving father suddenly brings a brother back to share his love.

Later facts proved that he and Shen Muze were destined to be unfriendly brothers.

Shen Muze didn't like him, and he didn't like Shen Muze either, so they might get along nicely in front of Shen Guohui, but in private, they were in the same situation, all kinds of friction, intensified, and finally developed on the stage.

However, Shen Muze has been protected too well since he was a child, and his self-willed young master, whether it is the misfortune he provoked or Shen Muze first finds fault, every time he rubs, he is not his opponent at all, and every time he is so angry that he jumps his feet.

But despite this, the original owner was not happy with victory. He actually envied Shen Muze and the stupidity of the other party, because every time he saw such a simple Shen Muze, he would feel dirty.

Whether he is the young master of the Shen family or not, he cannot deny that he was an undesired orphan, a beggar on the street, a bad boy stealing things from others, or even a young master who once stayed in the gold cave.

Even if there are countless reasons to explain, there are countless compelling reasons, but being dyed black is a fact that it will never be cleared away.

The contrast between black and white made him feel inferior and jealous.

At this moment, the end of the world came again suddenly, Shen Muze possessed powers, and he was just an ordinary person.

He began to feel even more panicked, more afraid, the last days are too cruel, he has no abilities, he is afraid of being abandoned again.

Especially Shen Muze hates him very much and always wants to drive him away, so he can only choose to pretend to be cunning to please everyone. This is the survival rule of an ordinary little person, to please the strong to survive.

He was very successful, and the weak got shelter. He looked at Shen Muze who was angry and jealous, and he was funny.

Shen Muze is really an idiot. He is obviously loved by his father, like Brother Wu, and has the status of a young master, but he is too stupid. He only knows how to behave, so everyone likes him. He does everything. Don't be the opponent is a loser.

But...while laughing at him, he felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart. The more ignorant Shen Muze, the more filthy he was in contrast.

It wasn't until later that he and Shen Muze knew their real life experience accidentally, and all his inferiority complex turned into unwillingness.

It turned out that Shen Muze's life as a young master, his father's love, and happy days should belong to him.

But because of a mistake, his destiny was completely changed, and even the life of ordinary people was a luxury, struggling at the bottom of society, living hopelessly every day.

He is not a saint, he is just an ordinary teenager, he will hate and complain.

Why should Shen Muze say that he is pretending, why should he dislike him, why should he resent him, it is him who should hate and resent the most!

The intensification of the contradiction made it impossible for him and Shen Muze to make peace anymore. In this way, they quarreled, robbed, and finally one day Shen Muze could not help but run away from home.

When I got news from Shen Muze later, it was already news of the other party's death.

Shen Muze is dead, which should be good news for him, but in fact, it is not the case.

Because Shen Muze ran away from home because of him, they had a big argument the night before, even if he didn't deliberately anger Shen Muze, but in the final analysis it was because of him.

In the eyes of everyone, he is a vicious male match with a deep heart...

Wu Donghan was the first to be angry with him. Shen Muze always thought that Wu Donghan had changed his heart, but not at all. Brother Wu was just a younger brother, and Oze was the one he liked.

Although Shen Guohui is not angry, he is obviously disappointed. One is his own son who is ashamed of himself, and the other is his adopted son who has raised many years of deep affection. Both are equally important in his heart.

At this moment, when Shen Muze died, the natural deceased was the bigger one. The original owner could clearly feel that a barrier had fallen between him and Shen Guohui.

Between him and Shen Muze, the stupid Shen Muze finally won.

The other party used ignorance to make him lose everything, and made him lose his father, eldest brother, and everyone's likes.

The dead are over a hundred, and those who are alive are the most painful, especially those who crawl out of the silt like the original owner, warm as a straw.

He not only resented Shen Muze, but also resented everyone, and even resented...Shen Guohui.

If he could, it is not rare for him to return to Shen's house. Even if he was in that kind of place, he would be willing, at least that way, he would not have to experience the pain of losing again.

Gains and losses are nothing to ordinary people, but they are fatal to his inferiority and fragility.

If he didn’t go back to Shen’s house, when he was a little older, he might buy a small house with the “deposits” he sold, open a small shop, and live a normal life, even if he was lucky, he might find one and never Abandon him, people who like him.

But now, he has lost everything, more painful than when he had nothing.

Therefore, the original owner was very unwilling.

He hates Shen Muze, but he doesn't want Shen Muze to die. He wants to die as easily as in his previous life. He wants Shen Muze to truly lose Shen Guohui's love and Wu Donghan's love, and enjoy the pain as he once was!

"call……"

After receiving the lost plot, Gu Bai let out a long sigh.

The emotions of the original owner prevented him from protecting Shen Muze time and time again, and he thought whether the original owner really did something to be sorry for the other party's wish to atone for his sins.

Now the plot is actually like this, I have to say that the original owner this time is actually a fool at all.

Although he was talking about hating Shen Muze and everyone, but in fact it was just an excuse. He was just contradictory and confused. He hated but couldn't really retaliate.

Even if he always feels that he is dirty and bad, but this is a boy who is purer than any white paper, a poor stupid child...

………

With a long sigh of relief, Gu Bai pressed down and sighed and returned to the camp along the direction.

Ahu and the others had already returned first, and they were all taken aback when they saw that Gu Bai, who was no longer a zombie, came back, but immediately began to care about Xiao Li.

Although he had only been in the light curtain for a while, almost a week had passed since he was outside. Xiao Li was nowhere to be seen after jumping down with him, and he has not returned yet. Ahu and others are very worried.

Gu Bai was silent for a while, then jumped into the weird quagmire alone to search for it. Ahu and the others did not dare to follow, because the black quagmire was harmful to them, so Gu Bai could only search for it alone.

However, Gu Bai spent ten days walking around the entire area of ​​the quagmire without finding a single strand of Xiao Li's hair, as if this person had disappeared out of thin air.

In the end, Ahu and others could only guess that their boss was killed, only Gu Bai had the answer in his heart, and he would know everything when he returned to the stars.

The wish of the original owner is not difficult. Shen Muze is indeed stupid. He can kill himself without the original owner trying to retaliate against him.

Seeing that Gu Bai, who had recovered his sanity, returned, he finally couldn't bear the guilt in his heart and cried out to Shen Guohui about the original owner's life experience.

No matter how guilty and regretful he was, it was a wrong decision from the moment he decided to take Su Yu to the amusement park. His behavior is no different from intentional murder.

Shen Guohui couldn't accept fainting on the spot. Wu Donghan's heart was like colic, and his body was cold. He couldn't accept that the simple boy in his mind became like this.

Seeing Shen Muze who has been regretting and saying sorry, Gu Bai has no sympathy.

The original owner is really too stupid, he always said that Shen Muze is too stupid, but in fact, the stupidest one is himself.

He doesn't need any inferiority, Shen Muze is not clean, he is ignorant and stupid, and the original owner is actually the purest person in his heart.

The truth of the matter became clear, and Gu Bai did not accept what Shen Guohui wanted to make up for after waking up.

The original owner’s feelings for Shen Guohui are very complicated. He longs for Shen Guohui’s paternal love, but he does not want it now. He does not want to return to the Shen family and does not want to have anything to do with the Shen family. He does not want Shen Guohui to make up for the paternal love. missed.

He is Su Yu, not Shen Yu.

Even if Su Yu is not loved by anyone, struggling to live at the bottom of the society, with many unsatisfactory things, he is happy.

However, Shen Yu always lived in the pain of being careful to please, inferiority and jealousy, and even losing everything in the end.

What a pitiful stupid child who can't help but feel distressed...

This task was not difficult. Even the last wish of the original owner was actually very simple. As the original owner wanted, Shen Muze really lost Shen Guohui's love and Wu Donghan's love.

In the previous life, Shen Muze thought he had lost it, but in fact he always had it. In the previous life, he died happily, but the original owner was far away from Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan.

At this moment, Shen Guohui was disappointed with Shen Muze as much as he was disappointed with the original owner in his previous life. Wu Donghan could not accept the reality and chose to leave him.

Without the protection and love of Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan, Shen Muze struggled alone in the last days, truly experiencing the cruelty of the last days.

Coupled with the torment of regret and guilt in his heart, he tried to find relief from death several times, but it was unsuccessful every time. God seemed to be against him and would not accept his life, so that he could only continue to live, day and night. The painful torture at this moment, and finally natural death.

When he saw Shen Muze's breathless moment, Gu Bai returned to the starry sky with confidence.

In recent years, Shen Muze's failure to find death was naturally his result. The original owner's wish was to let Shen Muze live and experience his pains. Naturally, he could not let people easily commit suicide and be relieved.